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I Love You ( Never Apart) by ThePoetic1
Posted:Jun 20, 2014 11:40 am
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2014 6:00 pm
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I Love You (Never Apart)

You took away my darkness
And you gave me light
You took away the fear from my soul
And filled it with vigor and might

You recused me from a dark pit
Of pity and shame
You put me on a pedestal
And gave me fortune and fame

I know that I don’t deserve your love or even you
But you are the reason for the good things that I do

You showed me nothing but passion
And your passion kept me alive
You taught me how to move forward
To carry on and to survive

You are the strength that exists in my blood
You are the joy that courses through my veins
Because of your great love and respect
I no longer walk in the shadow of shame

You made me the man that I once was when I was young
You took my world of blackness and gave it a bright sun

Thanks to you I feel whole again
I am confident and I feel strong
You made me see and realize
The difference between right and what is wrong

You are my wings and you make me fly
You lift my spirits and help me to soar
I was desperately searching for love
But because of you I don’t have to search anymore

What did I do to deserve your love and your kind heart?
I am so thankful, I love you, and I never want to be apart


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Wild Tiger by ThePoetic1
Posted:Jun 16, 2014 12:21 pm
Last Updated:Jun 20, 2014 11:35 am
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Wild Tiger

Make love to me
Like a wild tiger
Ignite me
Set me on fire

Dig your claws
Deep into my back
Make me feel the pain
Like I'm under attack

I love when you scream in pleasure
I love when you roar
I love when you shout out
That you want more


I feel like my bed
Is a wild jungle so hot
Devour me like a dead Zebra
Give me all that you've got

I am your prey
Hunt me down like a deer
Catch me and kiss me
I have no fear

Attack me
Like I am the antelope
Then bound me and do what you will
Tie me up with your rope

Lets have sex like wild animals
That mate in the grass
Turn around
So I can spank your ass

Your love is amazing
Devour the meat off my bones
My erection
Is as hard as stone

I desire you
Because you take me higher
Fuck me woman, for you are my-
Wild Tiger


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Spread Your Wings by ThePoetic1
Posted:Jun 4, 2014 1:54 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 10:51 am
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Spread Your Wings

I need you to spread your wings
Just relax baby, I know its your first time
I'll be gentle so ease your worried mind

I love it when you spread your wings
Because together we can fly
When I'm inside you baby I feel so high

I want you to spread your wings
So I can come inside
I love you baby - No reason to hide

I feel you when you spread your wings
I feel the love inside your heart
Without you baby I would fall apart

I desire you so spread your wings
Baby, I love you and you drive me wild
Lets try to create a

I'm so glad you could spread your wings
Now a grows inside you
You're my love and there's nothing I wouldn't do

I know you have to spread your wings
I know your going to feel pain and hurt
But think about how we created life and you're giving birth

You're an angel that spread her wings
And now we are a family
I love you and you make me so happy

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The Sexiest Woman by ThePoetic1
Posted:May 27, 2014 3:52 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2014 10:12 am
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The Sexiest Woman

Lay down sexy girl
I want to bite you
When I stick it in
I'm going to delight you

Do you want pleasure, you sexy bitch?
God damn you're so fuckin' hot
Spread your legs baby
Gonna give you what I've got


You love it doggy style
That's right! Tell me to spank it up!
Push a little harder woman
C'mon baby - Crank it up!

You love when I slap that ass
You love when I pull your hair
But do you love me for who I am?
Am I your sex toy, or do you really care?

Scream a little louder
Let the neighbor's hear the sexy things you say
Your like a wild tiger
And all you want to do is fuck and play

Your body is so sexy
It should be against the law
You are my addiction, baby doll
Bend over girl 'cause I want more

Keep thrusting your hips
I'm about to explode
Turn around and face me
I want you to swallow my load

Woman, do you want to marry me?
Do you want to be my wife?
I love you, baby, cause you're the sexiest woman
I've ever seen in my life

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A Look of Joy by ThePoetic1
Posted:Apr 17, 2014 11:53 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 10:51 am
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A Look of Joy

The sun is setting
In the western sky
Another day over
Another day gone by

The sky is dark blue
The stars forever shine
As I ponder my future
And what I hope to find

I cannot escape the sadness
That overcomes me
I cannot run from my problems
That seems to always keep me - down
I can only pray that I have the strength
I can only hope to carry on
I only wish I had a hand to hold
Whisper “that you love me” for it is beautiful - sound

The silence is deafening
As I sit here alone
My heart feels heavy in my chest
Like a solid stone

A cool breeze blows through my window
It gives me an icy, cold chill
I know I have the ability to succeed
I know I have the strength and the will

The darkness of the evening
Surrounds me and creates a black mist
Loneliness envelopes me like a warm embrace
But I want and yearn for loving arms to hold – me
I fantasize about being a mighty giant
I wish that I were a mighty jet plane
I fantasize about flying away to a land
Where I can run through the valleys and be – free

I stand outside my balcony
I gaze at the stars above
I yearn for the comfort of a friend
I ache to be appreciated and loved

The night air smells sweet
I can hear the rustling of the leaves
As the moonlight shines upon me
I feel strong and I want to believe

As time goes by the pain of the past
Seems to disappear like a fading wind
All my sins seem to wash away
Washed away by the falling – rain
I think of a time when I was loved
By a woman who shared my dreams and hopes
And I sometimes wonder
If I’ll ever feel that love and hope – again

The heart is a fragile thing
As it beats every second in your chest
Though it is a strong and relentless muscle
It can easily be torn apart and laid to rest

I feel there is courage in my heart
Courage and the will to succeed
There are days when I feel unloved
Days when I have a deep yearning and need

I hunger for something more
I thirst for things of splendor and beauty
I want to be understood and acknowledged
Within me lies a deep and never ending – desire
Sometimes I hear the voice of Satan
Tempting me to quench my unholy thirst
But I will not be tempted by the Devil
Nor will I be drawn towards the evil of his – fire

Many mornings I awake
With tears in my eyes
I feel that my life
Is nothing but a big lie

When the sun sets in the sky
I lay down upon my bed
I try to deal with the confusion
That is always present in my head

I know that many people suffer
There are those who are suffering more than me
I should be thankful for the things I have
Because there are many who slumber in the – streets
It is important to think positive
It is important to hold my head high
Though I walk through a tunnel of fire
I will remain strong and I won’t be burned by the - heat

I feel that my mind
Is nothing more than a barren wasteland
I’ve got to believe I possess intelligence
I’ve got to believe I have the ability to understand

Life can be a struggle
It can be painful beyond measure
I must learn to treat each day as a gift
All that I receive should be considered a treasure

How I wish that I were a king-
And I’d have a lovely queen by my side
Together we would rule our kingdom
Together we’d create a wondrous and joyful – land
I want to run across a beach along the ocean
I want to swim and ride the waves of the sea
Come and run with me among the dunes
Hold me and kiss me as we lay in the – sand

Though we do not possess wings
Everyone has the ability to fly
Though I feel unable to soar
I will continue to try

One day I will rocket through the clouds
I will fly towards the stars of space
And when I return to the earth below
Everyone will finally see a look of joy upon my face
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Never Lose Hope by ThePoetic1
Posted:Apr 17, 2014 11:49 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 10:51 am
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Never Lose Hope

Don't tell me you're stuck on the ground
Spread your wings and fly
Don't tell me you feel depressed
Be happy because there is no need to cry

All you see is darkness-
Around every corner and every turn
Its easy to find the light my friend
But you have to be willing to learn

Grab a hammer
Get ready to smash through your walls
Don't slouch like a sad fool
Lift your head up and stand tall

I can lead you to the well of joy
But I can't make you drink
You have to change your negative attitude
You have to change the way you think

Stay positive - you can win
Everyone has the ability to succeed
Confidence and courage-
Are the things that you need

How do you find happiness?
How can you overcome your sorrow?
Think positive and remain hopeful
You can start over when the sun rises tomorrow

I know you've been kicked and beaten
I know you've been spat upon
But there comes a time-
When you have to move on

Everyone isn't out to get you
You have the ability to find a friend
This is the start of a new beginning
Stop thinking that this is the end

I know you're tired and weary
I know you're at the end of your rope
But you must never give up the fight
Never lose hope
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Heart of Stone by ThePoetic1
Posted:Apr 15, 2014 3:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2014 3:21 pm
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Heart of Stone

Do you consider darkness your friend?
Do demons attack you in the blackness?
As you lie in your bed and have evil –thoughts
When you see the color red
Do you smell the stench of blood?
From your wounds and the battles you’ve –fought

When you hold a knife in your hand
Do you want to plunge it into my heart?
Or are you a coward and would rather stab me in the – back
When you are stricken with a terminal illness
Can you feel your body slowly decaying?
Do you feel like you’re being tortured and under – attack?

When you drive your car in the dead of night
Do you want to drive it into the river?
Do you get the urge to ram it into a brick – wall
Do you ever get the urge to climb?
Do you ever dream of standing on top of a mountain?
Or are you afraid that you will stumble and – fall

When you love someone is the love you give for real
Or is your love just a disguise for your unending hate
Is it a mask that covers your seething – rage
Do you yearn to be free like the mighty eagle?
Do you wish to fly like the powerful falcon?
Or are you trying to free yourself from your – cage

Why are you running so fast? What are you running from?
Are you running from the demons that haunt you?
Are you fleeing from the enemy because you are under – attack
Turn and face me and look into my eyes when you speak
You refuse to look me in the eye when you confront me
Is it because the color of your skin is white and my skin is - black

When you are lying on the ground bleeding to death
Don’t raise your hand and ask for my help
I refuse to help you because you’re the one who left me - broken
Believe me when I tell you I take no pleasure in your pain
I can’t hear you and I don’t understand what you’re saying
I heard you wanted to apologize but the words we never – spoken

Please don’t call out my name and please don’t scream
If you scream I won’t be able to hear you
I am deaf due to the screams within my – soul
Can’t you see that I am suffering just like you are?
Can’t you see the blood that drips from my veins?
We both have something in common because we are losing – control

Go ahead and whip me I’m already tied to the pole
Lash out and leave bloody gashes upon my back
It matters not because all the love within me has - died
You were never there when I called for you
You never heard my cries of sorrow and pain
You never held me in your arms when I trembled and – cried

Burn my dead body and throw the ashes over the mountainside
Let the wind carry my ashes far, far away
Let the cool breeze carry the ashes towards the raging – sea
Once I am dead and my ashes are scattered
When they combine with the mighty waves of the blue water
Then perhaps my pain will end and I will truly be – free

Death is not an ending, death is just another door
A door that each one of us must pass through one day
But when you pass through that door you will be judged for your – sins
Before we pass through the door of death
We must fight the madness and pain of life
They say that as soon as you are born the misery – begins

When we are born people gather together and celebrate life
But why do we celebrate a life that will consist of pain and grief
Why do we celebrate a life that will be consumed in –sorrow
As each day goes by we struggle to succeed
We work hard to put food on the table for our
We remain hopeful for a better future and – tomorrow

Don’t smile at me because as soon as I turn around
You will betray me and spread rumors about me
You will tell deceitful stories of me and ugly – lies
Then when I confront you and push you in a corner
I will point my finger in your face and demand an explanation
And all you will do is stand there and – deny

Goodbye my old friend it seems our friendship is over
Though we’ve shared many happy moments
I no longer consider you an ally or a – friend
Though we have loved one another
Though I have held you in my arms when you cried
It seems that all good things must come to an – end

So spread your wings and fly far away
I hope you find a land of beauty and tranquility
Someplace where you can lay back and – rest
But if you ever decide to return to my dwelling
Don’t bother to fly back into my arms
Because when you leave I will set fire to the – nest

The smoke will fill the blue sky
The black smoke will be seen for many miles
As it fills the sky and consumes the cool – air
When you return to see your home in ashes
Do not look for my shoulder to cry upon
For I will be gone because I no longer – care

So, you think I am evil, you think I should burn?
Believe me when I say I am not the one who is possessed
There aren’t any demons that control my soul and - heart
But my heart was once filled with love and desire
My heart once flourished with laughter
Until you came along and tore it - apart

Now I must carry on as I bleed heavily from my chest
Waiting for someone to pull out the dagger from my heart
How long must I wait until someone removes the – blade?
How long do I have to repent for my sins?
How long do I have to wander the hot desert?
Until I can finally rest under a cool – shade

The cross I carry lies heavy upon my shoulders
I continue to fall to the ground because of the weight
But God never gives you a cross that you cannot – bear
I must carry my heavy cross over the hill that lies ahead
As the hot sun beats down on my body
But I know I possess the will and the strength to make it - there

Is there anyone out there who will forgive me?
Is there anyone out there who will show me love?
Does anyone have the capabilities to – forgive
I don’t want to walk with a wounded heart
I don’t want to carry on with a blackened soul
I want to survive and I want to – live

Though I’ve suffered many hardships and felt unending pain
You won’t defeat me as long as my heart beats within my chest
I take comfort in the knowledge that I am not – alone
When I fall I will pick myself up and carry on
I need to show the world what I am made of-
And that I possess a mighty heart of – stone
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I Must Inform You by ThePoetic1
Posted:Apr 9, 2014 10:33 am
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2014 10:33 am
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I Must Inform You

You get a instant message
From a smiling beauty queen
But they're dishonest Africans
Working on a money scam scheme

The pretty woman will tell you
That she likes you and wants to know who you are
In the meantime you get more pictures
Of a woman who looks like a porno star

After a while she will profess her love
She'll ask you to send her money through Western Union
So she can come to The United States
And the both of you will have a joyous reunion

In the meantime she'll keep sending you naked pictures
And she will ask you to wait
While you sit at home like a jerk off
And constantly masturbate

But no one is coming to meet you
The pretty woman isn't real
Because its a bunch of Africans
Trying to make a cash deal

She'll ask you to turn on your cam
Wonderful words will be spoken
When you tell her to turn on her cam
She says "Sorry babe, but my cam is broken"

They will sweet talk you to death
They will try to get everything they can
You won't be able to see them
Because they don't have a web cam

So the 'make believe' woman
Will ask you to send her a new one
So that the two of you can have
Some cam to cam fun

What's that you say? You never received it?
I'm so surprised by this amazing tale
Because the 'make believe' woman will tell you
It got lost in the mail

Do me a favor-
Mr. African Man
At least change the country
Where you obviously operate your scam

You ask the 'make believe' woman where she's from
And she'll tell you she's working temporarily in Ghana as a nurse
If you are stupid enough to believe this
Then you are setting yourself up for a world of hurt

This scam is getting old
Some people are so insane
If your dumb enough to fall for this
Than I must inform you that you've got shit for brains
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AGE (A Love Letter) by ThePoetic1
Posted:Mar 31, 2014 1:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2014 1:51 pm
10375 Views

Age (A Love Letter)

When we talk
I want to reveal my confessions
Just one look at her
And she becomes my obsession

Watch her light up a cigarette between her lips
Watch her walk and swivel her hips
Hear her laugh and see her smile
Something tells me she is a wild
Hair as bright as hot sunshine
How can I make this sexy lady mine?
Hands so soft her breath so sweet
Embraced by beauty from her head down to her feet

Should I fall in love with her?
Will her love completely consume me?
Take a good look into her eyes
Spend the night with her and she’ll set you free

Can she be a friend? Or do I just want a taste?
Can I resist the beauty that emanates from her face?
How I yearn to taste her sweet saliva and her tongue
Won’t reveal her age but she is forever young
I want to feel the smoothness of her skin
An angelic face but a body made for sin
An angel that struts in the neighborhood
I constantly think of her and it feels so good

Can’t get that woman out of my mind
When I am in her presence she consumes my soul
I want to hold her tight and lick her breast
I want to squeeze her and lose all control

See her silky legs as she sits in your car
A woman of passion – A woman who shines like a star
Hear her laugh and it will make you high
She likes to talk dirty because she isn’t shy
Smell her perfume or do you smell her natural scent?
Spend the night with her and you wonder if she’s Heaven sent
She’ll rock your world and put you on a cloud
Scream in pleasure because she likes it when you get loud

I want to take her away
I want to take her for a ride
Nothing affects her sweet attitude
Because she takes it all in stride

Hey sweet sexy girl- take my hand
How I yearn for your love- I want to be your man
Kiss my lips and let me taste your bright lipstick
Own me woman – go ahead and take out the whip
I need you- I desire you- but can you be tamed?
Slap me woman and order me to repeat your name
Take me to the point of no return
Sweat on me baby and make my skin burn

Let me kiss you gently on the cheek
Let me run my fingers through your soft hair
Are you a dagger ready to stab my heart?
Should I love you or should I beware?

Gently bite me and make me hurt just a bit
Drive me wild and don’t ever quit
Make me think of you every minute of the day
Ravish my flesh and leave me in a state of decay
Control my heart but please don’t break it
If you want my soul go ahead and take it
Run your long, red finger nails down my back
Treat my body like a battle field and attack

Sit in the dark with her
Suck her neck like a vampire bat
If you can’t find pleasure in life
This woman will show you where it’s at

She’ll fly you to space without leaving your bed
Makes you scream in ecstasy when she gives you head
C’mon Wonder Woman come and blow my mind
Don’t you know that I desire you all the time?
Love me and leave only my bones for the dogs of war
Make me feel like I’m on a raft floating along the shore
Only you can make my fantasies come true
How can I make you happy - command me and I will do

Kiss me - hold me – love me forever
I want to be your only desire
She has a heart made of gold
But her soul is a burning fire

Sexy lady that can tempt the Devil himself
I yearn for pleasure baby doll- can you help?
Help me to ease my aching and yearning heart
Love me- Touch me- Go ahead sexy girl- Tear me apart
Put on your sexy dress; I’m taking you out on the town
A sex goddess? Or a queen that wears a crown?
I want to see her naked – I want to see her in lace
I want to see her dancing - I want to touch her pretty face

If I were a billionaire
I’d buy you a tropical island of sand
If I were a farmer
I’d grow you a field of white roses throughout my land

Just hold me sweet woman and put me at ease
When the time is right bring me to my knees
Let me massage your soft, sweet hands and feet
Press your chest against mine and feel my heartbeat
Want do you want? Tell me baby- what do you need?
I am your plate of pleasure so go ahead darling and feed
Spread your wings and fly me to the moon
Smell her hot breath – get high on the scent of her perfume

Please don’t leave me tonight
I’m begging you to stay
Tell me what I can do for you
I’ve been a bad boy mama - make me pay

It’s not just about sex because she is so much more
She is a lady that you could cherish and adore
You can take her to the finest restaurants in town
Then take her to bed and moan in ecstasy when she goes down
Take her to a Broadway play and enjoy the show
I’ll take you anywhere sweetheart-just tell me where you want to go
I’ll be your chauffeur- I’ll be your pilot in the sky
Tell me anything you want baby but never tell me goodbye

It’s been days and I need to see her
Her beauty runs through my veins
The taste of her lips and the smell of her hair
Makes me wild and drives me insane

I want to party with her all night long
Tell me Sexy Girl that your bed is where I belong
As sweet as a little White Rabbit that hops along a forest path
But she likes to make angry love and you will feel her wrath
Just one more kiss sweet lover before you go
Just one taste of your sweet skin that’s as pure as fresh snow
Just one more hug before you have to leave me
Your hugs - your kisses - they set me free

I feel darkness when you are not around
Baby, please show me the light
Wrap your sexy legs around me
Squeeze me baby- squeeze me tight

When can I see you again? I need to see you in your glory
Whisper in my ear all of your sweet and sexy stories
Bite and kiss my sensitive neck and ears
Comfort me Super Girl because I see you have no fear
Place your hands upon my face and caress my cheeks
Whisper to me because when you do my knees grow weak
Take me on a rocket ride and be gentle when I land
Let me take you to the beach and make love to you in the sand

Look into my eyes because I am under your spell
Are you a witch or a sexy goddess of love?
Take me down baby and keep me grounded
Make me feel like I’ve died and went to Heaven above

Say hello to the angels in Heaven baby; that’s where you’re from
Make me quiver gorgeous; make me feel weak and numb
Run your tongue down my chest and don’t stop until you get there
Take off you satin red dress so I can see your lace underwear
Dance for me in your sexy black bra and high heels
You give me an erection that is as hard as steel
You move me like Hercules moves a giant stone
You chill me baby and I feel it deep within my bones

Ride me like the wind
Spin me around like a tornado
Swallow my hot lava, sweet princess
That erupts from my mighty volcano

You’re not in the mood tonight baby?
Feeling tired and weary and you just want to be lazy?
I will lay you down and feed you fruit off the vine
All you have to do is promise me you’ll always be mine
I never want to be without you because you are my addiction
I’m crazed with disease, pretty girl, because you are my affliction
You are my drug and you make me high every time we kiss
If it ain’t love Sweet Lady- then tell me what is this?

Is it love or is it merely lust?
Is it passion? I’m not sure?
Whatever it is Sugar- I don’t give a fuck
Just give it to me because I need more

My eyes have never witnessed such beauty
I am your soldier of love - baby, let me fulfill my duty
Guide me girl and take me down that long road
Get ready to catch me when I shoot my heavy load
I am your slave so work me girl - tell me what you long for
Take all that I have as long as you promise to come back for more
Bite down on me when you feel anger –love me when you feel pleasure
You are my pretty Pirate and I am your buried treasure

You are my Queen of Hearts
I’m your Ace of Spades
I’m a gambling man
Roll the dice Honey, because I’m not afraid

Should I call her? I want to hear her voice
Didn’t mean to fall in love with her but I had no choice
Because just one look at her and she is all that you perceive
If you have any doubts this woman will make you believe
I want to lay her down on a bed of rose pedals and satin sheets
I want to lick every inch of her skin that taste like liquid heat
She’s got the key and she has me imprisoned in a cage
Ask her anything- but don’t you dare ask about her age

Dedicated to my good friend Kelly Ann who still refuses to tell me how old she is.
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Win the Battle by ThePoetic1
Posted:Mar 24, 2014 3:17 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2014 3:24 am
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Win the Battle

Lonely
Feeling empty, weary and old
Shivering
Because I am left out in the cold
Empty
Feeling homeless without a place to dwell
Burning
Because I’ve been banished to the dungeons of hell

Trying to walk the many miles that are ahead
Trying to stay alive but I feel as if I am dead
Coping with life and trying to do well
Unfortunately I am currently under a wicked spell

Abandoned
By friends and by brothers
Betrayed
Stabbed in the back by sister and mother
Solitude
I reach out but she is not there
Shouting
Crying in pain but no one sees my tears

Trying hard to battle the dark
Picking up the pieces of my broken heart
Trying desperately to find light
Hoping to overcome my fears but still drowning in fright

Wishing
That life will get better some how
Yearning
Wanting to be understood here and now
Tears
Streaming down my face
Searching
For a garden of Eve but unable to find a place

Many miles have come between us but still I believe
You tell me you need me but yet I still grieve
Swimming in the current and lost in the tide
Searching for a shelter because I need a place to hide

Desire
Needing to be held by someone's loving arms
Exploding
Because my heart is a ticking time bomb
Sorrow
Desolation and emptiness is all that I feel
Fake
Everything that exists in my life is unreal

Praying silently but no one hears
Wanting to be loved but no one cares
Seeking and answer but only questions remain
Trying to stay calm but slowly going insane

Hoping
That things will get better soon
Lost
In the clouds and left to wander upon the moon
Confused
A cloud of dust appears in my mind
Aging
Wanting companionship but no one has the time

Trying to fly but my wings are broke
Thirsting for water but when I drink I choke
Standing tall and refusing to be knocked down
Wanting to be taken seriously but treated like a clown

Refusing
To give up the battle – to give up the fight
Blackness
Searching for love and the expansion of light
Twisted
Like a tornado that spins a million miles per hour
Weak
I was feeling strong but losing power

Never give up hope because I know I can make it
Never losing faith but sometimes I just can’t take it
Believing that I was meant for better things
Feeling like a jester but yearning to be a king

Unstoppable
I will continue to strive
Death
Is not an answer because I’m glad to be alive
Refusing
To crawl and I will continue to walk a straight line
Fighting
I will win the battle that exists in my mind
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Lead Me Back to The by ThePoetic1
Posted:Mar 24, 2014 2:26 am
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2014 2:03 pm
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Lead Me Back to The

How I wish I can hold you
How I wish I could kiss your sweet faces
Without you in my life
My world is filled with empty spaces

I miss you so much
My heart is in so much pain
I pray to God
That one day we will reunite again

I miss holding you in my arms
I miss my ’s embrace
It seems like everywhere I look
I see my ’s smile and my daughters face

I wish I could tell you how sorry I am
I want to be someone that you forgive
Sometimes I feel lost without my
And I don’t want to live

But I’ve got to keep believing
That somehow and someway
I will hold my in my arms
In the future someday

I will hold my
And shake his hand
And I will tell him that I am proud of him
Because he turned out to be a strong man

One day I will look into my daughters hazel eyes
And I will hug her and kiss her on the cheek
I miss my so much I don’t feel strong
Without them in my life I feel weary and weak

I wish I could tell them that Daddy is sorry
For hurting them and making them sad
But for now all I can do is remember
All the good times that we had

All the times I laughed with them
The many times I took them to the park
All the times I protected them
From scary noises they heard in the dark

The many times I took them to the movies
And bought them big buckets of popcorn
I have loved and adored my two
Since the day they were born

I have to believe that they still love their dad
I have to believe that they truly miss me
I know my wants to hold me in his arms
I know that my wants to hug and kiss me

My life feels empty without my
I miss them so very much
I miss talking and laughing with my
I miss my ’s sweet touch

All I can do is remember the love we shared
All I can do is hope and pray
That the good Lord will guide me
And lead me back to my someday

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The Ace of Spades by ThePoetic1
Posted:Mar 24, 2014 2:17 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 10:51 am
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The Ace of Spades

Sometimes in life
We must suffer
And feel defeat and – pain

It seems like
My tears go on forever
Like drops of pouring – rain

Nowhere to run
No one to hold
No one to comfort – me

I feel like I’m drowning
Can’t make it to shore
Consumed by the raging – sea

Searching for light
Lost in the dark
I can’t seem to find my – way

I want to scream
I want to shout out
But I have nothing to – say

Sitting alone at my desk
Writing words of sorrow
I’m sorry but I feel – blue

When I rest my head tonight
I will be dreaming of happiness
I pray that my dreams come – true

I only hope
That when I slumber tonight
My dreams don’t turn into – nightmares

If I die before I wake
Would you shed a tear?
Because I believe that no one - cares

I am in possession
Of the Ace of Spades
I walk around with the death – card

Everyone says that life isn’t easy
But in all fairness no one ever told me
That life would be so - hard


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A Place in Your Heart by ThePoetic1
Posted:Mar 24, 2014 2:00 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2014 2:01 am
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A Place in Your Heart

Why do I seek the meaning of life?
Why do I feel like an eagle that is unable to soar?
Though I’ve experienced many things in my lifetime
Something inside me wants to experience more

Is my life over or has my life just begun?
Is it too late to experience new beginnings?
Am I merely a loser at the game of life?
Or am I capable of starting over and winning?

I feel unloved and unappreciated
I feel that no one listens or cares
What is the purpose of possessing a beating heart?
If you’re suffocating and cannot breathe the air

God gave me two arms and two hands
But yet I have no one to hold
God gave me warm blood that flows through my veins
But everything inside of me feels empty and cold

I have eyes and I am blessed with the gift of sight
But I feel that my eyes were only made for tears
I feel that I have the courage to carry on
But yet I am held back due to my endless fears

When I dream at night I hear my ’s voices
I awake reaching out for my and
But then it takes me a few minutes to realize
That I am merely reaching out for no one

I yearn to hold my and stroke her hair
I dream of looking into my sons eyes
But the only time I see the eyes of my
Is when I gaze at the horizon in the sky

Loneliness follows me like a shadow in the night
Sometimes my soul is as empty as a dried up well
I pray to all the angels that dwell in Heaven
But I feel I am heard only by the demons of Hell

I try to ease my troubled mind
I try to think positive and relax
But I am constantly haunted by the mistakes of my past
And I feel cut down by a madman with an ax

I do not pray to be a millionaire or a famous star
I do not ask for glory or fame
I merely ask The Lord above
To ease the sadness that incapacitates my brain

I don’t want your pity
There is no need to feel sorry for me
All I want is to be released from my cage of depression
So that I can shout out to the world that I am free

But still my hands are tied
Still my legs are captive and shackled
Whenever I hear the sound of laughter
It sounds like an evil witch as she cackles

Though my eyes are opened
I do not know what I see ahead
Though I feel the beat of my heart
It feels like all that is within me is dead

Though I stop to smell the roses
I only smell a foul and rotten scent
Then I witness demons arise from the garden
Who want to cause me pain because I am unwilling to repent

Though I have the ability to touch you
I cannot feel the silkiness of your smooth skin
I only feel the fire of your angry soul
As you curse me for leading a life of sin

Thank you for offering me your cup
But I do not thirst because I just emerged from a flood
It doesn’t matter anyway because everything I drink
Resembles the taste of infected and diseased blood

Thank you for inviting me to sit down
And partake in your glorious feast
I’m sorry but I do not hunger for food
For I possess the belly of the beast

Just give me a soft pillow
Stroke my brow while I rest my head
Whisper in my ear that you care for me
And tell me that all the love within me is not dead

Once you comfort me and make whole again
Kiss me gently upon the lips and set me free
Tell me you will always be my friend forever
And that you will always have a place in your heart for me
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