A Warm Blanket
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Posted:Feb 17, 2011 3:03 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2012 9:46 pm
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Hello Everyone!
Surprise!
I know.... who the hell is she?
I have not logged into the site in soooooo long and imagine my surprise when I did to see such a backlog of letters and blog comments!
So many kind notes asking how I am, what is new, wishing me well....
And I thank all of you who did.
Old friends, old lovers, blog readers, and strangers.
Reading everything was like being wrapped in a warm blanket of kind thoughts!
I send out a giant hug to you all!
xoxoxoxo
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Still Around......
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Posted:Nov 28, 2009 3:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2011 5:44 pm
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What's up everyone???
Yes, I have been very bad in not blogging a lot anymore.
I think the fire at AQ just took it all out of me.
I know it is reopening soon, but we all know it will never be the same.
Since there has been so much publicity, I believe when it reopens it will be all the 'looky loos' who will be there, hoping to catch a glimpse of a boob or get some cheap sex. I think it will not be the fun players of before, the couples we know or the party people. Just the people who come to gawk.
I think I will wait for a bit for things to die down before I go again, if ever.
House parties are the way to go right now.
We have had a few, but having room mates, they are not the parties of the past.
There have been meets, but I have heard so many negative things, I am glad I did not go. Not the fun dancing times of before, and not at the same places, but new places with new people who don't seem to know how to act in public (from what I have heard) and not the kind of times I would like to have.
So I am continuing my quiet country life with my kittens and and all the horses. Quiet nights with friends and movies, laying on the couch.
I wonder if I will ever get back out there and party like I did?
Or if this is the new life for me, forever?
Stay tuned..........
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Arson At AQ
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Posted:Oct 30, 2009 4:17 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2012 9:47 pm
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It was arson.
I feel sick to my stomach every time I think about it.
How can that be?
What kind of sick person can do this? What would possibly make someone act so irrationally? And take two lives in the process?
Life goes on, I know.
But it makes me so sad to even think that someone did this intentionally.
That it was not an accident..... but MURDER!
I heard all the remarks that it must have been careless smoking. That is must have been electrical. Many guesses.
Now we know that it was a terrible crime.
I am shocked that some homophobic freak who could not get laid because (I have been told by people who were there that night) the perpetrator was an arrogant fool who was rude and made women uncomfortable. They say he was getting pissy no woman would be with him. The only person who made a pass was a tranny and that offended his stupid sensibilities.
And in exchange......
he set a fire and killed people.
I am in shock. I am hurt to think such a thing could happen.
I could rant on and on about it......
but why bother?
It won't make any of us feel better.
They actually arrested this jerk at his job.
He set a fire, killed people, and then carried on with his life as if it was just another Saturday night.
And I am sure with our province's lax laws he will not even get the punishment he deserves.
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Too Long to be Nice Anymore
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Posted:Oct 24, 2009 12:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2012 9:56 pm
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I think I have been on this site for too long.
At first it was to meet people and to be able to explore all the fantasies I had and to make them a reality.
Been there, done that.
And once I had done those things, some I liked, some I didn't. But I had done them and was not sure if I still wanted to. I had some health issues, my sex drive was dwindling, and just was not up playing right now.
I toyed with the idea of leaving the site after that. I had done the fantasies I wanted to. Why stay?
I decided to stay for the friends I had made and to keep in touch with them through chat. But as time went on, I had less and less time to go into chat. I found out right away who really were my friends and who were friends only when I was playing.
I finally stayed to blog. I really enjoyed blogging, even though I had never written for others to read before this. I loved the idea I could make people laugh, or think, or feel sad, or get horny.
But as work increased to 60 hours a week, my health kept going down, and the excitement of moving to the country and all the horses and adventures of the country took over, I had less and less time to blog.
I changed my profile to say I was not meeting anyone right now. Did not want to be misleading, that would be unfair. As long as I stated it clearly on my profile, no problem. Right?
But now, when I come onto the site to check other's blogs and to put up the occasional one, I have tons of letters in my inbox.
Almost every one of them says......
I HAVE READ YOUR PROFILE AND DECIDED I WOULD LIKE TO MEET WITH YOU.
Some say they are from out of town. Some are not.
But they all seem to think that my profile says I want to meet with them.
I could not have made my profile clearer. I am not into meeting right now.
But for some reason..... and this is why I say maybe I have been here too long..... I just want to write them back and ask if they can actually read, or if they are learning disabled, or just an asshole that they waste my time with letters asking me to meet with them.
If you are actually too stupid to read the profile or too fucking cheap to have a membership so you can read it..... do not put me on the list of the other women you are spamming with an invite to meet, in the hopes one of us are dumb enough to meet with someone who spams.
Now if your letter said that you are not a paid member, so you cannot read all profiles, but are sending the letter anyway in the hopes of hearing something back, that would be fine. I understand that, I am not an unreasonable person.
BUT DO NOT SAY YOU READ MY PROFILE AND SO YOU KNOW WE ARE A PERFECT MATCH.
Do not insult me and then then be all hurt when I write you back and tell you what an imbecile you are!
I no longer have patience for this. It just pisses me off these days. I almost wish I could physically slap them upside the head.
And that is how I know I have been here too long.
Do you ever feel that way? That it is time to move on because you just want to tell people off?
I think that just may be my final hint.
Or maybe I am just in a bad mood these days.
Or PMS?
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A Sad Weekend
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Posted:Oct 13, 2009 4:10 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2015 5:24 am
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I cannot begin to explain how sad I am at the loss of one of my favorite places...... Aquarius. A fire there on Saturday night almost destroyed the place, and two unfortunate men lost their lives. A friend of ours was there when the fire started. She got out safe, and texted to tell us what was happening. She even sent a picture from her phone.
Once we were over our shock, we were saddened, worried about people we knew, and just heartsick that two people passed away.
As a co-ed bath house, I was soooooo curious about it and excited to go the first time. I was not disappointed. It was amazing. So much energy and sexual freedom. People were friendly and respectful. The owner made it very clear that if anyone made rude unwanted advances, to come and see him and it would be taken care of.
And no matter what anyone says, I found the place to be CLEAN and taken care of. Most of the people who put the place down and said it was a dirty place, had never even gone. They always reminded me of people who have to make derogatory remarks about something they are too afraid to try. I think deep down they wanted to go, but lacking the guts to actually go see it, they had to find negative things to say about it.
The owner was personable. Most of the staff was friendly. Okay, everyone except one. LOL.
We had parties there, fun there, sex there, made memories there. Some of the most amazing times I have ever had have been there.
Yes, sometimes men would lurk close by or follow you, but you had to just ask them to back up or not get too close and they would. The women who whined that men would not back off, when asked, would always say that they never actually asked these men to step back. But for the rest of us, it was never a problem.
As soon as the news was breaking, and no one knew who was hurt, and who had died, it seemed everyone was either phoning or texting or emailing each other. Everyone wanted to make sure every one else was safe. Say what you will about swingers and trannies and gay people and others who explore their sexual freedom..... in the end it was such a community who worried about each other.
Some people do not like the place and had nothing but snotty things to say about it burning. I was amazed. First off, TWO PEOPLE DIED. A wonderful man lost his business and livelihood. People lost jobs. Those of us that went often, lost a place that meant a lot to us. I feel like a friend is gone. A place where I could live out every one of my fantasies with like minded people. A place I felt safe at.
The media keeps portraying it as a place only for gay men, and many narrow minded idiots keep saying it was a place of sin, so who cares?? In my humble opinion, if that is your mindset, you are the type of idiot that people should be leery of. You are the sick one, not those of us who went there.
Now it is the end of an era. Even if it is rebuilt, it won't be the same. If he moves the business to another location, it might be more modern or prettier, but will still not be the same.
Well, we all have our memories of good times there, and the birthday parties there, the shared memories of first visits and our last visit.
For those of us who loved the place, it is a sad day.
For the families of the two men lost, it is a nightmare.
But to those strange and ignorant people who seem to think this tragedy is funny and up for ridicule, I have only one thing to say.....
FUCK YOU!
R.I.P. AQUARIUS
Here is hoping for a new and better one..... fingers crossed.
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Opinion Wanted..........
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Posted:Sep 29, 2009 8:43 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2011 2:39 am
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I am all for being excited about your politics......
but is this going a little far?
Well, I suppose it does make for some interesting conversation in the bedroom!
But if you were going down on this lady..... would it freak you out to have him looking back at you?
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How do you know?
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Posted:Sep 24, 2009 1:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2011 2:39 am
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When a job is well done?
Sometimes.... you just...... know.......
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Still here!
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Posted:Sep 18, 2009 3:21 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2011 2:45 am
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How is everyone today?
I am still around, just not as much anymore. I let my gold membership go. I don't blog as much. And I certainly never meet anyone from here anymore.
I guess I am just disillusioned.
I am just enjoying the country life and the horses and all the pets and the quiet.
Some of the people I have met from here are just wonderful and such great friends. Some are great lovers. Some are acquaintances.
But most of the people were phony. Or nuts. Or far out, straight up crazy. Most of the men were leches. Most wanted sex that was great for them..... nothing for the woman.
I got tired of going into chat rooms for exactly that.... chatting.. and all the men who wanted me to jump into my car and rush over to their house at midnight just to fuck them and leave. As if I was an or something. Got tired of the petty crap between the women. The insults and rudeness of people in chat.
I still go to the meet and greets once in awhile, but have no idea who everyone is. But being the social person I am, it is great to meet people and have a drink and chat. I like that part of it. But in the end it is still the same old high school crap of there being too many women and not enough men at these things, and all the claws come out. I have no interest right now of meeting and fucking anyone new, I am just there to make friends. So I am not in the loop of who is doing who and who hates who. But it is the same old drama.
So I have been backing away and giving it a rest for now. I am so busy with work right now there is no time for anything else. And what little social time I do have, I seem to spend it with just my closest friends or racing or concerts. I am very happy with where I am living right now..... I cannot explain why it is that every time I go out anywhere, on the ride home when we turn up the dirt road..... a sense of peace comes over me and I am so happy to see the house with the light burning. The best part of going out is coming home!
So yes, I have been remiss in answering blog comments and mail I get. I log on maybe once a week now. I go into chat and don't recognize any of the names. I feel out of the 'clique' and for some reason..... don't mind. I do miss some people out there very much, miss talking and laughing with them, (you all know who you are) And yes, fucking them.... but I guess not enough to give up this quiet time I am enjoying just yet.
But with winter coming, I will be wanting to go out again, see people again.
So those of you who know who you are..... if you want to drop me a line and maybe we can get together soon for some drinks or dinner or something. If I have been away for too long and you have moved past me, I understand and that is cool. If you have my number, give me a call. It might be time to become the social person I used to be. So lets get together!
I hope everyone has had as good a summer as I have, and enjoyed whatever it was you all did.
I hope to talk to some of you again soon!
xoxoxoxox
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I Miss It
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Posted:Sep 8, 2009 10:25 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2012 9:50 pm
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I am in love with my new quiet lifestyle. Staying home. Nesting.
But every once in awhile, I will wake up thinking about the sexual adventures I have had...... and I miss it.
I was always curious about having a gangbang, and so finally I did. And I must admit, it was FANTASTIC! I enjoyed it sooooo very much and of course, if something works, try it again!
So over the last few years, I have had many and not once did I ever leave feeling unsatisfied, or sorry I did it.
But life got hectic, things change, and I slowed down on my lifestyle. I became more of a homebody because I was working so much, there was no time for fun and games.
But soon....... VERY soon..... I will need that kind of diversion again.
I have a need to feel more than one cock up against me.... to feel 8 hands touching and rubbing me. To suck one man while another fucks me. To suck a man and have another licking my pussy till I want to scream with pleasure. To feel all and every sensation. To let myself go loose and relax and let these men please me, and only me.
Sounds like a trip to AQ is in my future.
I wonder if I can even find 4 men open and sexy and crazy enough to do this with me.
Only time will tell..........
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This Morning......
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Posted:Aug 20, 2009 7:12 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2012 9:49 pm
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my decided that it still early but he wanted outside for a pee.
Up I get, put some clothes on, and took him and the other of the house to the door and off we went for a quick pit stop for them.
I opened the door and felt like Dorothy when she opens her door in Oz. (the place from the book, not the T.V. prison)
The sky was dark with rain clouds, but everything else looked sooooo green. There was morning mist everywhere and I could not see too far.
The two dogs went galloping out and started to do their business. But it was so nice out I thought we would go for a bit of a longer walk. We wandered off between the paddocks, and all the mares thought it was feeding time and came for a scratch. The cats wanted to see what was going on and jumped up on the rails to check it out. The white one, being the boldest, stood nose to nose with the sniffing and then rubbed herself up against his face like she would to my legs when hungry. The house thought he saw something in the mist and went bounding off and scared up some birds. My was rolling in the grass getting his back all wet. One by one the horses emerged from the mist to come and see if the others were getting treats and they were missing out.
I could hear the tractor in the distance and knew that meant breakfast was on it's way. So did they. The ears went up, the tails were swishing, and just like little who need the bathroom, they started to lift one foot and then the other, getting all excited. One of the cats started to hone her claws on a tree. The other laid on her back and waited for a belly rub. My was eating grass and the house just laid down and watched what was going on.
And everywhere was the mist...... making it hard to see far but making us seem to be in a little world of our own. A world of horses and green grass and clover and bunnies and full trees dripping.
Sometimes I think of the disappointments I have had in life, and wonder if this is my reward. To live in this beautiful place and get to be with things I love most..... animals and quiet. To have a job where I work from home. To be able to putter around the house and make my own work schedule and drink my tea and relax.
I worked nights for so many years, that morning was bad word for me once.
And to actually think that mornings can be beautiful and enjoy them, even when I have not had my Timmies.
So readers, what about you? Do you like mornings? Do you have time to enjoy them or are you rushing to get to work? If you had the time would you go outside and enjoy the mist or would you go back to sleep for another hour?
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Beer
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Posted:Aug 19, 2009 10:04 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2009 12:12 pm
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Drinking a nice cold beer on a hot day can be a wonderful thing!
Not too much...... but a few are nice.
But what about those who have a few too many? Are there any drawbacks?
I have heard of a few. Wonder if it is true?
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Saturday Night........
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Posted:Aug 17, 2009 8:34 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2012 6:09 pm
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I am so sad that I have to work this Saturday night.
I have been enjoying having my weekends off. And so this weekend when a band I knew was playing I did not even think to book the day off. I love my classic rock, and 80's rock, but to be fair I also like some really heavy bands, almost like Death Metal, but not as extreme. So all my old 'headbanging' friends are going and I will miss seeing some people I have not seen in a long time.
Since I have to miss AC/DC it is nice that we at least had some other music to see.
Oh well. Work is work and you just have to suck it up.
But I will be thinking of all my friends off and having a wonderful time....... some at AC/DC, some to the races, some at a birthday party, some seeing some local bands, some going to Gimli for the weekend...... and remember to book off every weekend from now on.
LOL.
So what about you? What are your plans for the weekend?
Come on...... make me jealous!
xoxoxox
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Don't you just......
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Posted:Aug 17, 2009 12:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2012 9:51 pm
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love a woman who paints a picture for you when you are not sure of the directions? This way she is sure you don't hit the wrong spot!
Do you think your aim would improve? Can you hit the bulls eye every time?
I think all women have met a man who can't.
Am I right ladies?
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