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t's so hard to find a good woman who is sexuallly open to explore fantasies. It took a few years before she was comfortable enough to play with others. Once she did..WOW.

Then my life crashed. My sexy kinky 48 y/o gf passed away suddenly in November of a brain hemoorage.
Fuck, I miss her every day. I'm starting to miss watching her explore. I especially miss our ual escapades.

Hope I can find a woman that wants a partner to enjoy open in adulterated sex.

We liked getting naked and nasty with a few close friends every few months for MMF threesome and with a couple that recently moved. She did not want to meet people Tahoe, "too close to home".
She wanted us to start meeting new people W/M/couples near Reno to play with.
A few yrs. ago I showed Senior Sizzle to her, and people I had met and played with in the past. She and I were kinky as hell together. In college she played a little, but not since.
After meeting me, and heard things I had done, she realized my being bi did not mean gay.

She wanted to experiment. She was timid at first, but after meeting a visiting friend, and 3-4 bottles of wine that night of sexual banter, she revealed a few fantasies she had. I explained whatever we did sexually was private. There wouldn't be a threat to our relationship if we trusted each other. That night we opened Pandora's box, and hers.
We 3 played all night, she loved watching us suck each others cocks, she got so hot She sucked us both. She wanted to watch me get fucked. Her big fantasy that night was to get DP'd, we obliged. We all fucked and sucked all night and most of the next day.

Once she realized, no guilt, and stayed private, and didnt affect our relationship she was eager to play again. I also introduced her to a couple.

After looking at profiles on Senior Sizzle of what other W/couples and men were doing even on cam she wanted to meet others. She really wanted to get DP'd on cam.
She got her courage up to reveal her biggest fantasy to me one night, but didnt want to hurt my feelings. We had to trust each other and I did not want her to play alone.
After she watched wives doing BBC, how would I feel. After a little shock, told her as long as we trusted each other sexual adventures were just adventure's. Told her I couldn't compete with those cocks, but ok with me, if I could watch. She liked that even more. We promised each other no matter what happened or how hot it got, we'd talk later.
She invited a guy to play and we met for dinner at peppermill. We all got naked in the shower, she played with us and went down on us both. They both made me feel ok about my size and laughed. She had to open wide and got only get half way down on him. Swallowed me with ease.

In bed, he was gentle with her. but she took yhat huge cock, and with her eyes rolled back, eyes fluttering and grunting, came a bunch.I bet she orgasmed 5 min. Then she blew me and swallowed.
Then she wanted to see if she could take all that cock in her ass. She loved anal, even big toys. After a rest, we started rubbing her all over to relax her. She took me 1st, then whispered she was a little scared of his size. He told her just to say stop and he would. We lubed her asshole, tickled it fingered it, a couple toys. I even blew him a little, she got in her favorite position, with her legs spread and feet back by her head. I laughed and made a joke that, her as hole so open could have parked my car. Ha.. ha...then he started in and I helped lube, tickle, and guide. I got so hot just watching him slide slowly in her, she was grunting stop..no dont stop. She was only 5'4" don't know where she put it all.
After about 3-4 min. he had all 2 1/2 diameter--10 + inches all in, and left it there then slowly in and out. She came and came and came some more. She even peed herself. I couldn't(her either) believe how much she took without much pain.

Later that day she wanted more of both of us. I even bought a huge dildo strap on. I did her ass he did her pussy. Best weekend of sex we ever had. She kept wanting more. We played for 2 more days. Met with him 1 month before she passed away.

Fuck, I miss her, we kidded at one time, that I'd die first, wait a little and then go have fun. Didn't expect her passing, but time to move on.

Now I'm ready to play, and woman like her are hard to find.

The adventures you described were very wonderful and passionate.

Live, breath and you will find a special Lady again.