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trixie's tales ... :)
Thank you for taking the time to visit my world - my life journey in words. I invite you to follow along with me as I life each day fully, with no pretentions. What you will find here is a sharing of my innermost thoughts, my happiness, my frustrations, my sadness, my fears, my oddities, and, so much more. I am quite happy with who and what I am, as my life is ever so blessed. Like all of us, I have many different sides. I don't feel the need to justify myself to anyone, not in the slightest. While I am not everyone's cup of tea, common courtesy and respect is expected, not only to myself, but also all others who may share their views/experiences on my page. There is no tolerance for judgments or drama here - the practice of FUCKTARDISM is strongly prohibited. As the saying goes, "Misery Luves Company". If this is YOU, please take your circus elsewhere, as I only allow good, healthy stuff into my life.
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Quote Of The Day: 7-26-20
Posted:Jul 26, 2020 7:23 pm
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2020 8:51 am
"Don't forget that your spirit-twinkle makes life's rainbow shine bright" - Terri Guillemets

Quote Of The Day: 7-25-20
Posted:Jul 25, 2020 6:30 pm
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2020 8:48 am
"A man's kiss is his signature" - Mae West

His lips on mine ... our tongues dancing in harmony ... inhaling the air he exhales ...

My luv of kissing just keeps getting more intense - clothing optional ...

The only thing worse that a man licking the side of your face like a during a moment is him giving you an involuntary tonsillectomy!!!!

Do you think kissing is learned to comes natural?
Quote Of The Day: 7-24-20
Posted:Jul 24, 2020 5:07 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2020 8:08 am
"Laughter is a tranquilizer with no side effects" - Unknown
Higher Power ... :)
Posted:Jul 23, 2020 5:43 pm
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2020 8:52 pm
Last Sunday, I had be at with the fucking chickens at the dam ass-crack of dawn, as I was heading down my pseudo family’s boat. Alarm set for 6:00 am. Tossed and turned and had the same thought pattern an overwhelming amount of times. I’d get drink or pace, climb back in bed, close my eyes … and, there it was, again. Over and and over and over – start finish.

The scenario:

Overslept. Called my boss – he fired . Insisting that I was still coming, tho, I couldn’t find the address program into my GPS. This one addy kept showing – my mind trying figure it out. Over and over and over and over and over and over again … an infinite amount of times. When I woke, I knew what my thoughts were, except for the addy, everything else was clear …

Cruising. I-POD cranking out tunes – AC max. Vape pen. Out of nowhere, I glance over the other side of the highway. The last time I drove that route, bout two months ago, I had just put a clusterfuck of a relationship in my rear-view mirror. Immediately, I was overwhelmed with the poison that was inflicted upon me. My body became physically ill the point where I had empty my goodie bag from Wawa … almost threw . My brain questioning its decision leave …

Then, it happened, the addy that I couldn’t remember. Numbers came – a street name. flashing like a neon sign … 9191 Progress Drive … 9191 Progress Drive … 9191 Progress Drive. Over and over and over. The feeling of tranquility settled over me – calmness. I was suddenly at total peace within myself essence ... *Universe Intervention #1 …

The rest of the drive was uneventful. Surprisingly, I didn’t get lost … LOL … completely directionally challenged! My first visit here – the place was huge. I had no idea where they were docked, so, I just found a parking space, parked and texted my arrival. While waiting for the location, I decided to start walking to see if I could find them. After like 2 minutes … LOL … thinking bad idea. The heat was intolerable, even that quickly. Minute 3, I see them. Just happened to park rite where they were … Universe Intervention #2 …

My first time using the laundry room, I asked this guy for help. He was very kind, and, told me that he just learned a few hours ago … his wife is going to be proud of him that not only did he figure it out, also that he was able to show someone else. After he left, realized I totally forget bout laundry detergent and stuff. I did procure a few of his and some dryer sheets. Later in the day when I saw him again, I was bout to tell him of my borrowing, then he wife walked in. He introduced us and I totally forget! Next time I see him, I’ll tell him and also throw some supplies his way. It was a pleasure meeting such a wonderful couple. New friends - the oddest of places … Universe Intervention #3 …

I was walking back to the boat, and, I got closer to where we were docked, a woman had a little doggie … odd looking … LOL … turns out they had the slip next to us. I engaged her in conversation and she responded very nicely. We got to talking … out of nowhere … she presented me with a job opportunity …Universe Intervention #4 …

I feel it within my entire essence - what happened to me was something that I had to go thru in order to grow. In order to know things which I would never have if this didn’t happen, bout myself and others. Yes – I did lose a lot. Yet, I’ve gained so much in such a short period of time. I’m living proof that the cosmos can and do listen when spoken to … just have to be open to such a thing, do our part. And, express gratitude and gratefulness …

The Great Spirit is at - coming in so many different ways. My spirituality is ever increasing, forever keeping faith for that I desire. Never will I give hope for anything or anyone. In the more than capable hands of the cosmos I am. The Powers-That-Be are aligning – a pattern of stars in the blackest of nite. Not. A. Shadow. Of. A. Doubt. Some. Seriously. Heavy. Stuff. Happening … 😊

Quote Of The Day: 7-23-20
Posted:Jul 23, 2020 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2020 1:57 pm
"Lightning dances - thunder applauds her" - Terri Guillemets ...
Quote Of The Day: 7-22-20
Posted:Jul 22, 2020 12:08 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2020 10:23 am
"I didn't want to open a closet and find her dead body - that would have really sucked" - Boss's Dad ...

Apparently, my hot flash yesterday at work was a hot topic ... LOL ... this morning when I got to work, like most mornings, I sat at the table with my boss's dad, had my tea, breakfast bar. Not long after my boss came down and joined us. "Heard what happened, glad you are okies", he stated. "Your dad called me later in the day to check on me" ...

And, there you have it ... "I didn't want to open a closet and find her dead body - that would have really sucked" ...

Lots of "LOL'ing" Ya, they are just as fucking twisted as I am. Scored the super duper uber pretty much perfect job for me ... THANK YOU UNIVERSE ...

Happy Wednesday - a blessed day to all ...
Quote Of The Day: 7-21-20
Posted:Jul 21, 2020 11:20 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2020 2:56 pm
"I was on my hands and knees" - ...

Before I even realized it, the words were already out. Ya, not exactly what you want say your boss's dad - LOL ...
Quote Of The Day: 7-20-20
Posted:Jul 20, 2020 1:13 pm
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2020 9:23 am
"Monday must be a man ... it comes too quickly" - Unknown
Moving Rite Along ... :)
Posted:Jul 19, 2020 3:21 pm
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2020 3:48 pm
Friday was my first overnite outing in pretty much a year and a half = awesomeness on a stick!!

Had dinner with one of my D/s sisters ... Chicken Corden Blue and a baked potato. She asked me if I like peas - the need to hug the "porcelain goddess" came quick - LOL ... smell ... texture = those things ain't never gonna pass my lips!! So, string beans I can handle ...

Got "smudged". If one isn't aware what this is and how it works: it's a shorter, wider version of an incense stick. The stick is passed under your arms, between your legs and all round you - the smoke cleanses your spirit of bad/negative energy. It can also cleanse a place, such as your home. You say a spiritual blessing, to yourself or out loud, giving thanks and appreciation while the smoke engulfs you. Asking the Universe to bring all good and healthy things - to keep you strong - brave - full of strength. There aren't any "rite" words to use ... just say what comes to you!

And, the mosquitoes decided to play "connect the dots" on my left leg ... LOL ... I prefer black and blue pretties ...

A few dips in the hot tub - temperature was 89 = perfect = heaven!!

Then, it was time for my photo shoot. Packed two weekender bags ... one clothes, one footwear. I figured out my first outfit and put it on the side. My D/s sister commented. "Not one pair of panties in your pilgrimage of stuff, huh"? ... uuuummm, ya, no ...

Slept in my D/s Mommys waterbed, since she was traveling. First real bed in 7 weeks!! My body sucked it up ... LOL ...

In the morning, had bacon and eggs, homemade bread. She also makes this super duber uber healthy juice with all kinds of fruits and veggies. It wasn't until after I scarfed it down that she told me this: "trix - have to tell you ... stuck in beets, celery, carrots in there. Couldn't tell you before you tasted it - you would never swallow it if you knew." Ya, true dat ... EEEWWWW ... tho, it was yummy! Now, I can get those vitamins and stuff in my system ... very helpful for my Auto Immune issue ...

Getting home Saturday round noon, had make my place "person friendly" - clothes and shoes everywhere - LOL ... make up, jewelry, glitter, accessories, and then some. Straightened up a little before my lunch date. My bed came - he put it together - WHOOT!! I only got a mattress and nixed the box spring, put the air mattress under the real one. Works like a charm!

Tried out a new hood ... a blindfold is attached, it's got a mouth hole, small eye holes and nose holes to breath thru. Ya, kinda sorta need those when the didlo plug is stuffed in your pie hole ... LOL ... fucking luved it! And, got hog tied for the first time in like forever!

By the days end, I was exhausted. Emotionally, physically, mentally. Finally drifted off ... happy thoughts to see me off the sandman, and, yet another orgasm ...

Oh ... apparently, I can cum on command?!

Hope everyone had a safe and blessed weekend ...
Quote Of The Day: 7-19-20
Posted:Jul 19, 2020 1:14 pm
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2020 3:47 pm
"Uuummm - how deep is this ... should I fall off, or more like trip off ... LOL ... I'll be fucked ..."

So, I can't even go under water without holding my nose. Swimming is currently a hard limit. As my soul is still among this plane, it could still happen. We will see ...

Quote Of The Day: 7-18-20
Posted:Jul 18, 2020 4:05 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2020 3:30 pm
"In each moment the fire rages, it will burn away a hundred veils. And carry you a thousand steps toward your goal" - Rumi ...
Seven Weeks Ago Tonite …
Posted:Jul 16, 2020 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2020 12:47 pm
… I was checked into a Motel 6, changed forever by the unhealthy relationship I just escaped from. Scared, anxious, my face fresh off a “milk carton”. A 16 month wreckage - wondering how and if I’d ever be able to find me again …

Nurturing relationships that I left behind. Nix that – the relationships that were taken away from me due to pure and total psychological manipulation. My D/s Mommy, she waited a long time for her babygirl to come home. I can’t even think this, let alone put it in type, without crying. I missed her so much! My ex-husband … if it weren’t for him … my mind doesn’t even want to go there, it’s not anywhere near a pretty place. We are dating again … our Poly status intact. Both of us working towards and hopeful that this time next year we will be sharing a dwelling together. At some point, possibly even remarry … 😊

My apartment is coming along nicely! I was gifted one of those plastic outside tables and four plastic chairs for my balcony. Took a trip to Home Depot and picked up blue spray paint. Almost had a fucking coronary in the blazing 95 degree heat – LOL – they look great!!! Scored a kitchen table brand new for 150 bucks. My D/s Mommy is gifting me chairs for it. Got a luvseat – of course – blue – great deal at 225 bucks new. Silverware, towels, bedsheets, comforter and a living room lamp (color doesn’t match – my OCD is going haywire!!!) and a few other things gifted from my cousins and aunt. Had a field day at the Dollar Store … LOL … picked up several items at Goodwill and thrifting. Blue, set of six dishes for 12 bucks, 4 pair of shorts for like 7 bucks, 3 summer dresses for 20 bucks. Scored an end table for the living room – 5 bucks. Put a skull & crossbones unicorn blankie over it! Air mattress is only tolerable for so long - bed frame just came in today - mattress in the next few days … 😊

*Side Note: in case you weren’t aware, Goodwill has pay by the pound outlets. The last time I was there pretty sure this was the pricing: 1-20: $1.79 pound, 20-50: $1.29 pound, 50 & Over: $.79 pound. Also, at their regular stores, the two color tags of the week that are 50% off are 1 dollar on Sundays. Everything – including furniture … 😊

Meanwhile, back at the ranch …

Getting back on track with my spirituality. Doing energy work, meditations. Working on mantras - they help provide a positive mindset thruout the day. During moments of remembering to breathe, they assist in keeping grounded and focused (for me). My issue: wordy – LOL – imagine that – go figure?! They are meant to be simple and short. Finding difficulty in condensing 30 words plus times 7 … 😊

Next hurdle – getting a job. Manifesting thru the Great Spirit the opportunity for a job that would be as close to perfect as it could be. (I don’t necessarily think there is a such thing as “perfection”). Asking the Universe to guide me to a job that I could make a difference in – a job in which I would be able to make life just that much easier for others. A job that fits into my life, as opposed to my life fitting into it. Being specific is super important. If you are a nite owl like me, chances are you would rather not have to be at work as the crows wake. No mixed signals … the Powers-That-Be can get confuzzled sometimes! ONE GETS ALL 100% OF WHAT THEY DON’T THEY DON’T ASK FOR … even if you get a fraction, it mite end up being you didn’t even get that had you not asked. We have to do our part … 😊

Ironically, on the one month anniversary of being a “free citizen”, I had my first interview. The Universe brought to me the chance to obtain exactly what it was I asked for. The more we talked, the more commonalities we shared. The more we talked, the more I knew this job was mine. Actually, I knew it while chatting on the phone and setting up a time to meet, as our connection was immediate. I’m the only one that even had an interview! After the tour, it was time for a background check. Apparently, I had a speeding ticket like 10 years ago, I do sorta kinda have a led foot when it comes to highway driving. Yep, that’s me … behind you in the left lane riding your ass … please, kindly at least go the speed limit! So, after 90 minutes, “can you start tomorrow?”. The Universe answered - brought to me a great opportunity … the perfect pseudo family to add to my life! 😊

Finding myself more each day, getting mentally healthy, getting the proper assistance for my medical issues. Been dabbling back in my writing little by little, got my coloring books out and jigsaw puzzles, all of which I haven’t had the slightest interest in for quite awhie. My luv of life – my luv of myself – starting to flourish. And, my want to be living among the freaks … 😊

The road behind me is full of broken concrete – desolate. The road in front of me, my present, the road in the distance, my future. Much better view … 😊
Quote Of The Day: 7-16-20
Posted:Jul 16, 2020 1:52 pm
Last Updated:Jul 17, 2020 12:33 pm
"Uuuummm - can't we take it out in trade" - Me ...

So, after just spending hundreds for a new batter and alternator for my car a week ago today, my AC decides to stop working in the middle of the bloody ass heatwave. Waited 4 hours at the dealership for him to tell me that there's a part leaking. And, it mite also need a new compressor ... GGGRRR ...

I started to spaz a little, tho, the outcome wouldn't change regardless of how crazy I made myself. So, I put it into the hands of the Universe, like I always do ...

It was just the one part at 600 bucks instead of both at 1500 bucks - thank you, Great Spirit! On the way home, had the AC cranking and froze myself out ...

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