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| Thank you for taking the time to visit my world - my life journey in words. I invite you to follow along with me as I life each day fully, with no pretentions. What you will find here is a sharing of my innermost thoughts, my happiness, my frustrations, my sadness, my fears, my oddities, and, so much more. I am quite happy with who and what I am, as my life is ever so blessed. Like all of us, I have many different sides. I don't feel the need to justify myself to anyone, not in the slightest. While I am not everyone's cup of tea, common courtesy and respect is expected, not only to myself, but also all others who may share their views/experiences on my page. There is no tolerance for judgments or drama here - the practice of FUCKTARDISM is strongly prohibited. As the saying goes, "Misery Luves Company". If this is YOU, please take your circus elsewhere, as I only allow good, healthy stuff into my life.  |
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Quote Of The Day: 8-19-20
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Posted:Aug 19, 2020 1:44 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2020 11:40 am
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"I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair. Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets. Bread does not nourish , dawn disrupts , day I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps" - Pablo Neruda
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Quote Of The Day: 8-18-20
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Posted:Aug 18, 2020 9:10 am
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2020 11:16 am
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"A pretty face don't make no pretty heart" - Robert Palmer (lyric to Bad Case Of Luvin' You) ...
Every been attracted to someone who one they open their mouths, all appeal leaves?! No physical amount of attraction can replace ugly innards ...
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Personal Space Invasion ...
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Posted:Aug 17, 2020 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2020 3:24 pm
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So, this morning worked at my my pseudo family's place. Then, I was heading down to shore to do my hours for tomorrow do I can have the day off. Notice the tire pressure lite come on. Only done this a few times in my life - that's why they have places like "Just Tires" - LOL ... easy 5 buck tip for someone! Figured, I could get air at Wawa, since I had to get gas also. The device thingy there didn't have any air. Easy fix?! Head to another one like rite down the street. "No, they don't have any either. With COVID-19, limited employees, Okies, totally get it!
Now, I'm like, well, I can just go to a gas station. So, I pull into one, drive up and park next to it. I've got no quarters and walk over, with a mask on, and ask him for change. I give him 2 bucks and he tells me to follow him inside. He walks over to a box, takes off his mask, and fishes out 8 quarters. As he's walking over to me, NO MASK, the quarters in his hand, and, this is where it all goes downhill ...
He's starts telling me how beautiful I am ... cause, ya, after 4 hours of cleaning, hair a rats nest - minus the rats - girls go to have limits, no makeup, sweat dripping and ratty shorts with a matching tshirt on ... I'm looking like a fucking Princess and really in the mood to fuck. He's like "I luv you" ... "are you single" ... you are so perfect". He was super duper uber close to me and I'm like, DUDE, BACK THE FUCK UP ... and, I actually had to put my hand out and push him away. Then, this fucking assclown does the "hourglass" gesture and basically puts his face in my tits. So, ya, I pretty much lost it. "DUDE, YOU NEED TO STEP THE FUCK BACK. And, again, I had to give him to little push. He finally hands me the quarters and I walk away. Now, at the air machine ... didn't expect it to be this complicated. Tho, it was more of the uneasy feeling, as I looked over and he was watching me. So, fuck this, I just decided to jet. Gots the creeps big time. Sitting in my car, getting my I-POD set, I hear "I luv you, the perfect woman" ... his head was literally in my window. At that point, I had taken my mask off, as I was getting ready to bounce onto the road ...
Now, I'm not only creeped the fuck out, I'm also fucking livid. This fucking moronic douche bag of a human not only gets in my personal space (COVID-19 or not), but also has the fucking audacity to shove his face into my tits. He won't leave and it's been like 15 minutes. Finally, another car pulled up and he walked off ...
When I think bout how this stranger fucking accosted me, my skin crawls. I should have called the cops, then kicked him in the balls, then punched him in the fucking face. Several times ... just for good measure ...
On my way home, the thought crossed my mind to go back .. call the cops, kick the loser in the balls, use his face as a punching bag. Of course, aside from the cops, I don't feel as tho I would be able to do that, it's just not worth me being arrested. Prison orange is NOT my color!! Having time now to digest, ya, I'm still fucking furious, tho, revenge isn't in my forte. Never has been and never will ...
PERSONAL SPACE is just that, PERSONAL. It's not to be ENTERED into UNLESS and UNTIL one is INVITED ...
Ending on a positive note, Tuesday as a ME day ... WHOOT!!
Happy Monday - let's make it a great week!
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Quote Of The Day: 8-17-20
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Posted:Aug 17, 2020 4:10 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2020 2:14 pm
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"Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty. Anyone who keeps learning stays young. The greatest thing in life is to keep your mind young
- Henry Ford
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Quote Of The Day: 8-16-20
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Posted:Aug 16, 2020 7:03 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2020 4:01 pm
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"Rest and self care are so important. When you take the time replenish your spirit, it allows, it allows you serve others from the overflow. You can not serve from an empty vessel" - Eleanor Brownn ...
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Game Time! :)
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Posted:Aug 13, 2020 2:37 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2020 3:16 pm
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So, this is somewhat like the "Circle The Picture/Item That Does Not Belong" ...
After work I headed to my D/s Mommy's for a visit. Ya, I'm cruising at bout 75 or so, with the windows down and the AC on, rocking out to my I-POD. Out of the corner of my eye, I see something on the passenger side floorboard. Trying not to focus on it, tho, it' appears to be moving. Started to slow down as my exit approached and I was able to get a better view. And, close up, it had wings, and was in the flying position towards me. Pretty much lost it and freaked the fuck out ...
Got to my destination, turn off the car and look over. Now, it's on its back, and, ya, it's dead ... LOL ... went in and got a plastic bag and scooped it up with like a mega amount of tissues - couldn't take a chance of coming into contact with it. When I started to pick it up, it pretty much fell apart. Must have been used my vehicle as it's dwelling for awhile ... EEEWWW ... dumped it in the trashcan ...
Along with like the huge nasty bug thingy, there was dirt, a bunch of leaves. Nothing odd bout that, or some doggie hair. The red and blue string shreds - eh - not so sure bout that. And, a piece of the holey part of a sheet of paper ... LOL ...
Apparently, it's been ages since I vacuumed out my car ... a new found to do list item. And, while on the topic of things in car, just also realized that my portable stripper pole is still on the floor in the back. So, ya, it's been there for like 2 months. So, gotta wonder if the car dealership I use saw it ... LOL ...
And, this bug incident reminds me of one I had several years ago ... driving and there was a bee in my car buzzing bout. I pulled into a gas station in an attempt to kill it. The concept was to fucking smother it - LOL ... tho, that proved to be somewhat difficult. Got gas while I was there and it fly out ...
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Quote Of The Day: 8-13-20
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Posted:Aug 13, 2020 10:39 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2020 12:49 pm
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"It becomes amusing when you know someone's totally lying to you" - Unknown ...
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Quote Of The Day: 8-12-20
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Posted:Aug 12, 2020 1:37 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2020 12:40 pm
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"“You can always say sorry, But the real apology is when you hear the sadness in their voice and see the look in their eyes. And you realize that they have hurt themselves just as much" - Unknown ...
Wish I could give huggles the person that wrote this ...it speaks volumes ...
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Hello?! Who's There?!?!
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Posted:Aug 11, 2020 6:21 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2020 3:25 pm
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So, sitting in my living room today and heard this noise outside my door. Sounded like an animal clawing the bottom or something. I kept saying, "Hello?! 's There?!?! ... lol ... over and over ... nothing . Looking the peephole, I didn't see anything, yet, the noise persisted ...
My hallway is like a fucking hotbox - must have been 110 there today! I went from my car to my apt and was dying in like the 5 minutes took to get to the elevator and locked in ... seemed like 5 hours ...
Meanwhile, back at the ranch ...
I kept the chain on, but opened the door. To the left was petite little thing running a vaccum by the bottom of my door. She was not 90 pounds soaking wet, if that. So, I went to make sure everything was okies, since she was there for a bit ...
The reason she wasn't answering was her English was limited - found that when I started to engage her in conversation. It was obvious the temperature of the hallway was taking it's toll on her. Inviting her in to get some AC for a few and some water, with like gestures and just a few words. She gratefully accepted - put her mask on - came in. Gave her a glass of water, asked if she needed to use the bathroom, again, gesturing and few words. She gratefully accepted and said thank you. While she was in there, I filled her another glass of water ... was pissed at myself as I didn't have a bottle of water to give her ... GGGRRR ... after she came , I handed her the glass. Just like the first time, she was very gracious, couldn't show me enuf how much she appreciated it ...
I know what it's like to work in the heat - takes me bout 90 minutes just to water the forest at work! And, then whatever else I've got to take care of outside ...
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, again ...
Got a good deed in today = an act of kindness! Brought a smile to a stranger ... of course ... that totally made me smile! The best thingy bout it : totally unexpected ... it just was ...
*Note To Self* - get some bottled water!!
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Quote Of The Day: 8-11-20
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Posted:Aug 11, 2020 5:32 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2020 3:26 pm
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"Everyone must choose one of two pains: The pain of discipline or the pain of regret" - Unknown ...
One word: GGGRRR ... ya, one word ...
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Quote Of The Day: 8-9-20
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Posted:Aug 9, 2020 8:01 am
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2020 3:27 pm
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"The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown - H. P. Lovecraft
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Quote Of The Day: 8-8-20
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Posted:Aug 8, 2020 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2020 10:45 am
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How like a queen comes forth the lonely Moon
From the slow opening curtains of the clouds
Walking in beauty to her midnight throne!
George Croly
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