Why I Cam
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Posted:May 29, 2021 7:30 am
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2021 9:01 am
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Although I do not have a record of it, I believe that I first posted a nude image of myself to the Internet in 2008. It took another twelve years before I tried a live cam session. Even as I tapped the “Broadcast” button, I think some part of my mind was processing the question, Why did you never try this before? After all, I knew all the way back in 2008 that I had a bit of an exhibitionist streak.
Maybe it seemed like too much? Too risky? A little too close to home, so to speak? Maybe it just never seemed like much of an option. It was hard to imagine that anyone would care to watch. But when I finally did try it, I liked it. I liked it a lot.
There are millions — or perhaps billions, who knows? — of pornographic images and videos on the internet, including innumerable cam shows. Many of these cam shows are not so appealing. You may know what I mean. The lighting is poor. The angle and perspective make for an unexciting view. And worst, the subject is bored, with little to no interest in their voyeurs.
What I like…is a little neediness. When I watch someone, I want to feel their desire to be seen, to be on display, fully objectified. I want them to let me in, to show me their everything, to flaunt it. Their sex, their cum. In detail. Because they need me to see, because it sends a jolt between their legs to know that my eyes are taking in every little bit of their most secret places.
And I have this neediness in me. I want you to objectify me. I want you to see everything that I have, to know. My hands, always working. My chest, those deep breaths when it feels too good. My cock, fully exposed. Slow, twisting strokes. And then quick, desperate motion at the head. And deep, hard strokes from tip to base, all the way, one after the next, relentless. My cum, ever so slowly, inch after inch after inch, dripping down the shaft of my cock. I want you to take it all in. I want you to know that I need this. And I want you to tell me.
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