Sisters or Friends
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Posted:Aug 18, 2006 2:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2006 10:38 am
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I have a friend so dear and sweet
her smile would light up
the darkest street.
We have so much in common
that sometimes I think that
we are sisters.
She picks me up when I am down
she has a way of turning
my frown upside down.
We talk for hours and hours.
We can both make the other one
smile when things are bad
And we let each other cry
when things are sad.
We worry about each other
when we cant talk.
We talk about our hopes
and our fears
and our dreams.
She is such a wonderful person
whom I have come to love
and respect.
Writen with love for reisa
8-18-06
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No One
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Posted:Jul 29, 2006 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2006 2:10 pm
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No one ever promised it was going to be pure and beautiful,
untouched by anger, greed and defamation
No one said you would awake every morning
and love the way life looked.
No one said the girl next door wouldn't break your heart
or the boy down the street wouldn't make you cry.
You know, cry inside, that place where little girls hide their tears.
No one said the memories would go away forever,
or that the fear of further pain would drift away completely.
No one ever said life was fair,
because bad things happen to good people,
and good things happen for bad people.
No one ever said that you would no longer feel
the warm tears drip down your cold cheek when it hurt.
You know. That hurt in your belly
that can never be described to another,
but always understood by another
No one ever said that you would be or could be perfect.
No one ever said that you wouldn't have to abandon your ideas
of what's right and wrong to survive in a world
that we assumed was created for us.
No one ever said that we were entitled to share in and enjoy the beauty that surrounds us daily,
a beauty known to us as the world in which we live.
No one ever told us they would always appreciate what we do,
and the obstacles we had to over come to get to where we are.
It seems that 'NO One' has done a lot of nothing for us in life.
So close your eyes if only for a moment,
take a deep breath, now let it out.
Now your ready all you have to do is place your love, respect and faith in
'Someone' and allow 'No one’ to drift away.
The best someone is You
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Life in the ICU this past week
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Posted:Jun 18, 2006 1:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2007 9:53 pm
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I haven't been on line since, I think Tuesday the 13th. I have no idea what is going on in the groups. seems I have alot to catch up on and some that I dont...this cyber drama will take care of its self, with or without me. And it shall be without me. I am not going to be a part of it.
I am at work today for a few hours and will go check out the groups, and my mail.
Now to catch you up with what has been going on in my life.
My Mother is in ICU she has had 4 strokes in 3 weeks along with some other stuff.
She is getting stronger and we are taking it day by day. These where small strokes but they are a big red flag that a larger one is coming. I have spent the last 4 days by her side. I only left once to run home for an hour to grab some stuff and make arrangements for her dogs.
I cant explain how scary this last week has been, she has high blood pressure, but this week its been very, very low and her pulse and temp. are also very low. If you recall we lost my Grandmother, her Mother, last month. So this is like a replay of a nightmare. My Mom is only 58 years old, and I am so not ready for this. (not like we ever are to lose a loved one)
Yesterday her vitals started to go up and I gave her a shower, she seems to be getting stronger. So today I am here at work for a few hours then heading back.
For now I shall take care of my mother. And try to hold myself together.
b-well my friends and spread lots of love for me.
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the wine bottle and the coat hanger
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Posted:Jun 8, 2006 7:18 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2006 1:26 pm
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Ever have one of those days???
yesterday was one of them....
After a long day at work where it seemed if not for bad luck I would have none...contuined on my way home..... I stoped at the store for a much needed bottle...big bottle of wine...thats all nothing else....well I got out to the car and what do I discover...my fucking keys locked inside....yup....so here I am standing in 98 degree heat looking around the parking lot for some guy that looks like he knows how to break in to cars... well after about 2 seconds of that I decided to try the store (really needing the A/C by now)so I walk through the parking lot looking like a fool carring my cell pjhone and a bottle of wine in a plastic bag, I left my purse in the car.......anyway I am hopeing maybe I will get lucky and find a check out boy that can help. The store manager said she would ask one of them but they have no wire coat hangers, she helpfully suggest I walk down to the drycleaners 5 doors down and get a coat hanger... so off I go carring my wine.....looking like a compleate fool once again..... now I am walking back to the store carring not only a wine bottle but a wire hanger also...of couse it says...'we love our customers" in bright red.....well let me tell you ..people where staring like they had never seen a girl walking around with a bottle of wine and a coat hanger ...Anyway now I am standing out in the parking lot with the check-out boy trying to break into my car...holding a bottle of wine......thank god I didnt have a bag of tampons  well he couldnt do it and I remembered I had AAA *shaking head* 45 minutes later I am in my car...well not after waiting for the driver..I had to wait outside and the only place to sit was on a pile of mulch bags...so here I am driving home with hives alover my legs...see I am allergic to much it seems... I get home and I am itching all over...and what do I notice next..I started my period......gawd.......what a day.....then I am doing wash later that evening...and I wash my fav. pillow that I have for years....and now what great thing happens.....I now have feathers all over the inside of my brand new washer.....my pillow blew-up...... and guess what the warranty dosnt cover feather explosions...so how did I finish the evening....well by finishing the bottle of wine of course...... so how was your day
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On-Line Friends
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Posted:May 8, 2006 7:13 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2006 6:44 pm
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Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens,
We can't help but wonder what all of this means.
With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze,
On an infinite search...lost in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes
At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt,
In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell,
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must
So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust.
Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains,
Most of my "friends" have no faces...and odd little names.
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no pain
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Posted:May 7, 2006 6:37 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2006 12:30 pm
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She had pain and tears in her eyes.
I could hear her soft whimpered cries.
All alone she suffered, but I was there.
There was no doubt that she needed some care.
Now she is gone. I wont see her anymore,
and the truth that I know now and dread,
Is that God took her home,
to that place way up high. She is gone.
She looks at me down from the sky.
She is missed, but her love still runs on.
She now has no pain and tears in her eyes.
She smiles now without any cries.
She's not alone anymore, by my side she stays.
So there is no need for goodbyes.
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Changes
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Posted:May 5, 2006 7:31 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2006 11:14 am
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Most of you know that my family is going through a sad and painful time.
Therefore I don't feel the XXX creativity that I used to give to my blog..........I feel that its time for a change
and I want to change the way it flows and to express my feelings and thoughts in a more day to day natural way.
Who knows.......maybe when I learn to live with this pain ,, I will return to my carefree fun flirty ways.
Until then ..................
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Just not feeling it
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Posted:Mar 2, 2006 11:09 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2006 5:39 pm
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I just dont feel like posting any poems.......... its not that I dont have any, I have lots ...its just I think I will write for now....
hmmmmmmmmmm what to write about...........
well one thing is... I miss my friend reisa on here, her computer is down. So I am sad about that..
My groups are fun and I love the friends I have made thru em..so I am happy that no one elses 'puters are down...
oh well ........
I wish someone would send me flowers.........
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Just 4 Fun
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Posted:Feb 10, 2006 3:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2007 6:39 pm
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Dive into me (you know how I like it)
swim over me and spill through me,
don't fight it. (or I will tie you down)
My desire will overcome us both.
I can see it - (keep the lights on!)
and I can feel you, you touch my soul, (no, never mind, that is my vibrator)
I want to have you. (I must have you, no choice)
Above me is where you belong - (at least for right now)
you know it - (beside me, behind me, where do you want me?)
touch me - (Oh God, please touch me)
whisper to me softly (yes, I am your bitch, baby)
but take me sternly. (hold me down, that's right)
Feel my excitement? (yes, baby, right there)
It will create a rage (damn, those new batteries gave it a kick!)
that will ripple through us both. (you like it when you feel it, don't you?)
Come with me - (pinch my nipples, pull my hair)
on this erotic journey - (NOW! NOW! NOW!)
Together we can walk through Heaven (take the porn out of the VCR)
and taunt Hell. (and turn off the lights, would you?)
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I have held out as long as I can
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Posted:Feb 1, 2006 9:33 am
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2007 6:30 pm
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If and when a room we should find.
I would do some naughty things that have been on my mind.
First your clothes would have to come off.
Then I would tie your hands with a very strong knot.
Next I would cover your eyes so you could not see.
This would heighten the experience and you have to trust me.
Then I would have you roll to your chest.
A hot oil massage I would give to you next.
Deeply I would kneed the tension from your back.
My ultimate goal would be for you to relax.
You now would have to flip over to your back.
So I could straddle your face and you could have a little snack.
But only for a moment would I let you taste me.
By now you realize I am playing like a tease.
Now that I am ready to move between your legs.
There I would find your cock hard as it begs.
Contemplating now what to do next.
Im sure to do something I love to do best.
In my mouth is where it will go.
Licking and sucking it ever so slow.
Its time for the next task at hand.
I think I have held out as long as I can.
Id climb on top of your rock hard cock.
Fucking you wildly until you begged me to stop.
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How To Please A Women 101
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Posted:Jan 4, 2006 3:29 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2007 6:31 pm
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Experience can probably help all men out there in pleasing their woman, but first you must understand the terminology of the female body.
Vagina - Generally referred to as either the cunt or "the hole," the portion of the female genitalia that protrudes inside of the body.
Labia - Generally referred to as the lips, the protective cover to the vaginal opening.
Vulva - Generally referred to as the pussy, the outward visible portion of the female genitalia.
Clitoris - Generally referred to as the clit, the small button-like portion of the vulva from which most stimulation is beneficial.
Clitoral "hood" - Generally referred to simply as "the hood," the portion of the vulva that covers the clitoris, formed by the joining of the inner and outer labia.
With a willing partner, begin slowly. Foreplay is the key here. Start with the standard kissing, sucking the neck/earlobes, etc. Always be sure to ask your partner what their special place is. Some women love having their necks kissed, some despise it; some women love having their earlobes nibbled or sucked, others despise it. It is important to let her tell YOU what feels good.
Once it has been established that she is ready, you can move to the next step: the nipples. Many women love having their nipples sucked, but some prefer for their man to just play with them with their hands. Again, find out what is most arousing to her and go that route. Communication is the key.
Well, now you're there. She wants to cum and she wants to cum NOW. This is NOT the time to whisper in her ear "I'd really like it if you'd suck my dick." This will leave you with blue balls and her masturbating at home, thinking about some OTHER guy. But you're not ready to go down on her. What else is there to do? Take her in your left arm (right arm for you lefties out there) and hold her close. As she becomes ready, slip your hand into her panties. And, guys, make sure you have manicured fingernails. Nothing will turn a girl off more than the feel of a hang-nail dragging across her most sensitive body parts. Also be sure your hands are clean. Those spicy tacos you ate before you picked her up will ruin your chances of getting this far ever again. So, hands washed and manicured, you're ready to go. With your right hand (left for the lefties, of course), slide down between her legs until you find a warm, moist slit. You are now hopefully touching her vulva, trying to get your fingers between her labia. Do this cautiously, as some women will have a tendency to try to close their legs if you are going too fast. Once you slide your fingers past her labia, you should feel the vaginal opening as wet and hot. If it is not, you will be best suited to remove your hand and lick your fingers.
Now that a bit of lubrication has been established, insert your finger into her vagina. Just one to start. No woman likes to be bombarded by too many fingers stretching her too quickly. If you feel that there is plenty of room for another finger, feel free to attempt it, but if she winces, stick to just one finger. Slowly insert and withdraw your finger(s), letting her get wetter and hotter while you continue to kiss/suck/nibble on her special spot. When she begins to moan, you have been given a cue to move on.
At this point, the move you make will set the example for how your sexual relationship will continue. Remember, chivalry is something that most women consider to be a dead art. Prover her wrong. Remove your now moistened finger and place on her clitoral hood. Trust me, it feels like a button. Hopefully you were smart enough to have used your middle finger to have stimulated her already. If not, skip back and insert your middle finger to get it moistened as well. I say this because most people can place more pressure on the index finger than on the middle finger, which will prove beneficial in just a few minutes. Begin to slowly massage her clitoris with your middle finger. Notice how she writhes in your free arm. Do not, under any circumstance, remove this arm from around her shoulders/body. No matter what she tells you, she likes the closeness of being held. It makes her feel more loved. Continue kissing/sucking/nibbling her special spot. You'll know when it's time to stop. Gently increase your speed on her clitoris, applying just a little more pressure, but not enough to hurt yourself or make her uncomfortable. Flexibility will be a big help by now. She should be getting close and, with any luck, beginning to buck her hips.
If she's vocal, you'll know when the time is right. If she isn't vocal, you'll have to read her face. As she begins to enter her climax, swiftly change fingers, switching now to your index finger. Remember what I said about pressure? You'll understand in just a moment. By now, she'll probably be ready for you to break your lips away from her and let her enjoy what is happening. Pull her as close to your body as you can and apply a decent amount of pressure to her clitoris. If you're skilled enough, you should be able to pull her clitoral hood over her clitoris without missing a beat. Rub her bare clitoris with speed and pressure, allowing her to cum on your hand. Continue with this pressure and speed until she tells you to stop, clasps her legs, or, if you're a real stud, passes out. Slow your movement and lessen the pressure, but DO NOT STOP. Stopping will only frustrate her due to the orgasm ending TOO quickly. Resume your previous kissing/sucking/nibbling. She will probably be panting and gasping for air. If you love her, tell her so. If not, dont lie to her. Women can be emotionally vulnerable after an orgasm. And hopefully youve just given her the best orgasm of her life.
Repeat as needed. An estimated 98% of women do not orgasm through penetration alone. After she has allowed you to make love with her, show her that you care about her needs as well and give her a manual orgasm. Youll have her hooked.
Have fun!
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For the Women>>>>>SAFE SEX
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Posted:Jan 3, 2006 2:00 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2007 9:55 pm
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If you, like me, believe in practising safe sex, or you have a fetish for well-equipped men, youve probably been in the situation where none of the standard condoms will fit.
What a nuisance!
There you are, horny as hell, and the condom wont roll over the head of that magnificent dick without breaking.
What to do?
1) Take two un-used condoms. Roll them out. Cut a slit from edge to top in each one of them. Hang them on your lovers dick, and tape them securely together with duct tape.
2) If youre lover is REALLY well-endowed, this might not be sufficient, either. In that case, take a plastic grocery bag, and put your lovers erect dick in this. And please note, that even though a paper bag is more environment-friendly, they will dissolve from the combined fluids of his dick and your vagina, and are therefor NOT to be recommended in this case. Wrap duct tape around the base of the dick and around his back, to secure the plastic bag in place.
ENJOY!
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Going South............
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Posted:Nov 15, 2005 3:13 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I started kissing your warm mouth,
then worked my way.. going south.
Across a meadow of soft chest hair,
to beyond and what awaits me there..
Your manhood stands, hard and strong,
and there my lips explore and roam..
My tongue is wet, my mouth is warm,
doing that for which their born.
I take your hardness between my lips,
quickly within, your manhood slips..
You groan as I begin to suck,
anticipating the coming fuck.
My body moves with a sensual motion,
swimming in the erotic ocean...
It won't be long, this I know..
as I feel your cock begin to grow.
Bigger, harder, with a throb,
pulsing as I lick the knob.
Knowing that before I am done,
you wil fill my throat with cum.
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