I screwed up - big time
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Posted:Oct 14, 2007 8:58 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2008 8:23 am
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I've been feeling really good, seriously really good. So you know how you think..I feel good, I'm strong..I can get some things done....Yeah..right.
Saturday, I couldn't stand it anymore, my house was a total disaster area, fridge needed to be cleaned out and laundry was out of control. So, I did all of that & more, by four o'clock I was in so much pain I couldn't stand.Darvoset (which I have been trying to avoid at all costs) & tears became my best friend for the evening.
IF there's anything to be said its listen when the doc says DON'T DO IT! and accept help when its offered.
Nuff said
Suzanne
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You gotta love a great smile!
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Posted:Oct 12, 2007 11:44 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2008 8:22 am
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Noting in this world is more attractive than a genuine, wonderful smile. It breaks the ice and makes it so easy to talk to someone.
Today I was determined, with or without company I was going to Starbucks...damnit! Just before I was ready to log off, take a shower & hit the road an offer of company just fell into my lap. How awesome is that? Am I leading a charmed life here...or what?
Anyway, it was damned nice to get out and even better to spend some time with someone really interesting & funny with an awesome smile. Darn cute to boot....BONUS!
I left there...very warm...OMG! From just talking & hanging out...life is good.
Suzanne
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Posted:Oct 10, 2007 2:40 pm
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2007 4:40 pm
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I'm SO bored.
And I'm sad. My & I had to put our cat to sleep today. Nothing in the world sucks more than having to let my lil friend & tv buddy go, but I just couldn't watch him suffer & waste away any more.
on top of all of that, its Wednesday & I haven't really gotten out of here.damn it
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Thinking back
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Posted:Oct 9, 2007 8:05 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2007 4:00 am
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So, I was reading my post from yesterday...there was so much more to say..yet I think it said enough. Rereading it made me think about the ass dimple thing....it really does make me crazy...why I sure don't know.
Anyway, I have a question: Have you ever been so frustrated, so wound up, and so put off by the bs, lines, crap & cock shots that you just said to someone.....
I have 4-5 hours, If I asked you to come over now, no questions, no small talk, just sex, would you come?
Apologies in advance if you (you know who you are) read this....but I did it. I think it was probably the most forward thing I've done in quite some time, but it was worth it. He was tall, with a nice face, he had those damned dimples on the side of his ass;and, he could kiss. Kissing is a damned good thing people, especially when a person actually is good at it.
Memories are damned good things, but nothing compares to a tight ass with dimples in your hands...LOL
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Straight girl to lesbian on men
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Posted:Oct 8, 2007 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2011 9:57 pm
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Re-edited..10/18 O.k.
I was quite bored today, spent a lot of time chatting with folks. I normally don't accept IM's from couples or women but today...I did talk to one lady, her questions intrigued me.
She state that she's a lesbian and she wanted to know what I enjoyed about men because she always found them to be rude, brutish pigs. Well I had to let her know that I also like women, but in general I prefer men. She said shoot so....
Here's my ode to men... I love to watch ,the way they move, their body language. I work in a public place and I get to watch A LOT!
I love the feel of their hands even when they're rough, and the way muscles move under their skin.
I love that dimple a lot of guys have in their ass, right on the side. It makes me crazy. And, ya gotta love the round asses that fit just perfect in your hands. I love how a man smells, even when he's been working. Don't get me wrong..sometimes I don't, but..there is just something about the way a man smells that just messes me up.
I love that they can be crude and rude and disgusting then be sweet and kind and attentive. Even assholes have their charms.
I am amazed by smiles, imperfect genuine smiles.And, their eyes almost always give them away.
I love abs, and I think lil bellies are cute...I love bald heads, receding hairlines, short do's, and full heads of hair. I love how they respond when you breathe heavily into their ear and bite it just slightly.A man with great lips can turn me into a stammering idiot. A stiff cock is truly an amazing thing.
I really enjoy touching and exploring them from head to toe. There is something overwhelmingly beautiful about the male form, just as there is about females. Davinci's Vitruvian man doesn't measure up to a real man in the flesh.
I understand that one may not be attracted to the male form, but god how can you not appreciate it!
It is a marvel.
This is my re-edited view of men.
I watch, I listen and I simply can't wait to get my hands on a beautiful man..
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sitting around sucks>..lol
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Posted:Oct 6, 2007 5:23 pm
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2007 12:06 pm
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I always thought it would be great to slow down a little and just hang out & watch TV.
BOY was I wrong. It gets old really fast, and my ass is numb.
I'm not used to sitting & not being able to move around alot. I'm hyper, always moving, even during sex, I like to move around....alot.
So, I think that this coming week I need to get out of this house & go somewhere, meet people; even if its just for coffee.
Suzanne
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I got out!
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Posted:Oct 5, 2007 3:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2007 11:35 am
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I got out of the house today. My came home from college and got me the hell out of dodge. It was nice. Walking around was good. I'm going to have my bring my treadmill up from he basement.
I've been chatting & I can't believe the number of guys who just don't understand that ORAL...is sex! You CAN cum from it. AND, I can't do that right now...lol. No muscle spasms, no orgasms...it sucks but the alternative...bleeding to death, sucks more!
Oh, BTW someone aparently missed the part about ME not being able to have oral sex done on me...which is what the propositions have been. Kind gentlemen just wanting to help....lol
Believe me guys...I'm bouncing off the walls here and I'm telling you, the next/first guy I get to be with after all this is said and done better take his damed vitamins, eat his friggin wheaties, and have had alot of sleep....cause its ON!
Suzanne
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I feel SO much better
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Posted:Oct 3, 2007 4:15 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2007 11:36 am
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WHEW!
ok..I"m babysitter free, which is good, but now I'm lonely. Didn't think that would happen, and there's no one online to talk to which SUCKS!
ahhh...another day
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Parents!...ugh
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Posted:Oct 1, 2007 3:50 pm
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2007 3:51 pm
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So,
Everyone seems to know I'm 42...except my father
Its sweet...but damn...man, if I say I'm not going to pick up a cow...believe me. I went through enough already there is NO way they're going to get me back in that place. lol
Well, for some unknown reason,(probably after speaking to my Dr. today) dad decided to pack up & go home...FREEDOM.
Anyway, I REALLY appreciate the comments on my last post.... and Badboy...you know who you are..I can not wait to see you again.
5 more weeks including this one until I can take my test ride....yeee haaa!
Suzanne
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What's been up
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Posted:Sep 30, 2007 7:24 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2010 8:45 pm
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hello everyone.
I've just come through a week of hell and feel like I owe a little explanation to the people who haven't been able to get in touch with me. Yes, my husband is in the military and DID give me permission to find a sex partner or more. Here's the reason why:
I found out about a month ago that I would need to have a hysterectomy. IT was terrifying for an intensely sexual person to face this prospect. keep in mind the last time I had sex was in December 06. I absolutely did not want to have this procedure without at least having the opportunity. I was able to have 1 SERIOUSLY rocking experience before going under the knife.
So, now my focus is on healing so I can find out what it is going to be like post procedure. I had some major complications and fever that turned a 2-3 day stay into a 6 day stay and I'm housebound for two weeks being pretty much baby sat by my father because my is afraid I'll do something I'm not supposed to. Ohhh how the table has been turned.
So, I'll be here, chatting, checking you out & sizing you up, just waiting for the day I can take my first post surgical test ride. Will you wait..?
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