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closet freak
 
the average life of a single mom in almost middle class america, with savory tidbits of the exploits & fantasies of a pierced, cock swallowing, clit sucking, closet freak. did i sit next to you at last weeks ballgame?
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just saying hi!!!
Posted:Jul 22, 2006 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:06 pm
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HI!!!!!
crazy week at my house (is that supposed to be something that is always true?)

anyway, just wanted to say hi & I'm off to bed.

so... in the abbreviated version...

are home from pappaws, I'm back at work full time, the knee brace is unlocked so i can bend it, i had a cookout here today & i currently have 8 sleeping in the living room & 4 more in various bedrooms.
so guess what---

I'm having a beer!
i think i deserve it!!


anyway, thanks to all who emailed me asking where i was. i don't go there often, but it was nice to see familiar "faces" rather than "cant wait to meet you" bs.

although there are a few "certain someones" i have been talking to recently....

(lascivious grin)

you know who you are,

& BTW- I'm not into bragging here. hint hint

Ox-im in editing...

in case anybody was wondering, tonights selection was highlands brewing's gaelic ale, & sam adams' brown ale. (both excellent!)

so have a great night to all, I'm going to bed.

now, whom should i cuddle up to tonight???

in my fantasy world that is.....

night!
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just one more thing, then im getting off... here.
Posted:Jul 13, 2006 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:05 pm
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theres a group some of you may have heard of in chicago, & if you havent check them out!! one of their songs is playing in the cd changer & i just wanted to share the lyrics...

i just think its a really cool song..

Sonia Dada..

theres a dragon in the garden where the roses grow,
burnin down the weeds and no one goes inside,
with fire in his eyes he guards the gates of paradise

theres a princess in the castle built of stone
when darkness decends she can hear her romeo cry
the castle wall's too high guarding the gates of paradise..

Oh paradise...

in the shadow of a mission where the church bell rings
they held their inquisition,hooded jugdes
with souls to sell to heaven and to hell
guarding the gates of paradise

then the martyr bent and broken cried in agony
for the crime of my belief
you have chained and tortured me
who are you to be guarding the gates of paradise

Oh paradise...

the walls we build for protection when you see them from the other side...
a prison whose gates close and lock...
from the inside.

Oh paradise....
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the dress
Posted:Jul 13, 2006 8:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:04 pm
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not much into leather or vinyl. i thought this would be more suitable for you as well....
note the cherries on the dress? ....
fitting i thought.....
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bondage room
Posted:Jul 13, 2006 8:40 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:03 pm
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in my concept of the room, it can be changed, by removing the thick pale drapes surrounding the fireplace, revealing the massive stones, adding velvet drapes to the bed, turning off the lights & lighting the hundreds of candles around the room, it has more of a gothic/ victorian look. more decor options available as well....
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one track mind...
Posted:Jul 13, 2006 8:35 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:03 pm
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cant get the pics in a comment, & my mind is on something else, so here...
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how i picture a bondage room for Ox to play in....
Posted:Jul 13, 2006 8:27 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2008 10:44 pm
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well i intended to check my blog, then get off here & clean the house (my day off) HA!
so much for that idea. i can see that i wont be able to get anything done until i give in to my urges & do this post!


so,Ox612 this is for you...

the entry to our room is a long hallway,with high ceilings & soft music. your guide is a petite blond in a steel collar & ankle bells, & nothing else. she opens the door for you & you enter a huge suite, a neat kitchenette in one corner, a fireplace in another.

a huge bed dominates the middle of the room, with massive silver posts at the corners, and long white sheer curtains drawn back, small silky pillows at each corner....

by the roaring fire is a huge chair, a small table next to it, a gin martini is waiting...

on the other side of the fire, i am waiting.

i am in your collar...
this dress....
these arm restraints...
and this spreader...

i am on my knees, legs spread wide, head back, hair flowing down my back, & a heavy silver chain running from my neck to a large eye bolt at the foot of your chair...

"Good evening, chanda" You say as You relax into the chair, & taking a sip of the martini...a sigh.. perfect!

"good evening Sir" i say.

"you may take My shoes off & rub My feet" You say

"thank You, Sir"...

as i bound forward with a silvery rustle of ankle bells, kneeling at Your feet, slipping off Your loafers, sliding off socks, & spending the next 20 minutes or so massaging Your feet, my hands slippery with scented lotion. You occasionally reach down to fondle my hair as You take in the room, noting suspension rings in the steel frame supporting the bed curtains, implements & food visible in the kitchen, rings in walls & ceiling, & a toy box, open..... a variety of vibrators, dildos, whips, silk ropes & restraints inside.

( o.s. ...BTW..were you ever a boy scout? giggle)

you lean forward, touching Your hand to my chin, tuning my head, my eyes locked onto Yours by unspoken demand. You slide Your hand along my cheek, my head turning into Your caress, my eyes never leaving Yours. You slide Your hand into my hair, cupping the back of my head gently. You slowly close Your hand, my hair swirling around Your fingers, trailing up Your arm. as Your fist tightens around my hair, my nipples are tightening, visible through the thin fabric of the dress.....

i am trembling, body tensed mouth open clit quaking in its hood tongue longing for your cock eyes pleading......

"Now chanda, its time to......."

tag... your turn........

don't know about what YOU want to do right now, but after writing this in one sitting, from conception to finish, I'M hittin the toy box!!!

BTW- cant get all the pics into the post so theyll be in comments... im not fucking with figuring this out right now... i have something else to fuck--ME!! so if your reading this between 11:15 am thursday, & oh, probably 1:00 or so, i may be comming as you read..... mmmmmmm
i like the idea of that....
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update from the average life of the
Posted:Jul 12, 2006 9:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2008 10:46 pm
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since so much of my time lately has been taken up with furthering my career at the [post 411418] lately, i thought id let you all know whats been up in other areas lately.
the knee is getting better, still gets pretty swollen by the end of the day, but im off the crutches, just have a knee brace so i can walk on it, just not bend it. ( oh such torture! )
but im back at work now (yay!yay!yay!) its a good thing too i was ready to bury the in the back yard!!! i am NOT A STAY HOME MOM! my hat is off to those who do it but im glad its not me!!! ive never been so happy to get back to dealing with blood, puke, poop, guts & the pregnant BITCH i work with!
still havent gotten laid....sigh....
there is this one guy ive chatted with a few times & 1 phone conversation, was supposed to go out saturday night with a girl friend & meet up with him, but she canceled, & i cant drive, so i spent the night at home alone. although if you were here that night, i thought it was fun.
now i have to go pick an outfit to wear when Ox612 helps me christen the leather room, since he was the first to vote!!
and chubbylover53,when do you think i might collect that bonus? my nipples are all tingly thinking about that goatee...
OOOOH! Big news! ive been promoted! im now "co-madam"!!! mama would be so proud!!! (she'd probably be our most frequent customer) & according to "the boss"....

"since the two of you will be sharing responsibilities downstairs, you will both have more time to entertain select of your chosing upstairs."

so, Ox, of course youre first, but then who.....and why......
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your blog!!!
Posted:Jul 11, 2006 3:05 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:00 pm
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this post is for the girls of [post 411418] only!! this is for you to talk about yourself, your blog, your likes & dislikes, what you will & wont do (as an employee) come over & play with me!!
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chubbylover53 needs our support!
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who wants to come & fuck me?
Posted:Jul 10, 2006 5:54 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 4:59 pm
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i thought that would get someones attention! i just left meerkittykat 's office, checking out how the voting was going, & i must say i am disappointed. & a little hurt. out of all those of you i talk to regularly, & those that read here regularly but dont comment- (yes you!! dont try to sneak out the back) very few have voted. it doesnt have to be anything witty or long, just "Frisky Fellow" in big letters would do!
so get your sweet little asses over to

[post 419109]
and vote for chubbylover53 and me!! just imagine how much i would appreciate you helping me get a raise from chubby, & what id do with it!!
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is....Sir, You win, of course...You shall have what You desire.
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wanna cum see me "at work?"
Posted:Jul 9, 2006 3:20 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 4:59 pm
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NOW OPEN FOR BUISNESS!!!
my friend & yours,chubbylover53 has opened a brothel! & guess what- (chanting) I GET TO WORK THERE!!

so what i want to know now is...

WHO WANTS TO HELP ME CHRISTEN THE LEATHER ROOM???
get to the voting booth & place your votes now!!! then come back here & see who is my first paying customer!!! what would you want me to do??? details gentlemen!you know i love details!!!

Now Its Time to Vote 4 Team Chubby!!!
[post 419109]
--VOTE NOW!!!!

btw- anybody else having problems with spell sheck?... hee-hee
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guess what i did!!
Posted:Jul 8, 2006 10:23 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 4:58 pm
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i went out to the trampoline!! but the dew has already fallen, so i went to the porch instead, where i had a great view of the moon. i settled in a big chair, wrapped in my fuzzy blanket, & idly fingered myself while listening to the sounds of the night.
when i came back in, i had a case of the munchies, so i made a pk of vanilla & 1 of cheesecake pudding, mixed in 1/2 a bowl of cool whip, put chocolate chips in the bottom of a grahm cracker crust, & poured on the pudding. thee was way more than i needed, so now i get to finish whats in the bowl.

poor, silly ex-boyfriend! just think, if he would ever return mesages, he could be licking this off of my naked body right now!!!

now who would i like to lick this off of....

& what would they do if i did???
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THIS F#@*&G SUCKS!
Posted:Jul 8, 2006 8:29 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2008 10:48 pm
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well i called him. & text. & called the neighbors where he hangs out- his is staying the night, & he told her he was "leaving for a little while" so he doesnt even know since his phone is off. so i watched a movie by myself. the chronicles of riddick- vin diesel..need i say more ladies?

come to think of it, there arent many females that i see here regularly. have to expand on that later.

anyway, now here i am, wide awake- drank coffee @ 9- had a pot made for him, the moon is gorgeous, i have no here & im all alone.
i think ill take my toys out to the trampoline & play.... its got a net, & its in a shaded part of the yard.... at least itll be something different.
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im torn...
Posted:Jul 8, 2006 4:51 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2008 10:49 pm
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i was supposed to be going out tonight with a girlfriend,(friend-friend, no benefits) but its looking like that is a flop. cant get a hold of her, so now, here i am, cant drive, at home, with NO UNTIL NOON TOMORROW!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!! i got on here earlier when they left & ended up on the bed with 3 toys & a bottle of lube! now, im faced with this dilemma.
a boyfriend i dated for a year & 1/2 was over for the 4th of July cookout at my house with some mutual friends. (it was an amicable breakup-no fighting just needed different things) anyway, he was the last to leave & we ended up making out on the porch. i know him, & hes either at the neighbor's,hanging out playing cards, or at home watching sci-fi channel.
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so- heres the dilemma- should i (a) hang out here, naked talking about what i want to be doing tonight? or should i (b)call him, see if he wants to come over & watch a movie & get his brains fucked out, then get on here tomorrow & tell you all what i did?
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ill be back after i shower to see what everybody thinks. even if you dont usually comment, just leave me an a or b. youll know soon what im gonna do.

now for that shower... i seem to have this sticky substance all over kitty....
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