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Posted:Feb 28, 2009 9:20 pm
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well i thought i was going to bed!!!
but i got a hit on that space they call mine.... from a friend i haven't talked to since 97' & haven't seen since i was 17 or so. (don't ask how long THATS been...) we talked for 2 hours about where we've been & what we've done, remembered old friends, & skirted not-too-subtly around the one crazy night we spent together naked.
i have this problem though. i don't remember details well.
(call it a memoir of the drugs i did with the ex...)
but i DO remember it was an intense night. HE seems to remember details better than i do though. its not the first time a former lover has come around saying
"remember when we...."
& i DON'T!!!
not because it wasn't good, i just don't keep details that well, i just remember if it was good, bad or HOLY SHIT!!!
so now he wants to get together when he's in the area again- (& he is often) & i cant sleep for thinking about what i remember about that night & its definitely of the HOLY SHIT variety!!!
so anybody else do that ...
no details...
just an "i would" or "i wouldn't waste the time" again?
XXXOOOXXXchanda
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i think i really am back now....
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Posted:Feb 25, 2009 8:53 pm
Last Updated:Apr 6, 2009 7:35 pm
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well i'm back... well sort of. its a slightly older, more jaded chanda... but still just as full of it.
lets see since i was on here last i've had a MAJOR midlife crisis...details later... brought on by the reapperance of an ex, the death of a lover...(remember???) the ex calling social services (they came once saw what they needed & called me once ...6 months after..) a couple of encounters that will have to be altered a bit... i'm a little more well known in my community now & REALLY dont want to be recognised... it makes it posible to be so much more candid about... well everything. you know...
sucking a cock...
on my knees...
at your feet....
hee..hee.. just had to make sure anybody that remembers me doesnt think ive changed too much and gotten old. just because ive become a granny....
oh yeah thats one of the other things that brought on the crisis... getting pregnant by someone just like her father...(he's in jail now...HER father...) but she's a great mamma!
so by the time you read this it will be 4 days old. my internet is getting turned on tuesday & this is friday nite. i just got home from having drinks with a "potential future something..." and his brother in from colorado.
since i had a beer there,
& a shot...
(or 2....)
when i got home,
& ive been thinking about everybody here,
& the adventures ive had since last i was here...
im feeling a little moist & distracted...
so i think i'll go for now...
&.... hmmm....
any thoughts on what i might be going to do??
ya know--
based on if youve ever read
ANYTHING ive put here before this???
XXXOOOXXXchanda
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GET IT TOGETHER Senior Sizzle!!!!
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Posted:Sep 14, 2006 12:09 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2009 8:16 pm
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doesnt it just figure--- i have a few hours to get on here & play & MY SHIT IS ALL GONE!!!!! WTF!?!?!
they better get this together & find my blog- i didnt have some of thos stories saved elsewhere!!!
fuck!!!!
IM OUT
xxxoooxxx CHANDA
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thanks for the support!!!
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Posted:Sep 11, 2006 7:42 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2009 5:10 pm
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just stopping in to say hi & big hugs & many thanks to all here!!! it will take some time, but eventually i will get back to my life, & here more. now that i have a bed again (threw the other one out) & the furniture rearranged, maybe i can sit at my desk without seeing "H" in the bed.
i wasn't in love with him, or likely to ever be, but he had become a good friend, we had been through some similar things, & were getting good at giving each other moral support. he was a certified EMT, & used to sing & play acoustic guitar. that night we sang "bring it on home to me" by little big town at the top of our lungs on the way home. i bought the cd, & have been able to listen to that song twice now. he had a 4 month old puppy, bandit, (springer spaniel mom, german shepard dad) that i now have. he looks like a black lab with a docked tail. since "H" talked about training bandit to be a frisbee dog, i'm doing my best with that, & in "H's" honor, im going to work on training bandit to do search & rescue, something we talked about doing together. at the very least, my now have a really cool playmate, & he loves going everywhere with me.
also on a positive note, i have ended up gaining a friend through all of this. someone i lusted after from afar i can now call a friend & talk to frequently on the phone. GUESS WHO!!! "Uncle Frank"- see new one for the mental rolodex what's really cool is he's a great person, not just a hottie!
again, i really appreciate all the comments here. i'll be back soon.
LOVE TO ALL!!!!
XXXOOOXXX chanda
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i'm back, i think......
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Posted:Sep 5, 2006 8:19 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2010 7:32 pm
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at least for now. things have been incredibly crazy in my life. i just wanted to stop in & say hi, quick updates- in the last 2 weeks i have been dealing with football, cheerleading, school shopping, school physicals & first day, plus the everyday lost shoes, milk shortage & hair issues. i went for a full month without shaving anything, OK? so i didnt have time to be here much. then someone i had spoken to on the phone a few times got ill because i was scarce, so i just stayed off.
plus, i had found an ideal "FWB" a coworkers cousin that lived far enough away to make it infeasable to visit on weekdays, neither of us a match to the other for a life partner type relationship, but DAMN the chemistry!!! we spent a couple of weeks texting during the day, & on the phone in the evening about 2X a week. (just enough) then on the weekends he would catch a ride over with an uncle of his that lives near me, we would party & fuck like animals!
saturday the 26th, when i met him at the store, he was already drunk-unusual- & got very drunk very fast- more unusual- i got him to my place about midnight, he ate, then fell asleep. he woke me up about 2:30 snoring like all hells, so i got up & went to the couch.
when i got up about 7:30, i went in to check on him, & he was dead. no shit. he had rolled onto his stomach, vomited & aspirated the fluid into his lungs in his sleep. that day was spent wandering around with his family at their place, lost, in shock, going from hysteria to silent disbelief. i was in south florida for the funeral from thursday night til sunday.
now im here, but not. i'm still pretty numb. its been hard to get on here because that night i was on here checking a few messages & blogs while he slept.(snoring loudly on his side)
but ive had a few messages from concerned friends here, & i want you to know- i got them all, & even if i didnt respond yet- THANK YOU!!! it really helped
& an extra HUGE {{{{{HUGS&KISSES}}}}} to spunky11961
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guess where i saw myself !!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 3, 2006 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:11 pm
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hey! i just had to share the news! i saw myself on the actively watched blogs today. i was on the phone with someone that was teaching me some of the ins & outs of Senior Sizzle. like the roulette wheel of the actively watched blogs. i had never realized how that works- if you don't know- if you right click your mouse & refresh, it changes the people on the list. the more watch lists you're on, the more often you come up there. so how about if everybody that visits here puts me on their watched list, & ill put you on mine & we can take over the watch list roulette???
anybody want to play? even if you're one of the ones that read & never comment- & i really don't mind- I'm flattered that you come back- put me on the list anyway. if you don't comment on here about it i'll assume you want to be left alone. deal?
COME ON GUYS, HELP ME OUT HERE, I WANT TO PLAY ROULET!!!!!!!
hmmmmm....kinda like spin the bottle... now how can i use this?...
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how does your past affect your love life?or should i say fuck life?
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Posted:Aug 3, 2006 7:45 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:10 pm
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i had a phone conversation with a friend today. we were talking about some of the crazy things people do- like my ex. & i got to thinking later, about the abuse Ive lived with in the past, & how it has affected the person i am now. I'm wondering does that have any bearing on my sexual preferences now, & i just don't see it?
Ive never been into pain, in & of itself, & not into the humiliation thing, but i do like to be submissive. (which in a way is kinda weird, since in my daily life, if you don't sign my paycheck, don't try to tell me what to do) Ive had partners in the past that used sex as a weapon to control me (one that would grudge fuck me starting when i was asleep & woke me up that way) but i really feel that i am over that bullshit- at least as much as i ever will be.
also- any opinions on the restraint in the pic?
so does it mean anything that i want to have my arms held above my head & fucked hard & deep; or that i like to have the back of my neck bitten(rather hard too). having a man tell me I'm not allowed to move, make noise, stay in this position, etc is a huge turn on for me.
timberwolf6972 did a post today that pretty much summed it up- except for the nipple torture- i like my rings, & don't want them stretched- I'm getting new titties next year & i want to keep them nipples unstreached.
i just want a borderline violent fuck from someone i can trust to stop if he goes somewhere i don't want to go.
so is there anyone else out there that has had a history of abuse, weather from a parent, sibling or spouse that still finds the intense hair pulling ass slapping diggin in growling & screaming fuck monster sessions their preferred (or even occasionally acceptable) mode of play? how do you think the past has influenced your love style today? positively or negatively?
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do you have someone in your past that you just cant seem to deny anything?
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Posted:Aug 1, 2006 9:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:10 pm
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i have 3- my ex husband, who doesn't know where i am, ( thank God!!) L.G., my best friend & sometimes lover of 20 years, & J.L., my sons father, who just resurfaced a few months ago after 10 years. for more details see are you sitting down are you buckled in or fuck story
well JL was here today, without the ol' lady for the first time in months. i offered some herbal refreshment, & when the went outside to play on the trampoline, we went to my room. he locked the door behind us. i went to the bed to get my purse & get things ready, & as he walked up, he stroked his crotch through his shorts one time, then unzipped, reached in & pulled out his slowly thickening cock. without a word i took him into my mouth, swirling my tongue around the head, savoring every ridge, sliding my lips down the shaft to meet my hand. he pushed one of my legs aside, put his hand up my dress & began to rub my mound with is fingers. as my breath quickened, i slid my mouth deeper around his hardening cock, moaning as he filled my mouth fuller & fuller. he pulled my panties aside & slid 2 fingers into my pussy, meeting no resistance, and began working them around, pulling the juices from within to my lips. when he was fully hard, he suddenly pulled back, pushed me back on the bed & unbuttoned his shorts, as i was frantically pulled off my panties. i wiggled further up on the bed, still crossways, my legs spread, breathing heavily, my nipple piercings aching, as he pulled of the shorts. he looked me in the eye & grinned & said "shhhhh"
knowing full well that i uh...um...well i suck at being quiet.
he climbed up on the bed between my wide spread knees, & went straight for the hunny hole, no playing just went.......and slid straight in, {all 9 1/2".. just slightly smaller around than an icehouse bottle.} went right on in, slowly stroking, deeper with each stroke, until he had his elbows over my shoulders, my legs wrapped around him. he stroked me long deep strokes, cradling my head from underneath, my arms wrapped around him gripping tighter & tighter. when i came, it wasnt a huge earth shattering thing, but it felt Sooooo good!!! like a short but intense massage when you're really tired! I'm usually into more intense, enthusiastic, furniture legs broken, screaming, sweating, bruised & battered can barely speak coherently fuck monster session.
this was what this was- exes having a quickie when the aren't looking. & as for her, she knew what he was when the got together 10 yrs ago, & when she took him back a few weeks ago she knew what he is.
"if i see a $50.00 bill laying in the street I'm not gonna step over it."
who knows, next weekend, when i go to get my , were staying the night at their campsite. my will be the only one of mine there, so all i really have to do is get there.
considering she likes girls.....
they've had a live in grifriend before...
maybe........
hmmm. evil wheels turning in my head........
more on this later!!!
XXXOOOXXXchanda
they live 2 hours south of you timber....hmmmmm.......
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I'm so horny now!!!!
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Posted:Jul 30, 2006 12:46 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:09 pm
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I'm on my way to bed but i just had to share my weekend with you quickie style. details tomorrow if i get a chance...
i went to the belle chere festival in asheville last night- saw a concert & had several drinks in a gay bar with a co-worker(married guy) his mom & her boyfriend- shot pool & had a blast!!!
got to sleep in sat. am, gonna do a whole post on that one ! absolutely delicious!
tonight i went with a friend to Harrah's Cherokee Casino & saw THE CHIPPENDALE'S!!!! OMG!!!! i have pics on a friends digital i'll be getting tomorrow of the guy at my right's back... tat going up his spine... he took a bill from under my necklace with his teeth!! (holding my head back with his hand on my chin- can you imagine what that did to me?!!? )
hey timber... too bad my "interview" wasn't going to be tonight... if you weren't 4 (or 3...) hours away, id be on the way there now instead of posting this. so instead I'm going to bed & going to add a new page to my mental rolodex.... what i would do right now if (your name here) was here with me & we were all alone in the house for 24 hours. what would you do? would we cook? watch movies? take a bath? how would you want to spend 24 hours with me?
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lets try it this way...
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Posted:Jul 27, 2006 8:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:09 pm
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"I just moved into the A*******e area and was looking about. It is interesting to see people on line but so far I have yet to meet a sexy lady like Chandra that would love to have hot sex all day long. I am still looking for a sexy lady like Chandra in the A********e area that would love to get together and have some fun. As for sex in a public place, how about the dressing room at a victoria secrets."
this is what i had in a comment recently. it is, by the way, the first comment i have deleted from my blog. it is the reason for this post. it seems like every few weeks i end up having a bitch fit over something like this. so this time I'm going to try a different tactic.
"HOW TO FLIRT ON MY BLOG"
while i realize this is a sex personals site, there are still rules of etiquette that should be followed on the blogs. if you see a profile that you find interesting, & they have a blog, go to it & read. don't comment on the first thing you see, & unless the blogger says they're taking applications, don't start off this way!!! anyone that reads my blog will see that there are several individuals that i talk to regularly, & if you really read my profile, you will know I'm NOT looking to meet anyone in person, & I'm not into chat rooms. those that i do converse with here regularly did not start off here by saying they were looking for a fuck buddy. they started off with a comment about something in a post, usually something G-rated, & not an invitation, or anything so direct. leave something funny, or that will make me smile. i may not get back to you the first time,( i have a lot going on- something you'd know if you read some of the older stuff) but if you leave a witty one liner a couple of times, at the very least you wont be deleted like this guy, & if i check you out & I'm not interested, maybe someone else that reads here will be! some of my favorite buddies here i first saw on someone else's blog.
so don't be discouraged, just keep reading! try reading the blogs of people that are responded to favorably.
like Ox612 timberwolf6972 spunky11961
also, see [blog Kaliedascope61] How to pick up women on the blogs revised and revisited several pages back- cant get the link to work-- notice the number of hot women that have responded to this post???? there is a reason for it!!!
you don't have to be a prolific writer to get a response, just a little more subtle.
oh & by the way, it helps to spell my name right!!
snuggles!!!
XXXOOOXXX chanda
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a quickie!
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Posted:Jul 26, 2006 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:08 pm
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trying something new here- a short post!
if you could, who (on Senior Sizzle) would you want to spend a sunday afternoon with & doing what? doesnt have to be sex either.
after a few comments i'll post mine.
XXXOOOXXX chanda
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lets talk about SEX!!
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Posted:Jul 24, 2006 4:07 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2008 5:07 pm
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heres something i hijacked from
spunky11961
fill it out here & link me to your post with it & ill put my answers there too!!
details please!! you know i love details!!! i need new story ideas!
So If ya want and have the time,Give it a try!
XXXOOOXXX
1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2006?
2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE?
3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? IF SO WHY?
4. EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO WHY?
5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX?
6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE?
7. EVER FAKED AN ORGASM?
8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP?
9. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX?
10. EVER MASTERBATE WITH YOUR PARTNER?
11. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND?
12. EVER HAVE A THREESOME?
13. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX?
14. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX?
15. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE?
16. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE?
17. HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY?
18. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW?
19. DO YOU THINK THAT "number 18" IS POSSIBLE?
20. ARE YOU HORNY NOW?
lets hear it....... 
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Master's test
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Posted:Jul 23, 2006 9:24 am
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2010 7:27 pm
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i am in darkness.....
the black silk of the blindfold very effectively eliminates even a hint of light. i feel the slight bumps & dips in the road as i am carried along, as motionless as possible in the back of the limo. somewhere across from me, Master is silent. i can smell His cologne, & occasionally hear the slight rustle of His suit as He shifts in His seat. i can feel the intensity of His gaze as He watches my every move.
i am being taken for training, as Master accepts only the most perfect slut. i know that to be truly His i must obey instantly and without question, submissive to any demand. more than that, i must be trained to perform & serve. i have a culinary degree, have received extensive training from a geisha, took 3 years of intensive belly dancing training in Morocco, & can speak intelligently in conversation on a variety of subjects from architecture to zoology. so my mind was racing in an attempt to imagine what sort of training i would receive this evening.
i was in a long black raincoat, stylish & sleek, with black pumps,ankles crossed, my hair pulled back, twisted at the back of my head. my black silk scarf, the one Master had removed from my shoulders, tied firmly around my head,covering my eyes. the ends were trailing down the open front of my coat, revealing the steel band around my neck. i sat calmly, despite the inner turmoil, my hands gracefully in my lap, palms up, right cupping left.
i felt the motion of the car stop, & the engine turned off. Master's door was opened, & He stepped out. i felt a hand on my arm & heard His firm, & reassuring voice...
"Come"
as He guided me from the car, He pulled me against Him briefly, pressing against me, brushing His chest with my breasts, & my breath quickened......
" you will maintain control of yourself until released...."
as i struggled to slow my breathing, i was struck with a thought. this was my weak spot in training. i am so responsive, & had never really been expected to remain still while being stimulated. was that why i was here? if so, this evenings outcome could have a huge impact. (branding or being sent away)
as i was led down what sounded like a long, echoing hallway, my step sure & trusting, i concentrated on calm, preparing my self mentally for whatever was to come, finding that "inner quiet" i had come to love before a session with Sir.
i heard our echo change as we entered what sounded like a large room, & i heard heavy doors close behind us. i was guided to the middle of the room, & when Master's hand on my arm stopped me, He removed my coat, tossing it aside, reveling my supple naked body. i was able to control my breathing, but my nipples were beyond my control, as they contracted, begging for His touch.
"sit here"
i was guided to a narrow bench of sorts, but covered in cushioned silk, warm & sensual. it was an effort not to caress the seat as i slid up, or to smile as i put my legs on the individual leg rests, suspending them slightly raised & moderately spread. my hands were placed above my head, palms up, right cupping left.
i relaxed my body, preparing to be touched anywhere, in any way Sir saw fit. i felt the energy of His presence above my head, felt the intensity of His gaze on my waiting flesh.
"you will maintain control, & remain in position until released."
my nipples tightened as i felt the slightest movement on them, the silver rings in them being just lightly touched. the inner quivering that began getting out of the limo had grown to a trembling heat, as i realized what He was doing. i felt a slight twitch on my clit as he stroked the ring there. i was breathing deeper, more slowly, a slight twitch of a finger....
i felt Him move around me, standing between my legs, adjusting the supports so that they were spread wide, my lips spreading. as i relaxed my hips into the table, i felt a trickle of moisture run down from my cunt. i felt Masters finger, sliding up that trail of moisture from my ass to slide in, slowly, deeper, not stopping until it was deep within my pussy. i felt Him probing, deeper & deeper, pressing upwards, toward my belly, my juices flowing around His hand. when His finger began stroking that sweet spot, i couldn't help an swift intake of breath, & a tremor ran through my body, but i didn't move. He paused, allowing me a moment before He resumed. i felt the heat beginning deep in my belly, a searing, burning heat, threatening to explode & consume me. i felt His other hand, the heel on my pubic bone, fingers pointing up my flat belly. His fingertips began gently massaging my belly, keeping rhythm with the finger inside. He rubbed harder, His fingers almost cupping as they pressed deep into my flesh, the finger inside joined by two more.
i was trembling now, barely able to keep myself from bucking up against Him. as i struggled to control my breathing, i slight whimper escaped me, & i heard Him chuckle.
then He pressed upwards with one hand, down with the other, & had my sweet spot between! the heat in my belly flashed to my entire body, i felt flushed, as with in intense fever, & frozen still, as though if i moved, it would stop, & i would die if it did.
i wanted to thrash & writhe about, laugh & weep, beg Him to never stop, to never let me come because then this feeling would end.
"You see gentlemen, given proper training & motivation, the subject can be restrained perfectly without being tied down"
i was so deep in the sensations coursing through my body, it took me a moment to comprehend what Sir was saying. He was obviously not talking to me. so were W/we not alone in the room? was i on display? as the realization hit me, Sir stopped moving His fingers, & i felt the flush spreading over my body, wondering who was there watching. i knew Sir was watching carefully to see if my body would betray my minds objection to this situation. but there was none, my trust in Sir absolute, i knew He would never let any harm come to me.
i heard a satisfied
"good"
as His hands resumed, stroking, drawing be back to the edge, & i relaxed into the sensations, content that i had passed something in that moment. when Sir heard my breath quickening again, my lips trembling with need, i heard a soft voice....
"Release"
& i shuddered, my whole body convulsing, thrusting against His hand bucking moaning gripping the table above my head gasping the heat in my belly tense & pulsing through the muscles in my cunt my come spraying out of me around His hand jammed against me digging deeper thrusting as i pulsed wailing & sobbing back arched clit aching........
as i slowly became conscious of my external self again, i realized i was covered lightly with a sheet, several male voices in conversation around me. I felt Sir's hand stroking my hair, now unbound.
as i shifted into His caress, He must have realized i was back, & He removed the blindfold & helped me sit up, cradling my still trembling weak body against Him.
across the room was a group of men, in expensive business suits, talking quietly. nearby was a medical looking chair & table, with instruments, & someone in scrubs & a mask seated by it.
"you have passed. time for you to receive My brand"
i took a slow deep breath, & took His outstretched hand......
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