Sensei in the rolodex
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Posted:Apr 10, 2009 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2010 7:43 pm
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this afternoon, i went home for my lunch break, checked e-mails & who was there but Sensei. there was a message about something we had discussed in class, perfectly innocent, but got those dirty little wheels turning in my head. i have some equipment i offered to the dojo, & we had talked about meeting saturday for him to pick it up. i have been having these little "mental rolodex" moments ever since. heres a sample......
he is waiting when i arrive at my house. He is here to pick up some computer equipment & speakers i don't use any more. i am a bit nervous about being alone with him, not fearful, but i know what kind of effect he has on me, & we've never been alone. as we make small talk, my hand trembles slightly as i put my key in the door. as we move through the house, his presence fills my senses, a vibration of energy that touches me to the core. moving into the kitchen, i gestured toward the boxes on the counter,
"i hope those will be something you can use"
he smiles & says,
"well even if i cant use them, it was worth the trip to spend a few minutes alone with you"
as he glides closer, i take an involuntary step back against the table, gripping it for support.
"what if thats not really what i came here for?"
he asks, his voice a velvety purr...
"well then maybe you should show me what you ARE here for."
he reaches out his hand, sliding his palm across my cheek up into my hair, & slooooowly takes a hand ful, ever so gently easing my head back. his breath is warm on my neck....
"what if i came for something like this?"
his lips trailed down my neck, leaving nips of fire and swirls of ecstasy in their wake. when my hand lost its grip on the table edge, he took my wrist, pulling it behind the small of my back, firmly, supporting me as i began to lose all sense of balance. as i leaned submissively into his embrace, he slid his tongue down my neck to my blouse that by this time was gaping with every breath i took. he leaned me slowly back until i was lying on the table, one of his legs between mine, pressing firmly against my mound, my arm still pinned behind me. he released my hair, and slid his fingers slowly down to the buttons of my blouse unbuttoning each one while staring into my eyes with a growing intensity. as his fingers found my nipple i gasped, bucking against his leg helplessly. he took my hand from beneath me, placed it above my head with the other one, & in a voice that i was accustomed to hearing give orders to black belts
"do NOT move"
he slid his hands up the outside of each leg, slowly, under my skirt, and lifted my hips sliding the skirt under me where it would be out of the way. putting a hand behind each knee he lifted my legs and placed my ankles on his shoulders, maintaining eye contact all the while. i was shaking, my breath coming in little whimpers, fighting with all i had not to thrash & beg. he undid his pants, dropping them to the floor where he stood, and taking his thick cock in his hand he rubbed the juices from my quivering pussy with the head.
"what if i came for this?"
all i could do was moan, shaking violently, trying not to move, afraid he would stop if i disobeyed. he pressed against me, sliding deep into my channel, filling me so completely. his arms were hooked under my knees, his body pinning mine to the table, his eyes locked on mine, waiting for resistance and finding none. he plunged deeper and deeper inside me with each powerful stroke. my hands still where he put them, clenched, all i could do was whimper for release.
"now you may move"
and i exploded, bucking against him, my hands clenched in his hair, my heels beating into his back helplessly, screaming thrashing splashing the table with my lust. as he wrapped his arms around me he thrust deeper than ever, holding me helpless in exquisite agony, fiercely surging into me, his cock throbbing as he came with me, my walls gripping, kneading every last vibration. he held me close until the tremors slowed to shivers, and slooooowly deliciously slid from my body, caressing me with tongue fingers and eyes as he went.
"looks like you've been paying attention in class. this is where obedience really shows"
as he gathered the boxes on the counter, i asked
"do you think the dojo could use some plants?"
just a thought....
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to comment or not & why????
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Posted:Apr 8, 2009 9:38 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2011 1:27 am
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so at what point do you decide not to comment on a blog? i have had a few postings lately that would have a few comments for a day or so, then no more, even though the visitor/viewed count continued to climb. i guess not everybody realizes that there is that little window to the side that tells me who & where my recent comments are. & i do try to at least say SOMETHING to everybody That shows up & comments. if you aren't interested in starting a conversation, cool, but leave me something so i know you were here. good post, or just saying hi.... i really like to see what kind of diversity shows up where. & there are a few of you that i would really like a conversation with, but have no blog of your own so...... HINT HINT>>>> start one or comment please
going to bed,nobody to talk to here.
{{{SNUGGLEHUGS}}}
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WTF is up with me?!?!?!
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Posted:Apr 6, 2009 7:42 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2010 6:54 pm
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BTW- just so everybody here knows, im not in the habit of messing around with married men. this one happens to be someone i didn't know was married until after we played a bit,(something i had a hard time forgiving him for) we are friends first & foremost, & i have such a weakness for big tattooed & shaved heads!! (not that it's an excuse)
ive sort of consoled my guilty conscience with the idea that at least if he's gonna fool around, i'm not going to try to get him to leave her for me, & he wont be catching anything from me to take back to her.
this just sucks!!! the more i go on about it the worse i feel!!! this is supposed to be where i get to be the crazy vamp slut!! not get all moral & shit!! but i cant exactly talk about this on that space of mine..... just another one of those things i have to hash out here. so bear with me K??
maybe what i need is to just go see my officer friend & have him cuff & punish me for being such a bad girl....
wont anybody spank me & help me feel better???
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bite marks
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Posted:Apr 6, 2009 4:31 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2009 5:22 pm
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well im not sure at the moment where this post will take me, just waiting for the caffeine to kick in so blah blah blah..........
got a call from my friend "bobby" from the other night- it seems that the "play" we did engage in at the bar really did get as heated as i had feared. when in the throes of passion i tend to get very oral (REALLY?) the problem is if im frustrated & being stroked i tend to mouth whats in reach... in this case his shoulder & upper arms.
& i bite....
& he marks easily.....
& his WIFE saw them!!!
now i feel AWFUL!! its not the first time ive been with a married man, but it is the first time she found out he was cheating. i cant take the guilt so ive told him he's not allowed to be around me when im drinking, & my DDs know to get me outta there if i'm drinking & he shows up.
at least she thinks they are hickeys.
well now that the caffeine & hormones have got me rippling im gonna go clean my house.
or can i come bite you? & where?
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dancing with eye candy
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Posted:Apr 4, 2009 7:53 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2010 10:27 pm
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well i went out last night & had SO MUCH FUN!!! even if i didn't get naked! a friend was playing a gig at a local bar with some guys he just started jamming with, & a bunch of us went to show support. they had only played together 1 time before last night but they sounded great!! it was a "hole in the wall" local hangout type place (attached to a gas station believe it or not- this IS hillbilly country) they did stuff like some alabama, skynyrd, rehab, & when they busted out with "rocky top" this chubby little country chick that saw me doing a clog step earlier dragged me out there & i ended up dancing through the whole thing!!
at one point there was this PRETTY young thing with tattoos & a wife beater on that i was talking to. when a good song came on, i tried to get him to dance with me, & he did the "no I'm a MANLY MAN i don't dance" kinda thing. so dragged him out anyway & proceeded to tell him hes way too adorable to be sitting on the wall, & how chicks LIKE a guy that will dance, & if he would just get out there, he'd be more likely to get laid. by the end of the night, he had several females asking him to dance, & he wanted my number.
then there was my friend, "bobby" a FWB i haven't seen much of lately. he mostly sat with our group, bought drinks & watched my back. we have played several times, but i made my "babysitter/DD" promise not to let me leave with anybody but her, & she's good at it. so i didn't get laid last night, but after all that dancing, i was pretty worn out anyway.
cant help but think about the "eye candy" i got to dance... i often find myself pulling aside some young guy & giving him pointers & "older woman" type advice. but do they really LISTEN? & will they use the advice i give?
do you have any memories of an older/ more experienced person of the opposite sex that gave you that kind of advice when you were young? & did you use it?
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hiccccups
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Posted:Apr 4, 2009 12:08 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 5:2 pm
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just got home from "the awful waffle' in waynesville.... on the way home from sylva. good band at annies. got hiccups now that wont go away. gonna go drink & lose them LOVES U!!!!!!! bye 4 now!
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do you ever feel the effects of being here in your "other" life?
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Posted:Mar 30, 2009 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2009 9:18 am
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i have had an interesting experience unfolding in the last few weeks. i started taking a martial arts class recently, purely for the benefit of the exercise, and self confidence. then i met the sensei. hes 6'3' haven't quite put my finger on the animal he puts me in mind of yet, but he's a powerful commanding presence, sinuous but not slinky, very quietly confident. ive never been "into" redheads but he has this dark auburn hair with just a souch of silver, and deep green eyes i could fall into & drown.
but thats not my problem.
i can be around a hot guy (i work with several) & it doesn't affect me. NO REALLY! its different with him because dozens of times in class he gives an order and the class all yells "yes SIR!"
which has an entirely different meaning for ME!!!
every now & then his ghi will come loose, exposing his chest, not bulgy muscles, but taut & firm, just enough hair to go in just the right directions, begging for my tongue....
sitting on the floor & spreading my legs wide during warm up stretches just gets me thinking about where i'd want him. & when he demonstrates a hold or )heaven forbid) a throw & hold to the floor kind of move i get light headed!!!
so... anybody else have someone they're around in their daily life that affects them in ways like this without them knowing it? or do they? how THE HELL do you cope??? its driving me NUTS!!!
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concert night!!! - anybody else in asheville there?
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Posted:Mar 28, 2009 10:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2009 7:05 pm
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well i just got home from the avenged sevenfold concert, & i have to say they ROCKED!!! interestingly enough, papa roach played before buck cherry, but were so much better!! it was very noticeable how quickly the crowd quieted down after each buck cherry song. i heard a lot of "buck sucked" in the crowd. they played like they thought they were filming a video. but papa roach & avenged played like they were in a small packed house with a shit load of loyal fans & friends & were obviously better musicians & showmen. BC made me think of a much less talented aerosmith on crack. anyway my ears are ringing & my pussy is throbbing from the adrenaline. i spent much of the night jumping & skirting the pit not quite in the middle of it, & dodging fights. with all that testosterone, no wonder I'm all twitchy. i thing what i need right now is a good spanking, with some intermittent deep thrusts with a nice stiff one. that might relieve some of my tension, don't you think? since I'm all by my lonesome, i guess a shot or 2 of Crown & a vibrator will have to suffice. anyway I'm off for now. say hi if you stop by....
snuggles!!
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pet me please.....
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Posted:Mar 20, 2009 9:30 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2009 8:08 am
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so its been a long hard(unfortunately NOT as in cock) week... & i am alone, no & just spent the last 4 hours cleaning my house. I'm on my second beer, i had tae kwan do class last night, & power walked 3 miles today & hurt, & I'm feeling pitiful. so who's gonna come pet me??? i need some "poor babies" & back rubs....
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the ANIMAL SIDE
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Posted:Mar 15, 2009 7:04 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2009 7:45 am
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ok we've covered beer, now its time for pets!!!
what kind of pets do you have???
& im talking about the non-human kind for all you Doms/Dommes out there...
respectfully of course...
i currently have 2 ferrets, 6 breeder mice, a red tailed boa, & if you count the one that is missing, i have a 4 1/2 ft corn snake (i still say she's in the house somewhere- just hibernating.. she's done this 3 winters in a row)& then there's eve... the cobalt blue tarantula.
eve was one that was with a friend that was moving & couldn't take her, & the pet store wouldn't take her back because he was afraid of her. since i have had tarantulas & other animals she offered to give her to me. i couldn't resist!! so i agreed, although i did check her out on line. according to the website i found, they are "psychotic & highly aggressive" so i figured she would fit right in! so far she doesn't come out of her "hole"-a cardboard tube- except at night or when provoked. & when shes provoked shes a BITCH!!! so i guess she does fit in....
btw... the little white circle next to her in the pic is a BEER BOTTLE CAP! (guinness) just for perspective...
so.....
whats in YOUR "pet store"
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what to drink drank drunk??? oops... i mean consume....
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Posted:Mar 13, 2009 9:27 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2013 12:46 pm
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so im finally getting to sit down & have some me time. are in bed, & i just got off the phone with an old friend - as in known since i was 14 & haven't seen since i was 20 or so- hes in dallas & were planning to meet in memphis in a few weeks.
as i sit here finally having a beer & relaxing... i wonder...
what kind of alcoholic drinks do you partake of?
what do you have in your house right now?
what is your favorite?
as for me... i usually drink dark beer- i always say
"i like my beer like i like my men- they both gotta have balls"
sometimes if im going out & im not the DD but i have one, ill have a few shots of crown or captain morgan's
right now, i have a few Guinness some Killian's red & a bit of bacardi rum..
so... what about YOU????
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starting a blog
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Posted:Mar 11, 2009 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2009 5:13 pm
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there have been several people lately that have sent me an email, some of which i responded to. & some to whom i made the suggestion to start a blog, for the sake of easy, cost free conversation. (you know who you are you inked out little hottie you!!!) plus, in a blog, since anyone can read it, it gives you more exposure to the others in this twisted little community. it doesn't have to be anything really special - look how many blogs are titled "my blog" must be thousands!!! & something some may not have thought of, something i started doing a while back, is ....
you don't have to write your blog post while signed on here!! i have 2 email addresses- one is g rated for family & such, the other is for here & such. i get on #2 & do all my writing under compose then save to drafts. so when i get on here, i can copy & paste a blog like this one & be back off here in minutes! helps alot when you have or someone you don't want walking in on a screen covered in cock shots!!
so give it a try! there have been several times recently i saw a profile & wanted to make contact, but when i saw there was no blog, i didn't even bother to send a flirt. but the blogs give you an easy way to see a little window into who someone is so you know if they're someone you really have no interest in.
just food for thought! now WHERE are my COMMENTS!!! i know who's looking here! even just a hi is a start!
{{{HUGS}}}
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my birthday present to myself
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Posted:Mar 7, 2009 11:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2009 8:05 pm
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oh holy shit!!!i just got home from doing what i said i was gonna do...
i went & got myself something for my birthday!!
i have this FRIEND that shall remain nameless, (since he's a recently divorced county officer) that i call up once in awhile and meet somewhere...
its always when he's on duty & in his patrol car... in a quiet spot on the fringes of town, parking lot, only accessible from one direction, & that's watchable, with plenty of warning time if someone is approaching.
i didn't want to chance getting his uniform messy, so i told him it was a bad time of the month, & all i wanted was to suck his cock -true- & since it was my birthday, it could be my present (it is-"that" time, & my birthday)
he was at our spot already when i got there, listening to "saliva"- (something about a badge listening to that just gets me soooo hot)
so after we chatted for a few minutes..., work, new car, life... i told him since it was my birthday i wanted him to do something special for me. when i said i wanted him to cuff me he sort of chuckled & said
"you're crazy, you know that?"
i said "well of course i know, that's what everybody loves about me. i cant help it that I'm a freak too"
so i went to the back of the car & waited, my hands trembling, my breath coming a little faster. i had never had anything other than 's-play cuffs on, & these were REAL....
he slowly walked up to me, pulling out the cuffs, placing his weapon on the trunk, telling me to pull my top & bra up, but not off. i did as i was told, & put my hands in front of me, waiting... first he played with my nipples, pinching, pulling the rings, just enough to hurt a little, palming my full breasts in his hands. (i imagined what those hands were capable of...) he picked up the cuffs & slowly, deliberately put them on me, not too tight, but i couldn't have slipped them off. he undid the belt & his thick hard cock slipped warm into my hands, the little moonlight there was glinting off the steel of the cuffs. i slid to my knees & took the entire length of him in, my hands together cupping his balls. i worked my mouth up & down his shaft, spreading the wetness, massaging his balls with one hand, pumping his cock with the other in time with my mouth. i took him in as deep as i could, the wetness thickening as it does when you get a cock in your throat. he was holding the top of my head by the hair, pumping slowly, then faster as i started to moan, squirming, the gravel of the road digging into my knees, then as i was coming, he pulled his shaft out of my mouth & began pumping it in his fist, slapping my lips & tongue with the head. i had my mouth open waiting for those first drops, my hands clenched around the steel cords of muscle in his thigh. he moaned & slammed his cock down my throat as he pulsed, i pushed against him taking him deeper while he came throbbing in my throat, my pussy clenching in time. when he backed away, all i could do was slouch to the ground, panting & trembling. he asked if i was alright, i told him
"yes, just take care of getting yourself together"
(it takes a little longer for him to do that than just pulling up & zipping... ya know.. the gun & all)
when he came back to where i was standing by now, i still had the cuffs on of course, still shaking, my breasts still exposed, & my phone in my hand.
"just one more thing i want you to do for me for my birthday. i want a souvenir picture"
he says he has a few extra sets of cuffs around that i may be able to talk him out of. think i should tell him about this site & his story?
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