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Anal thinking
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Posted:Apr 3, 2016 11:14 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2017 2:11 am
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Quite boring at work today. Not much to do. so thought I will write a blog.
In my life I think about sex so much. Sometimes I wonder if I am normal. When I get horny it just take over my life. I feel I cant control myself. You will know this if you continue reading my article. Or relationship with me. And more naughty the idea the more I turned on.
Ive been thinking about anal a lot last couple of days. every so often it pop into my head and the thought of it really turn me on. I think its just something sweet girl not suppose to like or do - really tabu. So this is exciting thing. Always I like getting my ass touched, grope, play with, kiss, lick and really like fingering. In previous article I told how a stranger touching my ass on bus got me so wet. I loved that. However having a cock in it is whole other thing. Its hard to do and Im scared gonna really hurt, something messy gonna happen, or do damage to my small hole lol. But as i said sometimes the thought of it just really turn me on.
I only tried three times. First time was a date with guy on POF in UK. I like POF more than Senior Sizzle for meeting because I feel there is more choice of person and it’s less direct about sex which I find can be a turn off. Much of the turn on is not knowing what will happening. POF feel a bit more get to know someone and see where it lead - if anywhere. I also feel it's safer. no one expecting me to do anything. All promise is meet for a drink and chat.
It was first time I meet this guy and we went for a few drinks as is normal for first date. I liked this guy from chatting and thought he is handsome according to photo. I also liked his cheeky personality and naughty joking. This was one of my first POF date so when we meet I feel quite shy and nervous. I didnt say too much. I was only 22 at time and much more shy than now. We sit in a booth in quiet bar and I was so struggling to think what to chat. I freeze with nerves a bit. So mainly I just let him talk and I smile and laughing at his joke. He sometimes made a naughty comment which I just smile at. Occasionally I caught him looking at my legs and boobs and he would brush his against me now and again. So I know he like me.
After couple of hours conversation start to slow down as he running out of things to talk about Im still so shy but I try to chat more. He is happy about this. We chat a while longer. Then under the table I feel his hand stroking my leg. My dress is quite short and I didnt wear stocking as normal for me in cold UK. I shy again. both hands on my drink and looking straight ahead. I cant chat again now but anyway he takes over talking. As if nothing happening. I nervous but didnt really mind. By the way I only had one G and T so wasnt drunk lol. It was a Monday night and I dont really drink much anyway. He kept stroking my leg for a bit and I started to relax and get bit turn on. I even open my leg a bit and he can now put his hand across and up my inside leg.
We finish our drink and he walk me to my home not that far from the bar. We stop at my entrance and we chat a little more then we have kiss. We kiss for a few minutes and he touches my waist and then squeeze my bum. Already I know he is only really interested in sex with me. Which I dont mind. Im not really sure what I want from POF. I just want to go out and meet people. I feel lonely in new city. If I find great guy then its bonus. I also know I really want to try western guy while I am here. Here I feel free. I can be open and do anythings I want. Not need to worry about being caught and judge by friend or family. He asks if he can see my flat and I say yes.
It's shared student flat but everyone is in bed. I take him to my room so not to disturb others and we sit on the bed and have tea and chat. Again he is stroking my leg. He saying how nice my body is. I say thank you and laugh. He asks if I mind him touching me and I just say “fine” nervously. He kisses me again and touches my breast. im really starting to feel so turn on. But Im still feel shy. I stop his hand on my breast and take a drink of tea. I remember my hand shaking while picking up cup. I dont know if nerve will allow anything to happen. Also Im scared house mate will hear us. And judgement will come.
I didnt really want to stop him though. That day I had been super horny all day. I had no class in afternoon and was so bored at home. I lay on my bed reading and playing. I was also super excited about the date and the thought of what might happen. Like now, I was also thinking about anal at that time. After talking to asian friend online about it I really wanted to try after she told me she did recently with her boyfriend. Listening to her really turned me on. She encourage me to try western guy since i am here and maybe on date tonight. That afternoon I played fingering my ass. Even put hair brush up it. it felt nice doing that while stroking clit (should I be telling this things???).
After a while this guy start to put his hand up my dress and trying rub against my pussy but my legs are closed. Im shy but turned on. I can feel im wet now. I stop him laughingly and bit embarrass. I turn away from him and lay on my side looking at wall. It look shy and tired which it is. but actually its also invite to play my ass. He lifts my dress and touches and kisses my bum. He says he never seen such a perfect sexy bum. This makes me so happy because I feel Asian body not sexy like western girl. I slide onto my front so he can play my ass more. He does. I open my legs and he rub and slide finger in my pussy too. i can feel myself so wet now. Understand I hadnt been touched by guy for months. For me this is tragedy lol. I let him do it. He pulls down my panites and kisses and massages my ass. Again he says he really love my ass. “Perfect peach”. This makes me so happy. I moan when he fingers my pussy and kisses my ass.
At that point I can hear he takes his trousers off. I lie still. He tries to insert me from behind. Im not sure what hole he’s looking for lol. He is somewhere in between. But I suspect he trying my ass to see if I will allow. I reach over to my bed side table and take from a bottle of body cream. I squeeze it on my hand then rub it into my ass. At this point he knows what I want. I bring my legs up and crouch on the bed. Standing he slowly slides his cock into my ass bit at a time. Its sore but I let him continue. After a couple of minutes of sliding in and out gently he is all the way in. At first Im not enjoying - its sore. But I dont stop him. Then gradually i feel my body relax and its less sore. He starts to fuck me slowly then gradually speeding up. I place my hand between my legs and play my clit like I saw porn star do lol. It begins to feel good. As i relax more it feels better and better. I feel he is really hard inside me. Its weird feeling but also turn on. He rides me faster. Its sore but also nice. I can tell he love my ass - his hands massaging my cheek. Im turned on so much now. I feel this is so naughty. Thats why I like it. Tabu thing. But Im living it. Im so turned on now I can feel my pussy about to explode. I cum quickly and hard when im turned on. My body convulsion start and the pleasure runs down my legs which go weak and shake. His hands are on my tits now. I love that. So hard to be quiet. I hear him moan, - he knows Im cumming and it turning him on. I feel him cumming inside me too. He cant hold back.
After cumming he lies on top of me still inside my ass. Gradually he pulls out and i lie still on the bed. I shift onto my side and we spoon for while. he massages my breast. I just lie there unable to move. my legs are tingle. He pulls my breast out from top of my dress and massages and strokes nipple. It feels so good. I reach behind and massage his cock. Not too big but I like it. After a few minutes he gets hard again. I want it inside me. I force it into my pussy. He rides me again. Hard and fast. Squeezing my breast hard. I love it. Anal was fun but cock in pussy is best.
Afterwards we both a bit embarrassed. We cuddle awkwardly and he quietly leaves. that last time we saw each other. He messaged me again but I was too shame to answer him. This was big thing for shy 22 year old. I feel I dont think I can look him in eye again. But I not regret because I filled my urge and I loved it. At that time shy girl but hard to control urge.
I didnt think about anal for while after that. Wasnt even sure if i want to do again now i tried it. The thought need to really turn me again and need to be with someone I really like and make me excited to do it. otherwise Im not interest.
That happen a couple years later. This story soooo naughty. Maybe I will tell in future article.
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Questions questions!!
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Posted:Apr 2, 2016 8:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2016 8:23 pm
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I like to write more. I love to write. But not sure if you interested. Can ask me some questions if you like and I will answer in blogging.
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New experience - April 4 2016
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Posted:Apr 1, 2016 4:58 am
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2016 3:45 pm
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Last night I met a friend that I first met on pof about a month or so ago. I joined pof first time in uk and then again when i came back from uk because I want to meet new people after being away for 5 years. Plus I wanted western friends so I can keep practice my English. Its a good place, you can meet people for friend or for romantic dating. And well who know anything more come of it.
My friend, she is from Canada and she is so lovely. Pretty, fair hair and skin, curvy a bit fat I guess. But I think she is attractive and sexy which i told her. Last evening was third time we met and we went to cafe and had drink and small meal. She doesnt eat much compared to Thai girl haha. Like me she want to make local friend. she is lonely, been here only a few months and doesnt know many people in Bangkok.
After dinner we had walk around shopping mall. We chatting lots, laughing together and finally trying on dress. We share a changing room. thats what girl do sometimes. In changing room I am very curious about her body. I think we are both curious. we both looking at each other up and down and even some slight touching. Her breasts are so big. I mean just huge. I just really want to grab them. Im so curious about them. I control my urge.
Similar she is so complementing me about my body. especially my bum. She loves it. Thinks its perfect. Im happy to hear this. She is laughing asking me where is the fat. I turn back to her and say squeeze it. Look. lots of fat there. I want her to touch me and she does. Both hands on my ass. Groping it. then down my legs and then up to waist. She says im perfect body. no fat at all. but i said im too small in height and lots of fat for asian. She just laughs. I turn round to face her again and touch her hip. And then I grab her breast. you are lucky one I said. These are amazing. She says the are too big. They always get in the way. Again we laugh to each other. I look down at her white panty. I can see the outline of her lip. she’s wet a bit I think. Or maybe just my imagining. Touching me made her wet? I love to think that. But so not sure.
We shop some more then stop for quick drink. During this time, lots of touching each other on the arm and hip. Lots of laughing. we are happy in others company. The more she touch my arm, my hip, even my leg. The more happy I am.
We go to her apartment. Im staying there because my home is too far to get back to and bangkok taxi is not safe for girl alone. We drink tea then shower. im cold because her air con is on so high. so we jump into bed - “to stop my moaning”. Im hoping we will cuddle but actually she is a bit withdrawn. Is she shy? has she reached limit? Have things gone too far for her? Im unsure.
We chat a little but its different. more serious talk. I feel awkward now. Finally we turn off the light and chatting has stop. I lie still for an hour unable to sleep but not want to disturb her. At this point she touch my arm but I dont move. Was it deliberate? Again not sure. Im full of doubt now. She’s now moving around a bit. i feel she is restless. I continue lie still. Finally in the low light I can sense moving. slowly under the blanket. What is it? Is she touching herself? I lie so still. Its noisy outside but I can hear her. Its wet noise Im think. very quiet but Im sure its that. She is playing with herself Im think. Does she know Im awake? I dont think she does. Im turned on now.
I move towards her as if turning in sleep and she stops moving. I put my hand on her waist and yes her arm is definitely between her leg. Im almost sure what she is doing now. She continues to lie quiet and still. But now all i can think is her pussy is wet and she is horny. Me too actually. I stroke her arm up and down with my hand but she continue lie still. I press my head against her shoulder. Then move my hand down lower. And lower. To her fingers. They are wet. She moves her arm up away and to her other hip. I pause for seconds. Then I run my fingers down either side of her opening. The hair is wet. I massage her lips. She lets me for a moment. After maybe 30 seconds I can hear her moan quietly. I want to slide my finger inside. But then suddenly she moves her leg over and turns herself onto her front. Her face now point away from me. I’m confused. But Im really really want her now. So want to touch her.
I lift her night shirt and slide my hand onto her ass. And then move my fingers between her legs. She is very wet. She opens her legs slightly and now Im sure she wants me to touch her. I rub the outside of her pussy lightly. Then firmly and she groans again. Louder. I slide my hand down the inside of her leg and even that is bit wet. I run my hand back up leg and then slide my fingers inside her. She opens leg wider. I finger her. Slow and gentle at first. Then faster and firmer stopping every while to rub the lips outside and then up to her clit. I repeat this over and over. Until i cant wait any more. I need to taste her.
Nothing turns me on more than the thought of licking pussy. Even sucking big cock doesnt turn me on as much. Its so exciting for me. I move my head down to her ass. First she doesnt move but then she pulls her legs up to her chest and she is on her knees her ass sticking up and out. Her head is still on pillow looking away from me. I spread her leg more and now I can get my head between them. My tongue can stretcth down to her clit. My nose is inside her pussy. also I can now touch her breasts and I cant believe how big and soft they are. I lick her and massage her tits. Im now so turned on I can feel my wet dripping from my pussy.
I lick her clit firmer and move my nose inside her so both areas can feel stimulate. I like this done to me. She is now soaking wet and its all over my face, my chin. After few minutes of this she pushes her pussy hard against my face. her body freeze and she goes quiet. I know whats coming Im sure. I lick her harder and faster and then suck her clit into my mouth and squeeze her tits firmly. Finally her body start to convolution and she lets out a loud moan. followed by another. Then a third. She cums.
She drops down flat on her front again. I let her recover for a moment. She turns onto her back, breath hard and laughing nervously while catching her breath. She strokes my shoulder. My head is resting on her huge breast. I kiss her nipple. Then move back down on her and kiss her gently around her hips and then her pussy lips then down to inside her leg thigh. I am very excited by how wet she is and I start to lick her juice. She moans and laughs again while playing with my hair. After about ten minutes of gentle licking I move back up her body and kiss her breast again. Then her lips. We kiss with passion and then she is licking her juice off my lips and chin. She laughs nervously again.
I fall onto my back and she cuddles me. She strokes my body. my breast, my stomach, my hip. she whisper to me you have an amazing body. I smile and move her hand to my pussy which is throb by now. She says I never touched another pussy before - just my own. I tell her they all work the same. We both laugh. She moves her head to my breast, kiss my nipple and then stroke with my clit gently. It feel amazing. My whole body is tingle. I feel high. She then slides two fingers inside me and fingers me firmly. She switch between finger my clit and finger inside me. After ten minutes I cum. Hard. Hardest for so long. I was already nearly there after licking her and my mind is so crazy horny. Thats where big orgasm come from. Mind.
We fall asleep together.
Next morning is awkward. No one dare talk about what happen. We have coffee and bun for breakfast. Not much chatting. I can feel she is uncomfortable so I prepare to leave. i will shower at home. I walk to the door and we start to chat a while about nothing. boring thing. Finally we kiss. a lovely long soft passion kiss. We are in public hallway but I dont care. I put my hand under her nightshirt and massage her huge breast. she grope my ass in return. She tell me she never been with a girl before. Never really considered it. But she loved it. I just smile. I dont want to tell her she is my third girl. I dont want to spoil the moment. I kiss her again, lower my hand under her night shirt between her leg and stroke her lips. She is wet again. She smiles slightly embarrassed. I think about give her a hard fingering. But then we hear movement in hallway. I pull my hand away and smile to her. She smile back holding my arm. A person walk down corridor past us. We smile again to each other. I leave.
I take the bus home. i can still smell her juice on me. On my fingers. Can others smell sex on me? I know Im wet too from touch her so Im sure I do smell. Just a thin dress and small panty on. God know what the guy next to me think. I dont care. Im happy. Its a long bus journey. Before Im home she has chatted me on Line. “Hope we can meet again soon”. I reply “me too. Im sure we will  ”. “Mmmm  ” is the reply. Im super excited at the thought of it.
I get home finally. Straight to shower. I need to cum again. I finger myself. And cum quickly. Cum hard.
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Hello
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Posted:Mar 30, 2016 11:25 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2017 11:29 am
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think i am going to start writing about my experiences. Mainly cause it turns me on reliving them. every day I get more horny and horny. its getting hard to do my work because just need someone touch me and i am excited.
Bangkok bus is so crazy. so jammed at rush hour. but can be exciting too. yesterday its standing only. i had a western guy press against me. can feel outline of his cock in his shorts against my hip and hand brushing my ass. i should be upset but hes handsome and tall. i want it. want him put hand up my dress and rub my pussy. finger inside me. want to stroke that big cock. but i dare not move. except move my hip against his cock in time with the bus. And push my pussy against the side of the chair in front of me and the rocking of the bus turns me on. i know im wet. thailand is so hot. just a thin material of dress and pantie between my clit and chair. everyone almost naked here really. i love that. i like my body, my legs, my ass. happy to show it in short dress. love to be looked at and touched. Especially by handsome stranger.
Next time hope we both braver.
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