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It's not what you think
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It's not what you think I've been neglecting my blog here. Senior Sizzle won't let me write what I want. They keep deleting my posts. Blocking them from your view. I've checked all the rules... I don't know what I am doing incorrectly. I blog in other locales. Lemme know if you are interested. But anyway... This time of year is the most peculiar. I am reminded o f A Charlie Brown Christmas and how the simple-minded Linus must remind us o f the baby in the manger. I am not the greatest Christian. I'm more o f a Buddhist crossed with atheism and agnosticism. Add a bit o f Nordic mythology. I like mythology. It resonates with me. Non-reality. This is not about that. This is a call-out t o people I have loved. Not necessarily in a sexual manner, just true folks that never stop. My closest friend is already dead. That's very sad and this is the first Yuletime I have not celebrated with him and his family. His nickname was Mouse. One o f the most versatile drummers I have ever met. Dude could play ANYTHING. Anything. That's the end of the sad parts : ) The other most closest friend is Paul. He's a sniper for the US government. I never get t o see him anymore. But he sends me the most wicked videos. Destruction. It's quite unbelievable. Then Dean. I nominated him for the job I wanted. He's better at it than I would have been. Susan. Fiddle player, but much more than that. Audiologist, mother and one Hell o f a chef. Jamie, also an audiologist. The first woman that allowed anal t o me. We fucked on her staircase. Also a first time for me. Amelia, the mother o f my three offspring. Caretaker o f the flame. Oddly, NONE o f these folks are on this website. That seems strange t o me. But what do I know about websites? I helped invent how the internet works. But I don't know how the internet works. It got out o f our hands. But maybe that's okay, too. Cinthya, Patricia, Diana -- they have my utmost respect. Cin protects a disabled . Trish drives hundreds o f miles just t o please me. Diana speaks four languages and makes certain my reality stays real. I kinda lost where I was going with all o f this. They'll likely block it out anyway.  " Her smile had in it something of the intoxication of parched earth after a sudden and furious downpour " -- Henry Miller The Colossus of Maroussi. I sure wish I could write like that! |
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ahhh... it's alright. I have no problem with mortality. (chuckle) I SHOULD have been dead three times already! The first two were borderline violent; the third was just plain stupidity. I'm not afraid to die. I'm overdue : ) I haven't "celebrated" Christmas in decades. I don't like it. However... with a name like Joy... you're kinda stuck in the cacophony. I'm looking forward to my next trip to Ontario. Bands you may know are reloading. " Her smile had in it something of the intoxication of parched earth after a sudden and furious downpour " -- Henry Miller The Colossus of Maroussi. I sure wish I could write like that!
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My closest friend is already dead. Sad goodbuddy781
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