It's not what you think  

normalisokaytoo 52M
84 posts
12/21/2021 1:29 am
It's not what you think

I've been neglecting my blog here. Senior Sizzle won't let me write what I want.

They keep deleting my posts. Blocking them from your view.
I've checked all the rules... I don't know what I am doing incorrectly.
I blog in other locales. Lemme know if you are interested.

But anyway...

This time of year is the most peculiar. I am reminded o f A Charlie Brown Christmas and how the simple-minded Linus must remind us o f the baby in the manger.

I am not the greatest Christian. I'm more o f a Buddhist crossed with atheism and agnosticism. Add a bit o f Nordic mythology. I like mythology.
It resonates with me.
Non-reality.

This is not about that.

This is a call-out t o people I have loved.
Not necessarily in a sexual manner, just true folks that never stop.

My closest friend is already dead.
That's very sad and this is the first Yuletime I have not celebrated with him and his family.
His nickname was Mouse. One o f the most versatile drummers I have ever met. Dude could play ANYTHING. Anything.

That's the end of the sad parts : )

The other most closest friend is Paul. He's a sniper for the US government.
I never get t o see him anymore. But he sends me the most wicked videos.
Destruction. It's quite unbelievable.

Then Dean.
I nominated him for the job I wanted.
He's better at it than I would have been.

Susan. Fiddle player, but much more than that. Audiologist, mother and one Hell o f a chef.

Jamie, also an audiologist. The first woman that allowed anal t o me.
We fucked on her staircase. Also a first time for me.

Amelia, the mother o f my three offspring.
Caretaker o f the flame.

Oddly, NONE o f these folks are on this website.
That seems strange t o me. But what do I know about websites?
I helped invent how the internet works. But I don't know how the internet works.
It got out o f our hands.
But maybe that's okay, too.

Cinthya, Patricia, Diana -- they have my utmost respect.
Cin protects a disabled . Trish drives hundreds o f miles just t o please me. Diana speaks four languages and makes certain my reality stays real.

I kinda lost where I was going with all o f this.

They'll likely block it out anyway.


" Her smile had in it something of the intoxication of parched earth after a sudden and furious downpour " -- Henry Miller The Colossus of Maroussi. I sure wish I could write like that!


author51 59F  
130010 posts
12/21/2021 2:26 am

Sorry to hear about the loss of your best friend Hun.Christmas time can be hard for us all when it comes to our loved ones who have passed. I so hope the site puts this one up for you. Thanks for sharing it all here and wish you nothing but the best during the holidays and beyond.xoxo{=}


normalisokaytoo 52M
68 posts
12/21/2021 3:01 am

ahhh... it's alright.

I have no problem with mortality.
(chuckle) I SHOULD have been dead three times already!

The first two were borderline violent; the third was just plain stupidity.
I'm not afraid to die.
I'm overdue : )

I haven't "celebrated" Christmas in decades.
I don't like it.

However... with a name like Joy... you're kinda stuck in the cacophony.
I'm looking forward to my next trip to Ontario.
Bands you may know are reloading.

" Her smile had in it something of the intoxication of parched earth after a sudden and furious downpour " -- Henry Miller The Colossus of Maroussi. I sure wish I could write like that!


G000dbuddy 34M  
1676 posts
12/21/2021 6:30 am

My closest friend is already dead.
Sad

goodbuddy781


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