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Back to the bump and grind
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Posted:Mar 18, 2006 8:27 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 6:53 pm
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Been away for a while. I was seeing a guy from here that told me he was falling for me and talked about moving up here to see me, etc. Then, after the last weekend we were together he simply didn't call and chose the chickenshit way out by messaging to say he didn't think I was his soul mate and he wanted to make it on his own without a girl helping him. Yes, I should be glad he's out of the picture because clearly he has way more mental issues than I know how to deal with. It sucks though because I think inside everyone wants some sort of relationship, to feel special to someone. That being said, the real truth is there is another guy I've seen off and on who I actually would commit to, the one that didn't want me to see anyone else while he was in training. But he leaves in June for Iraq so I don't see that one happening either. Sometimes I wish I had a magic wand so I could just make the man appear that I have great chemistry and sex with, that doesn't annoy the hell out of me, that is honest, and that things might actually work with. Too bad life's not like that.
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Super Bed Weekend
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Posted:Feb 6, 2006 1:29 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2006 8:20 pm
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So the Seahawks lost which sucks, someone should pay me to be a referree, I'm pretty sure I could do a better job than they did. Other than that, great weekend. Got my new mattress set and it is wonderful. Finally, something that's great for sex and for sleeping. Got to see the guy I'm seeing regularly only to find out he has to leave for military training this week and could be gone for six weeks. He doesn't want me to see anyone else, but he wants that to be my choice not his. On the other hand he said it's not like he's moving in or we're getting married so I don't see why it should matter if I see anyone else or not. He'll be back for a month and then he gets shipped off to Iraq for a year so I'm not really seeing any commitment on his part that would justify me not seeing anyone else. Am I wrong here? Seems to me if you don't want the person you've been seeing to not see someone else then what you're wanting is an actual relationship in which case you should just come out and say so. Any guys here could give me some input on that one, I'd appreciate it.
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Anger and violence in the bedroom
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Posted:Feb 2, 2006 3:53 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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On a new version of the same issue. Met a guy one time, we had sex a few times that night and the sex was good. However he was very into calling me his slut and , being dominating in a degrading way, and saying my pussy was only his. I'm all for bdsm but think it should be talked about ahead of time rather than just sprung on you the first time you're together. End result was I was really in doubt about what he wanted and really felt like he was angry at or hated women because of how he talked to me. Didn't hear from him for 3 weeks and of course I didn't wait around for him to call. I met and had sex with other guys that were much nicer to me. Long story short, he contacted me and I went and saw him last night. Only to hear all night long how I was a slut and to have him keep asking me if the other guy's dick was better and why I let anyone else fuck me, etc. Then he decided my "punishment" was for him to fuck me up the ass. And now I'm supposed to ask his permission before I see anyone else which is stupid. I asked him if he was this mean to other women he met and he said he was mean to them but that he was meaner to me. Like it's supposed to be a compliment or something. What the fuck? I am thinking perhaps I am asking for trouble to even get involved with this guy again, I think there's too much violence and anger involved that could lead to me getting hurt. Not to mention, I don't deserve to be treated like shit by anyone.
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You call it being a slut I call it fun
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Posted:Feb 1, 2006 8:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2006 8:27 pm
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Last time I checked it was 2006 not 1906. I am so tired of the whole double standard thing. Why is it okay for a guy to fuck 4 different girls in a week but if I were to do the same thing I'm a slut? And if I'm a slut then why do you still want to see me? More importantly, what makes you think I want to see someone that is so intellectually lacking and overly judgmental? Maybe there should be some sort of "slut" group that gets together and compares notes on the "anti-sluts" so that these guys are not so morally burdened by having to deal with all the sluts around here.
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Summary so far
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Posted:Jan 31, 2006 3:14 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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This is my first entry though I've been on active on Senior Sizzle for about 6 weeks. To say it's not all I thought it would be is an understatement but not all bad. So far I've met in person 6 guys. It was definitely a reminder to me that people do not always post accurate photos of themselves and occassionally use what must be someone else's picture. I don't know if there are some sort of rules to go by or if there should be, but it doesn't seem like it's asking too much for a guy to be honest about what he's looking for. If he wants a one night stand just say so, don't lie just to get me to fuck you. I have noticed a weird double standard that I really didn't expect. Too many guys seem to think a woman is a slut if she has multiple partners or too many partners but, of course, that same standard doesn't apply to them. This is a sex site after all, so I don't know why they expect the woman to sit around and wait for only them. Maybe other women play that game, but life's too short for me to play second fiddle to anyone. I guess my other question is what's up with all the cock pics? I understand men are way too impressed with the size of their cock, but I prefer to see a guy's face. If I like his face it doesn't matter to me what his cock looks like. Finally, I've noticed an abundance of "orally talented" men that "only want to please the woman". Bullshit. Turns out they mean they are very talented at receiving oral, and will occassionally go down on you in return but I have yet to meet anyone that is significantly different than any other in the oral department. Maybe I should look for a woman for that. At least women take the time to make sure the job's done right.
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