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My gangbang addiction - the beginning
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Posted:Feb 26, 2019 10:04 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 10:45 am
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R and I were really close after confessing our feelings to each other. Sex was even better but R wanted more and wanted to explore into the world of group sex. By chance, we were invited to join this swinging group for a casual dinner meet up. Intrigued in the world of group sex, we agreed on the meet up. Little did we know that the meet up was just to initiate us into the group. The decision to join the group was as though we were opening pandora's box..... fun in the beginning.... but things didn't end up good.... that's exactly what happened to us.....
Our first swing with them was kinda fun, R being R, he knew exactly the kinda guys I would like to have sex with. As I was new in this scene, I felt bad to reject guys if I wasn't comfortable in having sex with them. R was always there to help me get out of sticky situations. I still remembered that I was feeling so awkward and shy being naked around of a group of equally naked guys and ladies. R was there to ensure me and tries to make me relax. He was more like my shepherd than my partner in most situations. The first time was really full of mixed emotions…. We actually have some games before starting the “party”. So… I wasn’t the first person to kiss R, wasn’t the first person to give him a blow job and wasn’t the first person he had sex with too. I don’t know why…. But I felt so jealous about it. Honestly, I wasn’t really enjoying myself till when we had our own private time. While sending me back home, R and I actually talked about this. He knew something wasn’t right and there was things on my mind. I told him exactly how I felt and we came to this agreement that on all future parties, I will have him first before anyone else could.
After this party, we really starting to explore the swinging lifestyle. Throughout our time together we had private sessions with a few couples on separate occasions and we joined the swinging group for a few parties. R and I we were selective about who we have sex with and who we were playing with. So before each sessions, R will request for a casual meet up with the couple first before he will make arrangement to have private session with them. One of the main factor is that R knew that I am bi-curious and I do have a certain preference for females that I have fun with. So most of the time it is very much about my preference. Honestly, being with R does makes me feel like a princess. Even though R is married, he does make sure that he spend every single time that he could with me. But good things doesn’t last, we had a huge fight and broke up shortly after that. Sex was always good with him. It was even better when we were having fun with other couples. R did taught me a lot of things, he taught me how to say no and he taught me to be more confident in myself. He didn’t just open this new world to me, he guide me and he help me to explore my own sexuality.
Even though we broke up, I was actually invited to orgies from this person I know through the swinger group. I did end up joining quite a few of their orgies and that’s where I learned even more things about myself.
(To be continued)
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My gangbang addiction - how it started.
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Posted:Feb 7, 2019 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2019 8:33 am
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Since at a young age, I have been intrigued by all the stories I had read on literotica about gangbang and watched all the Japanese porn with the actress surrounded by all shape and sizes of cocks. I love those Japanese gangbang porn the most. Loved the way the actress moan and the look on their face. It looks as though they are enjoying it and having a good time. I told myself that there's no way I will ever try it, I don't think I could make myself go through hours and hours of fucking without getting tired and sore. The thoughts just scares me back then. So gangbang was just a fantasy to me till that day I decided to shake things up a little and just to try my deepest fantasy.
Back in 20, I have decided to give my heart a break and just focus on building my career and also to concentrate on my part time diploma course. For that one whole year, I didn't have sex with anyone, didn't bother to look for any one night stand and didn't bother to just find a fuck buddy. It was just me and my good old faithful vibrator for that whole year. It was also in 20 that I started my internship with this reputable . I was really stressed back then, having to cope with not only the final leg of my studies but also working as an intern. It didn't helped that I my manager was a bitchy and jealous person. She gave hell lot of work to me and was constantly bullying me so that I will quit my job and fail my internship. Somehow I did pull through 20. But the same time, I was really craving for the intimacy of sex. And the thoughts of having multiple dicks the same time kinda appeal to me.
And came 20. I was thinking maybe I should stop fantasizing about my deepest fantasy and make it come true. So one fateful night after a long stressful and tiring day, with my brain not functioning, I posted on a popular sex forum in Singapore to have my own gangbang. I really wasn't thinking, I didn't expect anyone to reply me. I mean, I just wanted to let go of my frustration due to work. I didn't expect to have replies. As it was my first, I didn't wanted to rush things out. I took it slow and easy. I wanted to meet up with the guys first before deciding if I wanted to go ahead with the gangbang.
It was through this platform, I met Mr R. Mr R is a very charming man. He really sweep me off my feet and fall for his charming personality. So after seeing him for a few dates, I decided to let him take charge of arranging my first gangbang. R is such a sweetie. He knew exactly what I wanted and he always did a screening selection of guys before he asked me if I wanna meet up with the guy for a meal or coffee. Fun thing is that most of the guys he selected was really my type of guys. Soon enough, we did selected 3 other guys to join for my first gangbang. We had the gangbang in a real fancy hotel. The reason; he wanted me to have a good memories of my first gangbang. How sweet is that.
The first experience is pretty much still in my memory. The feeling of having all 4 guys teasing and pleasuring me.... I wanted to feel some cocks, but R just told me to laid back and relax, just enjoy this moment of being pleasured by 4 men. Just that alone made me cum quite a of times. I couldn't remembered much what happened next but my memories jumped into this scene of me riding a guy and having a cock in my mouth while another guy was sucking on my boobs. That felt so good to me.... That feeling of having so many sensitive spot of me being stimulated at the same time... was just so much for me to take.... it felt so good.... so overwhelming for me.... I remembered cum-ing non stop from that stimulation.... I remembered by the end of the gangbang, my legs were so weak that I couldn't walk properly to get our dinner. By the time we were back from dinner, I just collapsed on the bed. Finally had my wildest and deepest fantasy fulfilled. The feeling was really good. Did I ever thought I would want it again, no I don't think so I would. But things changed..... it changed very badly..... R and I, we fell for each other...... it was the beginning of a tragedy - R... he is a married man......
(To be continued)
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