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Crazy Girl, Wild Woman
 
Rantings of a mixed up mind
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Faceless
Posted:Apr 4, 2013 1:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2013 5:38 am
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I was sitting here catching up on my watched blogs that have piled up on me over the past week, when a thought popped into my head. Isn't it a bit crazy that some people feel the need to hide themselves from others on this site? I get that things that go on here are not always appropriate for public viewing, but what can it hurt to share one picture? I find it a little annoying that I read and follow some blogs or talk to different people and I can't know what they look like. I'm a visual person. I can't always remember a name, but I can a face. Just seems that if you are that afraid of being recognized or found out, that maybe you shouldn't be here? Just my opinion, for what it's worth.
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missing you
Posted:Mar 27, 2013 11:34 am
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2013 8:54 am
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i miss you

miss your touch
how it raised goose bumps on my skin

miss the way you look at me
with desire in your eyes

miss your lips
pressed against mine

miss your tongue
and the games it played

miss your scent
how it would linger on the pillow

miss your voice
and all the sweet things you told me

most of all
i miss what could have been
if only the chance were taken
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My frustrations
Posted:Mar 25, 2013 9:35 am
Last Updated:May 13, 2013 9:04 am
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I'm frustrated. Sexually. I miss the days where I had sex to start my day and end my day. I miss the naked weekend sessions where it was all sex, all the time. Damn, if things don't change soon, I'm not sure what's gonna come of me. I've been looking and hoping to find someone who wanted to be together on a regular basis. Share some amazing naked times together and some not naked times. This doesn't seem to be an easy task. I seem to find a man I have things in common with, only for them to not be local enough to play. I've done the cyber thing and it was ok, served its purpose, but I need the real deal right now. You may think I'm crazy, but I fucking miss cum, I miss sweaty naked bodies entwined together, I miss racing hearts and trying to catch our breath after an intense orgasm. I miss lips pressed against mine, tongues seeking and finding, nipples being sucked, fingers playing over curves.

Isn't there one single man out there who wants this same thing? I don't want an offer of marriage, just the offer of some great times shared together.
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Would you lay me down on a bed of roses?
Posted:Mar 24, 2013 9:47 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2013 6:35 pm
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Sitting here wasted and wounded
at this old piano
Trying hard to capture
the moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka
is still lodged in my head
And some blond gave me nightmares
I think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
they won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and
French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
its own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and
what you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that I need

I want to lay you on a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

Well I'm so far away
That each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night
Just to see through this payphone
Still I run out of time
Or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper,
baby blind love is true

I want to lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died

When you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me
To stand in her spotlight again
Tonite I won't be alone
But you know that don't
Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove
For it's you that I'd die to defend

I want to lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

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H E L P !
Posted:Mar 21, 2013 7:28 am
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2013 5:37 am
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Am I blind today??? Where did all the other pages of my past blogs go?? Is this just something that happened to me or are there others having the same issue? HELP! I can't take all the changes going on here, damn, leave things that aren't broke, ALONE!!!
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My HNW contribution :)
Posted:Mar 20, 2013 9:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2013 3:29 pm
8782 Views
Hope every one is having a great HNW/hump day! Enjoy

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This makes me smile when I hear it :)
Posted:Mar 20, 2013 8:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2013 7:34 am
8654 Views

Hey pretty girl, won't you look my way
Love's in the air tonight
You can bet you make this ol' boy's day
Hey pretty girl, won't you look my way

Hey pretty girl, can I have this dance
And the next one after that
Gonna make you mine there's a real good chance
Hey pretty girl, can I have this dance

Hey pretty girl, it feels so right
Just like it's meant to be
All wrapped up in my arms so tight
Hey pretty girl, it feels so right

Life's a long and winding ride
Better have the right one by your side
And happiness don't drag its feet
Time moves faster than you think

Hey pretty girl, wanna take you home
My momma's gonna love you
She'll make me sleep on the couch, I know
Hey pretty girl, wanna take you home

Hey pretty girl, let's build some dreams
And a house on a piece of land
We'll plant some roots and some apple trees
Hey pretty girl, let's build some dreams

Life's a long and winding ride
Better have the right one by your side
Happiness don't drag its feet
And time moves faster than you think

Hey pretty girl, you did so good
Our baby's got your eyes
And a fighter's heart like I knew she would
Hey pretty girl, you did so good

Hey pretty girl, when I see the light
And it's my time to go
I'm gonna thank the Lord for a real good life
A pretty little girl and a beautiful wife

Still waiting to be someones 'pretty girl'
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Peeving on hump day
Posted:Mar 20, 2013 8:32 am
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2013 11:52 am
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I'm having an issue with the lack of courtesy and decency I'm experiencing lately. I don't understand why it is so hard to respond to someone if they send you an email/text/im, it doesn't have to be lengthy, but at least let the person know their words aren't just floating around space, lost and uncared for. I try very hard to respond to any email I receive on this site, I think that it is only fair to let the other party know that you did read their message, whether you are interested in them or not.

One of the biggest issues I have is when you do actually meet up with someone and they don't have the gumption to respond to you. If you didn't really enjoy the time spent with the person and you really don't think it will work, then why can't you at least tell them?! I'm the type of person that likes all loose ends tied up in a bow, I don't care for them to be scattered around in the wind. It's inevitable that you are not going to click with every person you meet, but at least be an ADULT and let them know in a nice way that it just won't work out.
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DAMN!
Posted:Mar 18, 2013 9:11 am
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2013 1:06 pm
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Just have to vent a little.....just got an email from a guy who is fairly local, complimented me on being a hot mama, then proceeds to ask how he 'can get up in it'! So, I give a little chuckle, then glance at his name and age ........he's friggin' 18! Damn , I'm not into robbing the cradle and usually sex with someone so young is over very quickly.(if ya know what I mean) It's not my thing! Why don't these young bucks go find a similar young doe and learn the ropes with them? Don't waste your youth, go, explore, have tons of sex! Learn what women like and don't like, learn what you like and don't like. Just be free

Thanks all for listening
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Spring....it hasn't sprung
Posted:Mar 18, 2013 5:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2013 8:00 pm
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It's Monday and it's so dreary outside Just when you think Spring is almost here, we get a storm advisory for snow/sleet, wth! I'm ready to wake to sunshine and hear the birdies chirping, see the flowers popping up, it's my second favorite time of year.

BUT, that isn't happening today. Today I don't feel like doing anything. I would love to just lay naked in bed with a willing partner all day. Cuddle, kiss, touch, lick, nibble, laugh, doze off together after a wonderful round of sex. Wake up and do it all over. Make a snack and eat it under the covers together while watching a movie. That sounds like such a wonderful idea to me! I can remember a couple times when I was able to do that, they were amazing times. I wish I could get them back .......where's that time machine!? lol

Any takers for a round of hooky under the covers?
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What once was
Posted:Mar 17, 2013 7:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2013 5:21 am
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I'm feeling a bit melancholy tonight, thinking of good times that have gone by, old friends that I hardly see anymore. Some that I'll not see again til God calls me home. Last year feels like an eternity ago. Why is it that we tend to lose time, forget good things and only remember the bad? I've been thru some rough spots in my life and I'm definitely in a better place right now, but at times, I miss those moments when things weren't all that good, but I had my and I had some very good friends and that seemed to make it alright. At times I can't even remember the woman I was then, she seems so different than who I am now. I wish I had a time machine and could go back to where ever I wanted. Wouldn't that be wonderful! Not saying that I would change things that have happened, but that it would be great to re visit them. They say everything happens for a reason, we just don't know what those reasons are always. I have a few regrets, some unanswered questions ......would I want to find those answers? I honestly don't know.
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lovers
Posted:Mar 17, 2013 7:41 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2013 9:12 am
7576 Views

If I had my way
I'd be with you every day

Lovin you always and all ways

But fate dealt me a different hand

So, I suffer the loneliness
and dream of a better land
Where lovers can love without regret
Til the ends of time does stand
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My got run over by the tractor and my best friend ran away
Posted:Mar 16, 2013 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2013 6:18 pm
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I think I have finally realized why my life is so fucked up at times. I listen to country music too much. I'm starting to believe the damn lyrics! I think I deserve the fairy tale ending. The double wide trailer with the aluminum lawn furniture. The cowboy in his dusty boots and tight ass jeans that comes rollin' up in his pick up truck. Hops out and takes me in his arms and says he'll love me forever.

DAMN COUNTRY MUSIC! STOP MAKING ME THINK I CAN HAVE IT ALL!!

Although, in a post script, maybe if I listened more to the songs about killing your cheating husband or threatening you to stay with me til your dead, I might make out better
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