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I have always flirted and got along with guy friends better then girl friends. Why is that? I love my husband, he treats me very well, but when it comes the sex I feel I need more then just a roll in the hay and done in 20 maybe 25 minutes. I am in my mid 30's and never had anyone go down on me until 2 years ago.Yes, he was from Senior Sizzle. I found I like it very much, maybe because its new to me but I like it. Hubby doesn't do things like that. We did rent a porn one time and I asked why he doesn't do that and he replied I thought you didn't like it. He will never know until he tries. Well, we tried some of the stuff on the porn and he went down on me but it just did not feel right. Is it wrong to want something and have the feelings it gives you from someone else if the one person can't do it right. I know its wrong being married and cheating like this , but why do I feel there's more out there then what I get at home. I will never tell my best friend about this site again . She sent email to me hubby telling him I was seeing someone from this site. That stirred things up alittle. I got him to think I just spoke with this guy and fell asleep in his truck.
Before we moved to Florida I had an affair with somefrom Senior Sizzle for about 2 months but ended when I left the state. During those 2 months I was getting cold vibes from hubby. He was leaving for work 2 hours before his shift when it was only 10 or 15 minutes aways. I suspected things but had no prove. finally his last night of work he was trying to do something on the computer and left something laying around. The next morrning I was cleaning up and gettig rid of stuff and came acrossed a love letter his was working on that night. it was to 2 women and saying how much he wanted to vbe alone with just one of them. Now I know why his didn't get too upset when she sent that email to him.
because he was doing the same thing. yet he said he things happen after you work with someone for so long. I think thats BS but who am I to say.
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Posted:Sep 16, 2014 5:46 pm
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2014 10:22 am
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Does anyone over 40 watch the Disney channel? My husband seems too watch it when he is trying to nap during the day for work. I know I found him rubbing himself while watching a Harry Potter Movie on tv and then found out on our DVR there was all theese Harry Potter Movies. I saw him doing the same thing with the (D) channel but it wasn't as hard.. I don't know if it's because of where he works or what. I know alot of people look and watch porn but, is that something that just turns him on or do you think he just likes teenagers. I don't mean like the Barneys shows for the little ones but like the ones about to turn 17 or 18. Does that seem creepy to you.as much as it does to me. or is it just me. that has me confused
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Waiting and wanting
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Posted:Sep 15, 2014 11:42 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2014 8:25 am
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As I sit here I keep thinking about the guy up the street, not know when he will get home from his business trip. I text him last night after hubby left for work. He asked what I was doing and I said I was laying in bed wishing he was here. So I got on this site and watched porn in bed. A couple weeks before I went on vacation we got an Android streaming box and as hubby and I were loading TV shows I told him we had to have porn ( he chuckled)so now we have 3 porn channels and I have to say they are pretty good. I asked hubby if he wanted to watch together but he said no.., it was like he didn`t want to admit to watching it.. Could it be because he would want to do the sex act that's on the porn but knowing I can`t cuz of my handicap. Yea, if I reach over in the morning in bed and get him hard he doesn`t mind, so what is the difference in watching porn together. You still end up getting laid.>>! Sometimes I think back to the first guy I met from this site about 10 yrs ago. he just layed me in the back of seat of his car and told me to lay back and relax. That was the first time I had my pussy licked and I LOVED IT sometimes I need that little edge he was so gentle and lite with the tongue. that's what I need and its hard to match up to him.
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Good vacation
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Posted:Sep 14, 2014 10:16 am
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2014 9:31 pm
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Ok, had a good vacation with hubby. I don`t know if its because I got insanely drunk one night and told him what I looked up on the computer last or we were really relaxed. We did go somewhere different other than where we normally go and it was very quiet with a view over looking a golf coarse. No we don`t golf. We took his lap top and I took my tablet I sent a copy of my passwords to my drop box and found him looking at my tablet so as soon as we got home I changed some of my passwords.. The only reason I put them in my drop box was so I could get to them easily since I couldn`t get to my computer and sadly my tablet doesn`t have a usb. but now I know the password to get on his laptop. So is this good or bad or just give and take? Oh` the one thing I told him that I looked up was, what makes a guy get hard and what it actually means. Let me tell ya he was shocked.
The guy up the street from me is getting real friendly with me. We text each other more, and I try to stop by and see him when he is home. I texted him one time that I was at a hotel by myself and when he came it was the best sex. He had his tablet and found some good porn and we just sat in bed watching it until he had to pause it then the fun started. He still talks about it, saying how good it was that night. Life is good now.
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Having a Good Feeling
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Posted:Oct 24, 2012 11:33 am
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2014 10:44 am
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Being handicap and using a wheelchair kinda puts a damper on things. When someone takes there time to get to know you, that opens up other door in perspective. You may have limitations but so do other poeple that seem fine to you. We all have limitations and have to ajust. So do not judge people until you get to know them. So if see somone with a handicap walking or in a wheelchair crossing the street or road have some common curtiscy to stop the car and let that person cross safely, or iif you see they are having trouble doing something help them out, becuase you might meet some day and find out they are not that different then u or you may meet someone from here and say, hey I know you from some where.
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Is this really happening
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Posted:Oct 23, 2012 5:22 am
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2014 10:55 am
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I moved to Florida about 7 years ago. Every time I go up the street I would see this man in his garage, cute,tall, and bald. Every time I would go by we would just stare at each other and smile as I would continue going by. One day he asked me to stop and we would talk in his drive way. That day we found out about each other. I was marreid and he was single.Then I woulld notice his car would be gone for weeks or months at a time. Then I would see him again with his garage door open I stop and said hi from the end of his drive way,he motioned his hand to come closer,with that smile on his face and that look in his eye, I knew something was stirring. He asked me if I was behaving and I replied with a smirk and said, never. We both knew from the very first time our eyes met we knew we wanted each other. Then one day we bumped into each othher at lowes. we talked he asked how I was and we pulled to the side of the isle . After we talked for 10 miwutes he looked at me one more time with a smile and glisten in his eye he said stop by some time and lets talk. The very next day I went by his house and the garage door was shut. So I knocked on the door and he invited me in with that look in his eye. We sat an the couch but, this was like one of those extra wide ones. Right off the bat I could he had a hard on. He asked what I liked and I said you,he smiled and said I like you to. He grabbed my hand and placed it on his hard dick. he leaned over towards me with his back against coach and kissed me. I never had so many tingles running thru my body. we made it to the bed room
we both wanted it I was all wet and he crawled up next to me his nerves got the best of him. He said this has never happemd to before he was so embaranced, at first he could figure out why then he realized what it was, he said he never did with a married woman. I tried to comfort him to relax by rubing him and sliding my hand up and down his chest but hit just got worse. So I went home hinking was it me or him. The next day I was going up the street and his car was gone. Days, weeks and months went by but I kept thinking how good it could have been. then after about four or five months there he was standing in his drive way with the garaage door open, as I went by I said hello with a smile, he called me over and he said he has been thinking alot and about me. He said he thought alot about what happened then I said but I can`t help the fact I`m married and to get over it. He looked at me with that glisten in his eye, I knew what was gonna happen.I slowly backed away and he knew I was trying hard not to let the other people in their yards know what was going on between us so he said , you look like you could use some water, come on in. I went in the garage and he shut the garage door. We went into the house he shut all the blinds and he pinned me up against the wall rubinrg his dick against me I rolled my eyes back in relief. We sat on the couch, right away he started kissing me slowly,As we both took our shorts off I laid flat on my back on the couch, he rubbed some lotion on my thigh then rubbing his dick against my thigh. I laided there breathing heavy,feeling warm and tinglly moaning for his touch,but then we he get closer to my pussy it would start to loose its hardness. I grab his ass and started talking diirty and it slowly came back and he was pounding me hard. When I stopped talking he would loose it again. Then I was talking how I go on tthese dirty site and play with my toys when my hubby left for work at night. that did it he was all over me so the dirty I was the better it got. When we were done I could barelly walk. He walked me out the garage door and and said have fun at walmart and I said thanks fur the water. Yes his nerves did show their side but as we went on they disappeared.
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Posted:Nov 3, 2009 3:48 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2013 8:48 am
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Ok,I went to a halloween party at this guys house. He wasnt a stranger tho he knew me from a couple meetings and other house parties. This guys house was made for a party. Thhhere was a garden waterfall. a Tiki bar, and hot tub that was level with the groud,all in a screen in porch that had a fence around it. I new a few people there. I knew he was gay and some others that were there. I was surrounded in a room full of gay guys, so I prety much felt I could do or say anything I wanted. everyone was in a costum, including me. There were a couple other girls there, but I think they were gay too. I was there w/o my hubby. So I just had a few drinks and let loose. There was a DJ with kareokee. it was great fun. I think the host was surprised the most cause I was lip singing with all the songs,dancing, and flirting weather they gay or not. There was one guy doing kareokee singing to me on his knees. After he huged me and kissed me on the cheek, cuz I was so much fun. Now it gets interesting, there was this other guy there, that I kwew from asome meeting from a group I am in. Well I noticed that at this group meetings our eyes meet and stare alittle to long. He was surrprised to see me there also. He interduced me to his boyfriend. Well, as the night went on he was keeping his eye on me. Karokee was playing and I joined the crowd up at the mic. I was dancing swaying my hips he got behind me so I leaned back up against his chest. He was swaying with me pressing his dick up against my ass. I know he is gay but thats not what it felt like. Even tho he had tight bike shorts on underneth I could still tell it was hard. I dont know what happened to his boyfriend but he was very attached to me the rest of the nite. He was drunk so he couldn`t take me home. I got a ride from someone elseq there cuz he had to work the next day. I took my top off in the bathroom (the one under the costum,then I took my shoes and socks off) . So I was almost naked if I took the costum off. I wanted to get in the hot tub, but my ride home was leaving then I asked if he would get in with me. He started to take his shorts off right in front of me but he was so drunk he thought he mite drowd. So he walked me out to the car of who was driving me home with his hands around my waist. He helped me in the car and as the door shut I grabed his hand as I didn`t want to let go,as he walked backwards looking at me our arms were stretched out slowly leting go. I don`t know when I will seeq him agin cuz he is working in the state capital until his class starts in 2 months.Then I relized the next day heis 19 years yonger. So if I see him agian,How do I approach him.
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Beach
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Posted:May 3, 2008 8:43 am
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 6:40 am
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Ok, I went to the beach and got a bad sunburn. I am starting to peel in places I thought I bever could. I feel a little crapy but must be from the sunburn cuz I got chills. I hace to wash my hairbut don't won't to get worse. My computer is so screwed up my hubby hooked up the old computer and wants me to tranfer everything over including my favorites which include site like this one. what makes it worse is that hubby's lap top fried so now we are shareing the same computer. I have to delete my brousing history every day so he doesn't spy on me. but lets face it we both look at porn. Not the same ones tho.
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What to do
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Posted:Sep 2, 2007 4:35 pm
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2012 7:42 am
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Ok, I am just a stardard member. I had this really good chat going on. I should have know with this site you can only send so many a day. I did my quota for the day and right when it was getting good I couldn't send any more email. Tha sucks I don't have enough point to buy a silver membership and I if I buy it hubby might ask questions. oh hum
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sucks
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Posted:Sep 2, 2007 5:00 am
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2013 8:45 am
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how come every time I meet some one online, and we plan to meet and then at the last minute something happens and its a no show
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a blast
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Posted:Aug 31, 2007 6:54 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2008 6:00 am
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Ok, I haven't been on this site for awhile. Two weeks ago I got back from Daytona, I was there for a week. My cousin flew in from Delaware. She called a couple times before she came down and asked me if there was any place to skydive near there. I find a place in Deland. I started talking to the guy on the phone and asked ?'s. Like, what if you have a handicap, or a head injury. Well, I got the jump set up in Titsville. It was a beautiful spot for some one out of town. It over looked the Space Center. Me, my hubby, and my cousin drive from Daytona to titsville . We got there and the lady said she had 2 jumps for that time slot. MM hubby knew my cousin was jumping and he wasn't jumping and that left one other person, ME . Yes I jumped out of a moving plane at 15000 feet. Tandem jumping, I was all for it. The only one that knew I was jumping, was her and my neighbor. I have a video and pics of the whole thing. I could not pass up the idea of jumping out of a plane at 15000 feet with a cute guy strapped to my ass. That was one a hell of a jump.
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getting P*ssed
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Posted:May 11, 2007 5:30 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2008 12:37 pm
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OK, is there something going on with my phone or what every time I try to call someone I get the wrong #. Now either they don't what to talk to me or I dropped my phone 1 too many times. Then when I send someone an yim they never answer is it me or is there something screwy going on.
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friends
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Posted:May 6, 2007 9:25 am
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2013 8:39 am
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Hey looking to make friends with or without benefits. I'd like go to a meet and greet just to see who the people are and talk face to face. Sometimes the screen in chat rooms can be a pain. Tired of sticking around the house. I am alot of fun when you get to know me. I might have some draw backs but I try not to let stop me.
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