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''FIEND 1964 FEELINGS!!!!!!!!"
 
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"Foreign Affairs'
Posted:Sep 29, 2018 11:21 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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I met Bianca at a club that night. We had a few drinks and talked about things I never thought about. , marriage and so forth. Plans to build an empire and have stern foundation. She just sit there listening and waiting on our flight. "Flight 406 headed to Romania departing in 4 hours. So we chat some more then grabbed our coats as the weather was frigid and brisk. Not the kind back in Texas. "I'm a good ole country boy from down South'. "This country was one I 'm journeying to for a story'. I explained as we watched the planes depart and arrive. "So you're country then?' She asked. "What name your mom, give you? ' Pausing as if puzzled to the answer that vague query. "S'cuse' me?' "Your name, your name?' She exclaimed. "All Americans have one!. "Oh, "Oh!' My name' Sorry mam, I'm Francis Charles Perkins II'. "Please to make your acquaintances.' She giggled and giggled as we both began to chuckle. "Well they state, everything is big in Texas', "I'm curious'. "With a name such as dis'. "Oh you find me funny, now?' "There's, restroom over there'. "You can go peel the eggs off face'. My friend which I had just made acquaintances was laughing her ass off. "Okay!' "Ladies first'. I followed her into the restroom, where things really got steamy. Clothes were lost and underwear were none. "oh you too', we joked. I laid her on the table top where she rode me for what seemed like an hour. "This is over we're both going to need showers.' Catching my stride and sweaty, both perfume and cologne mixing we didn't hear the buzzer ring and in the door walked this vixen. Staring us up and down. She stated "You Americans are all alike!' Departing the restroom disturbed and distraught. We boarded our plane where we continued our hot tempting trot. "Arriving in Romania, all passengers please buckle your safety belts'. When I awoke I realized it was but a dream. Departing the plane and feeling as if I'm going insane. The same girl I dreamt of was also getting off my plane. "Did we, did you and I?!' "Shh!' "My love somethings are better just left forgotten'. She kissed me, walked away, still to this very day, I still ponder, about the foreigner which I not sure of but think of often which I did experience a beautiful sensual affair but in a coffin. This time you decipher whom is who. Ciao. Recall he did say "Down South'. Fiend 1964 Later.
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"The Chase and Conqueror'
Posted:Sep 29, 2018 9:36 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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We arrive at the house , pulling up to the front door, I disarm the alarm system while you wait for the "okay/All clear to come in. Suddenly there is a shot in the woods. Grabbing my weapon, I run into the yard. You're missing. So franticly I run into the woods. No evidence of a struggle, just a note that reads. "You already Know, I have that which you seek'. "Come get it, if you can find it'. No name was stated just a devious smile with a cross'. I start off running through the cemetery then past the old barn then down a steep hill as the cold chill in the night is getting to my lungs. Bewildered and outdone, I rest for a brief second. Knowing this could be my beloved's last moments. No time to rest too much, catching breath and attempting to gather my senses. I run upon another note, which leads to another dilemma. "Oh!' "You're so close, yet not, better hurry before, she's just a spot!! "Ha!' "Ha!' "Ha!' "Ha!' Back Tracking my steps, wandering through the forest then back up the hill, back through the cemetery. Exhausted and outdone. I head back to the house. Another shot rang out. I hurried back in the door were my lover lay there awaiting on the floor. I smiled and stare at this awesome stranger whom I yet know not but then I do. "Was that a bit over the top, my luv?!' She asked, "No.' I replied as I disrobe. Loosing all clothing and drop to be at her side. We passionately laid in bliss making love for hours, while awaiting the sun which didn't seem to matter while staring into each others eyes. I knew she was a catch, but for this beguiled lover it's worth the wait for the conqueror I had become to run through this scenario I would have gladly done, again and again, till I caught my chase. Morning had arrived and so she was gone for I knew come the night I would lay eyes upon my lover's again till dawn....."Yeah! I know by now you caught on. if not here's a gist. She drains the blood from the living. . Just a prelude to Halloween which is next month. Have fun! "Ha!' "Ha!' "Ha!' "Ha!' Oh you're probably wondering The fiend has spoken. Anyway have a safe day, night, afternoon, morning, or whatever time it is wherever you chose to dwell as your place of residency. Ciao!
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"Survived Hurricane Harvey'...... Now Irma is Plummeting Florida....Wow!
Posted:Sep 11, 2017 2:42 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2018 7:11 pm
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Well here we go again, what's happening people. Yeah, it's the fiend back again, Hurricane Harvey, devastated Houston. Both North /South areas the water was treacherous and dangerous. winds , water, rain. not the soft sort but hard pouring rain, almost no area wasn't' inundated without water and devastation. I work for a friend whom I went to help clean up a house in the northwest area, it was heartbreaking, the damage and loss they endured, I froze in my tracks just viewing the amount, the level at how high the water had reached I the houses in that area about 4 to 5 .5 feet high. Nothing to laugh about,. Just thank God I wasn't ' affected but God wanted me to see the damage that could' been my home, My house took on a lot of water, that pinholes developed in my ceiling, water began seeping from my window ceil I sustained water damage in one of my closet, but nothing like what I witnessed firsthand with my own eyes. People trying to save their "art painting' on tarp,(the type utilized to cover a home when you're having extermination done) at one home, the home I worked at, their furniture was on "paint cans' to keep them from being inundated with water. Expensive furniture, appliances and so forth lost to water damage. We threw away a lot of contaminated items. Again you had to be there. Now Hurricanes Irma are targeting Florida and Jose isn't far behind. We survived the storm, but it's just the human spirit that has been broken and I nearly shed tears at what I saw ...Just thankful. Could've been my area with that type of level of damage. There were certain areas on my side of town that weren't spared. But thankful that life wasn't lost there was enough loss of life in some areas due to negligence (didn't listen to what the meteorologist were telling them not to do. But you can't save ignorance. Not to step on any feet But you can't contain curiosity when it's unnecessary to get out there. Well the fiend 1964 has spoken, people these storm aren't works of man, their God's right hand, think about it. Not going biblical on you, but facts are there.. Time to wake up and smell the realness!!! Wouldn't you agree... Race isn't a factor, "being human' is...I did what I did out love for people even though I probably was name called but that wasn't the case I didn't care...God doesn't know race just his "'....Have a great day God bless.... fiend 1964.
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"What Are We Doing?!'...........
Posted:Dec 22, 2014 12:26 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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As you venture through this existence called life. Some point and time the evidentual query might cross your mind...What are we doing? May even appear perplexing to consider the alternative as to where you've been and how far you still have to travel.Okay let me simplify this . If you happen upon a person in this lifetime that doesn't become evasive (male /female)then don't shut them out because of insignifcant matters such as I've had a bad experience (relationships,encounters with the wrong individual and so forth)The time has come to put aside bad feelings. The holidays are upon us. Yes again you'll spend another lonely cold existence by yourself because you shut out what would've have been the best thing that happened in your life as a human. So prepare for another year without the individual that made you feel alive. Still need time to convey to your mind what am I doing instead of what are we doing?Oh by the way your mind is way ahead of you. Maybe what were you thinking should be more the query instead of what are. The person you set aside or located to the proverbial back burner so to speak, was only seeking the same as you understanding,caring,compassion, and love. Didnt wish to argue or debate over whatever the situation was. (We all have encountered this type of individual although some may never admit to it.) But in truth we were too afraid to confess it. Someone who knew your thoughts your mind and heart just by being there. But as the proverbial statement is constantly conveyed ("Time waits on no man')) So true. Anyway think about this, then ask yourself "what are we doing?' . A query that has been floating around like a chain on a light switch that is swinging back and forth. Is this just cliché or does my existence coincide with this query. Only you can decipher this with your answer. Not mine. We don't all think or react in the same manner.You might get that second chance....Perhaps....Anyway have a safe holiday and please,please no texting or talking while driving. Utilize a bluetooth device if necessary. We are aware law enforcement does this but somebody has to be the bigger authority. Wouldn't you agree? Enough accidents deaths and so forth as it is. Be safe and from fiend1964 Merry Christmas and a prosperious New Year...fiend1964.....Ciao.:-
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"Memories Of Ghost(Lost Love).'
Posted:Nov 11, 2014 9:46 pm
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2018 7:16 pm
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Okay,so you go on with your life as if every bit and piece has been inserted in place. As if a puzzle you have all the pieces to. But the one difference never considered. No closure. So you are (your heart) left wide open like "abandoned' revolving saloon doors that swing back and forth during a strong breeze from the wind. So the ghost that haunts you is that memory etched into psyche. As if burned into your existing mind with a branding iron. You're left with the thought of the lost love that is gone but never forgotten(male or female). Like some spirit chasing you down or a recurrence of a dream that won't allow you to sleep.Correction nightmare. One that eludes the theory of what if. What did I do so bad? (Sometimes you awake tearful then others you allow the dream to play itself to the finale). You ask the query. But the proverbial answer isn't available . Time has a way of haunting the mind. Projecting all the "What ifs,maybe I said all the wrong things,finger pointing at the other soul that was a part of this relationship. Forgetting the one thing that matters most. (You both did love each other). Something that time has to heal. Not distance.The other person might be just as confused as you. Sure we go on as if everything is "peachy keen'. . But on the other hand how do we know that for certain until the 2 hearts reconnect or gain closure. Until then all you attain are your ghost that continue to circle your mind and the memories of that love that might not be lost but instead awaiting you. Only time will decipher that conclusive analogy. Not you or he/she. Ciao. fiend has spoken. fiend1964.:
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"IF YOU THINK, IT'S "EFFING STUPID, iT'S PROBABLY IN HOUSTON'
Posted:Oct 9, 2013 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2014 7:23 pm
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Okay, this time, this is just stupid. You continually place a "so called QB out there he throws, interception after interception, can't score one touchdown and that's okay? I think not. First off I won't even state a word about Dallas, they nearly won the game. True football at its' finest. (Minus the interception). But they lost by a field goal. So they really don't have to be discouraged. On the other hand what the "f' is wrong is wrong with Houston? Everything, the coach, the QB and some of the player. Even JJ WATT is still trying to figure out just what's really going on here. (Okay aren't we suppose to be winning or at least scoring) This is on the ever so faithful "Texan fans' mind. But the sad truth. I think some dirty money has been exchanged. If not, "WAKE UP!' IT'S GAMETIME, NOT PRACTICE TIME!'. Some body better get their thoughts together or there will be a lot of lonely nights on the couch . In other-words lose the loser and get some one who can accomplish the task at hand.(That is if you want to gain your fandom back and lose the threats and malice that has been circulating for 2weeks now. Angry fans and others that observed the slaughter on last week).So now you heard it take some pointers whatever has been had you in a bad slump. GET RID OF IT NOW!!!! Otherwise continue on the path to "NO WHERE'S VILLE'. (Alone and despised)(Their a joke why bother to even watch, yeah their going to do like they did before(fumble, interception, QB Sacked and more embarrassment). That doesn't sound good to me. But I wouldn't wish to be in your shoes. Anyway, better luck guys. Get your act together. Game 6 is right at the front door. The play offs are getting farther and farther away from hopes.. Think about the outcome years ago and what's going on now. "DEJA VU'. would you think. Seems like days of old are resurfacing.....Later fiend's got to go.. . Things to do and people to visit...I'm AUDI . fiend1964 has spoken. Can you maneuver to win some games you getting way behind...?
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Concentrate On The Game Not The Score, It's Not Over Till It's Over'
Posted:Sep 29, 2013 9:13 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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Okay, I'll ignore some things and then others are just stupid. If you're going to screw up every Sunday or whenever you play football.. My advice why bother!' Do we have men out there on the football field or "scared' "little boys'. I don't give a darn about you being built like a weightlifter or just solid.(No I'm a straight(HETROSEXUAL MALE) Just making a point. When you get on that field. That won't matter if you keep throwing interceptions, fumbling, receiving continual sacks or dropping passes that should have been caught ending a 17 point deficit. A "fuck up is a fuck up' and you can't take it back. You have back up quarterbacks and refuse to utilize them. What are you paying them to ride the bench when they could be scoring touchdowns. In other-words you have to finish a game before it's actually over not because "oh we have a 17 point lead or a 24 point advantage and so forth. All it takes is 3 or 4 touchdowns and you're history end of story. I reside in Houston. I know I can speak for some but not all. "What the fuck?'>>!...\8 Because that's precisely what happened to "Houston...If you follow.. "And no Vaseline', to ease the pain. Twice you given the opportunity and you can't deliver. Angels were watching over them. Time and again they retrieved the ball and still didn't get the job accomplished. I Can't really blame Matt Schaub. The guy had enormous amounts of pressure on him. "Pulling a what I term a "David Carr'. There were suppose to be 10 other guys on the field besides him. "What happened?' If you all remember 76 times in a season. Guess who's on the menu now. Allowing the QB to get sacked and no one protecting him is wrong. The man was nervous and knowing what was expected of him. Hats off to him. Yes I don't care whom doesn't like it. Ever played side line treatment, as a ?'(Nail-biter) That's what was going on.. "Really?!' If you hate the QB that bad. Just tell the coach he's the problem not the QB. He's simply doing what he was instructed to do.:"> "Pulling that number on him and allowing him to take punishment for whatever the problem. "I M M A T U R E!' Are you adults are ?' Don't be a jerk, this man does have a wife and family, imagine what he's going to face tonight.. "Would "YOU! want to be in his shoes. I don't know if any one read details about the "snafu'. But after he saw the mistake (Interception and 58 yard touchdown return)pounding his fists in the artificial turf. Yeah that does sound like someone whom did that on purpose. (Doesn't appear as the "Matt Schaub that throws for 10 to 40 yards or more per down that is.) "NOT!' The guy read him and followed his lead and got lucky. I WOULDN'T CARE TO WEAR THOSE "SHOES "ANY GIVEN SUNDAY!'(HINT) Yeah it can happen you've seen the movie(well some may have (Al Pacino, Cameron Diaz, Jamie Foxx, Bill Bellamy and the list goes on...If you haven't check it out..(Same scenario). Just watch the difference come next game. Their mind wasn't there it was elsewhere. Exhibit A. Didn't score until the 2nd quarter and then it went downhill from there. Exhibit B. Allowed the team to come back and dominate the 3rd and fourth quarters Finally Exhibit C. "Overtime really?!' There shouldn't have been an overtime.. "Period!' Consider all these facts before you become their "judge, jury and THEIR "PROVERBIAL "EXECUTIONER!'. Anyway I'm a tad bit upset but not to a point it puts a damper on my day. I'm still going to proceed to do whatever I had in mind. I read on Twitter where some of the Sea Hawks' fans were just as "shocked' as The Texans fans were angry. . "Come on!' "It's a game!' Not the end of existence as we know it. Think about how these guys are feeling right about now?' Probably like crawling under a rock and remaining there until "end of the world'...They're human not some robot that didn't function correctly due to a malfunction. Anyway have a great night and remember if you were out there and the entire world was watching how would you feel?' "Remember this is national television'. Key term "National' "NFL'. Later fiend1964
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"Wandering Heart Or Lost Soulmate'
Posted:Apr 28, 2013 10:26 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2017 11:38 am
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Through this journey we venture in and consider normal existence, how many lost soulmates or wandering hearts have actually passed you by."You know the one you passed up for something better or thought it was. The guy you met at the bar or the girl you saw from a distance and decided you have something better."When in all truth', "the something better as it's put'. Is just what we settle with,or have become comfortable with. The name calling,hurtful gesture which never receive apologetic or i'm sorry words."Screaming at each other day in day out. Going to bed and mad as hell at the other. The old saying is if you lay down with dogs..I'm more than sure you've got the gist by now.."Hopefully!' If you like the names,slut, bitch, , bastard, of a bitch, mother..."Read between the lines. What happened to the love that was there.."Marriage or otherwise..Is this what you really want or do you like the "make up sex and the abusive violence that follows after the emotions have died and you're just going through the motions."Hey newsflash' the party's been over long ago. The lights have been turned off and the songs that use to amuse you(male or female) Don't have that affect anymore...So here the real query.."What now?!' The old make sex is boring and tedious'. It has lost it's flare and the flame has gone to sleep.(The male anatomy) "Need I say more?'"Boggled?' "Don't be'. You passed up a good thing years ago the "girl that caught your eye or the guy whom would open the door each and everytime you stepped out with him'. Oh don't play dumb!' We all have our little secrets'. Some just more than others. "Sex isn't always on the menu each time you go out with someone. So you can squash that theory. "That wandering heart or the possible soulmate is long gone. You gave them the cold shoulder or the brush off.."Could've been happiness thrown down the drain..."You know who it was'.."Other the jerks you're accustomed to' The one that just wants sex and then it's quiet time the game is on, or never anytime to go places with you, have to work or any excuse they can create, to avoid you....Think about it The one you have in your bed that makes you angry The one whom just gets the better of you during a game of ...Well you fill in the blanks'..."No respect is going to come from this person, enetity,being, idiot, proverbial ass.(Again male or female). They laugh at you behind your back and smile in your face. Tell you're weak or never going to amount to anything.."So again why do you deal with this.."Oh I've been there done that..."Not me , but the other person I let's just say escaped from(Divorced now and happy for it)...Anyway..."Good luck and don't deal with shit if you don't have to ...Life is short..But the "graveyard venture' is even shorter..."Get the picture..."LATER fiend1964....
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Posted:Apr 24, 2013 5:19 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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There are many entities that invade our lives as we grow. There are peer groups, college buddies, girlfriends/boyfriends, and last but not least our spouses. Now we never consider the fact there are other emotions floating around for someone whom we just happen across as time past after failed marriages, relationships and so forth. These encounters don't just occur online or outside our "universal space'(personal space). They manifest when least expected. A soul searching for something other than the usual suspects.(B.S,crap, malarchy ass kissing to get along,ie,and so forth). Now this soul has dealt with everything thrown its' way including the kitchen sink. Dealing with more assholes, pricks, cunts, and so forth.(This doesn't just apply to women). There are more if you choose to believe or accept the fact,males than females whom can be a larger more viable "cunt'. (Not referencing to the anatomy). But hyperthetically speaking. These emotions tend to shy away for fear of more of the same hurt,anguish,abuse, negligence, distrust brought about through lies,deception and broken hearts more times than acceptable. The I'll do better or the degradation of character through name calling. (Bitch,, stupid .....) Well you get the picture. First off a "bitch' is a female 4 legged animal, dog,cat,rat, or any other 4legged species as well as other species. A hoe is garden equipment and any other name..Well unless you're into the proverbial M.F. along with others can be damaging to the pysche. In otherwords how can a wandering "universal emotion ever locate and find that peace with the twin soul that is lonely, spiteful and full of hatred, if these entities are present? Anyway universal emotions are shared throughout this planet. You never know when someone you meet by internet,foreign countries, a phone call or just a mutual meeting place(store, restaurant,coffee shop,comic shop, or any place you might happen to be. My query is are you searching and seeking something, better than your current situation? Or are you "truly', undeniably, without query, without doubt, or the proverbial she or he might be cheating on you, theory, notion. The one that sits in the back of your head and wonders...When that person creates more excuses for being late for missed dinners, engagements,or last minute excuses concocted to cover up the lies. Which will you accept or just lay over and cry night after night. Because the little light in your head informs you there something "dead' and it isn't an animal'..."
Get the "big picture'..."Then again...Later fiend1964...Ciao!...Let this marinate for however long it takes you to wake the "@uck up!'..."P.S. Just keep telling yourself it'll get better..He/She is just stressed out from work....Less attention paid is a "red flag'. So is the "I'm tired or not tonight I have a migrane.' Then again you be the judge'..."Hey what do I know..."Right?!' "Cheating is still cheating whether physical or pseudo psychologically, or emotionally...."Again later...The fiend has spoken...See ya!'fiend1964
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"Melon Time Again'
Posted:Jun 10, 2012 5:52 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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"Yeah it's that time to ship up and set down to some "juicy' "plump' "ripe' delicious, "mouth watering', make your eyes pop open and ...Not what your perverted mind might be thinking.No dude it's "melon time' in my case means.."Watermelons!' Eventhough "boobs, tits' honkers, gazongas, breast,etc..Are often times called by these illustrious names by us men.."Naw baby that's not the case here.."Now I don't know too many individuals that don't devour melons.."Now You can get a erection'..."I'm referring to both the human kind and edible..."But don't go chewing on your wife, fiancee' girlfriend, or bed partners'."I'm' more than sure they won't appreciate you trying to make a meal of them'..."I'don't know about y'all but "I' love a little "salt' on mine.."Anyway'.."Later and watch out for "bathsalts'.."That's the "zombie drug' that makes a person believe they superhuman strength'...If you read the papers or the internet you'll find out about it...."And no the victims don't turn into "brain crazed' hungry "zombies'.."So you can to pardon the pun.' "Can'that myth altogether."From what I read the man just attacked the victim. The police shot the homeless naked man and he refused to stop eating the guy's face'.."What kind of drug could do this to a person?!'..."The thought alone should make you ill and sick to ypur stomach.."That you devoured someone's face.."If you "come to your senses'.."Really?!'.."The world is going to hell,and I for one don't want to be in that "extended existence'..."Well the fiend has to go to class'.."Attending classes online'.."Be cool'..."Peace!'...."P.S..."Be careful out there
Trouble is lurking just seeking a unknowing or unsuspecting "victim'...."Will you be one?!'..Fiend is audi!'...B)
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"Trophy,Conquerer or "True Love'
Posted:Apr 29, 2012 2:43 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2012 2:52 pm
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"So you've made it past the hump and over the hill. just to achieve the prize.Woo! a night in the sack, and a good orgasm."Really?!"Has you wondering"Now what did I gain again.If you don't show and proceed with your end of the "deal' so to speak'"You will be looked at as the "Pussy'>>! The one whom is afraid to finish what you started.>>!"But what if you just got a bad "intuition' about the whole deal' what then are you still the coward'."Or are you the one whom backed down out of concern for how the other person may view you. Yeah call me "Mr.Philosophy', "The guy!' who can't get his act together or whatever you decide..."But the truth my friend is ..'.I'm not the "One' out to get every piece of butt out there.This is directed at "both!'.."Men and women'...."So the next time you decide to hit the sack cause it "Feel good'Ask yourself this question"No really!'Ponder this in your heart, mind, soul.Is this really what you want despite what you feel"Do you like having what I call "blind sex'"Perplexing to the psyche'..."But true..."Think about it!'.."Is this your goal to lay every male or female on the planet because of the size of a "large appendage or a "fat'....."Well you get the picture by now!'..Because if that's all you're after and no "future for a "relationship or possible marriage'...... "Well my friend you need to reevaluate all the problems that will come with that "IDEA'..."When sex dies you run to find another and another until..."Anyway'..."Have a good love life'NOTICE!."I did say "LOVE' not SEX!'..."Til next time "The fiend is audi..."Oh on a final note think about this...Are you the "TROPHY'"THE CONQUERER OR THE TRUE LOVE YOU SEARCHED FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE "ETERNITY FOR?!'.:..."PEACE!'...."I'm HISTORY!'......"BE CAREFUL THIS IS...... "2012!'
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"UNCERTAINTY' AND "UNKNOWN'
Posted:Sep 22, 2011 2:14 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 9:6 am
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"WELL' it can be said,"I'm' back. But to "WHAT'..."The same ol "STUFF'..."I' don't "have all the "INFO'. "I' need on my, "SO "CALLED' "RELATIONSHIP'.And as for her, "SHE'S' "full' of "UNCERTAINTY' and likes to "PLAY' by her own "RULES'. "WHICH' keeps me in the "DARK'..."SHE'S' the kind of person that is "AFRAID', and at the same time is "NERVOUS'. Because of past "RELATIONSHIPS' THAT "PLUMMETED' and hurt a "Big' part of her "TRUST' and "UNDERSTANDING'(HEART)..."THEREFORE'.."I' have to wait and STAY IN THE "what can "I' "DO' or "what "DO' "I' "DO' now.."PHASE'.."WHICH IS "what "I' refer to as the "UNKNOWN' zone.."HEY!' "She' is from another "COUNTRY' and they have "UNUSUAL'...."CUSTOMS'.."NO' "REALLY!'..."You can't give a "woman' any type of "Jewelry or "Buy' anything for them and send it by mail'..."Some fun "huh'..."WELL' not to me..."I' have to wait for an "EXTENDED' amount of time..."TALK ABOUT "LONG DISTANCE'..."TRY "6,000' "MILES' "APART!' "FROM' each other'....."That is truly a "lot' of distance to not be able to see someone "YOU'RE in "LOVE' with "Like it or not'.."I' don't have a "CHOICE!' "I'M' "Audi'..."CIAO!fiend1964
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''WAITING! FOR LOVE TO RETURN'
Posted:May 25, 2011 12:52 am
Last Updated:Mar 10, 2013 10:08 am
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ABOUT "ALMOST', 8mths. "AGO',I met a "BEAUTIFUL!' "BRUNETTE' online, and "WE' fell IN "LOVE', (BY THE WAY, SHE HAS "BABY "BLUE' EYES),SHE HAS A "SMILE' THAT CAN MELT AN ANGRY PERSON'S "ATTITUDE'.HER "STARE' IS "MESMORIZING' and "HER' BABY BLUES CAN "HYPNOTIZE' any "MAN'........"WELL' to make a long "STORY' short........."the "FIEND' is in "LOVE' and now "I'M' caught in a "WHIRL SPIN!'(for those of "YOU', THAT can "RELATE')my "PLIGHT' is that "I' don't have a "CLUE' on how to "GET' through this "DILEMMA'.(WAITING FOR HER TO "MAKE UP her "MIND')."I'VE' tried, burying "MYSELF'in my "WORK'........BUT "YOU' can "ONLY' do that for so "LONG' until......."YOU' "BREAKDOWN' out of "LONELINESS'for that "SOUL' that's out there."IT' feels as "IF' there's a "PIECE' of "YOU'"CUT!' AWAY' from "YOUR' body....."OH YEAH!,"I'M' also, an "ARTIST' and "I'VE' tried', getting "LOST' in my "DRAWINGS'........but after a "WHILE', "YOU' find "THAT' gets "BORING!'(YOUR THOUGHTS AREN'T THERE)....."SO' all "YOU' can "DO' is just "SIT' and "HOPE' the "ONE' that "HOLDS YOUR "HEART' "PRISONER' will "SOON' come back and "RETURN "THAT' "LIFE' and "RESTORE' "YOUR' "MISSING' "PIECE' of the "PUZZLE'..........."BUT'for "NOW!' all "CAN' "DO' IS "BE' "PATIENT' AND "CONTINUE' "WAITING! FOR "LOVE' TO "RETURN'......NO "MATTER' how "LONG' IT may "TAKE.' (AND "YES!' "SHE'S "WORTH' IT."SHE IS "MY "SOULMATE'......."I' THINK THAT "SPEAKS' for "ITSELF'.......WHAT DO "YOU' "THINK?!'............didn't say "I' was "CRAZY' and "LET' my "TRUE LOVE'.......GO!......."ONLY' A "FOOLISH' "PERSON' does that..."SOUMATES'.......DON'T "COME' very "OFTEN' but if "YOU' know WHAT TO "LOOK' for to tell "IF' "YOU'RE' "REALLY' "SOULMATES'.........YOU'LL know("LISTEN'! with "YOUR "HEARTS' and "MINDS') THEY'LL BOTH "AGREE' if it's "REAL AND "NOT!' "FAKE'........think about it.......CIAO!..........fiend1964
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