Thanksgiving Attitude of Gratitude..  

devilinhereyes72 50F
403 posts
11/23/2021 12:27 am

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12/3/2021 11:31 pm

Thanksgiving Attitude of Gratitude..

I reformatted make the weird marks I was seeing go away.

Wrote this years ago.
Still applies: With love.
Instead of a What I’m Thankful for List .. which me is obligatory and trite. I instead my list is of Gratitude and Gratefulness..

For friends near and far, lost things not lives, suffered, cried, watched as their realities shifted by chance or choice... most recently by chance, You are here, you ARE HERE. Homes can be rebuilt, things replaced, memories die if we stop telling tales... all can be recreated, rebuilt, renewed... is one YOU. YOU cannot be replaced, rebuilt.. you can be renewed phoenix from the ashes, flaming thunderbird... YOU are here. And crying with you instead of over you, laughing with you, creating new memories... For people, situations, and lessons... not things.

For friends new and old I’ve connected, reconnected with remind me “Calm the Crazy” keep me rooted, grounded when my head is floating about the clouds aimless like a balloon. friends whose lives diverged from mine, whose paths led them places bright or dark, continue learning... just as mine ebbs through peaks and valleys. And those reminded me that, as my will say “the road hell is paved with good intentions” beyond myself, take others feelings into consideration, when I forget to do so, and what I intended as a positive turns negative... to pause, stop and think before executing an action.

For relationships that taught me to really delve deep, reopen sacred scarred skin, remove the thorn that was healed beneath which had me believing that I wasn’t enough: Good enough, smart enough, generous enough, gracious enough, kind enough, loving enough, pretty enough, thin enough, sexy enough, selfless enough.... That I was to be used for a place to live, a means of financial support, be ridiculed, belittled, yelled at, called... Thank you for reminding me of what I am worth.. and what I will never ever put up with again. Your lesson is the one I value most..

the one I allow treat me like a toy, a doll, an object hidden away, prized as yours and yours unload deep within me, into a vault that no matter how many times you fill, remains empty, barren, a wasteland where nothing grows, no seeds plant.. took advantage of my kindness, my generosity, my love. mistook me for a stereotypical hippie.. Peace and love I’m a Deadhead.. Peace, love, and YOU. On the Venn diagram of life is an overlap..I’m just outside the lines The gratitude I for you is immeasurable...

So you all my undying gratitude, my love and well-wishes. If you think you are in this, if you wonder if I’m speaking you, about you..
Collectively, yes

boobwhisperer69 59M  
8323 posts
11/23/2021 9:50 am

Luv the party tit!!!!!!!!! They are soo much fun!!!!!

PonyGirl1965 56F
22090 posts
11/25/2021 12:47 am

I LOVE the idea of a party tit! LOLOL

author51 59F  
130010 posts
12/1/2021 11:53 pm

What a lovely read. Happy Belated Thanksgiving to you.xoxo

devilinhereyes72 50F
293 posts
12/3/2021 11:31 pm

Thank you! Happy holidays to you we have hit the holiday season hooray

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