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Groundhog Day  

devilinhereyes72 50F
401 posts
7/13/2020 4:29 am

Last Read:
9/27/2020 9:04 pm

Groundhog Day

My mind has become stuck
one night that night the last night
There were so many things that went wrong it was right
Laying next each other sending Memes and giggling
My dozing off and then waking , noticing that you were still awake and reaching down for you and doing that thing that you liked do that I could do for hours and hours I don’t know how many times I fell asleep and woke Reaching down for you taking you in my mouth slow taking my time and then faster and then slower and then faster and then slower and then knowing how excited you were got me off and I came over and over again and again and again.
And in the morning when I had leave I didn’t know that would be the last time that I would see you
burned in my brain walking out my car giving a kiss
The last kiss.
And then a week later when you called and drop the bomb , not even in person
A phone call...
And I couldn’t understand why you didn’t tell
That last night or even before meeting that night.
But no, a phone call and I was<b> shopping </font></b>trying not cry while looking at hair products trying keep my voice down because who wants have a breakdown in the middle of Ulta
When I said I was happy for you I meant it.
When I said I was sad for me I meant it.
When we promised and agreed that nothing would mess the friendship I meant it
I’m not saying I’m an angel, and maybe I didn’t keep my word a few things, but that,
That promise I guess I didn’t realize
some people take the word promise for granted...
Toss it around like a cat playing with a mouse
So every night when I close my eyes
I am right back there again
In your room, laughing.
Wishing you had kept your word.

justaguyinalaska 56M
879 posts
7/13/2020 11:43 am

Once upon a time (in the last century), break-ups were a *face-to-face* thing. I recall an article in "New York" magazine, informing the masses (ie, *us*) that in Manhattan (where the sophisticates dwell) it was acceptable (even chic!) for relationships to have half-lives measured in hours and that simply *not calling* was sufficient notice of termination.

Now, as we know from the '70's, what were once our vices are now our habits.

Who among us has not been unceremoniously dropped as your verse narrates?

devilinhereyes72 replies on 7/14/2020 4:17 am:
I’ve done my fair share of rejections via phone, or text... But it was after a one night thing... no investment, no time spent learning
About one another. From younger people who are people in my age group I can except it... But Someone 10 years my senior.. it’s a cowardly move.
Like I said I’m no angel, I take everything in stride... Wherever we do communicate, Can I’ll hope we can each own where we faltered and start with a clean slate. The past cannot be fixed, but it doesn’t need repeating.

devilinhereyes72 50F
293 posts
7/14/2020 4:28 am

Truth be told being bored and friggin horny.. bad combination.

Leegs2012 49M
96134 posts
7/18/2020 8:50 am

Relationships can be so hard sometimes. That's why I swing now. More in love..Hurts. I hope all works out for you!!

devilinhereyes72 50F
293 posts
7/18/2020 5:06 pm

Love? Not in the traditional sense. I love my friends with every fiber of my being... my lovers too. I’ve been in love twice.. this is not one of those times.

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