loyalty
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Posted:Apr 4, 2014 11:14 pm
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2014 4:26 pm
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I believe loyalty to be important. For many reasons to begin with it is sincere and honest. lasting even after the sex ends because the friendship is there. it is allows for openness so the fantasies can flow on both sides. Because there is no hiding.
Loyalty means they are giving themselves to you. wanting to express with a long lasting FWB
When there is no loyalty there is lies, hiding, wonders, short term FWB or it is a hook up.
Everyone wants different thing and we have our profiles to state that. so why don't say what your really wanting. Why hide your desires in the lady/male, the fantasies, hook up or FWB
if you have loyalty then you can have anything you dream of. some may take more time but eventually you will have it.
Loyalty don't mean leaving your spouse for this other person. It is your life but be honest about it. If your single say so if married say so. If your spouse knows then state that and if not than say so. but don't lie. Because if you are lying then how can the other person believe you or trust you. Especially in fantasies. Some fantasies can be dangerous. so lying breaks the trust. But when loyal the trust would be there and then people open up more about what they wnat and how they react.
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listening
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Posted:Apr 4, 2014 10:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 6, 2014 6:34 pm
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There are some days I wish I had someone to really listen to me. Not listen half ass but really listen. Not listen until they hear something they dislike then reverse this so it is your fault. But listen to everything.
Why do people have to place blame of anyone. If I do something wrong I admit it. But when I am right why do they think they need to reverse it, even though know they are not in the right. But is trying to make you think or feel guilty.
Something happened with my . So I was telling my husband about it because he was at work. Then out of the blue he asks if I filled out the application he brought home today. Well no it is not like HR will be open tomorrow.
I wanted to scream how will me working help? when he is doing these things when we are home. Yes he does them when I am home and when he is here too. being 14 he wants to see what he can get away with. I get that.
But makes me rethink working. My husband doesn't get that, he just get we need the money. Not the fact that our needs one of to be here.
The things he said made me so upset my eyes started watering and I said I have to go and hung up on him.
Guess tomorrow is another day.
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Talking and meeting
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Posted:Apr 2, 2014 10:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2014 4:29 pm
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I talk to many men on hear. Half set up a meeting then half of those back out, which tell me they want the talk but not the action. I have had a few emergency things so I had to change the meeting. I then will meet if there is another time set up.
But it seems more men on hear want to talk and video cyber but when it come to the reality they back off. it is like it is just the fantasy part they desire
I am tired of the games there is a difference of a friend; someone to talk too and getting to know them but not able to meet.
I am needing the real thing from real touches, sharing, kissing, having sex. I can satisfy myself I don't need a men satisfying himself to get me off.
I am wanting to have a long term FWB and to me that is not just sex but sharing and more.
I also want to complete some fantasies.
But it seem the men want the thought of the fantasies and meeting and not a real person.
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When did I go back to being a ?
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Posted:Apr 1, 2014 9:41 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2014 6:57 pm
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So I was going to meet someone might still depends on the rest of the conversation. His place is out and so is mine husband and dogs. So he wants to have sex in his car. I don't think so I am not a . That and if we were caught I can forget many jobs and my husband could be fired from both his jobs. I am upfront about my place being out. so why set up a time with me when we can't go to your place and you don't have a place.
I may have needs from attention to sex but it will not be in a car. To begin with I don't have dresses or skirt so undressing is more than pulling some things down. Not to mention I am 45 almost 46. Even when I was a i did not have sex in the car. Outside yes but not a car.
What do you think?
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Sex addict
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Posted:Apr 1, 2014 12:17 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2014 7:03 pm
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A close friend said i was a sex addict. I don't believe that. I do enjoy sex but I will not put myself in danger for sex. If my husband would ahve sex more than once every maybe three months i wouldn't be looking for someone. I can live with the other things he don't do. I have needs and I need them to be attended too.
We all have fantasies and we all have things we like to do sexually. We also have things we will not do too.
The feeling of having sex is wonderful and lasting but I need sex more than every 3 months and that's if i am lucky.
So if this names me as a sex addict then i guess I am. I enjoy sex. Every penis is different some are thick and average others not as thick and longer, some are thick and long and others are thin either average or long. each has something different to offer. it is not what you have but what you do with what is given.
Just as every vagina is different mine is extremely tight even after 5 , others are wet and loose and some are just wet, some clit swell more than others it is all different.
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Interesting morning
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Posted:Mar 31, 2014 1:57 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 4:34 pm
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I had an interesting morning. after getting the off to school I laid back down. I knew he would be tired and wanting to sleep since we had to be up early to take the dogs to the vet.
However he cam in asked if I was awake. he brought home pizza. I got up had a piece knowing that is what he wanted. well as I did he then started playing with my breast and sucking them a bit then slapping my ass.
He brings me to the bedroom I thought to sleep but he took his underwear off; unlike me he don't sleep nude. He asked me to go down on him so I do.Then he starts rubbing my back (normally don't do this) so since he is showing more with what I doing I then wanted to do more. NO not a blow job but more sucking, firmer and more playful.
He them makes love to me and actually climaxes.
so many things he has not done if at all the others in a long time. We have not had sex in months and even then he did not climax. this is because his health issues.
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Friend
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Posted:Mar 28, 2014 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2014 4:10 pm
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Have you talked to someone so much that you exchanged email with them to just talk and be friends? I am not talking sexual in anyway.
If you have did you eventually meet them?
If you did how did the meeting go?
If married did your spouse know?
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Weekend fun
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Posted:Mar 28, 2014 6:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2014 7:04 pm
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The weekend is here and I want and need to have some fun. I need to relax laugh, have a drink and have some fun in and out of the bed.
What plans do you have this weekend?
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Race
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Posted:Mar 28, 2014 12:52 am
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2014 4:11 pm
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Lately I have been asked repeatedly if I will see a black man, Asian man, Hispanic man. my answer is in my profile but I still answer. NO it doesn't matter to me.
It is what is inside that is important to me. so if the man is an ass or has the attitude that he is all that well then no I am not interested.
That would be like me saying you will love having sex with me because I am so tight. The only thing is not all men like it tight they would rather have it wet and loose.
Just like some don't like how direct i am but I feel I need to be after some of the men I have met on here.
What do you think?
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Sex and marriage
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Posted:Mar 28, 2014 12:47 am
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2014 12:17 am
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I realize these should go ahnd in hand. But i also know sex is not everything. But once in a while would be nice. I know though it will not be happening for a long time. He is now working 2 jobs since i don't have a job. So i am give him credit for that. He is now stepping up to take care of his family instead of you better get a job, you have the degrees. That is not as easy with the economy and my medical.
But part of me also says it is about time. I know that sound rude and very mean but there is more to that comment. We moved to KC because he had a job and in 6 month of being there he would be making 16.00 a hour. Well that was back in 2001 and since then he has never made that. So i got jobs off and on, went to school, worked while in school over half the time so we had the money. Now with my degrees and the economy that is another thing.
He wants me to apply at Mc Donald's. or such food places, I refuse. I did that when I was 17. I do have degrees and i want a job in either of those fields. But on the other hand my medical is causing issues. So I have mentioned I should get disability. We have not talked into great detail about that because he is working the two jobs.
Now the two jobs is only until October then he will be retiring from one because he will be there for 10 yrs and the retirement will be higher. The other job pays more and has better educational benefits for the . So to me it seems he is putting more effort into this marriage. so far only once did he make the comment about me getting a job. I did apply at WalMart again, but the last time they told me i am over qualified. I just want a job one i can work up to management. They should be happy I have experience and education to back it up. But no they think I need more pay. I just want a job. one so I am out of the house, two so if I want to leave i can because I have income coming in. Even disability I would be able to leave if I wanted to.
I am not saying I want to but I am fed up with no sex and the comments. But i know we have been through hell and back. Then the mean the world to both of us.
I just need some attention and I am talking more than sex. It seems now that I am out of school the friends I had is slowly going down. I have really close friends but friends to just hang with I don't have because their work schedule is conflicting with my schedule. We still talk regularly. But I miss going out having a drink and just talking. Or going out to concert or games just fun and relaxing.
Some say I want a boyfriend, not exactly, but i don't want to feel sleazy either. just some fun and relaxing and in time yes sex. A girl has needs.
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More curve balls thorown my way
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Posted:Mar 25, 2014 7:16 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2014 12:28 am
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I swear if it is not one thing its another. Our car died which we have had only a little over a yr. It was a 2002 Volvo wagon and was paid for. My husband got a second job but almost had to leave because before he started because of the car issue. We got another car this one is a 2003 ford Taurus. But we have payments now. Which sucks.
I still need a job and i am so fed up being told I am over qualified. I just need employment. My bills need t be paid. I need out of the house. I need away from him. although with him having this second job which was supposed to be part time he is working full time hours. so he works one job from 3-11 then the other midnight -8am. which he has the same days off. having opposite days off would have been better for him. Eventually he will quit the old job and only work the new one. which is more pay and better educational and 401 benefit. I don't know about health yet. He was hired as part time even though he is working full time hours right now, it is because they are short three people. I would apply but It is not in my field.
So now he has this other job he is on me about a job. yet laundry needs to be done, which we don't have the money. and with the car situation we could not go to his parents. So I hope soon I can get it done. but only if he gives me money or takes me to his parents. But as of tomorrow he has to work both jobs. so maybe this weekend he will ask if our can stay there and get it done.
I am still looking for a FWB, the last one was a flake, said me not being able to drive was cool and not an issue then wanted me to come to his place because he had no car. I can't drive, never have. we have one car so if I could drive I don't have the car.
I am also still wanting to fulfill fantasies and had many interested then they flaked out. It will happen when it does for both FWB and fantasies. I am in no rush. I will not put myself in danger.
I may have needs, desires and dream but it is good to have those.
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Second painting I did tonight
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Posted:Feb 27, 2014 10:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2014 10:25 pm
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This one is going in my bedroom even though my wants it in her room. Tomorrow she will have a friend over for the weekend and she said we will paint again. I said what if she don't like painting? She stated then she can play on the xbox and we will paint. LOL
I am enjoying spending this time with her and decorating my house with them. My husband even said he likes them. I was shocked.
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I painted
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Posted:Feb 27, 2014 12:58 am
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2014 10:25 pm
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This is for the bathroom which is sea themed. I will be painting a leaves painting maybe tomorrow for our bedroom. When I have it completed I will share it also. For now here is the painting i did.
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