Who I Am.
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Posted:Apr 19, 2014 2:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2014 2:56 pm
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Hey everyone,
I have been doing a lot of thinking over the past day or so about who I really am and what I am really looking for. First of all, I love men and women alike. Men are just more fun for me (no offense women). I have this fantasy of being able to have a man come home and seeing me there, dressed up in his favorite outfit of mine. Catching him right after he makes it in the door and sucking him right there at the door and letting him just have some relief from his day and forget everything else for just a little bit. Then, maybe a little later, cook dinner in some sexy lingerie and give him the opportunity to take me in the kitchen however he wants me. Finally, make my way to the bed before he does and be in some smaller lingerie and give him full satisfaction of being able to have me at his will.
Now that I am EXTREMELY turned on by writing that, I don't want to do this every single day. I think it would be too much. But to have someone who would just accept that every now and then and be turned on knowing that "today could be the day." Also, that doesn't mean I am not open to doing it whenever he wants. I would gladly be with someone who just wanted to take me just because. To wake me up in the middle of the night because they woke up with a hard-on. For me to wake them up in the morning with a blow job. I don't know. Maybe I'm crazy for thinking that there is someone out there that would want and be ok with that kind of thing. I'm not a slut or a , I just know what I want.
This also doesn't mean that its gonna happen on the first date. All of this is something that would be after a long term commitment. Just cause I am horny, does not mean I am easy.
On the flip side of all that, I wouldn't even mind having someone who is not close to me that would send me email requests. That would want me to do things like take a specific dirty picture or webcam show. I just want someone who is interested in me and who gets turned on by the fact that I will dress up in whatever is requested and take pictures or web chat or whatever. Just to have someone who isn't afraid to tell me what turns them on and what they want. I'm an open book and don't mind telling anyone that I refuse to do something.
Until next time,
Chris
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Posted:Apr 18, 2014 7:52 am
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2019 8:45 pm
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Hey everyone,
This is my first post and attempted blog. I have never done anything like this before, but I thought I would give it a try and maybe be able to release some of my thoughts and fantasies. First of all, I am 27 and I guess I would technically classify as Bisexual since being with a woman is not completely out of the question. However, I would prefer to be with a man as I love being a total bottom and being submissive. The thought of a man taking me over and controlling me in every way makes me so hot. I have had the experiences with a man and loved every moment of it.
With all of that being said, I wish that I could be more open about myself without a web site. My job makes it so that I have to be discrete about what I really enjoy. When I am at home and alone, I cross dress. I love the feeling of a thong or lacy panty on me. I wear it all, too. I have spent a while collecting cloths here and there. I mainly have ordered them from websites. I have dresses, skirts, tank tops, nightwear, shirts, tube tops, jeans, leggings, lounge-wear, thongs, panties, bikinis, bras, lingerie, hosiery, tights, heels, boots, workout shorts, etc.
This seems to scare most men off because they are not used to it and don't like the idea of being with a man who dresses like a woman. But I love to do it. I love the feel of the tight cloths. The thrill of getting on cam and being dressed and dominated. The idea of having to hide it from others.
But back to the topic of the blog. I am doing this because I want to have somewhere to put my fantasies/experiences. I am an open book and really looking for someone to share my fantasies with. Just haven't found them yet.
Until next time,
Chris
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