I Can See The Pain
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Posted:Mar 16, 2008 11:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2008 4:43 pm
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I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
ALl this time and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall
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Corrupted Love
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Posted:Mar 5, 2008 5:08 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2008 4:57 pm
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A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
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Not tonight!!!
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Posted:Feb 11, 2008 5:22 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:58 am
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I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.
FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says 'I don't feel like it, 'I just want you to hold me.'
I said 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'
So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'
Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.
The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said lets get a pair for each outfit. We went onto the jewelry department where she picked out pair of diamond earrings.
Let me tell you...she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis.
I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation she finally said, 'I think this is all dear, let's go to the cashier.'
I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'
Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled----WHAT?'
I then said 'honey, I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You are just not in touch with my financial means as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.' And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'
Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either.
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~~ OUR LOVE ~~
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Posted:Feb 10, 2008 5:16 pm
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2008 5:31 pm
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My love for you is not week
My love for you is deep
And even though you may done wrong
My love for you still hold strong
We stuck together through the fire
Now our relationship is so much higher
People always tried to break us up
They were always so jealous of us
I don't care what they say
Baby you’re always in my heart
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Never
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Posted:Feb 8, 2008 8:18 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:58 am
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I used to be the kinda brother
That thought that I would never slow down
I used to swear that I don’t even care what
Happens but baby right now…….
I see that
It changed my mind
I mean that
And it took some time
But now I understand,
I can be a better man
I never had the chance to meet a lover quite like you
You refilled another part in me
Girl your is tried and true.
Never, will I break your heart
Never, will we ever part
Never, can’t believe I used to say it
I used to say
Never, will I love this way
Never, giver my heart away
Never would this player hang his jersey up
And leave again
Never would have thought in a million years
I would be here.
That’s why I say
Never, will I know the truth
Never, will I know that you would come into
My life and make everything new
Never would have thought I would take
Your hand gurl, I swear
I will never never never never never
Say never, again, again, again.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.
There’s no question that I love you
I know we had our ups and downs
But thought the tears I know
There is nothing I can say I rather be right now.
I see that, you are my shinning star
I mean that, that you got my heart now
I hold your hand cause you make me a stronger man
I wish that could place the whole world in front of you
But a man is just a man so baby here my vow to you baby
Never, will I break your heart
Never, will we ever part
Never, can’t believe I used to say it
I used to say
Never, will I love this way
Never, giver my heart away
Never would this player hang his jersey up
And leave again
Never would have thought in a million years
I would be here.
That’s why I say
Never, will I know the truth
Never, will I know that you would come into
My life and make everything new
Never would have thought I would take
Your hand gurl, I swear
I will never never never never never
Say never, again, again, again.
From the day you came along
I sung a brand new song
Cause I hold baby clear to see
That you are a special part of me
Before I had no clue I was lost
Till I found you baby
Girl I wanna make the whole world understand
I’m proud to be your man
I’m about to say
I can’t believe I used to say
Never, will I love this way
Never, giver my heart away
Never would this player hang his jersey up
And leave again
Never…no no never
No, no, no, no, no, no
I will never say never again.
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GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE:
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Posted:Feb 5, 2008 10:31 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:58 am
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When I was little I used to believe in the concept of one best friend,
and then I started to become a woman.
And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up,
God would show you the best in many friends.
One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom.
Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your and their activities.
Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be.
One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,'
another, 'Let's fight together,'
another, 'Let's walk away together.'
One friend will meet your spiritual need,
another your shoe fetish,
another your love for movies,
another will be with you in your season of confusion,
another will be your clarifier,
another the wind beneath your wings.
But whatever their assignment in your life,
on whatever the occasion,
on whatever the day,
or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back,
Or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ...
those are your best friends.
It may all be wrapped up in one woman,
but for many, it's wrapped up in several..
one from 7th grade,
one from high school,
several from the college years,
a couple from old jobs,
on some days your mother,
on some days your neighbor,
on others, your sisters,
and on some days, your daughters.
So whether they've been your friend for 20 minutes or 20 years,
AND ONLY IF YOU'D LIKE TO,
pass this on to the women that God has placed in your life
to make a difference.
Thank you for being in my life!
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When I'm an old lady
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Posted:Feb 3, 2008 4:20 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:58 am
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When I'm an old lady, I'll live with each ,
And bring so much happiness...just as they did.
I want to pay back all the joy they've provided.
Returning each deed! Oh, they'll be so excited!
(When I'm an old lady and live with my )
I'll write on the wall with reds, whites and blues,
And I'll bounce on the furniture...wearing my shoes.
I'll drink from the carton and then leave it out.
I'll stuff all the toilets and oh, how they'll shout!
(When I'm an old lady and live with my )
When they're on the phone and just out of reach,
I'll get into things like sugar and bleach.
Oh, they'll snap their fingers and then shake their head,
I'll give them that look as if I were dead.
(When I'm an old lady and live with my )
When they cook dinner and call me to eat,
I'll not eat my green beans or salad or meat,
I'll gag on my okra, spill milk on the table,
And when they get angry...I'll run...if I'm able!
(When I'm an old lady and live with my )
I'll sit close to the TV, through the channels I'll click,
I'll cross both eyes just to see if they stick.
I'll take off my socks and throw one away,
And play in the mud 'til the end of the day!
(When I'm an old lady and live with my )
And later in bed, I'll lay back and sigh,
I'll thank God in prayer and then close my eyes.
My will look down with a smile slowly creeping,
And say with a groan, 'She's so sweet when she's sleeping!'
God Bless All Moms and Grandmas everywhere!
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My Thug Love
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Posted:Jan 24, 2008 1:18 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2008 5:00 pm
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A Walk so smooth
It made me look
A Style so rough
That it had me shook
Eyes so dark
They left me hypnotized
Smile so Bright
It left me memorized
The thug in him is indescribable
But the love in my heart is untouchable!
Every night I spend away from you
Is another part of hell I must go through.
You call me and, once again,
You've been drinking,
And I'm not so sure what I am thinking.
I know that I'm in love,
But I've fallen for a thug.
You live on the opposite side of town,
Yet your love is what I found.
You grew up on the street,
And your job is your biggest feat.
No one seems to understand
That you're a responsible man.
You inspire me when I am down,
And I'm low when you are not around.
And even though you are a thug,
You show me more than enough love.
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Big Ups to all my HATERS!!!!
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Posted:Jan 24, 2008 12:40 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2008 4:37 pm
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You talk the good talk
You tell what you know,
You think that you have all of the answers
You put on a real good show.
You say not to do something
But you do it the same,
When somebody else does it
You call them out of their name.
You are lacking in areas but yet
You put down someone else,
You need to stop focusing on what I'm doing
Pay attention to yourself.
You need to realize who you are
You will find out sooner than later,
You criticize and you judge
You are a hypocrite and a hater.
Why? Who are you?
Don't walk around like your shit don't stink,
Before you open your mouth
You need to stop and think.
Don't hate me because I'm beautiful
Don't hate me because I'm smart,
Don't hate me because I'm always smiling
Don't hate me because of the kindness of my heart.
Don't be mad at me because you are mean and
People don't respond well to you,
Think about some of the things that you say and
Some of the things that you do.
There are too many things going on
To be focusing on what I'm doing,
A personality or sense of humor
Should be what you are pursuing.
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NEW MEDS
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Posted:Jan 24, 2008 4:51 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:58 am
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DAMNITOL
Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours!
EMPTYNESTROGEN
Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out.
ST. MOMMA'S WORT
Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days.
PEPTOBIMBO
Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception.
DUMBEROL
When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks.
FLIPITOR
Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers.
MENICILLIN
Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, 'You make me want to be a better person.'
BUYAGRA
Injectable stimulant taken prior to shopping. Increases potency, duration, and credit limit of spending spree.
JACKASSPIRIN
Relieves headache caused by a man who can't remember your birthday, anniversary, phone number, or to lift the toilet seat.
ANTI-TALKSIDENT
A spray carried in a purse or wallet to be used on anyone too eager to share their life stories with total strangers in elevators.
NAGAMENT
When administered to a boyfriend or husband, provides the same irritation level as nagging him.
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Battle of the sexes!!!
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Posted:Jan 22, 2008 11:16 am
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2013 11:41 pm
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My favorites are wife vs husband and who does what! Convince me you didn't laugh outloud...
These are for all women, but only men who are comfortable with themselves should read on.
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST:
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.
Keep reading-they get better!!!
WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,
pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,
and still be afraid of a spider.
MARRIAGE SEMINAR
While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication,
Tom and his wife Grace listened to the instructor,
"It is essential that husbands and wives know each other's likes and dislikes."
He addressed the man,
"Can you name your wife's favorite flower?"
Tom leaned over, touched his wife's arm gently and whispered,
"It's Pillsbury, isn't it?
CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up &down the aisles.
The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him.
He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife.
She directs him down the correct aisle.
A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter.
She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?
He answers, "You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store
to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco
and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper.
So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.
(I figure this guy is the one on the milk carton!)
WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."
WORDS
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...
30,000 to a man's 15,000.
The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"
CREATION
A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be
so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
"The wife responded, "Allow me to explain.
God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you !
WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who
should brew the coffee each morning.
The wife said, "You should do it because you get up first,
and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee.
The husband said, "You are in charge of cooking around here and
you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee."
Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee."
Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me."
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament
and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says . "HEBREWS"
The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home
and were giving each other the silent treatment.
Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him
at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight.
Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,
when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.
The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.
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The Company You Keep...
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Posted:Jan 22, 2008 11:12 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:58 am
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It Is Better To Be Alone, Than In The Wrong Company.
Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you who you are.
If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl.
But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great
heights.
A mirror reflects a mans face, but what he is really like is shown by
the kind of friends he chooses. The simple but true fact of life is that you
become like those with whom you closely associate for the good and the
bad.
The less you associate with some people, the more your life will
improve.
Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your
mediocrity.
An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with
negative thinking and negative acting people.
As you grow, your associates will change.
Some of your friends will not want you to go on.
They will want you to stay where they are.
Friends that don't help you climb will want you to crawl.
Your friends will stretch your vision or choke your dream.
Those that don't increase you will eventually decrease you.
Consider This:
Never receive counsel from unproductive people.
Never discuss your problems with someone incapable of contributing
to the solution, because those who never succeed themselves are
always first to tell you how.
Not everyone has a right to speak into your life.
You are certain to get the worst of the bargain when you exchange ideas
with
the wrong person.
Don't follow anyone who's not going anywhere.
With some people you spend an evening: with others you invest it.
Be careful where you stop to inquire for directions along the road of
life.
Wise is the person who fortifies his life with the right friendships
Happy moments, Praise God
Difficult moments, Seek God
Quiet moments, Worship God
Painful moments, Trust God
Every moment, Thank God
If you see people without a smile today, give them one of yours.
Choose to rise...Don't settle...and go for your dreams!!!
And most of all let God lead you in everything you do.
'Excellence is shown by how hard we work when no one is noticing - Apostle Luke
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KENTUCKY HUMOR
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Posted:Jan 18, 2008 7:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2008 11:13 am
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Girls from New York, they are tough. And girls from Georgia, they are sweet. But those born and bred feisty Kentucky girls, they are the ones
you have to look out for. We have sugar and fire in our blood. We can ride a , be a debutante, throw a left hook and tell you the entire UK line up all while making sweet tea. And if we have an opinion, you get to know
it. We're both the pride and the downfall of the bluegrass!!!
With me you get the best of GEORGIA and KENTUCKY!!!
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