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Angelelf dark secrets.
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Some things to note..
Posted:Oct 19, 2009 9:31 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2014 1:23 am

Short Snippets
Posted:Apr 20, 2014 1:28 am
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2015 9:49 am

Some short happenings around me.

Started a new job for about two weeks plus and I think I am the prettier one in my team even though we are all apparently around the same age.

Caught a few episodes of this show called Playboy TV swing series with SS online and it is about bringing couple into the swing lifestyle, broadcast for all to see. Seeing if the partners will be accepting and embrace to the swing lifestyle. The couples are ordinary looking and the veteran couples are quite hot which can be quite intimidating at the start. I suppose to be swinging couples, they need to take great care of their bodies to be attractive to others.

Had a chat with a pharmacist one evening and he confirmed what I already knew - very sensitive skin and there is no cure. He chatted up with me while I browsed products near his counter, noticing I had some red bumps on my shoulder and led to casual talk on sensitive skin condition. So it means no hot baths, no scratching, no spanking unless you want to see an obvious palm print on my butt or angry red raised lines running down my back. The skin is so sensitive that I once scratched/wrote my friend's name on my arm just for fun and he was so stunned to see the scratches showed up and lingered depending on how hard I scratched.

Had brunch with SS one day and with the sunlight streaming into the cafe, he commented that my eye color are actually quite brown. It took him so long to realise!! He continued that I do not need brown colored contact lens as there is nothing to enhance. If you stare hard enough, you will notice the black pupil, the brown iris and black ring around iris. Used to play with my eyes using the the torchlight, seeing the pupil dilate and constrict upon shining light onto my eyes.

Got to go. Will try to post soon.
Posted:Mar 7, 2014 8:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2014 12:17 pm

Work kept me busy and tired lately despite the fact that we are going to be released pretty soon.

Each time I login thinking to write a short post but by the time I get to it, I am dead tired.

Pole class was over and not continuing for now but I am quite happy with myself in nailing the dance routine despite many hiccups. Furthermore, had shelled out last bit of money on yoga classes with buddy and enjoying every bit so far.

I felt that the combination of yoga and pole classes did something amazing. I got stronger, not yet that flexible but certainly stronger and it showed during the pole class. Did a back-to-back yoga and pole classes for two weekends and got myself flat tired by the end of it but it was worth it. Reviewing the video of myself dancing away makes me very happy and proud. I am no dancer and my moves still need lots of refining but it is good enough for me. Hope I can get back to dancing again soon.
I love you yet I hate you.
Posted:Feb 7, 2014 9:34 am
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2014 8:07 am


Had to wear heels today and it hurts so bad after a while. It was not even high heels and it was less than 3 inches plus not pointy.

How does other ladies do it? Walking all over in high heels, some even run in them.

I fare slightly better in open toe wedges where my toes can wiggle freely and flat base ensure I will not simply topple over from a misguided step. Probably I am just clumsy in heels.

Yet I love looking at heels. They are so sexy and make the legs looks so long and slender. Plus it adds some height to my petite frame.

Ooh, it is so annoying. Furthermore the shoes get injured quite easily from my haphazard walking. Getting scuffed while climbing the stairs etc.

SS had casually mentioned that things don't last long on me. Bags and shoes needs to be replaced so much more often than his.

Ah, oh well.. I get to have a variety instead of sticking to few pairs of shoes that are long lasting.
Life experiences..
Posted:Jan 7, 2014 7:02 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2017 10:23 am

In 21 Oct 2011, I posted that I lost my job suddenly.

Fast forward to 2014, the same shit hit me again.

At the start of the working week, received news that the company is restructuring and my department had been made redundant. So we have to leave the company by the end of Q1 after tying up the loose ends.

That's so "awesome" to go through retrenchment torment all over again.

Happy Belated New Year.
Posted:Jan 4, 2014 7:21 am
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2014 2:37 am

Hope it is not too late to wish whoever still read this space.

Happy New Year to you. {=}

Year 2013 had been quite a fair bit of ups and downs. And it was downhill on the later part of the year.

Had some very bad experiences with people. Just wish to say that I always believed in karma and they will pay for all the wrongdoings one day. I just hope I can have the privilege of witnessing it.

May year 2014 be a better year.

Nothing much had changed between me and SS. We are quite busy with our own lives and coupled with the bad experience, we seek to better ourselves rather than being constantly online.

Met up with SOC occasionally, for about 4 times in the year and met up with another friend once? in the year. Probably it is just me that I do not like to meet up with people that much, even my own friends. Maybe at the start when I am interested to meet up frequently then it will taper off to my personal comfort level of few times a year kind of thing. And I am off doing my own things or just simply not doing anything at all to recharge and get ready to face another workweek ahead.

Time fly. Before we know it, the year is coming to an end. Oh no, the year had already ended!

Now for yeat 2014, I wish to exercise regularly. Had fallen off the swimming bandwagon, only relying on once a week pole session (it might end soon) and my tummy is growing slowly and steadily. *pat pat* No, I am not pregnant.

To be more confident and daring in riding skills to conquer the expressway and anywhere but my work-home route. Had been riding for almost a year and I had not step afoot onto the expressway or anywhere else. Fear of vehicles, high speed, unfamiliarity of roads and traffic conditions keep me from exploring. I feel like an ant among the cars or big vehicles sometimes.

All righty. Happy weekend to all. Not sure when I will post again. But I will be online once in a while to catch up on my watched blogs.

Going bra-less to work...
Posted:Aug 5, 2013 8:48 am
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2014 6:40 pm


It started out with me waking up late. SS was up way earlier than me so he was trying to wake me up but I refused to and kept indicating 5 more mins to him.

When I finally got up to wash up, thinking it was my usual timing. It was s shock to know that it past my timing by 15 mins. I rushed around, getting ready and quickly left the house slightly past the usual time.

The sky was dark and looming. Hoping that I can get to office in time without getting drenched but it was not meant to be. It started to drizzle while I was starting up the bike. But I persisted in riding off without wearing rain suit. But the rain got slightly heavier. So I got off to wear just the rain coat, thinking the weather might get better. But no, it got even heavier that I had no choice but to wear the complete suit moments later. Got to the office, dripping wet and my shoes are totally soaked through.

As I started removing my layers of rain suit and denim jacket, only to realise in my haste to get out of the house. I had forgotten to wear my bra. :S I wore the cardigan that I left on my chair but it was rather thin and it was a cold day. Wore back the denim jacket for the rest of the day and feeling conscious about it.

No one seems to know about it. SS was laughing at me when I told him about it, the first thing I got online. My colleagues seems unaware. Probably because I am flat enough to pull it off. It felt free though. Even though I am often bra-less in the house but it is different thing.

While it was strange at the start but soon I am not too concerned by it as long as the jacket was on. As the day went by, the sun came out but my jacket was still on.

However don't think I will try that again next time.
Long time..
Posted:May 7, 2013 9:18 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2013 11:04 pm

As above. So long since last post.

Nothing much exciting going on currently except probably for pole dancing is becoming my latest interest. Discovering that I might like performing in front of a small group of audience with other dancers. A great confidence booster. Loving it. I completed two levels and good enough to successfully move on to the third level. Yeah.. I look forward to signing up for the next term to learn more sexy moves.

Work wise. Nah, I rather not talk about it. Still the same old thing. Once I start, I can't stop.

Been riding to work almost daily except for days that I have to go to town for dance classes or anything else. Riding has been good so far. Drivers are generally nicer in the morning before the hectic peak hours. Knocked a few side mirrors in my attempts to squeeze between cars and got some honks for it once in a while.

Taking public transport certainly test my limits ranging from inconsiderate people who "enjoy" a slow stroll into the train cabin while watching their korean dramas on phones leaving the unfortunate ones which was me at the risk of being hit by closing doors. And it did; the doors closed on my bag. All kindness and goodness are out of the window in the face of such behaviour that my mood turned snappy and short tempered easily.

All rightly, off to bed as I turning cranky. Good night all.
I am not happy.
Posted:Mar 4, 2013 5:00 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2013 4:52 am

I do not like the feeling of feeling the need to stay back late or the feeling of needing to give up personal time outside of work hours for overtime work.
Relaxing weekend.
Posted:Feb 3, 2013 7:23 am
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2013 4:56 am

I just collected my scooter over the weekend with SOC. He helped me to ride it actually as I was too timid to hop on and ride onto the main roads. Afterall the last I actually ride one was when I passed my rider license which is more than 5 years ago. Anyway I shall named her Honey. SOC was laughing at the size of Honey and feeling weird riding it compared to his own machine. We rode off to get a better helmet for me and lunch before going back to SS place.

Before he left, he rode up beside me and Honey, pointed to his machine and said that his is a bike and followed by pointing to Honey and said that is a toy.

In the night, I rode around the neighbourhood for a few rounds with SS behind me. I struggled with his weight for a moment. Wavering as I started off before gaining speed. After the few rounds, we rode off to the nearby park. I riding quite slow on the main roads and good thing that there wasn't a lot of cars at that time. I still have some improvements to make, few more rounds in the neighbourhood and nearby places before I dare to venture into riding to work.

Mum was telling me about how grandpa was very against bikes that my uncle and one cousin was scolded quite badly that they had to sell off their bikes in the past. I think if he knew about it now, this CNY he will be very busy scolding three of his grandkids (me, my two brothers) about having and riding bikes. I wish I could tell my grandpa to try taking the public transport at 8am to know how it feels like to be squeezed and shove around.

On to my pole dance. I am already on my 4th lesson in pole dancing and I am happy to say I am improving. Though my hair flick moves are not that smooth at times and hair gets all over my face. At the previous lesson, we were allowed to film ourselves in practise so that we can review and improve at home. However I got a lousy clip as the lady who took my clip was standing at a bad angle in that I was blocked by the pole most of the time and it was not a full body clip.

Now I see outdoor poles differently wherever I go, my hands itched to practise my moves. =P Especially the one at my office lift. But whenever I touched the pole when no one was in the lift with me, the lift had to open at the next level for people to get in. sheeshhh I hope there is no camera in the lift though in case I managed to try out my antics in the lift alone next time.

Work has been busy lately after the important deadline was finally closed. Though we did not have to stay till 11pm anymore. It was till about 8+pm or 9pm. Still late enough to make me upset and sick yet again for a while. Was telling SS about me seeing my colleagues for at least 9 hours daily and I getting tired of seeing them so much. I wish to see SS more or some opposite genders for a change.

CNY is coming and I got a whole week off. SS and I planned to hop across the causeway for a night stay on weekday (lesser people) and run some errands. Was hoping my friend and SOC could join in for a play but it might not be possible as coincidentally it was Valentine day.

I kind of missed SOC somehow. Missed stirring awake with him observing me and waking me up with his tongue tease. SS bound to be jealous when he read this. Heehe. But he knows I belong to him. SOC wanted to plan for another overnight stay soon. I looking forward to it.
Posted:Jan 13, 2013 3:59 am
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2013 9:48 am

Finally I fell sick..

After the constant late nights and long hours without enough time to rest. The body decided to give up just before the deadline.

After my first class of pole dancing and dinner with SOC on Friday before spending the night with him. And rushing back to work on Saturday in the afternoon. I was nursing a slight flu by then.

First session of pole dancing was awkward, I have no rhythm and struggled to keep up. Yet it was fun, trying to get into the groove of things. My legs were shaky by the end of 1 hour.

After that, met up with SOC for dinner at this nice cosy place for drinks and food, listening to their band and chatted away. Got back to the hotel and of course we played before resting for the night. He woke up in the middle of the night, trying to tease me awake but I only made some sounds and rolled away.

Woke up with him looking at me, as he was an early-riser. We played and chilled in bed before going for brunch and he dropped me off at my office.

I wasn't feeling that sick in the morning at all. But it went downhill in the afternoon, runny nose started first. By night, sore throat developed. There is wedding dinner to attend on Sunday however I had to skip it in the end. So sad. No good food and seeing my friends. Woke up on Sunday afternoon, feeling sick and totally achy, probably due to the dance class. SS measured my temperature and declared that I am having a high fever of 38 degree. Now I doing self medication, hoping I can get better and still go to work tomorrow to complete my portion of work.

Though I am feeling upset. That my body can't take such punishing hours, that I would disappoint my colleagues, that there is no such thing as work-life balance in my job (my me-time).
Goodbye 2012..
Posted:Dec 30, 2012 7:38 am
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2013 4:57 am

Year 2012 is coming to an end. So much things had happened. First thing first. Belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I supposed everyone are in holiday mood after Christmas, waiting to usher in the new year.

However I am not, we had to immerse ourselves straight into work. I had work till 11pm again on one night and 830pm on Fri because I was dead beat and also that everyone left for their own dinner plans though the amount of work to do was pile high. I am feeling burnt out by the work and the deadline that kept being pushed back. Coming Sat we have to come in to rush for the deadline and it is something that I dislike. Means I will have to forgo my weekend swim and feeling depressed about working on Sat.

A small good thing was that I managed to catch up with SOC again on Boxing day. I wasn't in the mood to work late immediately after Christmas so I ran off. Had enjoyed his company that evening though it was a short few hours, knowing that I had to work late the next day.

Guess when stress and frustration gets to me. I get into a spending and impulsive mode. I yet to swipe big amount into my card however I did manage to put down a booking for a scooter. Something that I been delaying for a while. So I look forward to having my own transport and hopefully get a little more rest and time to myself without having to spend hours on the public transport.

Hope everyone is having a good time ushering in the new year. And I off to bed to nurse my dark eye circles and prepare for the coming week of work battle.

Happy New Year..
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One question.
Posted:Dec 17, 2012 8:06 am
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2012 6:57 am

Just one question before I ran off to bed. Feeling a little grumpy from the tiredness coming down hard. I have a long day and long night of work to rush ahead tomorrow.

So my question. How do one fit exercise, dinner, shower, unwind and bedtime in 3-4 hours? Typically between 8pm to 12mn and still be able to wake up refreshed at about 6am.

Good night!!

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