The pictures that he took..
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Posted:Apr 16, 2010 10:40 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2010 9:00 am
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Realised that the pictures that he took were mostly my butt. Guess he like my butt too much to capture some front pictures. Oh well, here is the ones that I picked from the pile. Hope you like it!
Back home! So nice to be home. Going to stroll the places I want to go. Eat the food that I crave before I go back to pg. I weight my big luggage which I checked it at hotel counter and it was a whooping 31kg from my accumulated stuff, work lappy, bottles of lotions and washes. I am so dead when I throw the letter. Need a new cabin bag as well. The current one is dying on me.
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Busy lately..
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Posted:Apr 14, 2010 3:08 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2010 10:44 pm
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No updates lately due to spending time with SS for a week, he is here in pg and I going back sg for this coming weekend with him. Work making me too tired to surf and update some things in the night as well.
I have yet to toss my letter, delaying it till end of the month. Fear still keeps me from moving ahead.
Anyway, we took some pics over the last weekend, so once I sort and edit the pictures. I will post it up soon.
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Back to Pg.
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Posted:Apr 5, 2010 8:46 am
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2010 2:57 am
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Sorry, no pictures lately. Not in inspiring mood or interesting pictures to share.
Safely back in pg without being discovered but not without some excitment in trying to leave the hotel on Thur night. Because I spotted the hq ladies out at the entrance smoking away while crossing the lobby. An abrupt braking and quick thinking to head for the carpark exit and called the cab to pick me at the back instead.
I had a great time in sg, hoping time will stop. Spending time with SS, met up with a friend for lunch and stroll. Had my long john silver, sushi, SS homemade pizza and green bean soup and donuts. *contented*
Stray off the topic for a bit. The hq ladies are nice and adventurous enough. One of them tried lor mee when I couldn't really describe what lor mee is. Felt that they are nice enough to be with. The willingness to come down to our level and eat what we eat. Unlike the other hq people who came in the past, only eating at cafes or restaurants which the prices are way out of our budget and allowance.
Back to topic. I didn't meet up with a lot of friends when I came back. Just spend time with SS, going to J8 and TM for stroll and look around. Sushi with friend and SS. Pestered SS to make green bean soup which he deemed too simple but I want to drink in hope of healing the pimples. Went to see doctor for more medication as well. Woke up late and feasted on donuts.
Sun came too soon and I found myself at the airport waiting for plane. Landed and got back to the hotel through the carpark exit again and sneaked back into my room, praying hard not to bump into anyone.
Now counting down to Fri as SS and coming over to spend a week with me. Whee. Looking forward to cuddle and under bedsheets snuggling.
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Morbid post.
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Posted:Mar 31, 2010 9:45 am
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2011 10:01 pm
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I should be happy and excited that I am sneaking back home tomorrow night into SS arms however I am feeling depressed and moody instead. Must be the pms wrecking havoc on the hormones. Argh.
Anyway, the source of the depressive mood is brought on by my job. The drastic measures and the risk to take. The decision to quit and come back jobless scares and worries me. Everyone have bills to pay, a lifestyle to keep. I have my own bills to take care of, I can lower my lifestyle though I will be a little sad at some restrictions imposed on myself. How am I going to pay my bills once I quit? I hardly have any savings. The bleakness in everything. No light at the end of the tunnel.
I felt so depressed that I didn't want to socalise with my colleagues. I skipped lunch (I had bread as I was peckish before lunch) and dinner (they going for expensive food due to one lady's birthday tomorrow and I didn't want to blow a hole in my pockets.) with them and that probably earn me some bad points for not socialising and communicating.
The need to return home is strong. To be in the arms of SS, to see my family members and let them see me more often even though I don't talk much to my parents and siblings, to have my presence felt back at home, to meet my friends and catch up with them as and when we want to.
Another partial reason is the possibility of being seen leaving the hotel with my luggage onhand by my colleagues and boss. I supposed to stay to provide support if needed. One colleague will be leaving in the afternoon if I not wrong, so he is not an issue. Other colleague had his wife and over until Fri evening, I don't think he will contact me as he will be spending time with his family, but there is a possibility of bumping into them at the hotel lobby. My boss will only leave tomorrow night though his flight is not as late as mine, another possibility as well. Lastly, the high possibility of bumping into the hq ladies as they often had their dinner late. Now how to sneak past everyone and board my friend's car for a safe getaway?
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Sneaking back home.
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Posted:Mar 30, 2010 7:12 am
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2010 3:45 am
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Sneaking back home for the long weekend. Don't want to spend the long weekend in PG all by myself though now I have two new hq ladies who came to provide support for the project.
Still I coming back home. To spend time with SS and to catch a few friends as well. And my long john silver. Not sure why is my sudden obession in fast food and donuts as well. All that stuff is giving me bad skin and pushing me into the 50kg range! But I can't help it. I craved all these food now. Must be the time of the month approaching thus all these crazy ongoings. Hopefully the cravings will stop soon.
The weather was freaking hot lately and the little office poor condition is not helping. Haven't beeen going to the gym due to hot weather as I just want to stay in my cool room after work. Now the weather is starting to be more cooling and rainy. After work, I just want to snuggle in bed with a hot matcha.
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Upset..
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Posted:Mar 22, 2010 7:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2010 1:51 am
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The pimples seems to be coming back after slowly weaning off the medicine. The forehead is popping up many of them. The cheeks and chin looks dull and reddish.
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Disappointing day.
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Posted:Mar 19, 2010 11:18 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2010 7:41 am
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Was booted out at the first round. So disappointing as I had expected to breeze through it. A lot of people turned up for the event, so much more than in PG. Scared me a little.
Oh well, feeling very disappointed. Wondered what I did wrong. Neverthless, I still be throwing my letter on the day that I joined the company. Coming back SG jobless and find a job then.
Now I shall dig into my long john silver and lots of fries and fast food.. sigh
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Weekend coming to an end..
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Posted:Mar 13, 2010 10:06 pm
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2010 12:51 am
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Weekend ending soon. I am staying indoors today as I felt tired and lazy. However I did manage to go the gym yesterday.
Was chatting with SS and decided to take a picture to show him.
I am wearing my corset to push my boobies together to look bigger and hoping that it will shape them up slowly as well.
SS want me to ask you guys what you all want to see on my blog.
This is a poorly constructed post as I can't think properly now to write better.
SS been asking me to come back permanently. I want to and planning about it. Depending on the outcome of interview, if it went well. I throwing the letter when I back to PG. If not, i throwing letter on the day I joined the company.
Anyway, I will be back to SG this coming weekend and attending the interview on Sat. Wish me luck!!
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Reflective post of a period of dark journey..
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Posted:Mar 12, 2010 10:08 am
Last Updated:Sep 4, 2011 11:37 pm
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A reflective post as I was browsing my old pictures to share with my SOC (sleep-over colleague) online to make him laugh.
One piece of news first. I made out with SOC on 10 Mar, under watchful eyes of SS over the cam. I didn't want it but eventually gave in to SS request. Well, enough to say that I don't really like it and not wanting anymore with him for now.
Back to topic. A picture that I found that never fail to think the long way I get till now, SS willingness to stick by me and the hurtful remark that my ex said.
It was a dark period for me. Having a serious bout of pimple outbreak. Unlike other girls who complained having pimple outbreak when their pimples are like two or three on the face, mine was really a very horrifying one. Sometimes I felt like slapping those whiny girls whenever they complained about their pimples. And it occured after I am out of my teens which was so embarrassing. Post teenage acne?
It was so bad that I isolated myself. Hardly go out with friends, tried to stick to the medicine regimen although I kept running out of money in the end to continue seeing the doctor.
The hurtful remark from my ex was that one fine day, while lazing around in his room and he was gaming away. I turned to him and asked for a kiss. He turned, took a glance at me and commented that my face looking like that, from wanting to kiss became total turn off. My heart shattered.
When I met SS, the acne was still on rampage. But he didn't run away from me. He sticked with me, gave some money to see the doctor when my money ran out again. Slowly, bit by bit the pimples cleared up and redness slowly faded away. My skin is not flawless anymore with some lingering redness here and there and small dents from my itchy fingers. But passable with some makeup.
I don't have to hide under thick and unnatural makeup or avoid meeting people or going out with friends anymore. I am always gladful to SS and my friends who encourage me to hang in there whenever I see the picture of my pimples ridden face.
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Weekend over..
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Posted:Mar 7, 2010 4:45 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2010 12:51 am
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So fast weekend is coming to an end.
I don't seem to do much things at all.
Sat: I glued myself to the laptop almost the whole day. Practiced my introduction speech at the table. Went to the mall when the internet went down to get dinner, browsed around and bought two pieces of clothes and a chinese magazine when I don't know how to read chinese.
Sun: Woke up with a slight headache and a strange lingering neck sensation since that Fri swim. Glued to the laptop again and a nap to sleep away the headache. Woke up hungry and went to get dinner before gluing to the laptop again. No gym, wanted to go gym but headache and hunger got in the way.
Now going for shower. Weekend I tend to be on the dirty side. I only brush my teeth before breakfast. I don't wash my face, I don't shower until before I retired for the night. I like to shower before bedtime so that I go to bed smelling nice and clean. I can't hop into bed all sweaty and dirty and then shower the next morning.
Another busy work week ahead!
Edit to add:
Was browsing around online at some bikinis. Tempted to get new ones even though the current one is working fine. Found these online and they are so sexy. So tempted however they are so expensiv, at 60++ sgd for a bottom piece. Not so willing to part with my money for a bottom piece only. But sexy right?
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Weekend once again..
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Posted:Mar 5, 2010 6:21 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2010 12:51 am
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Weekend!!
After a week of training the users and waiting in vain for some users who didn't turn up for training. I closed the week with some serious swimming in the pool (pushed myself for 15 laps, though not the regular size pool one but it was good enough) and a nice soak in the jacuzzi.
Came back to the room, showered and ate up the refreshment that I brought back, meant for the user who did not turn up. Munching on tomatoes now while waiting for SS to return home from his dinner with friends.
Thinking about what shall I do over the weekend..
- To prepare for the interview. Decided to try again in SG when I back. I will be better prepared this time.
- To hit the gym.
- Maybe a stroll at the mall.
How about you? What you guys be doing for the weekend?
I will update again.
A pic in swimwear before hitting the pool.
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Weekend update.
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Posted:Feb 27, 2010 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2011 11:37 pm
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Its weekend!! In mood to take some pics. Thus took out the little tudou that I bought in TW, picked a g string to go with it and wanted to wear black thigh stockings but realised that I only have black pantyhose which will spoils the image. So I wore white thigh stockings instead and SS commented that it was mismatched.
He gave so many comments on how to improve and make the poses nicer. Next time will try out his comments and maybe post an after pic of it.
The before pic.
Thinking back at the interview and how I can polish up my introduction and problem solving reflexes, SS told me to try out the walk-in interview back in SG but apparently the queue will be terrible, the amount of people is overwhelming. As well as the number of better speaking people around will make me pale in comparison. Plus my age is slowly not on my side.
This weekend seems to fly by so fast as I spent a day going for the interview. Most likely popping to the gym later for a jog. Though I am itching for a soak in jacuzzi, it been a while since I last went for a soak but I don't feel like swimming today.
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Oh well...
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Posted:Feb 26, 2010 9:36 pm
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2010 6:45 am
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Didn't managed to get through the second stage of the 1 to 1 interview. Passed the introduction round and the skin test round.
The amount of people going for the interview was overwhelming. Many eliminated at the introduction round. Some stuttered, tripped over their words, talked out of topic and some got too emotional.
Anyway, at least I didn't have to travel very far for the interview. Only need to take a lift down to the ballroom.
Oh well.. Oh well....
Edited: Made two new friends out from this whole event. These two new friends managed to get to the management round after crossing the 1 to 1 round which I got eliminated. What I gathered from them regarding the final round was nothing short of brutual.
They had the usual self introduction, introduction of contestant, a problem passage reading and solving, one question and a debate among the contestants. At the final stage, they had a 'Survivor' round whereby they have to vote one of them out right in front of everyone! My first friend was asked to vote first. Not knowing who to vote, she voted my second friend and stated the reasons. The rest of the girls then conveniently voted my second friend to be out!! So cruel!!
With that, she was booted out and banned for taking part in the next 6 months. So so cruel!!
Now I not sure if I am to be relieved or sad. Relieved that I don't have to go through the cruel final stage. Or sad that I didn't get the job.
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