Vixen's Thoughts
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Posted:Nov 23, 2014 7:28 am
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2014 4:44 pm
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Wow. I always mean to get back to this sooner, but seem to be absent minded. Probably means too little or too much sex. Lately it has been too little. But I look for quality now, not quantity.
I am not that far from my weight loss goal. I am half the size I was when I first started here. And to answer many of the men who have asked, that is why I cam. Not to reach potential partners necessarily, but to show off what I have accomplished. To feel sexy and desirable. That seems to be hard for me to explain when I am camming and for you to understand.
When I first came on here I thought I had to meet everybody who asked and needed to drive myself all over Dallas to do so. I have gained the self confidence to know that this is not true. It probably never was. I am now in control of my selections and my sex life and the power is absolutely amazing! For those of you who watch my cam and talk to me in an appropriate manner, I thank you. To those who don't I'm sorry you can not respect a woman if she is naked. Then there are so many of you who have watched, supported and encouraged me, I thank you. You are wonderful. As ancient as I am, I still plan to cam for a while. Please keep watching and especially talking and encouraging. I have 30 pounds to go and some gym work. Lets see if I can do it. Do you think I can?
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Why?
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Posted:Feb 10, 2014 3:55 pm
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2014 7:49 am
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I realize full well that this is a sex site and that's why I come here, although I did manage to find a boyfriend as well. But that doesn't mean if someone propositions me,I am going to drop everything and run to have sex with a complete stranger. Really guys, do any women from here actually do that? I know my boyfriend has had women say that, and then been stood up. I have been stood up myself any number of times.
I do a lot of camming on here and I get offers for immediate sex all the time. Of course I turn them down, and that's when they get nasty and rude and insulting. Suddenly I am no longer beautiful, but doggone ugly. Well, if I am so ugly, why were they watching in the first place? I have even had one of my accounts taken away, and they won't tell me why but I am guessing someone filed a false complaint about my camming behavior. My thoughts are it was someone I turned down. My behavior always meets any standard set here.
There is no guarantee that you will find sex partners. Think about it. Some of the blame lies in your behavior. Just because a woman cams sexually or agrees to a meeting with sex as a possibility, does not mean you don't have to treat her with the respect any individual deserves. And if you behave like a jerk online, that will just turn women off and dim your possibilities. Just because she is not interested in you doesn't suddenly make her ugly or stupid. It makes her discerning.
Some wonderful men and women watch me cam and they really help to boost my fragile ego, and I thank them for that. I have regular viewers who are more like friends after all this time. Just stop thinking that people on here will have sex with just anybody for the asking. I don't believe that really happens very often. And don't get nasty when they turn you down. We are all entitled to accept or refuse possible partners. Take it like a man.Or woman.
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Long Time No See
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Posted:Feb 8, 2014 2:42 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2014 6:11 pm
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Wow. It has been a really long time since I posted anything here.I must be very very dull.
My weight loss is going great. I have lost nearly half my body weight and am down to 140. Just 30 pounds to go, but they seem to be the most difficult. As soon as I find somebody to take some new pics, I will post them and you can see for yourself. Maybe I should conduct a poll, and you can vote on Vixen's body. Or you could catch me camming once in a while.Outside of a few nasty viewers, and somebody who managed to get me kicked off one of the sister sites, I still love to cam. It must be the attention it garners me.
My sexcapades have definitely slowed, by my own choice. When I started it was about racking up the conquests. Now I am into quality, not quantity. And to be honest guys, good sex seems to be really hard to find. Sorry.
When I get settled in my new place in the next few weeks, I would like to start inviting people over to be with me and my man. But NO SINGLE GUYS unless you have an invitation from him. And that is tough to do. although he says I need a stunt cock here since he is away so much.
MMMMMMMMM I miss that traveling cock.
I did make two professional porn videos this past year, that re for sale online. Making porn was on my bucket list, but I thought maybe I was too old to pique anyone's interest.I guess not. Thanks to those of you who have looked.
Maybe I will get back to posting once in a while.
Always wet,
Vixen
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More insomnia
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Posted:Jun 15, 2011 3:31 am
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2011 7:40 pm
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It seems I have more insomnia. This time I think it is because I have been invited to my first party, and I am a little nervous. How will I do? I think I have the same fear I had the first time I really cammed on here. Then it was "what if I am one of the sad cases who cams on here and nobody watches?". I changed my mind the morning I had over 300 people watching! Now it's, "what if I show up for this party and no one, male or female, wants to fuck me?" Sort of like standing there at a high school dance waiting for a guy to ask you to dance. Will I be the wallflower or will my dance card be filled? Would you dance with me?
I have my clothes laid out already. My hair is washed aand I will take a bath in a bit. Almost like a first date.I have packed a little bag with some clothing changes and some toys in it. I used to be a Girl Scout and was taught to be prepared.Maybe next I need to invest in some costumes! I have wanted a gang bang for a while. Will this be similar or could I actually have one here? I know I have turned very evil and naughty since I came here. But it is so much fun!
Hopefully I will make some new friends. I have alreaady made a couple, just from being invited. This makes up for being stood up by a really rude couple two nights ago. You know who you are. I don't need you. I am guessing I can get a guy or two to fuck me.
Tell me guys. Would you volunteer or send me away unfucked?
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Vixen's Sexcapades
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Posted:May 28, 2011 3:04 am
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2011 1:14 am
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Let's get to the real heart of the matter here. Sex. That's why we are all here, after all.
I ran across this site totally by accident, when a conventional dating site was down for maintenance. Call me naive, but I had no clue until then that something like this existed. I was flabbergasted. Would people really advertise for sex partners? Would anybody ever really want to have sex with me again?
I lost my husband of 21 years to medical malpractice. So I tucked the physical part of me away behind layers of extra fat. I assumed that part of my life was now over. And it worked for seven years. Then I started having very vivid sex dreams. I couldn't take it and I developed a profile to see if there was someone willing to have sex with me. I waited.
I was amazed, this time. There were men, and women, willing to have sex with me. I started chatting with some of them. I found myself addicted to the chat. It gave me problems once in a while when I found myself chatting instead of attending class or doing homework. Whoops. I had to learn how to prioritize again.
I made up my mind to let my wild side free and to try things I had never imagined I would. Sex had always been a big deal to me. I opened my mind and my body to new possibilities. I decided I wanted to try sex with women and maybe more than one partner at a time. I wanted to be the wild woman I always knew I was. I wanted to return to the open sex and multiple partners I had in my college days. I wanted to be admired and desired again. Would it work?
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How do I look?
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Posted:May 22, 2011 1:37 pm
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2011 2:40 pm
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I was able to better test public reaction this week to my new and still changing look when I headed back to New Mexico to take care of some unfinished business. I rode the bus back so when I return to Dallas I can either drive my convertible or a rental truck. I can't wait to run around Dallas in my red convertible with the top down! I have considered driving it or riding in it with my top down!
Anyway,I walked into my best friend's husband's shop to discuss the aforementioned mustang which he has examined before. I find that I bonce and smile a lot lately, in keeping with the new me. I bounce and smile and laugh a lot more now. I blew into his shop with a huge smile on my face, my long red hair blowing from the breeze outside. I felt good about myself and apparently it makes me look good. No ego here, right? He looked at me and smiled broadly. Then he leered as men will do. "You have lost a lot of weight," he said. Let me tell you that was the best affirmation and encouragement anyone could have given me. I left there with hair bouncing, hips swaying and breasts high and proud. Now I can't wait to get back to my exercise regimen of walking and the gym.I think I can finally do it this time!
On a side note, the trainer at the gym kept asking me on my first
day "How old are you?". I wondered for days if that is because I look younger or older.
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Damn this insomnia!
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Posted:May 16, 2011 3:07 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2011 8:09 am
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Damn this insomnia! It would be so nice to get a real night's sleep for a change. Especially now. I am supposed to start at the gym today. Imagine. Me at the gym. But I want to get back down to my"fighting" weight and I have been working hard at it
Dallas has been good to me. I have lost over 30 pounds since I came here. Maybe you can all help me keep track and on my toes. And I may need a little encouragement from time to time. I am double jointed and multi orgasmic now. Just imagine what I can do as I lose more weight! Of course, you know what they say about sex burning calories. Anybody want to help? Volunteers?
I have been a sex addict since I was in college. And the theory has always been that women lose interest in sex during middle age. Wrong! If anything, I am hornier and wilder than I ever was. Nobody who has played with me can believe I went seven years without sex, but I did. There should be some kind of trophy for that. Or at least I should have gotten some sympathy cards!
I started on this journey less than a year ago, determined to try new things and shake up my dull life a little. I have managed to do that. Maybe I will chronicle some of my escapades in later blogs. Or maybe nobody gives a damn and no one will read these ramblings. If you read it, let me know.
Since I started I have had great sex and terrible sex. I have met some wonderful friends and some fruitcakes. You know who you are. I was very discouraged when I first came to Dallas because I kept getting stood up all the time. I thought I must be horribly ugly for that to keep happening. I was ready to leave the area. But it turned around and I think I can be very happy here.
I have tried a lot since I became active again sexually. I had a friend and his friend give me my first dp. What a wonderful experience! I would do that all the time if I could. Now I want to try two cocks in my pussy at one time. Any volunteers for that? I have played with my first women and couples. The first times with couples weren't cool, because I got cheated when it cane to actual fucking. So if you ever want to play as couples, be warned that I expect at least equal time. My fist time with a woman, my friend had a hard time believing I had never played with a woman before. So I must have been okay. And it really surprised me the first time another woman made me cum. Now I have gotten into BDSM and love it! I guess I have turned into quite the pervert!
Come back for more later. I usually do.
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