When it simply can't stay the way it is.  

Rynnyshame 46F
12 posts
3/9/2022 11:20 pm
When it simply can't stay the way it is.


*sighs*
I don't want to hear failure

This isn't about love not being involved.
There's so much loyalty it's fucking toxic.
It's about allowing something to literally kill you because you love it.
Or not.
And I choose not.
After all the pain and disrespect and abuse he was and is back.
Except see between tbi and prison and trauma and time he's scary different abd the little tiny<b> bite </font></b>of the man I was to marry are few and between.
And he's hitting again.
And he's lying and cheating and he's manipulating
And he's never going to be the man I waited for to come home.
That man died in prison.
I'm alone for real now.
Pray I make it through this ending.
Just one more time.
Fuck.
Why me?

I carry no Shame. Moving along with a light heart and hella high heels.


iarealone 37M
23 posts
3/26/2022 7:03 am

No one deserves to feel this way. May you find the help you need. Best of luck.

kindness always.


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