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Currently, in Williewitcheroo. . . .
Posted:Jul 24, 2021 12:35 pm
Last Updated:Jul 24, 2021 4:28 pm
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i haven't posted in a while here because, quite honestly, i'm very discouraged with this site. That and I've become addicted the chat on another place online; it's an obsession that I know I should break, but it's also not hurting anybody, so what the hell?

At work, we have another supervisor, Dave, and he's a driver! One of US, thank God! So far, so good. I'm cautiously optimistic that things will improve for we drivers thanks his and my other supervisor's efforts in that direction.

I had a new on my route for one day because his mother, a fat, ugly cow of a woman, decided she didn't want her with me due the fact that I didn't kiss her wrinkled ass on my first pick up attempt, so one of my friends has deal with the bitch now, starting on Tuesday;

MY people, my beloved and their families, however, are the best! Thank God for all four of them. . .

One of our drivers had his mother die on him last week so he called in on Thursday morning and I got one of his people that afternoon/both trips on Friday. A bit out of my way, but it was handled fairly well.

No idea when my friend will be back work or when I will get a response my supportive texts. . .sigh.

Still haven't ridden Spooky, or even used the trainer I bought at eBay for her. No idea why, aside from my chat addiction along with a general lack of motivation. . . .

Bambi got a date for her knee surgery in November, finally, and it's being done locally instead of in Boston, much to our reliefs. Going to be a HUGE hassle and tons of extra work for me during her recovery, and I'm not sure I can handle it alone, but if the family steps in to help like I hope they will, it won't be so bad.

I might have cerebral palsy, a malady from my childhood. The VA is arranging tests for it. Another beast to face down.

There's also a risk for skin cancer on my part, unfortunately/

STILL haven't visited Doug yet and am not sure when that will happen, honestly. He's moving after the summer, so perhaps then.

Life goes on.

1920--Bit of a scare an hour or so ago with apparent chest palpitations that lasted for an hour and a half, more or less. It felt like blood was rushing through my chest, and I got a headache, but catching up on my forgotten morning meds and taking a couple of aspirin have, apparently corrected the problem (whatever it was). I'm fine now.

We were supposed to be at the movies now seeing Black Widow, but that incident killed the idea, much to Bambi's ire. . .she said she understood, but I could tell she was real upset with me.

Sighs.

Between one thing or the other, seems she's ALWAYS upset or disappointed in me of late. Not a good feeling.

My libido, once on the increase, has crashed.

Life sucks sometimes.

Zulu is looking better and better to me. . . .
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Update
Posted:Jul 15, 2021 3:58 pm
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2021 3:22 am
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Since my last post, most of my money has been refunded, and my Gold membership still extended for a month.

Apparently Somebody IS reading these blogs who has the power to do stuff like that without taking credit.

Whomever you are, you have my eternal gratitude.

You also ensured that I will happily pay for an extension when the time comes.

Joy, I haven't forgotten my promise. When your membership expires, I WILL renew it.

Doug, I am'ctrying to come up with a workable time to drive that far to meet you, but traffic this time of year, especially on weekends is horrendous going to and from The Cape, so it might just be after the summer ends. I still have a big surprise for you that I KNOW you'll need and use. . . .

jajo, thanks for all the kind messages and your continuing emotional back-up. I hope to have the honor to get to know you in coming days, weeks, months, and years.

I am NOT going to let the lowlifes who infest this site chase me away, not am I going to give up my search for a good friend or three or whatever anytime soon here.

"When my time is over,
and my day is done,
I will lay in clover
'cause I still love some one."

Life goes on.
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My Final Profile Modification
Posted:Jul 14, 2021 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2021 5:42 am
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I haven't been here that long, but in that short time I've been blatantly lied to, asked for money not once, but several times, then deserted when I refuse, had uncounted scam attempts pulled on me, been messaged with obscene missives detailing my (apparently many) physical and mental shortcomings in graphic detail (the jerks responsible deleted their account, of course), I have been grossed out by dick and pussy pictures, rendered speechless by some of the hate-filled profiles I've seen, and today, just to add the cherry to the shitpile, I've had my gold membership automatically renewed without my authorization, to the tune of $65, leaving me with a tiny bank balance.

If, as I'd LIKE to do, I close this account, it will mean pissing away that money, which I can't afford.

Fine.

I'm looking for FRIENDS ONLY! My age preferably. I will no longer respond to women under the age of 45, from foreign countries, despite the (fake) pictures on your (equally fake) profiles.

PERIOD. END OF DISCUSSION. . . .

WOMEN ONLY, LIVING IN THE UNITED STATES, OVER THE AGE OF 45, WITH VERIFIABLE PROFILES AND REALISTIC PHOTOS.

I am NOT leaving my wife for anybody, I am NOT going to cheat on her because, although we haven't fucked in six years betraying her love is NOT an option.

I corrected that auto-renew situation. My current gold membership expires next month and I will, most likely delete this account shortly thereafter.

Yes I am angry. No, I don't care if it offends you. If so, you don't need to be around me, anyway.

RWRW
WE14/07/21
1922 hours.
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Me and Lil Abner
Posted:Jul 13, 2021 1:57 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2021 6:49 am
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Sometimes i feel like I can't possibly do anything right and would be better off dead.
Fortunately, however, I have a good support system I can and do reach out to at these times.

Yesterday I got, out of the blue, the most hateful message here that I have ever yet encountered anywhere online. I tried to report and block them, but they'd already closed their account.

Apparently I've pissed somebody off here. . .

Didn't help.

I've been up all night, yet again, and can't do my job safely, so I texted my supervisors at about 0330 and am taking sick day to sort things out, hopefully.

Maybe I'll even sleep later on.

We'll see.

Thanks to Doug, Joy, and jajo for hanging in there with me.

I love all three of you dearly.

Life goes on!
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Still More Bullshit
Posted:Jul 11, 2021 7:57 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2021 5:42 am
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I keep meaning to load Spooky onto my car, drive to the trailhead a couple of miles away, and just RIDE, but it seems that something's always not right. . . .frustrating as hell!

This morning I thought of a magnetic bike trainer, and how I could use that to ride her at home where there are no excuses, so not long ago, I went on eBay, did some research and found a Blackburn trainer I could afford, then ordered it. Due in next week sometime.

Hopefully this will solve the problem!

We went to the drive-in last night, only staying for the first feature because the seconf was Jaws and that movie gives me nightmares for weeks after seeing it. For once on a date night we got home before midnight.

As usual, however, I had too much caffeine and stayed up until about three this morning, only getting a few hours of sleep before waking just in time to see Bambi off to church and coming downstairs to play on the computer awhile before taking the trash out, ingesting my meds, feeding the fish, taking care of the cat,, etc.

Now I'm resting a bit before tackling laundry and a few other chores.

Hopefully she'll return from church soon.

More later, hopefully.

Life goes on.
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Digging My Heels In
Posted:Jul 7, 2021 11:15 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2021 3:42 pm
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I was just about to close this account and cut my losses when I got notification that somebody I've admired since arriving here has accepted my friendship request.

That set me to thinking about Doug and Joy. . .

Three diamonds are more than worth the effort, so I'm not deleting this account, and will renew my Gold wen the time comes, or perhaps a few days late.

You're stuck with me, people! Run for the hills!

Weather here on The Cape is really closing in over the next few days with a major storm blowing in from the south!

Time to batten down the hatches.

More later.

Life goes on.
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Soggy Saturday
Posted:Jul 3, 2021 4:39 am
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2021 11:59 am
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I haven't blogged in a while. Not that things haven't happened in my life worth writing about, it's just that this site is getting. . .dull.

It's pretty much the same shit, day after day anymore.

I get scammers coming out of the woodwork, dick picks from guys upset that I'm not a single female, rude comments, and I'm seriously thinking of cutting my losses by shutting this account down for good.

If anybody cares, this is the time to let me know.

Anyway, Willow Street Tavern reopened last night after several months hiatus when the former owner decided to sell to his waitress, jess.

We were there.

It was nice seeing Jess and her fiancee but got real busy, and we were there a longer time than normal. Also, they hiked prices significantly since the last visit. Minor bitches.

Another trip to the drive-in movies tonight, with heavy rain in the forecast.

This should be FUN! NOT!

FUCK!

Life goes on until you run the Zulu program/.........
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The Flip Side of Betrayal
Posted:Jun 30, 2021 1:04 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2021 5:42 am
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There's a lovely young woman from Gambia who's stuck by me for over two months now, despite my constant mood swings and rejection.

She's pure in heart, loving and real, beyond a shadow of a doubt.

Her name is fatou and I adore her.
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SCAMMER ALERT
Posted:Jun 30, 2021 12:57 am
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2021 10:06 am
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THIS PERSON ASKED ME FOR $1500 LAST NIGHT AFTER CLAIMIING TO BE MY FRIEND FOR JUST OVER A MONTH! sHE HAS BEEN REPORTED AND I HAVE DECLARED WAR ON HER FOR GROSSS BETRAYAL OF MY TRUST.

STAY AWAY FROM HER AT ALL COSTS!
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Grapeshot
Posted:Jun 27, 2021 7:43 am
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2021 1:09 am
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Elvan, my '' online from another site whom I haven't met yet, was transferred from San Diego to Berlin, Germany for three months, arriving last night. I heard from her not long ago. Aside from a serious case of jet-lag, she's fine. We'll talk later when she's had a chance to rest.

That chair FINALLY arrived this morning! The box looks the worse for wear, but I'm optimistic that it's intact. Assembly sometime soon when I can pull my head out of my ass to focus on it. Bambi's offered to help putting it together, and I'm grateful to accept!

Beautiful day, with the ever-present sea-breeze making its presence felt, in NO uncertain terms, but it's NOT a nor-easter, a fact for which I am eternally grateful.

With any luck at all it will die down a bit by the time we return from visiting The this afternoon, so I CAN comfortably mount the bike and RIDE, at long last. . .

Life goeth ever ever onward, yea, verily!
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Draggin' Ass
Posted:Jun 27, 2021 6:42 am
Last Updated:Jun 28, 2021 1:08 am
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I finally went to bed about five this morning, and got up when Bambi did at around seven. . .

So excuse me if I'm dragging ass today, because I don't know just how much more sleep I'm getting before we have to leave to see the grandkids at 30. Could EASILY be a High Caffeine Day for this crazy old man!

For I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep. . . .That's an old line from a poem I memorized, kinda, in high school, oh so long ago by Robert Frost, I thin

I'd like to thank Joy for being here for me at two in the morning and listening to my sorrows, and also Doug for doing the same thing later on! I love you both madly!

I looked outside not long ago and saw a hawk hunting over the woods across the street, remembering how patient these noble raptors are along with the fact that most of their strikes don't succeed. Since I'm brother to the red tail, I know I must strive to develop more patience with people, especially Lisa. . . .

I also know, however, that I MUST continue Searching for what I need so badly. . .

I can't do anything else.

Or so it seems now.

Bambi's at church now, and will be gone another two hours. She needs that escape, and I do envy her social skills.

HOPEFULLY, I'll load Spooky onto Betsy and ride sometime today, possibly after we return from seeing the grandkids before sunset at about eight tonight. If not, manana, si!

Life goes on. And on. And ON!
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The Truth About Love
Posted:Jun 26, 2021 9:59 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2021 5:42 am
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In a now-deleted post here, I tore into somebody very dear to me because she had a LOT of mostly friends and gave no time.

I thought I could walk away, I really did, but ever since I blocked her from this site and my phone, my heart has been breaking. . . .

It's early morning on a Saturday, now SUNDAY, and, due to a massive caffeine intake during yesterday morning, I am wide awake for at least several more hours.

And crying for my Sunflower. . .

God what an old fool I can be sometimes,

Unfortunately, this time of day is when my heart is most vulnerable, my resolve the weakest, and when unmet desires threaten to overwhelm me, so it's also the worst time for me doing things.

I unblocked Sunflower on this site along with my phone and left a message on her profile, hoping against hope that she'll respond favorably.

Like I said, I am an old fool sometimes, but damnit, I LOVE her, and MY Love lasts forever, even if it ends in failure, as so many HAVE in my life.

It's just the way built. For better or worse, people I love have special mansions inside my heart that never, EVER get torn down, but wait patiently for them to return. IF they return at all.

I will die loving them ALL, I know.

Strength, or weakness? I have no earthly idea.

Maybe someday I'll finally wise up, but somehow I rather doubt it.

Life goes on.
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A Soldier's Dream
Posted:Jun 26, 2021 9:22 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2021 5:42 am
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I don't wanna drive a jeep,
all I wanna do is sleep!
That's the Charlie Battery boogie!
What a crazy sound!
(Basic Training Song, Fort Sill, Oklahoma, Summer of 1977)
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