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I just love it that you say exactly what is on your mind and you never pull any punches either with anything you say. Just remember also that your sexy mind is a terrible thing to waste to my friend. I hope your enjoying your Hump Day.. Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on.. 
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Could be fun Won't cost you anything Safe sex at home Your night wouldn't be Lonely.
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that's so true... ❗ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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9/22/2021 6:07 pm |
Awesome picture!
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It IS a lot of responsibility and finding a partner who wants that is amaaaazing .....and rare, maybe you can meet in the middle somewhere/sometime. Could be the lonely night cure......who knows ~~
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Your choice of course, but it could lead to some in-person fun! Hobbies, on HNW Books, on HNW Will Pony Play Become A Bigger Thing Now [post 3312759] My Private Post - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets – Anything you write here is just between us
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I've had a few friends here and elsewhere that became somewhat of a commitment. It isn't a bad thing, but we both need to realize there is real life issues before us too. A little flexibility and understanding go a long way.
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10/1/2021 9:56 pm |
In regards to surrendering your vulnerability, Ponder this true story, it's in my bio.: Before we were able to upload photo's over the internet (Ftp was for websites mainly), "Social Game Rooms" were our Instagram-TikTok-SnapChat. I was part of the developing team for mPLAYER.com- the only "Interactive Multiplayer CD-Rom generated gaming site on the planet. We gave players opportunity to set up their own chat room-for a game that others had loaded-and matches/tournaments..created huge social platform. In walks Hineaea "Hawaiian for Whale Whisperer." She too was an mPlayer.com Wizard, and we started flirting, then calling every night, then phone-sexing. 3 months later, I'm ready to relocate and I "Blindly Hop A Plane To Orange County!" But mind you, she BLINDLY asked me to come. You'll see how significant this is in a minute. Now neither of us knows what the other looks like other than minor details. Hair, eyes, height, etc. I walk off the plane and there's this amazingly "Angelic" child-like woman holding a bouquet of 3 dozen roses. White, Pink, Red. She's about 5'6 and easily 380-lbs. Just stating a fact, cause I did't notice after first sight. It didn't matter. "On that plane, I had already reminded myself..You've Seen The Worst In Life, What Could Go Wrong?" My motivation for a new journey outweighed even her! We get in her Bronco, arrive at her apartment, she goes in through door in garage leading past her cubicle office-Kitchen-Living Room...she turns around and I'm already naked. Her "Nerves, Fears, Inhibitions, Insecurities...GONE!" Now, "I'm an open book, always have been always will be." She on the other hand, has been hiding behind her job as an IS/IT Divisional Manager for a very large National Publishing Company. 80% of her work is done remote or she flies to corporate network stations to handle emergency issues. Whole Life, from age 8, she's battled with obesity and all the bullying that came with it. Even from her own family, and she's Hawaiian! Let me tell ya. I found out that Hawaiians code of "Aloha" is a sham to draw tourism. They are the most Hypocritical racist ethnicity I've ever known..and I've traveled the world. At 15, she takes up "Key Punch Computing Classes" and boom, lands this job. With the company 26 years when I moved in. They loved her! Tuck her in a corner where she's happy, pay for all her training to run our National IS/IT network, cause she has "NO EMOTIONAL TIES." drawing her away from work. She was on salary, mid 6 figures, and on duty 24/7. She was so withdrawn from a normal life, it took a week to get her into a restaurant. Then I got her into a theater, then we went to 2 concerts and 3 club shows, the during training in Santa Clara, I forced her on a roller coaster at Great America CA. Won 2 Giant stuffed Animals, BEAR and GOLDEN LAB that laid flat taller than me. "She cried when we got in the car..why you doing this? I have nothing you'd be attracted to!" That's just it. My other relationships, "I was the damn trophy-showed off from here to Tahiti doing nude modeling, Soft and Hardcore Porn, Swing clubs, Nudist events...I needed a break! This was that "ANCHOR TO SETTLE ME DOWN I COULD GROW STABLE WITH!" We married in 2 years, she had bypass surgery to lose 175lbs, became pregnant and delivered a fucking gifted young man. He's 17, and about to get picked up by 4 Huge Brands and join PGA GOLF TOUR. We lived inseparable life together, never argued or sing of friction. Lived in Hawaii 6 years before returning to Oregon. Then she shut-down. Because her Parents, Brother, Sister said "You Leave Our Aina With That Haole, You're Not Welcome Back!" CRUSHED HER. By 2014, she was over 420lbs, and bedridden. November 2016, I leave the house at 2:30 to pick up son at school, get supplies to cook thanksgiving dinner (I'm a certified chef, she could barely cook rice) as is our tradition. I could tell in the look and sound of her, she was exhausted. We get bak at 5pm, Son is always first in door to hug and chat about school, as I'm about to step up on porch he comes out panicked and tears welting. "Mommy isn't waking up!" My heart fell right through my ass, but I had to protect him. I took him straight to our neighbor, had her husband keep an eye..we both entered the house together. Laying crossways on bed, as if collapsing on back out of strength, she laid in peace, glasses fogged up from the stress...but suffering no more. So don't ever think you're giving up vulnerability. Life is a "GIFT" for you to use wisely, or recklessly. But as in this story..the wise choice in her mind was to be a hermit. She would have never had a legacy, in her son. Witnessed a normal life like I awoken her to. Giving her confidence she was just as human as any cock sucker on this planet! 42 years old. Way too young, but congestive heart failure the Autopsy report indicated. Lungs had no room to expand. Her Photo is in my profile,
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