Back in the house..........
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Posted:Jan 5, 2011 1:58 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2011 4:13 pm
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I'm Back but not posting blogs. Thought I would say hello and wish everyone a New Year!!
Forget the things that made you feel Sad but
Remember that which made you Glad!
Forget those friends that proved to be untrue but
Remember them that stayed with you!
Forget the troubles that passed your way,
Remember instead the blessings and mirracles that occur every day!
May you complete old dreams and start new ones just like I'm doing.
HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR!!!
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On the way out..........
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Posted:May 13, 2009 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2011 1:44 am
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All My Love
You make me feel special just by being you...
Just want you to know that nobody can love
Me like You do or Care about Me as You do
I will and am determined to show you just
How Much you mean to Me...
The time has come for me to put more action into
Words than just giving off air...
Time has been wasted spent on chatting
Now I spend it doing positive activities.
Less fat build up and more figure with curves
In all the right places.
Always and Forever.
I'm not leaving the site for good but will visit from time to time while I'm away. Personal needs have come to pass so its time for me to say "So Long, not Goodbye since thats Forever".
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An Apology...
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Posted:Apr 2, 2009 4:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2009 5:57 pm
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I've been very busy in reality with my life and trying to make up for lost time that I missed out while I was ill. It isn't that I don't want to be around I just don't get enough time to visite Senior Sizzle as much as I would like too lately. My and my personal needs have become a priority and internet not as much. I do miss connecting with many of the wonderful people I've met from the site but focusing on other parts of my life has made it impossible to keep up. I do promise that I will try to make time to visit as much as I can in the future. For today I will be reading my favourite bloggers posts and comment where I should and pass by those I don't have an answer to on whatever the subject is about but know that its not that I don't want to keep conyact but its best to say nothing when you have nothing to say instead of writing a load of bollocks with no meaning. Forgive my attitude if you think that I'm being rude, its not my intention. Loads of love to all xxx.
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How much you mean to me...
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Posted:Mar 31, 2009 6:27 am
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2009 4:36 pm
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When you think you know someone well enough, you never forget them ever!
I chatted with a yank in the Euro room in the old days and still remember how charming and humorous he was.
To me he was a smart man with gentle habits that any women could not resist.
All this time I never realized just how much of my heart he took when I had already gave it to him without question.
The emotions I felt would not let me tell you how much you really meant to me.
I rather you believed that I never loved you because of the pain and agony I may have caused you if I had told you and let you see just how much pain I was suffering.
I couldn't let my burden be your burden.
It was all because of me and I didn't want to hurt you again. I never wanted to hurt you because I did love you always.
The main reason I never told you was so you could forget me and spare you of the pain and hurt and all the agony it would have caused.
It was my fault for all the rough times I've faced because of my stupid emotions. I should become a forgotten memory myself.
I know I still shouldn't think these thing, but I do.
All I would like to say for now and you can think for yourself what the hidden meaning is " You hold my heart but it was always yours, then and now still ".
You called me beautiful and that always made me feel weak at the knees. Now, you know just how much you mean to me!!!
I love you...
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The bridge in the Careless Complication
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Posted:Feb 27, 2009 4:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2009 6:29 am
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Leaving You
I couldn't help the White Lies!!!
I thought that what with everything that has happened between us
we would last forever.
I know now that you might be feeling low but, everything can get better if you let it.
I have faith in you and I know you will stay safe.
I'm sorry I promised you I would stop playing games,
Already, I'm sure as I know you that you are feeling sad
Since I told I was leaving.
You begged me not to leave even though you admitted that you didn't deserve my LOVE.
Its just the way let me believe that we would last forever but you kept holding back and yet you still want me to stay.
I'm so sorry to have to leave you this way.
I thought of all the plans we had made and glad that I didn't call to speak to you..
You are strong and I know you can cope in finding new happiness.
I will always love you but can never be yours.
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Be Mine.........
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Posted:Feb 16, 2009 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2009 8:55 pm
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Heartache
I couldn't touch his face or kiss his lips
I couldn't even hold his hands like I needed to.
All I could do was type words across a screen
It was almost as if I was in this imaginary land of Dreams...
I fell in love over time through just reading and watching and waiting for the moment.
I thought to myself "How can I fall in love with someone I can't see? Or was it the words he typed across my screen
Or maybe it was the thought of something that could never be..."
Just wishful thinking...
The memory of his words still lingers on my mind
I still find myself sitting in front of my computer wishing and hoping for those beautiful words of his to pop up on my screen.
Maybe it was just all a Wishful Dream that might come true
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False hopes tainted by love....
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Posted:Feb 13, 2009 4:39 am
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2009 6:30 am
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Careless Complications
When we met I knew it wasn't right because even though the stars did shine...
I was never yours and you were never mine
We both knew that the time for you to go would bruise my heart
Even though my heart is bruised, nothings broken because,
We both knew it had to happen, you were never meant to stay...
I've taught my heart to become numb and be afraid to feel
due to careless complications.
I once thought it might be real but alas, it was only false hope.
All my hopes were painted designs making it all White Lies!!!
I had been thinking of all the plans we had made and wanted so badly to speak to you but I knew that I just couldn't do it. I picked up the phone, then dropped because I knew that my voice would reveal how I felt and you were the only one who could see through my soul.
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Mirracles do Happen....
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Posted:Feb 8, 2009 9:35 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2009 3:35 am
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Sometimes, when I think about it, I have a great fear of change. I want the people I love to continue to be in my life. I love the house I live in. I want to stay there always. Yet I realize at some level it is just material things that can be built up again.
When I look at the world situation, it always seems so hopeless to me. It makes me want to escape.Retreat is always beneficial, but must be brought to the mountain tops and market places otherwise it won't be of any good....
When you really look at what is going on in politics and business, it is not so hard to figure it out. In all countries, and most cities and towns, you have groups of men who scheme, manipulate, and use force or violence to further their own personal interests. Because inside themselves they live in darkness. They have become disconnected from the light of truth they once knew.
People are convinced that "truth" lies within gain of shiny objects we believe will make us happy...
I guess this is what is meant by the term “shit happens.” If we understand that, then we won’t get upset when something we value does break, or we experience loss or disappointment of some kind. Don’t get obsessed about what might happen in the future, but remain aware of and stay open to all possibilities. Honor the past without clinging to it, but make sure your awareness is grounded right here in the present.
It is the attachment to notions of “self,” to the idea of “I am this” or “I am that,” to the whole inside-our-head drama called “me, myself, and my story,” which creates the resistance to change. You know what I mean; the fixed positions people take and cling to for security, whether it’s a religious belief, a political belief, a national identity, or something else.
Then you live without needing to cling to any concept of “self,” because you have turned your attention back in on yourself and have discovered “you” don’t exist, except as a concept inside your head.
You’re not holding onto any image of a “self” needing validation or approval, or feeling pleased with itself on some days, and hating itself on others. Then there is no more suffering. You always feel good inside, because you’re in touch with the underlying goodness of life. You use the words “I,” “me,” and “mine” purely in a utilitarian way, just as you use thinking for the practical, creative tool it is.
Everything that can be seen changes. This becomes obvious the more closely you look at it. Our bodies change. They mature, age, and eventually die. Our thoughts, beliefs, sensations, and feelings change all the time. Our stories change. It comes and goes, it grows weaker or stronger over time. Then, of course, our friends and relationships change. They too come and go. And the world around us, both natural and man-made, is always changing.
Once you’ve made the shift from being identified with your stories to your true identity as the awareness, the unchanging consciousness which gives rise to all the stories in your life, including the ego or story-teller itself, then you are always fulfilled, at peace, and in the flow of life.
Once you’ve made the shift from being identified with your stories to your true identity as the awareness, the unchanging consciousness which gives rise to all the stories in your life, including the ego or story-teller itself, then you are always fulfilled, at peace, and in the flow of life.
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Much ado about nothing....
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Posted:Feb 3, 2009 1:55 am
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2009 4:03 pm
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Firstly I would like to apologize to all my favorite bloggers whose blogs I've not been visiting. I've not had much time to spend on the pc since I'm well now and can do physical things not like when I was ill and bored and could sit at the pc most of the day and night. I promise that I will make time to visit the blogs but also want you to know that I have been making a few changes to my profile and also did a voice recording but am not talking but singing in the worst voice ever. There was alot of background disturbance and the were laughing at me for doing it. They dared me into it and I never am chicken 
I hope you will understand that I'm really sorry if I have been neglecting any of you in anyway.
Love you all!!!
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Quotes I hope you might like ....
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Posted:Feb 1, 2009 7:55 pm
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2009 9:37 am
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The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.
Wisdom begins in wonder. A short saying often contains much wisdom.
A wise man does not need advice and a fool won’t take it.
Artificial Intelligence is no match for Natural Stupidity.
The wisest mind has something yet to learn.
If you want truly to understand something, try to change it.
A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.
The next best thing to being clever is being able to quote someone who is.
Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability.
Thoughts are but dreams till their effects be tried.
The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary. To believe in one’s dreams is to spend all of one’s life asleep. To accomplish great things we must not only act but also dream, not only plan but also believe.
Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm.
The best way to have a good idea is to have lots of ideas.
Be happy. It’s one way of being wise.
Everything is funny as long as it is happening to somebody else.
A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.
Reality does not conform to the ideal, but confirms it.
We have committed the Golden Rule to memory; let us now commit it to life.
Ideas are great arrows, but there has to be a bow. And politics is the bow of idealism
I’ve failed over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed. Nobody is a failure if he/she keeps trying till they succeed!!!
Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.
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MEN RESPECT A WOMAN WHO RESPECTS HERSELF...
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Posted:Jan 30, 2009 3:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2009 3:41 am
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MEN LOVE UNPREDICTABILITY.
Men are infinitely attracted to a woman who is filled with passions and more.
Men love it when in the beginning of the relationship they love that heart-pumping, adrenaline-fueled feeling they get when the phone goes ring...ring...ring... and they're not sure whether you're going to pick up.
Men tend to chase woman who act busy, act mysterious and he'll want to learn more about you, act like you have a life and he'll want to date you. Its true, I know from experience...
Now on the surface at the beginning of a relationship we are actually doing ourselves a favor by holding our tongue and guarding our heart.
Contrary to the belief of many women, men don't want to date a doormat. Calmly let him know that you expect to be treated with respect and give him the opportunity to prove whether he’s capable of following through.
Not any woman has the power to change a man, ever. The only way he will change his behavior is if he recognizes it on his own and has a genuine willingness to change.
If a man is emotionally unavailable, no amount of effort on your part will be able to convince him to open up and make you an important part of his life. It doesn't’t mean that you’re not pretty enough, smart enough, thin enough, funny enough, or whatever enough. In fact, it’s not about YOU at all. It’s about HIS own issues and if he doesn't’t recognize how amazing you are and can’t meet your needs, you are MUCH better off moving on to find someone who can.
In fact, there's nothing cooler than a woman who takes charge of her life.
Most guys DO ultimately want to find a quality woman to settle down with, but they still wrestle with fears about how a commitment might negatively impact their life.
I hope this helps all women who believe they need to give a man respect first to get respect.
GOOD LUCK!!!
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The 4bidden feelings of love....
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Posted:Jan 28, 2009 3:12 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2009 4:07 pm
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Thinking of You
When I lie on my bed, my thoughts are of you. I get this glowing feeling...guess you know what I mean if you reading this.
Even when you not with me, my heart finds you everywhere in my thoughts.
If it is wrong to love you then I will always respect your wishes as you requested.
Thinking of you makes my life complete.
You are my golden cloud, so perfect for my soul.
I'm here, all on my own with only thoughts of you that keep me smiling and the feeling just won't leave me no matter how hard I try.
Every morning that I wake my first thoughts are of you and how it warms my heart.
I Love You.
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An explanation of Evil...
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Posted:Jan 24, 2009 4:31 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2009 7:29 pm
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Frozen with Evil!
Everyone has evil and good in them even though we won't admit it. Sometimes doing something evil makes us believe that we have the power to be stronger than others. Not True!!!
The only time that evil will stop is when horror occurs to the person committing the evil acts. Like a , the evil person will continue with their evil acts until forgiven by someone who whose love they didn't earn.
Through evil, when one has been tortured, you bury yourself from the world wishing it was lined like a vault and crouch away from prying eyes like a zombie, hoping you are invisible. I should know...
I feel guilty and my flesh burns with humiliation from the memory of the evil acts. It is strange though, I forgive those evil people for they are filled with darkness and may have suffered in their lives too hence feeling the need to make others feel their pain by being evil.
As angry as I feel I am still filled with love and let it wash over me like an ocean to cleanse me of the evil. I cry myself to sleep to drown out the fear and pain that was bestowed on me hence evil will not win!!
I wouldn't be myself if I didn't feel the pain that twists inside my heart.
Redemption is my host to overcome my ordeal and so my life begins afresh!!!
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