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a 60s scoop rime
Posted:Aug 21, 2018 9:02 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 3:50 am
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Well I see him on the Tv
Preachin' bout the promise land
He tells me to believe in Jesus
And steals the money from my hand
while he tells me i must exccept the abouse i lived through in my hood
Some say he was a good man
But Lord I think he sinned, yeah

Twenty-two years of mental tears
Cries a suicidal peg city vet
Who fought a losing war on a damestic shore
To find his country didn't want him back

Their bullets took his best friend in peg city
Our lawyers took his wife, his , no regrets
In a time I don't remember
In a war he can't forget

He cries "Forgive me for what I've done there
Cause I never meant the things I did"

Chorus:
And give me something to believe in
If there's a Lord above
And give me something to believe in
Oh, Lord arise

Our best friend died a lonely man
In some Peg city hotel room
I got the call last Christmas Eve
And they told me the news

I tried all night not to break down and cry
As the tears rolled down my face
I felt so cold and empty
Like a lost soul out of place

And the mirror, mirror on the wall
Sees my smile it fades again

Chorus

Sometimes I wish to God I didn't know now
The things I didn't know then
Road you gotta take me home

I drive by the homeless sleepin on a cold dark street
Like bodies in and open grave
Underneath the broken old neon sign
That used to read jesus saves

A mile away live the rich folk
And I see how they're living it up
While the poor they eat from hand to mouth
The rich is drinkin' from a golden cup

And it just makes me wonder
Why so many lose, so few win

Chorus

You take the high road
And I'll take the low road
they destoryed are hood and are lifes
Sometime I wish I didn't know now
The things I didn't know then
lord knows the pain i have lived through
lost and alone ......
i need to heal my soul ....
And give me something to believe in
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rainbow in the dark
Posted:Aug 16, 2018 8:42 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 3:50 am
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When there's lightning,
You know, it always brings me down.
'Cause it's free,
And I see
That it's me
Who's lost and never found.

I cry out for magic,
See it dancing in the light.
It was cold.
Lost my hold
To the shadows of the night.

No sign of the morning coming.
You've been left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark
A rainbow in the dark.

Do your demons—well, do they ever let you go?
When you've tried,
Do they hide
Deep inside?
Is it someone that you know?

We're just a picture.
We're an image caught in time.
We're a lie:
You and I.
We're words without a rhyme.

No sign of the morning coming.
Don't you be left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark.
Rainbow in the dark.
Yeah.

[Solo]

When there's lightning,
You know, it always brings me down.
'Cause it's free,
And I see
That it's me
Who's lost and never found.

I cry out for magic,
See it floating in the air.
It was fear,
And you'll hear it
Calling you, "Beware! Look out!"

No sign of the morning coming,
No sight of the day.
You've been left on your own.
You are a rainbow,
Rainbow in the dark. [3x]

A rainbow in the dark.
Too many mornings.
Oh, just rainbow in the dark, dark, dark.

I see you're all—you're all—you're all rainbows.
You are rainbows in the dark.
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dont pass me by
Posted:Aug 7, 2018 2:16 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 3:50 am
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Pass me not, O gentle Savior,
Hear my humble cry;
While on others Thou art calling,
Do not pass me by.
Refrain:
Savior, Savior,
Hear my humble cry,
While on others Thou art calling,
Do not pass me by.
Let me at Thy throne of mercy
Find a sweet relief;
Kneeling there in deep contrition,
Help my unbelief.
Trusting only in Thy merit,
Would I seek Thy face;
Heal my wounded, broken spirit,
Save me by Thy grace.
Thou the spring of all my comfort,
More than life to me,
Whom have I on earth beside Thee,
Whom in Heav’n but Thee.
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something to think about in todays world we live
Posted:Jun 17, 2018 2:22 am
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2018 2:22 am
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I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone - if possible - Jew, Gentile - black man - white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness - not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost….

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men - cries out for universal brotherhood - for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world - millions of despairing men, women, and little - victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.

To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. …..

Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

Then - in the name of democracy - let us use that power - let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world - a decent world that will give men a chance to work - that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world - to do away with national barriers - to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!
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one day (not mine )
Posted:Jun 17, 2018 2:13 am
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2018 2:14 am
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See everybody that´s existing
Got a mind of their own
We´re all Kings and Queens
With a throne of our own
Tryin to raise a family
Is an empty home
We got to learn to stick together
Hate to be here alone
'Cause the world is a place
That will eat you alive in one day
Said the world is a place
That you can´t survive without faith
Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it´ll all turn around
Because
All my life I´ve been waiting for
I´ve been praying for
For the people to say
That we don´t wanna fight no more
They´ll be no more wars
And our will play
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
It´s not about
Win or lose
We all lose
When they feed on the souls of the innocent
Blood drenched pavement
Keep on moving though the waters stay raging
In this maze you can lose your way (your way)
It might drive you crazy
But don't let it faze you no way (no way)
Gotta hold on
Livin life day by day
Gotta hold on
Put your focus on that one day
All my life I´ve been waiting for
I´ve been praying for
For the people to say
That we don´t wanna fight no more
They´ll be no more wars
And our will play
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day this all will change
Treat people the same
Stop with the violence
Down with the hate
One day we´ll all be free
And proud to be
Under the same sun
Singing songs of freedom like
Gotta hold on
Livin life day by day
Gotta hold on
Put your focus on that one day
All my life I´ve been waiting for
I´ve been praying for
For the people to say
That we don´t wanna fight no more
They´ll be no more wars
And our will play
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
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last ride xoxo
Posted:Jun 17, 2018 1:15 am
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2018 1:16 am
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It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
Damn, who knew all the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here
Talking to you about another path I
Know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture
Those were the days hard work forever pays now I see you in a better place
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong and what's
Small turn to a friendship, a friendship
Turn into a bond and that bond will never
Be broken and the love will never get lost
And when brotherhood come first then the line
Will never be crossed established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn and that line is what
We reach so remember me when I'm gone
How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride
So let the light guide your way hold every memory
As you go and every road you take will always lead you home
It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again
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threats
Posted:Jun 16, 2018 10:44 pm
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2018 10:45 pm
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stop all your pety gossip ,,,
your threats dont bother me ,,,
you think your scaring someone ,,,
i ant afraid of a beef ,,,
you wanna start some problems ,,,
then ill set you free ,,,
dont care when you are coming ,,
couse ill unleash this beast ,,,
i dont need 20 g to drop you to ya knees ,,,,
good bye you fucken lil nobodys ,,,,
hahhaha,,,
why you droppping names to me ,,,,
why you mad at me homie >>
couse im making $$$$$
fucken lil haters ,,,,
ya fucken lil nobodys ,,,,
stop all ya petty gossip ,,,,
i aint afraid of shit ,,,,
you wanna war lil nobody ,,,,
i dont live by dborads or taking minutes ,,,,
im a cell mate killer ,,, taking it to the limits ,,,
ill have you crying like a wittness ,,,
ill die knowing im winnipegs best ,,,
fucken lil nobodys ,,,,,
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repping canada
Posted:Jun 16, 2018 10:08 pm
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2018 10:14 pm
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look at me now i here for redemption ,,,
what the fuck you think ya looking at ,,,
real peg city vet ,,,,
you can do you and i can get mine ,,,
built my name from the ground up ,,
now what ,,,
i say all this shit couse it real not to sound tuff ,,,
my hole crew all vets ,,,
we been talked about for ever like 2pac death ,,,
yo you lil need to learn how to listen ,,,
it called streets of death its earned not given ,,,,
ive put my time in this ,, ive put in street work ,,
look how we living its hororfing ,,,
never been frunting ,,,,
putting down for my nation ,,,
im real to the streets ,,
i just love that clubbing ,,
get in ya head ,,, im a soldier ,,,,
and im ready to die with the troups by my side ,,,
the only rag i rep is the canadain flag ,,,
where every nichie has a titaium blade ,,
i dont give a fuck who the seneter is ,,,,
im tired of all the bull shit ppl put ya through ,,
im here for redemption ,,,,
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poor life
Posted:Jun 16, 2018 9:07 pm
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2018 10:22 pm
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my friends said i changed when i came home from my last steint in jail
i done put up with a lot , im never gonna stop , im still in my dark days .,
ive been down n out , stuck between a rock n hard place ,,
ill roll the dice on a 7/11 or gas station ,,
they say ive changed ... i dont care ,, couse my life about to change
im about to leave that shit behind ,,,,
my momy told my dady told me that ill never be nothing but a mother fucking thug , and no good , ,, im still all good ,,
there aint no life like the poor life ,,
thats why i take chances like i roll dice ,,
i cant help im most dangerous ,
guess i was tired of living poor ,,
cant have a conversation with these stuck up snobz couse they racests ,
there aint no life like the poor life ,,
thats why i take chances like i roll dice ,,
and i dont care couse my life is gonna change ,,
im still on my game ,, still dangerous like mason ,,
guess im just tired of living poor ,,,
nornal ppl cant hold me ,, or understand me ,,
aint no life like the poor life ,,
even though i read my bible ,, keep my eyes on the prize ,,,
i still want money and more ice ,,,,
its funny how your life changes when you become a dad n grandpa ,,
when i left the life i left with my honor and self respect n pride ,,,
aint no life like the poor life ,,,
all i want is to see my grand graduate before i die ,,,
but lord knows ive done my fairshare of evil ,, and desevere to die ,,,
ever since i was a lil thug /run away on the streets of winnipeg ,,,
the thing my bros didnt understand or know one of my abusers who destoryed my hood life was a ex cop ,,, so tell me why i hate a pig n that bagde ,,,
if it happend to you ,, what would you do >>?
would you just take it ?
would comit suside ??
or would you be like me and fight ??
aint no life like the poor life ,,,,
you ask how i can walk the back alleys late at night ,,,,
that was my home from 9-11 years old ,,,
aint no life like the poor life ....
thats why i take chances like i roll dice ....
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missing you angel
Posted:Jun 9, 2018 12:33 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2018 2:43 pm
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every day i feel this pain , i miss you yahhh every day i feel this pain , i miss you .
every day i feel this pain couse im missing you , thinking about you every day , hurts me just to say your name , even just to see your face , wish you was here couse it aint the same , where im from the sun dont shine , tiers run down my face , my pain i can not hide , feeling weak couse your not home , i miss you , every day i feel this pain , i miss you , ever since cfs ( welfair ) stole you , ive been missing you my lil angel , every day i feel this pain , i miss you , all my life i lived in this darkness , you my lil angel was my only light in my darkness , i miss you , your grandpa doent like me couse im a half breed , every day i think about all the things ive missed , teaching you to tie your shoes , angel hooks , keeping you safe from fckn crooks , im stuck on that memory lane , never gonna stop till the day i die , every day i feel this pain , i miss you , its always full of pain when you lose your fam , every day i feel this pain , i miss you , feeling weak since your not at home , to see you smile like a open book , i guess god wanted you to hold his hand , eevery day i feel this pain , i miss you , it seams like yesterday you was beside me , and couldnt sleep unless you was in my arms , every day i feel this pain , i miss you ,
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broken spirit
Posted:Jun 9, 2018 10:36 am
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2018 2:57 pm
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this is just one story out of thousands of storys out there but this is my story ,
in a city called winnipeg in canada a young native woman gave birth to a
sadly her mom pasted away as the boy was only 1 month old , so she was having a hard time dealing with her mom passing and trying to rease a by her self , now cfs aka welfair in peg city came along and offered to help her the worker tricked my mom into signing me into temp care so she thought , but the worker had plans see this was half native half white and fair skined so the workers greed for making cash for her self stole the from its momz wile in a foster home the got pnhamonya and almost died wile clinging for life his momz after the faster family was talking to the worker saying this dont have a good chance to live we should tell his mom the worker told them no and threatend them if they did but they did when the mom got to the hospatal the doctor called the worker and she told him to steal his birthcatificet and have her removed and not let her see her dieing . for some reasion the lived , now the worker sold him to a all none native family who started beating him at age 4 and keeped abouseing this boy , his first sexual exspearance was when his adopted sister had sex with him at age 8 till age 11 , the adopted dad used to make him stear the truck home after leaving the in the truck from 2 pm till the bar closed then after getting home would beat him couse he made a mistake in stearing , the woman and man devorced after she seen the black n blue from him , though the adopted dad father left the 10 grand when he died the adopted mother stole the cash for her self and keeped abousing the boy even the sister who made him have sex with her would fight him like crazy , one day at 13 he had some friends over from school and spilt some juice he did his best to clean it but when they got home the parents ( so called) started beating him telling him to clean the hole floor , now this got backed into the knife droor corner and he took out kifes and put them up gainst the wall kifes to there necks and told em if they tuch him again he would kiil em he left and was standing in the cold of winter on the side of the house no where togo and not knowing what to do and in shock , the cops came and took him in charged him with atemted murder he was in court and got sentenced to 5 years in jail all for standing up for him self , so he was in till 18 years old always being told he the problem ,,
this is only part of this life more to come
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forgive me
Posted:Jun 9, 2018 12:18 am
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2018 12:59 pm
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ive done wrong ... forgive me . i guess i grew up wrong ,, ive been this way my hole life long ,, forgive me ,, the streets where where i call my home ,, and i dont know nothing but wrong ,, forgive me ,, forgive me for my sins i was only trying to win ,, im trying to come clean but tell me where do i begin ?? its been a long time where do i begin >> momy rased me right ,, where did i go wrong ,,, but this is my life i live by the code NEVER WILL I BE THE WITNESS!!! lord forgive me ,, for all these wrongs ive did ,, all thses hearts i broke i was only a ,, i grew up as a biully i was always that big ,, i was always on the run always chased by the pigs ,, there just aint no way out so i just pray for forgiveness ,, i grew up in this life style didnt know any better ,, on these streets it was bandanas or leathers ,,, im a soldier and a monster i feel no fear ,,, got a gun go ahead and point it ill stand right here !!! , yah i come from canada hood rich can we damage ya >> come to my city, disrespect and you get handled brah ,,, now that real talk blood thick sryp dog ,,, i seen it my hole life for sure i grew up real hard ,,, forgive me ,,, what we do we dont talk about it speak about ,, but this my life ,,, forgive me ,,, i did so menny years in jail ,, i missed the birth of my ,,, i forgot how to love ,, i screamed at the top of my lungs ,, having no where to run no where to hide i did so menny years in jail just wasting my time ,,, forgive me
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