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The Journey
 
My thoughts as I travel along the transition road. Peace and happiness to all.
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My Fantasy
Posted:Jun 4, 2022 11:57 am
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2022 11:36 am
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I am a neophyte at this. I know I have a great pair of legs and I’m slightly better than average build. I imagine myself as very sexy and dressed up right in stockings heels and a short skirt. Maybe I see myself as a bit of a tease. Maybe I want to get into a bit of trouble and lose control of the situation. So yes I do have a fantasy and I am aware that some of you might think that is sick in which case you can don’t have to contact me. But I can’t resist the thought of being restrained and gagged while you use me.

Thank you for reading, sincere comments are welcome.
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Dichotomy
Posted:Jul 30, 2021 12:00 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2022 9:50 am
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A gentleman suggested that I need work out the dichotomy between the brutal reality of my desire to be "forced" and the rather gauzy and romantic fantasy that I seem to have floating around in my cloudy brain.

His comment, certainly appreciated, reminds me that I have been in therapy for about 1/3 of my useful life here why the f*** can't I resolve these things myself? I don't have a good answer at this moment.

I can speak for myself. My physical body is, in itself, a dichotomy. The chromosomes and sex organ of a man, the belief that I am supposed to be a female. Which suggests that every sexual thought I've had since I recognized this dichotomy has been, in and of itself, perhaps in conflict. As a male, I certainly am heterosexual. As a trans, I am gay. Or bisexual. You see because while I see myself as unattractive as a male I see myself, in my idealized femme state, as very attractive. Allow me to clarify so as to avoid fooling myself. I am very attractive from the waist down. I do have nice long legs and they great when I'm in stocking and heels.

But then what of the rest of me that might want to be sitting at a bar (post-pandemic), crossing my stockinged legs and looking to attract some attention? Do I want that attention to come from a female, a trans or a male? And the current answer is: Yes. Which then creates several dichotomies that need to be explored further. And so I shall. Thank you for listening.
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