Validation
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Posted:Apr 21, 2015 7:01 pm
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2015 1:41 pm
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Went to Vegas and had a moment of realization that I truly pass as female. Not sayin am like totally hot or pretty or whatever (yh know am totally critical of my looks) but that am completely viewed as female. Happened when I went to the pool at the hotel. Wore a bikini and no one knew the difference. My gf that went with me kept tellin me that no one could tell and really gave me lots of encouragement. Without her prob would not have done that. But amazed that it went like it did. Even had a few guys hit on us too. To me this is like the ultimate in me now being me. It really made me sing inside with joy. This is just somethin cant describe but now feel like am actually me both inside and out.
Muah and back to cats!! >^.^<
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Vegas!
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Posted:Apr 9, 2015 8:54 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:22 am
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Am off to Vegas for a week! It is play time for me and my GF. We got an awesome hotel room at the Bellagio. Some gambling, lots of shows, shopping, and hangin out at the pool.
Muah >^.^<
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Dating a girl is wierd
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Posted:Mar 12, 2015 9:09 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2015 9:45 pm
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Dating a girl is so different. Seems like we are more like sisters. Luv that she is into me being me and not something I am not. For those that have asked (some more discreetly than others) yes I am still open and free to date guys but with one newly added twist. U have to meet her b4 we go to far. And the answer to the most asked question is.. NO. I don't top her in anyway. As always I am bottom only in mind and body so nothing will change. Is it love? Do know that we have the same shoe size so it might be.
Muah >^,^<
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Watcha doin?
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Posted:Feb 23, 2015 10:33 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 3:22 am
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Things are looking up after a few tough weeks. Am picking out a new car after my last one got wrecked. (red and cute again? hmmmmm) Have a working hot water heater and omg you don't know how much u miss it till it is gone for a week. Ditched a seemingly nice couple that turned out to be a NO. Ditched a guy that left me alone at a restaurant (yh he drove me there) that now wont stop txtn me. But met up with a girl, yes from here and what? really? a genetic girl? no, oh yes, liar, no not lyin, it is true, genetic girls don't exist on these sites, f-that just met one. She is really cute and has a fantastic smile (kissable lips), and smells great. Who knows what will happen?
Ok, lil rant here. Pls if your profile pic is of your junk, you standing in a gangsta pose, or blank there is a really good chance I wont msg u or respond.
But even with that on msgr I cant always reply as it only lets me have one msg goin per session and by the time I relog I cant find u. Be patient or send an email sayin hi (k don't always get through all them but try). If am cammin will only show what I want not what u demand over and over. Also, pls don't be mean or nasty cause I like having fun and wont let u ruin mine.
k, rant done. back to cats >^.^<
luv,
jessi
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The wierdness of water
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Posted:Feb 8, 2015 9:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2015 8:14 pm
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My hot water heater went out. Called a repair guy and he said I need a new one but cant get to it till Tuesday. So my ex bf was txtin me as always and I told him about it. Suddenly he is all wanting to come over and fix it. Know he can do it but not so sure I want him over. He always gets all weird and wanting me back blah blah blah... Need hot water but not sure want to deal with it. On the other hand he can do it like way cheaper. Guess there is a cost for not spending money. Not that he will ever get anything more than a simple thx but the cost of him just being around and all is irritating at best. What to do.
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A light in the darkness
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Posted:Feb 1, 2015 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2015 5:21 pm
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Sometimes when things are going really bad someone comes along and restores your faith that everything will be ok. This week my car (that I luved) got totaled. Went to visit a couple that I started dating and that turned out to be a disaster. No way I could ever deal with what they had going on. Finally today went on a date with a guy that had been seeing. Since only have a really junky rental he drove. We went to a restaurant (one have been to a bunch of times) and in the middle of it he laid into me. Started out by sayin how attracted to me he was but could never seriously date cause of his family and wantin , blah blah blah then started getting hostile telling me I was prob diseased and twisted. Finally he walked out and left me there with no way home. yh.. couldn't help it but started to cry. Suddenly this guy sits down at the table across from me and hands me a napkin. He knew my name already and introduced himself. Turns out he owns the place and told me he has seen me there a few times. He said he knew that I was TG. Asked me why I date such idiots. Told me that I was always welcome in his place, and complimented me a bunch. He reordered food and ate with me and even didn't let me pay. By the end he had me laughin and got me a cab (yh even paid for that). Said he wanted nothing in return other than I don't stop coming into his place. How sweet was that? There is kindness in the world sometimes.
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Goodbye Forever Wendy Rex
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Posted:Jan 29, 2015 8:18 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2019 7:16 pm
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This is my farewell to my beloved Wendy Rex. Ok it is just a car but to me it meant a lot. My first brand new car and now the very first accident I have ever gotten into. Completely totaled by an idiot who ran a red light while txtin. She wasn't the fastest but had enough zoom for me. She wasn't the prettiest but in my eyes was perfect and smexy in red. She got me through all the winters with awesome AWD in Denver since moving here three years ago. Was in Chicago drivin a junky Honda (bleh). Picked all the options on my 2012 WRX STI limited and had it delivered just as I wanted. Spent a fortune on her but as my reliable friend that brought me so much freedom it was worth every penny. She never had as much as a scratch and after 3 years was as good as new until this week. Will prob never have a new car again (prices on new ones went way up) even though had full insurance. So goodbye Wendy Rex.. you will be missed. (attached pic is not actually my car but looks the same)
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Would I be a third?
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Posted:Jan 24, 2015 3:20 pm
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2015 5:14 pm
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Met up with a really nice couple last night that seemed very sincere and had some experience. Both like the same stuff I do, very active, awesome humor, and smart. This was the first time I actually met a couple where the female was just as interested in me as the guy. What was different is that they have actually have dated ts/cd's before me and don't look at me as just a wild experiment. The question was put to me about whether or not I would want to be a third in a long term live in type relationship since that is their ultimate goal. Been considering the reality of that all day. Having both worlds in the bedroom is just like OMG and it was kinda hard not to jump into both their arms right away. But what about the everyday stuff and how would that work out? The more I think about it the more I like the idea of a home like that. Hope this continues like it has started out and we did make a second date. Not sure how long we can all keep it plutonic but it is sooo nice to have someone interested that wants more than just a fling. For now following the rules they put down of no kissing till the third date and no sex stuff till the sixth (I didn't make these rules). Did like that she said she is kinda regretting them just before they left (yh the hug goodbye was long and.. interesting).
Hoping this works out.
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Blend and the end
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Posted:Jan 19, 2015 7:30 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2015 2:44 pm
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Been thinkin bout stuff a lot lately. Made a few friends here which is pretty cool but haven't met anyone from here irl that I wanted to be with. Although I luv to flirt and chat I am not easy or a slut. Sure I have my fetishes and have been known to cyber a bit but it really prefer sex when in a relationship. The farther along I get with my HRT the more I need that emotional attachment. Most here just want a quickie or something like that. My ultimate goal is to blend in as a female completely and I am quickly getting there. While not the prettiest, or the hottest I am now at the point of passing very well. It is hard to pick out anyone who sees me as anything other that a female in public. Am at that stage where it is difficult for me to be anything other than a woman even if I wanted to be. Most of the dates I get are from people I meet in real life and the last 5 guys I casually dated (date does not mean I had sex) were surprised when they found out. Am looking at SRS and once that happens am pretty sure that unless you are told you would never know I was anything other than a genetic female. So.. what kind of relationship am I looking for? A good one with a person/persons that makes me feel good. There has to be some emotional attachment to it, and we have to go out and live life a bit. Soooo.. if someone is looking for something with me something else has to be involved. If we go out we have to go out and do something together whatever it is and it can't just be sex. Have to hold conversations and show some wit. There have been 3 guys that have shown up when I told there where I was going out (yes a gay bar in Denver and yes I was totally discreet about it). Not a one could hold a conversation other than "Do me baby'. Oh yes and a few that don't have a car and can't meet (yh.. no car.. really). If you want to play with me.. you have to have something going for yourself other than being horny. Intelligence, wit and a little patience will get my attention more than anything else. So if you are a guy, girl, cd, ts, or a couple wow me with who you are and lets do something fun together first. It will be more than worth it.
jessi
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A visit and a question
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Posted:Jan 13, 2015 10:18 pm
Last Updated:Jan 19, 2015 6:48 pm
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Went to the doc today and got asked the surgery question. Been just sort of having fun going along as I am. Had really not thought about it for a while. Should I fully go for my assignment surgery? Pondering this over and over all day.
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When to tell a straight guy your TG
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Posted:Jan 11, 2015 7:30 am
Last Updated:Jan 10, 2016 2:37 pm
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So this week I had the "I am TG" talk with a guy that I had been casually dating. It didn't go well but better than some. It started out so nice. We met at the mall, he bought me coffee, we talked for like 2 hours. A few nice dinners, lots of texting, even fun a day shooting. Was never sure if he knew or not. So he of course wants more intimacy and I have to make sure by having the talk. He gets very upset and leaves probably to never call again. So when should I have told him? I loved our time together but should I have told him right up front? We didn't do much of anything except a few nice kisses which led me to tell him. Why is it so hard to pick the right time to tell a guy your a TG? Don't like just blurting it out to any guy who shows interest cause some get weird and vindictive. It is just confusing and hard sometimes.
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