Fall is Here!
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Posted:Sep 11, 2016 3:23 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2017 1:54 pm
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So moved round lots over last years. But still my fav season is fall. Esp in upper Midwest and Northeast. Love the leaves turning color and the cool nights. This is generally only time i miss livin in Chicago. Anyway.. now am kinda livin in Vegas and Kansas City a lot. And of course i just got my drivers license changed from M to F here in Colorado. Stuff is goin pretty well 4 me. Gained wieght finally at 105 and holding. Cats r still snuggly. All my others gettin a long really well. Im not dirt poor anymore (not rich ofc) and dont struggle 2 make my bills while payin 4 surguries. I wish i coulda made transition earlier in life. Im treated so much better as female than i ever was as a skinny small effeminant male. So.. that is all goin on right now.. be nice.
Muah
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Trouble with wieght
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Posted:Jul 23, 2016 4:05 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2019 8:36 pm
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Weighed self 2 day cause hadnt 4 months. Am at 99 lbs Ugh. Ya kno lots say o u so lucky bein thin blah blah blah but it is a struggle 2 me. Just don get that hungry n if i don watch it can get sick from bein 2 thin. It don look good bein a stick either. Been told by docs that is cause of the hormone imbalance always had since was a . The hormones takin helped lots w this so prob need 2 go check levels n see if out of wack. Just was so hopin i was past this thing but seems not. This stuff is why cant drink alcohol like others n also why stuff like 2 much sugar n bad food make me ill. Other ppl can eat n drink like that all they do is gain wieght and me it just makes sick. Not sayin im like sick all the time cause am healthy (run almost every day) but just cant enjoy food the same way others do i suppose. B4 u judge just remember bein underwieght all the time is just as bad if not worse than bein over. In fact bein under can kill u faster is what my doc has said. But dw am gonna force feed self n get back 2 normal n see doc 2 get hormones rebalanced again. Think bout what u eat n take care of yourself. Muah
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Relationship Status? What? Huh??
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Posted:Jul 7, 2016 7:19 pm
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2018 10:30 pm
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Get asked bout what lookin for n also if im in a relationship or what. Really have 2 go for the or what. Ok it is like this. Generally I havent dated women for like idk years n years n mostly cause am not um.. how do i say this.. am not "functional". So came on this site kinda lookin 4 nice guys 2 hang w or date n stuff. So of course found a gf on here. She only tops me and is also Domme 2 me. Yh.. i don recieve oral or give penetration of any sort. Got that? good. But we have a kinda open relationship and was still lookin 4 a guy. Sooo i met a really nice guy and he is Dom as well. Dom 2 me tho but more like equal 2 my gf. yh they both r Dom 2 me. But still we r kinda open n i was kinda keepin an eye open 4 another guy 4 both of us (make the pairing equal i guess?? idk). So.. of course lookin 4 a guy i meet another girl thru my bf. Yh.. wtf right? So she is domme 2 me but sub 2 my gf n bf. R u confused yet? I kno i am. So am i lookin? idk.. maybe if the right guy comes along n is open 2 all this crazy mess we got goin. What i do kno is this. My gf n i r together n wont part we r um.. primary? my newest gf n all of us r smitten like kittens w each other. My bf makes me melt everytime he looks in my eyes n omg when he picks me up i never want him 2 let go. Am i still open? I have no idea.. maybe? So.. there u go.. complete and total confusion but we r all lovin this, r totally honest n communicate really well n somehow.. it works.
figure all that out n let me kno the answer cause i have no idea how to answer.
Muah
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Vegas!!
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Posted:Jul 2, 2016 3:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2017 7:24 pm
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Been in vegas 4 a long vacation. It has been really really fun. Seen 4 of cique de soliel shows. Been gamblin and playin craps cause it is the fun game (all the rest r so grim n stuff). Went out 2 the lake and spent day on a boat. Saw hoover dam. Got 2 drive a lamborgini which was really scary but fun. Got my brand new TG 42 all smithed n built just 4 lil me 2 use. It is sooooo awesome. Lots of shows lots of fun. Miss my cats tho. Vegas does wear on ya.
Luv.
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Cats on a rainy day
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Posted:May 7, 2016 10:52 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2016 7:35 pm
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So time 4 a post. Lots of stuffs been happenin but am not gonna talk bout that. It is time 4 a very boring post bout my kitty cats. So... we got a couple of kitties n one is all kinda stand offish and only wants 2 be petted when it want 2 be. Even so.. a very nice lap cat if u hold still. The other kitty is very very lovable n luvs 2 be picked up and just sprawls out on you n u have 2 pick her up 2 move her. Very adorable always wants attention but also a complete jerk sometimes. Luvable asshole is what we call her. It is funny but they r like us a lot. yh.. im apparently like the one that is a jerk.. n am always like luv me luv me luv me. My gf is lots like the other one n always wants 2 be treated like a queen and may decide 2 let u luv her. Anyway.. the kitty like me had an accident n got her front leg n paw cut very badly n now has a bit of a perm limp. It is so nice n comfy 2 have all the kitties n my gf all in bed readin or watchin a vid or somethin on a rainy day. ok.. enough borin everyone.. muah.. back 2 cats. >.<
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Who what?
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Posted:Apr 10, 2016 1:01 pm
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2016 6:29 pm
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Get lots of views n hotlists but why don ppl fan me? Being a fan is only like 50 pts (no you dont have 2 be number 1 fan for like 4000 pts or somethin silly). It also allows me 2 email u n lets me know ur not just lookin 4 a quick cyber. Occasionally but not enough i do put out an email lettin ppl know what is up in my crazy world. Also.. so u know am lookin more for friends but this can still develop into somethin more. Yes got a gf but we r open. Dont typically date women and typically date straight guys (that means am bottom only). Demand we meet n be friends first. Yes get it this is a sex site but too bad. I dont need this site 2 get laid. Can do that just by goin to the store if i wanted. Yes am very picky but my pickyness has 2 do with stuff like.. are u hygenic.. brush ur teeth.. do u have a job.. can u hold an intelligent conversation... stuff like that. So like if u really want 2 know me... fan me.. talk to me. Be kind.
Muah
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Time and Space
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Posted:Apr 8, 2016 6:30 pm
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2016 9:32 pm
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Am feelin that don't have enough time anymore 4 anythin. Gettin pulled in so many directions. Work has taken off but now is so much more demandin. My gf seems 2 want more n more time. Am wantin 2 date a great guy i met but he is so far away. Is like.. can only be so close w msgs. Even my cats seem 2 need me more lately. The world seems stretched the wrong way.. time should be longer and the distance smaller. Idk.. Maybe just need a vacation in the sun. Anyone have a nice boat go out on a lake? That would be fun. Anyway.. back to.
Muah.
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A whole day of smiling
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Posted:Mar 26, 2016 9:52 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2017 3:24 pm
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Ever have a day when happiness just oozed through you for the whole day? Like a full day of christmas morning when u were 5? Today was just such a day 4 me. My gf woke me w breakfast in bed (w strawberries! yay!). Got ready n my hair was just.. idk.. awesome today (weeeeeee a good hair day!!). I got new high heel wedge sandals and wore them n they just fit great (when do shoes ever do that?). Wore my fav comfy jeans n top. My kitty cat is healin from accidently cuttin her paws n can walk around with no probs now. Then.. the best thing happened. I went and got a new car.. spent the day drivin it around. It is awesome.. exactly what i wanted. Been workin so hard my whole life to afford somethin nice n it finally has paid off. Got a really good deal on it even. Havent named it yet.. but def will. Life was just really really good today. Wish all days could be like this.
Muah.
P.S. Audi RS5.. luuvvv it.
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Work is work
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Posted:Mar 13, 2016 12:35 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2016 8:04 pm
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Still healin from my surguries but am startin to look great. What is wierd is that now my work life has taken off. Havin all my education n just bein good at what i do seems to have overcome the social issues with my transition. Maybe it is cause i am not in that neutral zone between male n female. Either way what it comes down to is performance. I do the work of any 3 others combined so eventually someone will want to pay for that. Those that think just cause ur trans u cant do well just havent tried enough. Am so glad i live in America where this can happen.
Muah.
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Newer New Me
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Posted:Feb 15, 2016 6:09 am
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2017 9:01 pm
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Got my face all redone this week and am now back from Cali. Should prob be like a month b4 all the brusies heal. Doc said it went extremely well but i really cant tell through all the swelling and stuff. Is kinda painful but hopefully is all worth it. The goal of this was to make me more female through some light touches and not to look overdone. Doc is very good n have met some of the patients he has done so I hope hope hope it turns out good.
Healin w cats. Muah
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New me
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Posted:Jan 30, 2016 11:49 am
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2016 1:59 pm
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If u didnt kno already. Had implants done. Am now a C cup and have to say they r perfect (they cost a LOT so they better be). So once they heal maybe do cam again depends on what my gf thinks. Do like showin off a bit tho.
Meow.
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Xmas
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Posted:Dec 27, 2015 1:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:38 pm
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Xmas was here and gone. Was a lil happy elf all day. Even spent time doling out care packages at the homeless center.
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Waiting waiting
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Posted:May 1, 2015 9:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2015 1:41 pm
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Admit take forever to get ready to go somewhere. Double that and am waitin 4 my gf to finish her hair so we can go out. Better that I did my hair first so she isn't telling me to hurry up like usual.
Muah
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