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wow 2021
Posted:Jan 17, 2021 2:06 am
Last Updated:Dec 18, 2021 10:56 pm

been two months since my last blogs...jeezzzz.... work really killing me. my new hotel that I work at, finally opened mid December and it's just crazy busy. glad it's a bit better now and I could breath a bit.
nothing really new here, a bit disappointed that covid still around and even more dangerous for the mutation. but vaccine is out....anyone already take the vaccine? could you share about that please?

sex life is going on okay. met a guy or two. still with some of my regular guys. have lots of things to write but just wanna say hi to blogville. did I missed something? hehe....

happy belated new year
Posted:Nov 30, 2020 8:40 am
Last Updated:Jan 18, 2021 11:21 am
one of those days when I'm feeling naughty... nope, that's feeling naughty all the time.

Posted:Nov 23, 2020 10:26 am
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2020 7:10 am

I love cuddling or hugging...I think that's the best feeling after orgasm I mean not just any cuddle or cuddle after sex kinda thing...but a proper cuddle where I being wrapped or wrapped someone in my arms, like whole body, you know what I mean.
I never get that much nowadays anymore. I mean yeah after sex cuddle was nice...but I've been thinking lately that I really need to get a proper hugs from someone. I miss being held.

then I met mr wolf. I called him mr wolf because that's his spirit animal. much younger than me but turned out that he's very mature.
he was really tall, had the thickest curly hair I've ever seen and touch in a man, wore glasses, smelled amazing with cutest smile. I didn't expect anything of course rather than a good sex. and we did had a good sex...but thats for another story.

the first time we met, I asked him to lift me. being a 194cm tall, he lifted me up easily and I wrapped my legs in his waist and we had our first kiss. good kisser as well. what surprised me was that he loved to cuddle a lot...and me being so small compare to him...he could wrapped my whole body.

and I really missed that know, that feeling when you know at that moment, you can finally rest a little bit from being strong, where you just let your guard down and being vulnerable, when you just let him hold your burden for just a bit? proper cuddle is like saying to me that everything's gonna be okay. and he did that for me.
and we cuddled for hours, talked, laughed, and once in a while his lips in my forehead...I was like a little girl craving for attention and so happy that I got it.

it felt so nice. and I really thankful that he's there. just a stranger that helped me to carry the weight of my life just for a moment. sometimes, the hardest thing of being strong is that no one ever ask if we're okay. it's tough...cuz for me being strong is not an option, it's the only way. and he wrapped me in his arms so tightly assuring me that it is gonna be okay. that I can let myself rest in his arms for a bit while he's on lookout.
and I stayed there as long as I can
the teasing..
Posted:Nov 17, 2020 9:13 am
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2021 10:37 pm

just realise that I've been so busy with work that I didn't had time to write at all. life is pretty much the same. some people left, some I cut from my life ruthlessly, some came back.
the come back part is pretty interesting. I wrote about this guy a lot now and then. he's my rock and roll in full with tats, long hair, bearded, tall dark handsome kinda guy. oh and the only guy thats older than me in my life at the moment haha.
we've been fuck buddy for more than a year so Im happy that he's back.

when I arrived in his place...I could smell him all over his room, I love it a lot. we just looked at each other and smile. we both love to tease a lot so we just stand so close to each other..and I could feel the heat, the need to touch and to be touched, gave him a lick in his his cheek, small bites all around his neck while his hand tried to hold my head so he could kiss me. he didn't kissed me right away, just rub my lips with his, feeling it, built the tension and see how far we could hold our self. when we had enough of teasing, that moment when he really held my head with both his hands then kissed me was amazing. and we kept kissing.

our hands undressed each other so fast then I could feel his fingers played in my pussy. when he felt that I'm so wet, he started to push me against the wall saying, I need to be inside of you now. I should've let him, I'm almost gave in, but I kinda want to tease I said...fuck my mouth first. he moaned then pushed me down to my knees. I played with it slow at first...tried to put it all in till I'm gagged. I was in squatting position rather than on my knees so while blow him, I kinda rub my clit up and down in one of his leg. that was pretty hot. then I went faster till he forced me to stop, pulled me up and pushed me to bed.

at this point, I want him so bad. when I felt his hard dick around my pussy, I was begging for it. it made him teased me even more. he rubbed his dick in my clit, slow but with perfect pressure, up and down, teased my pussy then back to clit. Im about to pull him to me when he lowered his body to mine while he pushed his dick inside of me. I hugged him so tight when I felt his dick all the way in...we both moaned so loud and he tried to push it even deeper. I was on the edge of orgasm...I whispered him that. he hugged me even tighter with my legs around his waist, he didn't pulled his dick in and out, just deep inside of me while moving his hips like drawing the letter O clockwise or counter clockwise. he knew I loved that. and yeah, he's looking at me proudly when I got my first so intense orgasm.

still on top, he put my legs in his shoulder and started to fuck me slow, I know he might be will cum any minute so i looked at him and whispered...dont cum. he said..I won't. he turned me around and fucked me from behind, pinned me to bed till I cum once again. his hands rub my back, squeeze my ass, he pulled out his dick so he could feel how wet I am, he gave my pussy a lick then back to kiss me. then his dick back to my pussy and we kept fucking for some time.

I want his cum in my mouth so I took my time to lick, suck and play with his dick. so delicious. I love to feel how hard it was ..feel it between my lips, all over my face, smell it. he moaned louder and he cum inside my mouth. licked it all, not wasted a drop.
I was still enjoying his now soft dick when he finally recover and pretty sure you have a degree in blow job hahahaha. we both laughed out loud and he cuddled me.

welcome back, handsome.
wetting myself
Posted:Oct 25, 2020 10:24 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2020 9:26 am

I know everyone have fetishes..I know mostly about it even though I might haven't experienced of them. so I've been meeting with mr cutie regularly... almost every week for couple of months now. on our 3rd meeting, he told me about his fetish which includes.. me wetting myself or wearing an adult diaper and pee in it. ok honestly that's a bit weird at first, but it was pretty hot when we had sex. I googled it and done a bit research about it.

but I prefer to have an opinion from here hehe. so anyone have this kind of experience? what mostly turned guys on about wearing a diaper or wetting myself?? do you guys think that it's a bit weird?
just tonight
Posted:Oct 11, 2020 11:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2020 1:48 pm

I'm thinking about you
remember when I sat in your lap
looked deep into your eyes
tried to map your face in my mind
so I could remember this forever
my hands in your face
to feel you
touched my lips in yours
that moment when our lips met
you shake my world a little bit
then we kissed
like how two people supposed to kiss
gentle but needy
and it's getting stronger
full with passion
I was lost in it
I could see it in your eyes too
and it's your hands in my face now
you pulled me closer
so we can kissed deeper
when our tongue tangled
it was everything I've ever wanted
to kiss like this always
we took a second to breath
and we kept going
feeling your tongue licked my lips
teased me
I let out a smile and I looked at you again
tried to map your face in my mind
tried to remember this moment forever
it was so intimate I almost let myself think
that it's gonna last
brushed off that thought
I'm back kissing you
with passion that I have left
make yours tonight
just tonight...
in the car by the lake
Posted:Oct 9, 2020 3:05 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2020 7:52 am

car is one of my fave place have sex. I just love the idea of small spaces with lots of challenge. so when mr swim coach asked for a night ride, I'm really excited. we haven't met for some time and he is my favourite fuck buddy so I crave him badly.

as soon as I'm in the car, I took his hand to feel my pussy. he smiled when he felt that Im not wearing any panties. we had a pretty long drive to the lake area and he was fingering me until I'm dripping wet down there. my hand was rubbing his dick and I couldn't help to suck it because he was rock hard. i told him don't cum now...then I played with it, felt it in my lips, licked his balls. I'm so horny. the drive itself took more than 20 mins and he's hard all the way.
we arrived and we drove around to find empty hidden spot because his car's window wasn't tinted.

when we finally stopped, I was all over him. opened his short and sucked his dick again. I leaned back my car seat, so I was on my back while he was on top of me almost standing ...and we kissed. the way he kissed me was like he's about to eat me, hold my head so I wouldn't move while his lips tangled with mine. I spread my legs, so one of my leg was on the back of driver's seat and my other leg was in my seat's window. it was pretty hot. I could feel his hard dick rubbing my pussy. then with his lips still in mine, he pushed his hard dick inside of me. all the way in. I could feel it stretched my pussy bit by bit, while spreading the pleasure all over my body. we both moaned in each other's mouth. it was too good and we both lose control. it was crazy and chaos where we grabbed each other's body, moved wildly, rough kissing, and his dick was so deep inside ...we cum almost the same time. I was begging him not to stop, and he didn't, until he felt my orgasm wetting his dick then he cum deep inside of me. and he still didn't stop, and his dick was still so hard. he kept moving it slowly in and out, enjoying the wetness. it drove me crazy cuz I could feel I'm building up another orgasm..I let him know and he still move slowly but he pushed it so deep and deeper until I finally get another orgasm. he let his dick rest inside of me for a bit. we were so sweating.

while resting, I put his dick back to my mouth just chewing it gently. when it got hard again, now it's his turn to sit on the passenger seat. he never had someone to play with his ass so I would love to do it to him. he leaned back while I kneel in the place where we rest our feet. a bit challenging but thats what makes it interesting. I started with his dick then sucked his balls and I kept going down and started to lick his ass. he loved it while I love his moan. hmmm such a victory. I played down there for a long time making sure that every inch of his ass, dick and balls covered by me. he was so hard, then he told me to sit on him. I was getting crazy all over again as soon as his dick was deep inside of me. he hugged me tight while I sit on his dick deeper, ride him, moved wildly, so intense I had another orgasm while kissing him. always the best feeling.

took me couple of second to gather my breath back and he said he would love to cum in my mouth. Im on my knees again, taste my cum in his dick then I started to blow him. his moan is such a music to my ears, him begging me not to stop when he almost cum and the moan become louder and he cum deep inside my throat.

took us some time to get our breath bac put our clothes on. resting a bit. then we drove back home.
leg day
Posted:Sep 28, 2020 2:04 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2020 2:31 pm

in my weekly gym workout, I have 2 leg days..which is my least favourite. some of my friends when they had leg day, that soreness will come in the next day. but not for me. as soon as I'm done then I crawled home.

same thing happened yesterday. I helped mr newbie moved new apartment, we supposed open all those boxes and arranged it but he stand really close behind ..teasing...I could feel his breath on my nec he pushed bed, undressed himself so quickly, then put his knees between my head and started fuck my mouth. gag couple of times, he looked at me in the eyes, kissed me while wipe away my tears. and his mouth keep going down, played with my boobs, and my pussy. I could feel his tongue deep inside my pussy while his thumb rubbing my clit gently.

he put on a condom and let me ride him. since our first meeting, after tried most of the positions, we both loved it when I'm on top. his dick shape made it feels amazing when I orgasm from top like cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, reverse missionary. I didn't notice at all that I done a lot of squatting. there's this position where I will just squat and stay still and he will moved his hips up and down. I loved that... he made me cum so hard.

I started to sweat and he turned us around so he's on top now. asked me to lock my feet between his waist so he could go deeper in me. it was so good.. our body glued to each other, his dick felt so deep when we pulled each other closer. then I asked him to fuck me from behind. he pinned me to bed with his arm on my throat, I told him to bite me when I'm about to cum. and he did. totally different orgasm feeling. took a minute or for get back earth.

when I realise, I already back on top riding him. already got my strength bac and it continue with on top until he finally cum. he hugged and said..our sex is so much longer and better than the first. I'm sooo agree.

I got up get us some water and I started realise about my legs haha. damn, I could feel it shaking a bit already. I didn't think I ever doing squat this many in one session. I laughed at myself when he shouted from the still horny. I came back with the water and my shaking legs while he still naked in bed with hard on. I opened the drawer and threw condom bed.

let's start with spoon.
Dont suck his dick
Posted:Sep 25, 2020 11:23 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2020 12:33 pm

yes, that's the secret with mr.cutie. met him again today in his place, as soon as we're inside the room, he pushed me against the wall and started to kiss me. his finger playing with my pussy while I rub his hard dic he whispered don't blow now. i nod and said, tell what do.

we undressed each other, then put in bed, while he started kiss all over and ended up in my pussy. he was down there for so long, I could feel his warm tongue playing in my clit and pushed it to my pussy, up and down, made it all wet. then while his tongue in my clit, he started to finger . one and then ..he had pretty good fingering skills.. and I loved how he asked if he's doing it right. when I felt that feeling of orgasm, it's getting wet and wet and he's asked ...are you close...yes, don't stop. and he didn't, until I finally cum all over his fingers and hands. he pulled out his fingers played with my wetness, licked his finger then gave a deep kiss. I could feel his hard dick rubbing my pussy and I want him again.

he sat in my face, we're doing 69 but instead of his dick, I played with his balls and his ass, licked it and slowly put a finger in, while he licked my pussy again. he's back kiss and whisper, do you want fuck you? yes please.
he put on a condom then put in doggie and pushed his dick inside of . oh yeah, that feeling was amazing. he fucked hard, pulled my hair so he could kiss .we both kneeling in bed, his hands squeeze my breasts. then he was on top of , fucked slower and deep while kissing when I felt that it built up again... oh yeah, I need that again. I told him I'm close so don't stop, and I could see for one second his face lighten up. keep kissing and looking at my face saying..cum for baby. and I did... oh the feeling when that pleasure spread the whole body can never be replaced. I was busy enjoying my orgasm when I realise he was still looking at lol...I looked at him back and smile...cant really form a sentence yet.

he opened his condom, stand in the bed and pulled up my knees and said now you can suck my dick ... we both laughed. I jokingly said...are you sure you wanna cum now? he said yes, I wanna cum in your mouth. then I started lick his balls, licked his ass again, and kept licking up until the head of his dic I played my tongue there...he had so much pre-cum. he pushed my head down and he moaned...gag couple of times, then he let me do the job. I sucked and licked him and he cum right away... shot it down my throat and like a good girl, I take it mess.

he pulled me his arms..I asked was it? so good. he laughed and said..we need remember less dick touching is the best...your mouth is dangerous haha. I know right.

im glad though, it's all worked out. I loved when both sides were able and willing to tal then mr cutie took shower....and what did you think happen there?
not my lucky day
Posted:Sep 21, 2020 1:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2020 10:14 am

so I've been talking with one guy for couple of weeks. he told that he's looking for relationship, which I immediately apologise because I'm looking for a different thing (and I don't think more than yrs age gap is suitable for that too).but he insisted that he was opened with the idea of casual fun. I said alright. but it's funny because he didn't asked meet right away for sex. he spent couple of weeks trying get know ... I did along.

so I met mr cutie today. he's a good looking guy but more to cute, like a baby face kinda guy. taller than me with light brown hair, no facial hair, and smell amazing. I arrived like mins earlier and he already waiting for downstairs. hmfirst sign of gentleman. I love that. but as we went his place I could tell that he was nervous. I'm thinkin shit. Gotta take it slow then. I'm trying read him so I could decide my next move.

he sat in the bed and I was standing in front of him. took his hands and put it in my body slowly, let him touched over. I could feel his hands in my thigh, rubbing it under my dress and went rub my pussy and my boobs then he grabbed my face and started kiss . he lay down in bed with top, still kissing while my hand rub his hard dick. then I took off his t-shirt and shorts then I started to lick him everywhere. and I done it slowly, take my time. he really did smell good everywhere, I was like enjoying my fave lollipop. found out that he loved it with I licked his ass too.

he undressed me and started to kiss me everywhere. he rubbed my pussy. I'm soaking wet down there. for some time, we masturbate each other while keep kissing. it's pretty hot and I'm really horny but I could feel there's a bit awkwardness in the air like he didn't know what to do next. or maybe it's just my feeling. so I kiss his body all over while stroke his dick at the same time. I'm about to suck his dick again while suddenly he grabbed me and he cum all over my boobs.

he pulled me to his arms to cuddle me with his cum between us. okay, I'm thinking we'll have some rest then. 5 mins later he started to with my clit. yeah, still wet down there. and I played with his dick and tried suck it again..slowly. and nope, he couldn't get hard. I was like damn it. he was so young but I know it's different with every guy. so we stopped masturbate each other. and just talked.

while cuddled, he asked you wanna come over again soon? me still sexually frustrated answered okay (while remembering that in life I'll try anything twice before decided it's worth it or no).
so I got home, with him still texting me making sure that ill come visit him again. I swear he was too cute. I like that part.
let's see, if I do then I need to use new strategy to make it extra slow.

couldn't believe this happened...but hey sometime I win, sometimes I lose. c'est la vie lol.
dont cum..
Posted:Sep 19, 2020 3:32 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2020 1:07 pm

you know, reading the comments from my last post really get me through my shit feeling. so thank you thank you thank you. it means so much more than you can imagine.

so back sex. last night in bed I couldn't sleep, trying look for one night stand. around 1 am I found someone. lets call him mr newbie. he just arrived in my city 2 weeks earlier so he's still staying at the hotel. we exchange pics and spoke on the phone then I went his place. he was more cute than handsome. very nice smile with black hair, a bit taller than me.

as soon as we're in the room, I pushed him bed and told him to undress. lets skipped the foreplay. I took some condoms and he's naked. I reached out for his dick and started lick it..he moaned and I looked at him and said..dont cum till I said so. he nod.
he put on condom and slide his hard dick inside of . felt so good. we moved together but he kept stopping now and then.. I laughed and said don't close. he trying, your pussy is so good. I laughed and said let be top.

so I started to ride mr.newbie. I love to sit in a dick, I love how I can always feel it so deep and move it the way I wanted. so I fucked him and didn't stop until I made myself cum. when it , it was like the drug I needed. can never get used how amazing that feeling is.
mr newbie still playing with my boobs...I started ride him again. he asked, can I cum now. I laughed and said no, one more time. I was busy pleasing myself, one his hand in my boob and the other rubbing my clit at the same time. I could feel that it's comin. I looked at him and said don't cum. he said I'm not. I fucked him faster... I got goosebumps when Im close...then I could feel it my whole body when I explode, like a waves. I was so wet down there. he smiled at and said ok thats enough..

mr newbie pinned in bed and started fuck from behind. I knew I could cum again if he continue. then he whispered ...can I cum in you face? I said yeah. he fucked faster then took off his condom in a hurry and cum over my face and mouth. he looked at , and he wipe off his cum slowly from my face with his fingers and put it in my mouth.

rest a bit, cleaned then I left.
not a sex blog
Posted:Sep 17, 2020 10:06 am
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2020 8:37 am

do you ever feel like there's a battle inside your head?
that you cannot control?
when you feel like your heart is keep breaking because of the shit this life throw you on.
I was surrounded by friends yet I never been so lonely in my heart
don't know who call or talk
Im looking at my phone desperate call someone
inside of me is screaming painfully
trying hold on something, trying get through this feeling
I keep telling myself it will pass soon...just hang on a little bit longer
tears won't stop streaming down my face
I went for a walk, I tried to cheer myself up
but I just look around..all those cars passing by, people walking
day turned to night and it makes feeling worse
and I was standing there thinking what am I doing
it's like I was trapped trying break free,
from all that painful feeling inside of
trying cry it off hoping I will feel better..
trying unload all my shit mind in this blog, hoping I will feel relieved
'no's' in sex..
Posted:Sep 2, 2020 4:21 am
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2020 3:49 am

woke up this morning feeling so horny.. as usual, I masturbate twice thinking about my last encounter with mr cuddler when I remember something. kinda inspired me write. I'm thinking about some stuff I didn't like in sex.

so when I met him couple days ago while I sat on his lap, he asked me spit on him..on his face. and I couldn't do it lol. it's pretty funny actually cuz I did try, I didn't have problem if I need spit on his dick but on his saliva just dried up in my mouth. we just looked at each other and laughed. so i thought that maybe because I didn't like be spit on my face too while having sex.

and I didn't like to be slapped (face ). one guy did slapped me before and I automatically slapped him back haha. since then, whenever I request for rough sex, I inform them not to slap my face.

will never do anything with poop (ewww) not even want to try. glad no one ever request that too lol. my sense of smell is very sensitive ill ended up puking all over the room.

anything that causes blood on purpose also a big no no. I mean I don't mind if he scratched me accidentally and 's a little blood. but not by slicing or poking something in my skin.

tried candle wax once, totally turn me off. I like it , but not that kinda .

if a guy want with my feet then I don't mind but I'll never lick or smell or suck anyone's feet. the time ill touch anyone's feet is when I gave them massage.

I loveeee roleplay, wearing costumes, pretending to be a nurse, policewoman, a slut, or a teacher. but if I saw a guy wearing hardcore S&M costumes like in porn where all black leather, with leather mask covering his face, then I'll scream lol. that's creepy.

I think that covers it all. couldn't think of anything else. how about you guys, what's your no no in curious.....

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