Done for Now
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Posted:Mar 24, 2016 9:22 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2016 6:53 pm
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Not that I have alot of followers, or have been on IM or the chat room much lately anyways. I have decided to stop coming on here for a while. I have started dating someone, and I dont want to chance wrecking it by being on here, and be tempted to cheat on her.
I have met some great people on here, either just in teh chat room or IM, or the few I have met in person.
There have been a couple ladies in particular I met in person that were awesome people.
There were a couple ladies I really wanted to meet on here, but never had the chance to. C'est la Vie.
I really like the women I have started dating. I need to be honest and open to her at all times.
I wish everyone good luck. I hope you find what you are looking for. I only suggest you be honest what you are looking for from the start.
And play safe out there.
Peace.
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Finally Separated
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Posted:Jan 27, 2016 9:59 pm
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2016 11:53 am
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So I have been gone for awhile.... I am suuuure people missed me,lol.
I separated from the wife Jan 1st. New Year, New Start.
I am living with my parents, in the house I grew up in. Kinda weird, but not bad. My parents are not ...parenting a lot.
I see my daughters, but not enough. I work shift work and it is harder to see them on my days off. Plus we wanted to start them sow with the transition.
So I took a break from here.
I am back.
And seriously, I hope I am forgiven if I dont read all 44 posts by some people,lol.
SO who wants to have some fun?
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I need a New Name
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Posted:Dec 23, 2015 10:37 am
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2016 9:54 pm
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I will be actually physically separated from the wife in the new year. Mentally been there for a long time. I think I need a new name on here. Any suggestions?
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Things are Changing ...well for me
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Posted:Dec 15, 2015 7:52 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2015 8:52 am
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So I made what is probably the hardest decision of my life.
I am separating from my wife.
I am doing this for my daughters as much...actually more, than for me. I don;t like exposing them to all the arguing and fighting I do with the wife. It has gotten to the point where my daughters try to diffuse the arguing...and it breaks my heart.
I am waiting until after Christmas to leave, for my girls.
I am not leaving my daughters. I still plan to spend as much time as possible with them. I love my daughters more than anything.
It has been hard on me. I carry stress in my back, and my back has been hurting ALOT....even with physio, massage and some chiro.
It is going to be a long tough road, but I think it is the right road to take.
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Kindergarten
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Posted:Sep 9, 2015 8:53 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2015 10:49 am
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So my oldest is starting Kindergarten on Friday, and I can't be happier. Unlike some people, who want their to stay little, I enjoy seeing my progress in life, and watching her develop.
She is a bit shy, so I am worried about how well she will do to start, but I know in a week, she will be running the classroom....its just who she is.
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Insomia Sucks
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Posted:Aug 24, 2015 8:38 am
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2015 9:11 pm
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Sunday morning was not fun.
I woke up ...woke up at 2am! I could not get back to sleep. Maybe part of it was I was sleeping in the basement. Maybe part of it was I knew I had to wake up for work at 6am anyways.
Then I get up, go to close the pocket door to the bathroom, the pull latch breaks. and the door is jammed open.
Then I go to grab a coffee at McDs, and I see it sitting there waiting, for 5 minutes, and a worker passing by, until they give me my coffee.... it was the only thing I ordered.
The good thing is work was not bad.
Apparently I am using some of this blog to vent,lol.
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The Ultimate Nightmare
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Posted:Aug 18, 2015 12:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2015 6:49 am
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So I worked for the first time in 2 weeks last night. I was quite tired this morning when I got home, a 12 hour night shift does that.
After about 4 hours of sleep (maybe slightly less) I had, what I would call, the ultimate nightmare.
I dreamed I get woken up by police officers, who are there to tell me that my family has been in a serious car accident and that they all passed away.
How the hell can I go back to sleep after that!
I can't, no way.
I have even had this discussion once with a friend, who is a cop, who works in serious car accidents, the only the ones where people are hurt. We have discussed how he would hate it so much, but at teh same time would want to be the one to tell me ....and he would bring over alot...alot of rum..and not let me out of his sight.
I consider myself a strong, somewhat masculine man (altho always a gentlemen) but this brought me to tears today.
So wish me luck on my night shift tonight. That energy drink is getting a work out.
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Ever take Comments To Personally?
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Posted:Aug 17, 2015 8:38 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2015 6:55 am
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So I am not too regular with blogging, I know. My fault.
I am married ....and I know that is a not a lot of people's cup of tea. I am upfront an honest about it though, and I don;t think I am rude.
Most people's comments don;t bother me. It is the internet after all.
Every now and then, a comment or comments get to me. I try to me easy going, and I think I am, but sometimes a comment or 2 strike a nerve with me... and even hurt some.
I am a big boy, I can take care of myself, but some days tings get past the shield.
Ever have that on here? Either with blogs or chatting with someone?
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Seriously, on 5 IMs a day?
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Posted:Aug 10, 2015 9:24 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2015 8:27 am
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So like a few people on here, sometimes I come onto the site and I just look at the IMs in my area and try to start up a chat with the ladies there, or re-establish a chat on IM I have chatted with before.
Now there used to be 20 chances to chat with someone. Now it is down to 5.
With IM, people are always popping in and out of IM because of work, interest, or just better things to do.
Sometimes they just get pissed off on how unreliable IM is.
So I found some days, epsecially being off during the day, and then coming on at night, 20 was not enough.
Now 5? I am not sure how that is going to work.
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What happened to my post?
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Posted:Aug 5, 2015 11:43 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2015 9:51 pm
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I think Senior Sizzle ate my post. I had a funny post about men and their penises.
Maybe because I had a pic of George from Seinfeld in it? lol.
Aynways, do women know, or men for that matter, that a man's penis size when soft does not reflect his penis size hard?
so a man could be very small soft...but be a decent size hard.
Are women ever amazed how small a penis gets when it is not hard, after sex?
wow what a great blog post...
was better with the picture,lol.
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What makes a good blog?
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Posted:Jul 27, 2015 9:36 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2015 8:58 pm
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So in reading a bunch of people's blogs, and my own personal struggles to think of "entertaining" stuff to blog about, I wondered "what makes a good blog?"
Honesty?
Sexuality?
being able to relate to teh blogger?
pictures?
I try to keep my life somewhat private. as you may understand.
I also don;t want my blog just wants be to only be venting about my life that fustrates me.
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One of Those Days
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Posted:Jun 29, 2015 11:27 am
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2015 9:13 pm
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Ever have one of those day?
I seem to be having one today.
Suppose to finally meet again someone I have met for coffee a couple times. In fact it was " I will message you (not here) after my shower". That was 3 hours ago. We has had several things come up from both sides the last few times we tried to meet.
I have been exchanging emails with another nice lady, to the point we were going to meet for coffee and meet. Got an email back saying she met someone else and is no longer interested in someone. I am happy for her, just bad day to get the email,lol.
I am finally healthy (had a sore throat) and on a couple days off.... and nothing.
I am usually a "glass half full" kind of guy. Someone who is usually the one cheering other people up. Today it is getting to me.
IM seems to be cranky here also (surprise!).
Ever have one of those days?
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How Many Partners for your Partner(s)
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Posted:Jun 26, 2015 6:38 am
Last Updated:Jun 28, 2015 5:47 am
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So I have been thinking about this for awhile now. Debating even if I have a right to want or limit someone I meet to how many other people they "meet" or ...well fuck. Especially considering I am married.
Are you ok with, or like that someone you want to meet, or have met on here is also having sex with multiple other partners? Do you want to hear about those other partners? if so, how much details?
Or do you prefer to have a regular partner, who is just with you, or say you with 1 other partner?
Does schedules have something to do with it?
I guess I am looking for something regular.....and not just a one night thing. So I might be somewhat worried if someone I met on here is fucking a lot of different guys...especially if they are ones they just met. But I am still debating it.
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