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It Needed to Be Said
Posted:Sep 21, 2021 12:06 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:51 pm

I try very hard to not bring attention to myself out in public, or have to address someone. But today, I did in fact do that without thinking.

I was signing into a medical office to have another blood draw done. Next to me was this very vocal man, throwing a like fit about having to sign in by computer. Now the system for the office has recently changed, but that is the nature of business. But he was being verbally aggressive to the poor nurse for no reason. So I am still just doing my sign in until..........

Until he informed her that he was speaking up for all of us here in this very packed waiting room. I turn and told him that I have no issue with the new system. He tells me that I then am in the minority. I told him that he did not have to take it out on the nurse. He told me that he wasn't, and about how valuable his time is, etc. I just looked him dead in the eyes and informed him that he was a asshole.

Omg, I never have told anyone that in all my life in public. All of the sudden about 5 or 6 people started applauding. The nurse winked at me and mouthed Thank you. Once this man got done signing in he walks over to me and says "Yes I am still complaining." I told him to have a nice day.

Did feel kind of good. Tired of people thinking they can act anyway they wish to other people without a care. What kind of society have we become? I did apologize to the nurse for my language. She laughed and told me she wanted to say much worse.

Seriously none of us want to be waiting for daily blood labs to be drawn. Tired, and not feeling the best, many of these people were much older than me, struggling to even get there. Be nice, and ......

Have a Nice Day

Human Ebb and Flow
Posted:Sep 21, 2021 1:16 am
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:51 pm

Well Greeting Earthlings,

No seriously, hello to all of you, especially my friends. You help get me through the rougher days, and celebrate with me on the good days.

We all have ebb and flow with life, events, people come in and out of our lives. It is very easy to point the finger at others, instead of realizing how many fingers are pointing right back at you. None of us are without fault. We all make choices that maybe in hindsight we wished we hadn't. But then let us take a step away and exam with the other person may have been going through too. Perhaps they had something going on in their personal life too that was requiring even a ear to listen to them vent.

I am going through a number of different things right now. None of which I care to really reflect upon here in the blogs. It will all eventually be fine, it always is.

Please cut everyone some slack and yourself too.

Being Authentic ~ By A Old, Fat, Saggy Woman
Posted:Sep 20, 2021 4:12 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:51 pm

As you age you quickly come to realize that you are who you are. Whether people like who you are, is on them. I am not here to please the masses, I am just here to enjoy life on my terms. It is very easy for someone that has never walked in my shoes to be critical, and vice versa. I am not in your shoes, I have no idea what your life work or home really is like. You are not me, you have no idea what I am facing, going through, been through, and driven through (insert humor here).

I am fairly confident, very honest. At times I am emotional, like most of us females. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, though now I have it covered with a heavy down blanket. I am very creative. A enthusiastic lover, and I will keep you wanting more. I am told that I am very skilled and good on many levels.

I also love my family, even as messed up as the dynamics can be. I love my friends, and they are what keep my spirits boosted at times, and I do the same for them. I am a loyal mother fucker, pardon the language but if you really know me, you know I tend to have a colorful language at times but never around .

All In all I am a old, fat, saggy, woman who wants to be desired, cherished, and a dear friend. I know I am all that to certain friend/s. Who can really ask for more, other then better health, and money enough to pay for your needs.

Life is never easy, but well worth it. Know your worth.

Hurry Scurry
Posted:Sep 19, 2021 12:34 am
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:52 pm

Hurry scurry everywhere,
Where you are going nobody cares.
Is this really life you wanted,
or do you ever even dare.

Saturdays traffic is alway sinsane it seems. People driving aggressively, like they are the only ones out on the road. But why take chances when it is not necessary. Risking human life is not a good idea.

Is this really the way you wanted to live your life? Scurrying from here to there, just like hyper mice. Nudging everyone out of the way, striking and yelling like you just dont care.

Take time to stop smell the roses

FWB are the Quality of Life.
Posted:Sep 18, 2021 12:26 am
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:53 pm

Life is funny to me, in so many ways. If you are alone, everyone in the world is busy. If you are busy, everyone in the world would like to talk to you or spend time with you.

There never seems to be a even mix, does there. ? Not Complaining mind you. I find myself in a very unique and fun place right now. Feeling wanted, desired, and even cherished by wonderful FWB. That is all one can really ask for, especially in my current circumstance. Special time spent with a good friend, and reprieve from the stresses of everyday life as it will.

For me it is quality over quantity always. I would rather spend special times with a person who does care about me, and considers me a dear friend, then a troop of men just wanting to cum in any flea bag bottom feeder hole. Mmmmm that is a lovely description no wisnt it. But truly, the time you spend forming friendship that will last for years and years and get you through those rough patches. Celebrate with you when you soar high above the clouds in any of life's achievements.

To me that is what life right now is all about. In the far future of more develops with someone, then it was meant to be. If not, I will keep cherishing my FWBs.
Posted:Sep 17, 2021 12:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 4:04 pm

I am tougher than most think
Raised tried and true
To stand up for myself
Or take the path of so many

Don't' mistake my demeanor
For being vulnerable or naive.
Im no ones fool for very long,
Bouncing back stronger then ever.

Sway with me this way,
Dance with me this night,
Show me that you care,
If you dare to be true to yourself.
My Turn To Be In Charge Part 1
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 11:55 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:11 am
This time of night obviously is usually reserved for me. I am feeling rather sexy, listening to music that inspire such. Thinking About what might go down.

This is just a fantasy, part fiction, part reality. You decide whatever fits your mindset.

All day I have been thinking about just what i would like to do to you. Tired of you teasing me with innuendos, suggestions, even demands. Oh little do you know my pet what I have in store for you once you arrive.

I hear the front door open, and I see you standing there with flowers and wine. You walk across the front room and stop in your tracks. I stand and slowly turn around, lett you take in all my curves. My outfit leaves little to the imagination and I am goas I turn the thrmostat up a few more degree. Black leather bustier, with matching thing high stiletto boots, and fish net stockings, complete with matching ass slapper in hand.

I smakc the ass slapper into my hands and tell you to sit down. You do so and I straddle you. "Tonight I am the one in charge, and you will be the one obeying. Understand>" You nod, and I trace the outline of your lips ever so slowly, letting you quiver your lower lip ever so slightly. I tell you to stand and give me a proper hello now. You rise and I not that you are much taller then me, though the stilettos help mauch up the distance.

To be continues

Sometimes You Just Need to Cry
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 9:33 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 4:09 pm

Before I set to begin a new story, I wanted to digress some about my day. Everyone can ask you all day long how you are doing, and you will get a "I'm good" generally from me. But I will admit some days are harder then others.

See I have been trying to be kinder to my arms and shoulders. They are really so painful especially my right dominate one. Not only does it click when I move it and raidiate pain, it also charlie horses down the entire arm even to the finger tips. Some morning I wake up with my entire arm including fingers numb. So it has to involve the nerves.

So I only got to finish one piece of lingerie but I suspect that will be good enough. I had to ask my estranged husband to move some boxes and totes for me, so I could find the rest of my mending and material. Watching this once very strong man now struggle so much, is very hard. Heart breaking really, because no matter what we will always remain close friends. I hate to see him hurting so much, and unable to stand with assistance. It is devastating to see what has happened to him in such a short time. Despite our problems, I have no hate or ill will towards him. But we both know that I deserve to be really loved, cherished, respected and even desired by a man someday. BEcause of certain things that happened to him way before we ever met, it caused him to shut himself off from me in all those regards long ago.

So I broke down and cried today. Openly sobbed, because it isn't fair that someone should become so crippled to fast in life. Yes I know life isn't fair but with no relief from anyone, nor even anyone to talk to , it is so damn hard. But spending time with a wonderful FWB does help, Gives me that much needed escape where I do feel cherished and desired very much.

So anyway, that is the jift of my day. Then I dried all my tears and carried on with my day.

Chin up, eyes dry, smiling

Being True To Yourself
Posted:Sep 16, 2021 11:50 am
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2021 7:54 pm

I was sitting here getting ready to do some sewing, thinking about all the changes within myself. Feeling proud of myself, knowing what I out of life, and what I don't. Now more pretending for the sake of making someone else happy. At last this is my turn in life to say what I am. I to be treated with love, respect, dignity. To be cherished and desired. And I am to the best of the current ability. I have made some incredible friends on this site, which isnt easy to do. I do know who I am, and who I am not.

All we can be is ourselves, and to love who we are right now. Right now in our bodies, which are far from perfect but it is ours. To love the person and our personalities. Make changes on the things we need to changes. But making those changes for us, no one else.

Be true to yourself, love yourself, cherish yourself.

Romance With Some Bad Boy Mixed
Posted:Sep 15, 2021 9:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2021 11:41 am
I sat and really pondered on what write tonight. I have a new story in mind, where the woman is in control which I think will be very hot. I am a switch so I do know what it is like, or rather I am finding out fast and loving it.

But I remiss that I am damn tired tonight so the new story will have to wait. I have had many sleepless night mainly because of pain in my shoulders and arm. But I am hoping to get a goods night sleep tonight.

So I thought, what do I really like about a man's approach. Well I like the Naughty and Nice in a man. He has manner's but then just enough self esteem to bring a bit of naughty to the table too. Flowers, candles, thoughtful gestures mean alot to me. A romantic pose, letting me know that I am special for at least that time. Looking into my eyes and holding my hand while you talk to me. Being attentive while we share lunch or dinner. Then tat "accidental" brush of the hand on my thigh. scooting a big closer so you can miss me, or whisper something very naughty in my ear. The playfulness that everyone loves.

Just because this is a sex site, it doesn't mean any kind of normal dating etiquette is gone. Yes if we like each other we will not do the bullshit of waiting for 29 dates before we have sex. We will be sealing the deal soon, because why else waste each others times. We already have unsatisfactory sex lives or we would not be here. What it means though is that the more you are interested in me, the better response you will be getting all the way around. I feed off of the energy and pleasure my partner has.

So there you have it. That old fashioned romance along with some bad boy too.

Licking lips

The Why?
Posted:Sep 14, 2021 10:28 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2021 11:35 am

Thought you were free of me for tonight, didnt you? Well you thought wrong. As I was doing my nightly prep, I was thinking of a few things. Now first let me set the stage for my crazy life. All 3 dogs, and very old cat are on my bed. Why? Hmmmm have no idea, that is just where they all tend to hang out, with me. Now 125 lb Mastiff, i slaying right behind me, barely allowing me enough room to sit. Why? BEcause he is scared of 12 lb Poodle. Why? BEcause he is Charlie and that is what he does. Now 65 lb giant schnauzer played with poodle earlier and they were having a great time. Charlie ran from them and hid under the bed. Now 20 year old cat who is almost completely blind could care less. Here in a few moments I will plead, beg, and push big dogs off my bed so I can lay down.

Why tell you this? Because I can, and you sat here and read it, didnt you.

I was wondering this?

Countryside Beauty
Posted:Sep 14, 2021 10:05 pm
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2022 6:0 pm

Tonight I am very tired, was a long full day. My right arm and shoulder are still really causing me immense pain, which makes for little sleep. But I still managed to enjoy the day. Made a beautiful fall wreath, full of rich earth tones. Went for a lovely drive in the countryside which always does me so much good.

I prefer the Dollar Tree in another town, so I went down there. Have to get the fall decor items dontcha know. And then very nice lunch at a Mexican restaurant owned by a family. Super nice, enjoyed talking with them.

I struggle with social situations, always have. Social anxiety has always been my issue, I do not do crowds. Now crowd of dogs, yes all day long.

Anyway, tonight I am tired. Going to turn in early and read my book.

Sleep well my friends,

For Your Pleasure Part 2
Posted:Sep 14, 2021 12:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2021 7:59 pm
You sit down and tell me to come over to you. I bite my lower lip and do so. You tell me to bend over your lap. I know what is coming, You tell me that I must be punished for no obeying you. You expose my bare ass, and tell me to spread my legs.


I shiver, and bite my lower lip. Excited and apprehensive, I await. Swack, Swack, swack. Then you rub the spot where your hand landed. Slipping a finger deep inside my very wet pussy, you ask me if I am going to disobey you again. I shake my head no, and you swat my ass again. "Answer me Slut," you command. No I answer, and with that you give me 5 more swats, once again rubbing my ass.

All of the sudden I feel warm oil dripping down onto the crack of my ass. Cascading over my puckered rosebud. I sigh loudly, loving the feeling. You trail a skilled finger down the crack, and stop to circle my rosebud, making me hold my breath. "Tell me" you say. "Tell you what" I asked. "Tell me what you want slut." with that I tell you that I want you to slip your finger in my ass. Slowly you do just that, little by little. Taking time to let myself adjust to the new intrusion. Then once the full length of your finger is inside, you slowly slip on more. sliding them in unison in and out of my rosebud . I can feel myself getting closer to cuming. all of the sudden you add two more fingers into my pussy, and use your thumb to rub my clit. I try to squirm and you hold me down with your strong arms. You know that I love it when you do tthat. I am now begging you to let me cum, and you tell me to not disobey you again. So I do everything I can to not cum, but I am so close. I can feel the blood reaching the nerve endings in my ass which will send me into one of the strongest orgasms. That in turn makes my pussy and c lit have a series of almost none stop orgasms, each one being stronger then the last. I know if I cum now I will not be able to stop cuming.

You stop, removing all fingers from the pleasure they were giving me. You grab a pillow and put it at your feet. Undoing your pants, you free your cock, which is already semi hard and oozing precum. You rub the head of your cock and tell me to get on my knees. Trying to recover from being on the cusp of orgasms, I do as you command. "Stick out your tongue" you tell me. I do so and you place your finger coated with precum on my tongue, telling me to suck it. I look directly into your eyes, letting you watch me suck all the juices off your finger. You tell me to suck your cock. Finally, I am so please. I take you fully and slowly into my warm awaiting mouth. Licking up each side, and then down to your balls. rolling each one around gently in my mouth, while stroking your cock. I want you to enjoy me making love to you by my mouth. It is my thank you, for all that you are to me. Running my tongue up the underside of your now hard cock, I can feel it throbbing. I know you are watching me, and I am enjoying that. I moan, looking at you as I take you slowly into my mouth. Letting my tongue pulse the underside of your cock, and take you all the way into my mouth. To the point of almost gagging but I have learned to control that. You wrap your fingers in my hair and begin guiding your cock in and out of my mouth. "Such a good coc sucking cock you are, and you are all mine. Understand?" I nod yes because I have a mouthful right then. You stand up and tell me to sit down. Then you wrap your fingers into my long red hair and begin fucking my mouth again. "That's it slut, show me how bad you want me to fuck you>" With that I open my throat up even wider, letting you slip all the way in, until my face is pressed again your pelvic area. You Hold my head there for a moment, then begin thrusting in and out again. I can tell you are getting so close.

You release me and tell me to climb onto the bed. I do so, and you tell me to spead my legs. "Spread your pussy lips wide for me." I obey, getting excited because I know that when you eat my pussy it feels incredible. You tease me a bit, kissing me first, slowly and deeplu while twisting and pulling on my nipples. You hear me moan again. "Please", I say to you. "Please What?". I tell you to please eat my pussy. With that you kiss me again deeply and using your tongue, glide your way down to my glistening pussy. I am so very wet, and you do not waste anytime licking and sucking my clit and lapping up my juices. You start to slip a finger inside of my pussy again, but then you tell me that you are going to make me wait for that. By now I am begging you to fuck me. I love the way your cock fits so well inside of me.

You give my clit on more hard suck and then climb between my legs again, this time kissing me deeply while you slip your hard cock inside of me. It feels so incredible, and I am moving in time to your thrusts. You can feel my vaginal muscles tightening up, over and over again. You can feel me cuming all over your cockl This drives you over the edge and you finally can hold back no longer. Looking into my blue eyes and kissing me deeply, you cum hard. I can feel you cuming and the warmth and amount makes me cum one last time. You see me smiling and you know.

Laying there catching our breathes, in each others arms. We know that there is so many fun, exciting and different scenarios that we will journey into together.

Thank you,

Dearest Ann

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