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And, now....the rest of the story  

EnigmaInitiative 52F
2121 posts
9/11/2020 4:17 pm
And, now....the rest of the story

Continued, first comment

In a sense, sexuality is the built-in psychedelic experience that only a very few people manage to evade.

~Terence McKenna

EnigmaInitiative 52F
4056 posts
9/11/2020 4:20 pm

In my best Paul Harvey voice:

“And...now...the rest of the story”

Truth be told, I was doing some heavy duty sexy shmexy talking with my friend from this post I have a secret for most of the day Thursday before the heart attack. Then, while I'm in the throws of getting a whole lot of tests done at the ER, my friend sends a succession of three rather steamy texts...and I'm like...uhhh, I better tell him. My text started with “Don't freak out”, then I explained the situation as it stood. Bless the man, he let up on the sexy texts and asked me to keep him in the loop. I have.

When I texted Logan (my long term polyamorous partner) from the hospital his cheeky answer was “That sexting will do it every time”. Yes, he was kidding. I did text him every time something new went down. He was gloriously calming through the whole thing, though I wish I could have seen him rather than just talk with him. Trust if this pandemic wasn't going on, I'd be making plans to go up to Michigan to spend time with him or trying to get him down here. It's been a week, and I could use his calming presence.

That said, my guys? My roommates have been incredibly wonderful. Roommate 1 came to the hospital every day to see me...I was only allowed one visitor at a time. He was worried, very worried. He's still worried. Roommate 2 keeps coming to my room to ask if I need anything and trying to make me laugh.

Roommate 1 is going to the store to buy my list of veggies, Roommate 2 refuses to leave until Roommate 1 gets home because he is afraid I'll fall when walking to the bathroom. We have a little family like thing going on. 2 calls me mami, 1 calls me gypsy smurf. It's adorable.

My indoor cat, Wonton, is a bit of an attention hog since I got home, barely leaving my bed. She's a stray that was found at a later stage in life. She hates to be picked up...doesn't sit on laps...but being near me and using my hand as a pillow is becoming mandatory. The outdoor cats are becoming more plentiful. However, the guys are helping to feed them, as it's difficult for me to get around.

For those who wondered, Roommate 1 brought my laptop at my request so I could write the original blog post. I had him take it home because I wasn't about to leave expensive shit lying around in my room, and I THOUGHT I'd be home by Sunday when I said I would in my original post. This was all supposed to be easy.

I can't remember my password to this site, so I couldn't sign in on my phone to update everyone when all this shit went down. Not to mention, I really wasn't awake all that much...I lost a lot of blood and though I did receive a transfusion, they tried to keep it to a minimum due to blood shortage issues. My hemoglobin was of concern and I was in the ICU till Tuesday.

I apologize to anyone I worried with my lack of update, seriously.

I'm struggling, a bit, with hip pain from being in bed and only being able to sleep on my right side. I'm usually a left sided sleeper, but can't due to the pain from all that crap in my groin. I'm not on any pain meds beyond ibuprofen and good ole mary jane because I just plain don't want to go down that opiate road again.

Everything, and I mean every single thing I do requires so much more effort. Shit, writing this post which has a 2 page count currently in my OpenOffice program has taken much longer than one would believe, or at least a lot longer than I thought it would.

I'm learning to slow down, though I do still struggle with asking for help. Lort, people, I've now got a toaster oven and rice cooker in my room so I don't have to rely on the guys to cook for me. Doesn't help that I don't trust either of them to cook good tasting food. Believe it or not, I'm an incredibly picky eater.

There will be people who know my story well who will be happy to hear I did contact my brother who gave me an update on my sister...not a good one, but an update. I also spoke with the one cousin with whom I continue to have a wonderful relationship. Her father is my godfather, and she lives in Canada having married a Canadian citizen many years ago.

It's a start...a small one..but a start nonetheless.

In a sense, sexuality is the built-in psychedelic experience that only a very few people manage to evade.

~Terence McKenna

8426 posts
9/11/2020 7:34 pm

I am with you in my thoughts.

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:46 am:
Aw, thank you ULI

Logan0867 53M
212 posts
9/11/2020 10:31 pm

If it wasn't for this pandemic crap I'd have been down there for you.xxoo

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:47 am:
I know you would have babe. xoxox

author51 57F  
102600 posts
9/11/2020 11:15 pm

No worries about updating us my friend..We just want you to recover fully..xoxo

One can never have enough JOY in their life...

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:47 am:
Thank you Joy! oxox

ltrskr 72M  
4481 posts
9/12/2020 12:17 am

This poem always helps me.....
Good Luck and God Bless!

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:47 am:
Thank you

PonyGirl1965 54F
11998 posts
9/12/2020 1:27 am

I'm so glad your roommates are fussing over you! It does my heart good. Please rest lovely pixie. You will feel better soon and get your strength back in time. Hugs!!

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:48 am:
Thanks Pony, now if I could just get over my aversion to asking for help.


XHamburgDave 77M  
9584 posts
9/12/2020 3:13 am

Good to hear you are getting better, take things easy and don't try to do too much too soon

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:49 am:
Ahhh well, I did...and paid a minor price for it.

Thanks for the well wishes, though.

mc_justmc 60M  
6622 posts
9/12/2020 5:10 am

It's good you have all these people there to help you. I had my wife after my 1st HA, but I was single after the 2nd one. The day I got home from the hospital I washed a pile of dishes in the sink and mowed half of the backyard. It's not like my lazy ass son was going to do it.

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:50 am:
Whoooo boy...yeah, I doubt I could have mowed anything. Thank goodness you made it through. Sorry about your son.

seems6666 50F
4118 posts
9/12/2020 5:26 am

Glad to hear your're on the mend, When your room mate puts raw steak in the microwave AND eats it... I think I'd live on toast if i had to

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:50 am:
I mean, right?

You get it.

pal334 66M  
41265 posts
9/12/2020 6:04 am

So good to hear everything is slowly falling back in line. As slow as it may seem it is good. Wishing you continued progress

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EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:50 am:
Thank you pal.

Paulxx001 63M  
16861 posts
9/12/2020 6:35 am

Stay safe and breathe... 😊 👍

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:50 am:
Thanks Paul

resant78 41M  
2813 posts
9/12/2020 9:44 pm

First thing first is your health and recovery, don't worry about us.

We'll be here whenever you want to update us.
Take care and get better!

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:51 am:
Thanks resant, I appreciate it.

easyrider4008 64M
1708 posts
9/13/2020 9:00 am

Glad to hear you have some support. Sending my best wishes.

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/13/2020 11:51 am:
Thank you easy, I appreciate it.

citizen4722 62M  
68490 posts
9/14/2020 3:25 pm

Don't be afraid to ask for help (that was my trouble). You've got people already helping you, which is great..but remember; they aren't mind-readers

EnigmaInitiative replies on 9/16/2020 1:10 pm:
Oh yes, I learned that lesson of asking for help very well.


Thanks citizen

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