My First  

Dnthmn4 64M
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2/18/2022 6:57 am
My First

In 2008 or 2009 I had a good job. I was a project manager and I made enough money that if I wanted something, I could just buy it. The recession came, I was laid off and out of work for a long time. I was married but the sex dried up. I could not find another job and I spent too much time at home watching porn.

I looked a lot at voyeur sites and enjoyed it so much I thought I should post my own pictures on an amateur porn site. After looking at all the dicks, some of them gross and ugly, my own started to look pretty good. All my life I had thought gay sex was revolting, and that penises were silly looking, but now I was looking at things differently.

I posted photos, then videos. I noticed that all of the positive feedback was coming from men and I thought, hey just a second: my wife seems to despise me, but these guys are interested. Watching porn movies of women sucking cock (I have had maybe three successful blowjobs in my entire life from women, including two wives) I started to think things like, That would not feel good,œShe doesnt know what feels good for a man, and before long I was thinking, œHey, I bet I could suck cock better than these chicks, I wonder if I would like it? Some people seem to enjoy sucking cock, I wonder why?

Since I wasnt getting any appreciation at home, I posted online looking for a woman in a half-hearted manner, not really wanting another fucking woman in my life. No, I wanted sex and the only attraction seemed to come from men. I started looking for a man who would let me suck his cock.

To make a long story short I found a very nice-looking crossdresser half my age and I brought her into my house the day my wife was due to come back from a vacation. She presented herself before me in a corset and some little panties. I surprised myself by kissing her on the lips. I had not thought of that before with a little brush of tongue, it was nice. I kneeled, pulled the panties down and slipped a soft little circumsized dick between my lips without hesitation and licked it inside my mouth and I thought Mm, salty, just like my thumb. Mm, so soft, look at me with this soft penis in my mouth, yes, let me lick and taste this thing.

I licked the underside of the shaft as I remembered my first wife had done one time and I felt that dick getting hard in my mouth. It was absolutely thrilling! I pulled back so I could look at it, stroked it and watched the skin slide up and down the hardness and I enjoyed how it leapt in my fingers like a small animal. I put that penis, which was a comfortable size, about five lovely inches, back in my mouth and well, I just savoured it. I savoured its warmth, its saltiness, the softness of the crown between my lips. I savoured its movements and its owners praise when I licked the bottom. I cupped the balls the way I like, and I caressed her bum and the back of her thighs, so soft, such intimacy, such indecent mmm oh I absolutely LOVED what I was doing.

I tried forming my lips into a firm ring, like a vagina, and moving back and forth. I gagged a bit, and she chuckled. I sucked some more I was really liking being a cocksucker. I didn't feel as though I was abasing myself, kneeling in front of a man with his cock in my mouth; I was enjoying the crazy, intimate, wildly sexual act of sucking a penis. It was an erotic experience for me.

She sat on the couch and I followed that dick like a following a wiener. I didnt want to stop, it was so sexy and so intimate and so dirty and sexy and oh fuck, it was over too quickly. She sucked my cock for a little while, then I lay down on the couch. I asked her to put her knees by my shoulders; my idea was so I could suck her cock some more, but she thought I wanted to 69 and so went face down, with her ass in my face, not what I had in mind. She obviously wanted me to lick her clean, shaved pucker but rimming was not on my menu. I was not there yet at all. I wanted cock, not ass.

It was a pretty sexy position, though, so I masturbated her until she ejaculated on my<b> chest. </font></b>She tried to make me come with her mouth and hands but I ended up having to masturbate - my wife would be h ome in a few hours. I had my semen all over my belly mixed with that of another man, and I was okay with it and I did not feel the slightest bit of guilt. I still feel no guilt. It was one of the sexiest, raunchiest moments of my life.

My friend was great. Soft spoken and patient, knowing it was my first time, she allowed me to set the pace and the limits. I did not have another date with her, though, because she wanted me to fuck her ass and for some reason, I refused to do that. She considered blow jobs to be just Play, mere foreplay to anal sex, and I just wasnt there yet. I sure miss her, but she's long gone.

About eight months later I set up a meeting with another man. He was a regular guy with a beard and hairy body, not like my crossdressing friend at all. He sucked me off, and I rubbed him off with my fingers (he was reluctant to let me suck his cock) but it was, overall, not a very nice experience. I won't give any more details because he might read this and I don't want to hurt his feelings. He was actually a nice and gentle guy. Anyway, I put man/man sex out of my mind and went back to masturbating to pretty women.

Those have been my only gay experiences. I would not give up my memory of the crossdresser for anything, but I feel I have been missing a lot by not having sucked a cock at least as big as mine, and for a longer time. My time with her cock was sweet but just too short. I think my cock is beautiful and I long to know what it would be like to suck one just like mine. I want more sex in my life but with a man, not with a woman.

One day this virus fear will be over, and I hope then to actually connect with a nice man with a nice cock.


horny1foreplay 59M  
2 posts
2/18/2022 2:43 pm

Wow,l really enjoyed reading about your first experience...very explicit ...sounds like you more than enjoyed yourself,mmm,mmm,it seems so erotic to say the least,thanks so much for sharing


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