Where are the real women?
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Posted:May 4, 2021 3:48 pm
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I have been on this site for some time. I have talked a few women. I even met a couple of them. But this site sure blows. The meet for real group was pretty good. We actually had gatherings that did not block singles, couples and swingers from coming. Although the swingers pretty much stayed going their own gatherings.
But in the group, we became friends. Even played with 3 or 4 of the women in there. 2 were here from kitsap county. I would love get together with them again. But time has its way of spreading people about. I dated one lady from Everett. She was awesome. For about 6 months it was back and forth time either at my place or hers. I lived in Bremerton then. It was awesome.
What it comes down to. Is that in the group we were real. We talked everyone. We did not judge others on looks. We were real. But with the creation of faceboo The group all scattered. But, only certain people wanted this other person. So people who were great together dont talk together anymore. Eventually the get toghethers ended.
Here it is a few later. I am here on Senior Sizzle. I can not tell who are real and who are bots!!! Unless they send likes. Then I can tell you the bots there. This site has changed for the worst (in my opinion). A free member could look at videos. They could email 3 people a day. They could look at profiles. You could also see when the profile you looked at was last on. Now a free member can look at IM but not initiate or respond a message without it costing or they for the site. A free member can not look at profiles. Only real thing that a free member can do is go into a chat room. Even there you are not gauranteed that the people in a certain room are actually from your area.
But the question remains. Where are the real women? I mean the real women. The ones who will talk to you and get to know you. The women that will actually meet you and get to know you.
I have used a couple different dating sites. None are worth a damn!!! The only one that ever worked. Was craigslist. But they shut that down because prostitutes were using it to get business. But there, I had 4 dates a wee Any one of the BIG dating sites. Not one date!
Why is that you ask? Well, in my experiences. I have come across women who think only GQ model type guys are real and that is all they look for. I come across bitches who will not do anything for you unless you buy them something. I have come across some god fearing women who claim they are faithful. But no sooner than you are done wearing her out. She is bringing in the next sinner through the backdoor while making plans with you as you go out the front. I have come across women who think that they are "all that and a bag of fritos". 5 minutes later I am asking is that all? I have seen dying salmon bouncing all over the deck that have more excitement. I have come across women who say they are not afraid of working on a relationship. But the first time she hears no to an activity she wants to do (such as bring a first date to a wedding). She bails. The more you try to get to know her. The more she hides behind her friends and uses them as a shield from actually caring for a real man who knows what he wants. I have come across lousy work ethics. I even come across the "I got to have a cock the size of a ! Nothing smaller before i date you"!
Some of you who read this. Will say that I am bitter and you can see it in my words. Hmmmmm. Bitter? I use to be. Now it is just puzzlement and confussion. The experiences i have been through over the . Has made not trust people. A few ago, i had a woman who really wanted be with . She called daily and we talked and got know each other. I took her out for a nice dinner, then a walk down on the waterfront ending with stopping at an icecream shop and got homemade icecream cones and laughed and talked more. A couple days later she called me and told me she wanted to jump my bones so bad. But she was afraid i wouldnt like her afterwards. I told her that she knows where i live. But talk is just tal I dont trust many people. So show the proof. She was still all tal Ended up being she couldnt walk the walk either.
But it is sad that all these big sites are using bots get people spend on their sites. Oh and I have yet find anyone who was smart enough read things through and get the hints that tells you how reach without having spend on the site. LOL
So where are the real women? Where are the ones who are not afraid actually take my hand and walk with and talk with and love ? I dont walk away from people unless i see red flags.
Be a real woman. Respond and get know . Just remember. I am a free member. I can not look at emails. But if you are reading this. I can read this. Just tell me how reach you through here!!!
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What happened to customer service?
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Posted:Jan 17, 2021 4:21 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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Friday i came home from wor My hair was a tad bit too long for . So i decided go and get it cut. I stopped at one place and the waiting time was like 2 hours or more long. So i walk to the place i use to always go. I had a stylist i like to use. But thanks to the pandemic and the fact they were shut down for quite some time. That stylist was no longer there. But there were new stylists in there. One of those i let cut my hair the last time. She was foul mouthed. Yeah no big deal. I did find out that she waxes every strand of hair from here face to her pussy and legs.
They had absolutely no customers in their facility. So, i asked if they could cut my hair. They were barely social with me. The girl picked up the appointment book and just flipped the pages and tells me they dont have time until monday. I looked at their empty seats then turned around and walked out the door.
I walked across the parking lot to the one with a long waiting time. I got my name on the list and took a seat. 30 minutes later I was walking out the door with a smile and shorter hair.
But it is interesting that it seems that some people have stopped going the extra mile and win a customer. I am a truck driver. I dont see too many of the customers i deal with. But i do go the extra mile for our customers.
What is funny. I use to have intimate times with the owner of that salon. She is cool and all. But she has become more of a silent boss.
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Sucks getting Old
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Posted:Sep 24, 2020 6:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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Really, It sucks getting old. I still think the doctor is missing something.
A year and a half ago, i was coughing after a piece of toast got caught in my throat when i inhaled at the same time as swallowing. I was coughing for some time. When it finally stopped i was ok. I bend over to tie my shoes and then my left ear started echoing. As the day went on it got worse. By the time i went to bed, I could not hear anything out of my left ear. So after a few months i blew my nose to clear the mucous. It was fairly bloody. Then I started hearling a tad bit better in the left ear. Now fast foward to a couple months ago. I no longer feel pressure in my left ear. I am or was hearing a lot better in that ear. I have had 2 recent hearing tests. And both test say that i still can not hear in my left ear. But yet i can hear the tv and the radio in my car and work truck.
So the doctor sent me into the old age category with two words. Hearing Aids. Today i am officially old. Even though my 52 birthday was last week. The doctor set up and fitted me with my new hearing aids. Supposedly these are pretty trick hearing aids. He put an app on my phone so i can change the equalizer settings and the volume and some other things. He has the left ear set as a transmitter and everything i hear on my left side is being sent to the right hearing aid so i can hear it. He only did that because of my left ear rattles like a broke speaker. So he wanted to make sure i could hear everything. He said if my hearing comes back in my left ear where it does not sound like a broken speaker. Then he can have the left hearing aid go straight to the left ear. But for now i am somewhat lopsided.
And i thought i had a problem getting dates before. These are going to really make me feel lonely!!!
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Want to meet me? Read here!!!!
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Posted:Apr 23, 2020 6:07 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2021 5:43 pm
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Hey Guys, Gals and Transgenders
I see a few people have been looking at my profile here. I am happy see people that are interested in . No I am not desperate. Yes I am a big boy. Most of my weight came from being put blood pressure medication that did nothing control my blood pressure but allow my body retain water and wipe out my energy. My new Doctor has gone further than any Kaiser quack has. Now I have dropped 6+ pounds just by adding a simple drug. But what I was getting at. I tears inside when people call fat. Judge pictures. Calling names because my cock is not huge. Calling me names because of my weight. I am sure you all feel the same way as I do. But, then again. A lot of people do not have a conscience. I don't do it you. So please do not do it . If you are tired of being turned down. Do not take it out ! Remember, we are here find some. If you are mean . Chances are, you will lose the chance see how much of a good guy I am.
Ladies,
I would like have an LTR with an awesome woman. That means if we are together and you know my schedule. That you show see just because you miss . Or you want give some awesome loving. Or Both. You call me just say hi and see how my day is. You text for same reason. You are not changing your hair color get noticed. If the drapes are blonde, the shag carpet should match.
Guys,
I have played with a couple guys in my past. I am still kind of learning the bi sex thing. I am kind of picky too on what I want. I am not mean about it. If I could go back in time to when my friend and I started playing with each other. I would do it in a heart beat. We were exploring with each other. We didn't have the stress of work. We didn't care what people thought (other than our immediate families. Mine still don't know I like to suck on a cock). We just let loose and just grabbed each others cocks and played. Neither of us were pushy to each other. I am still that way. I am not pushy. Yes I want to suck a cock again. Yes I want a guy to suck my cock again. Yes, I want to feel a hard cock in my ass again. I want to feel that cock cum in my ass. But, I am not pushy and do not get along with pushy people. Which brings me to why I have not gotten together with a guy in awhile. I have a pretty rough schedule at work. I spend about 2 hours of my day just commuting for work. Plus, I start work anywhere between 4 am and 5 am. I run until I am done. That could be 6 hours, 8 hours or 10 to hours. So I get at 2 am. I may not get home until 5 pm. So I do not during the week. When I am not at work or working around my place when I get the chance, then I am at my elderly parents helping them out. So, I usually get Friday evening and Saturday evening . I am busy sundays doing errands. When we talk and we make a plan for those evenings. Don't get bent out of shape because I can not with you a weekday in the middle of the day. I freaking work!!!
Transgenders,
I am open minded. Do not hesitate contact . Hopefully you are very feminine looking. Meaning, You are rocking tits and long hair and portraying a female. But 5 O' clock shadow kind of kills the illusion that I am with a hot chick with a hard cock. and hopefully your breasts are real. A guy can dream right?
For everyone.
I have a huge issue on body odor. I know we sweat and can get funky as the day wears . But, in your bathroom is a facility called a "Shower". Use it! Smell clean, be clean. If I am going down pussy. I prefer it not smelling like a dead rotting road kill. Same for guys. If I am sucking your cock. I don't want smell the same thing. I take the time keep myself clean and do not want be smelly for my partner. I do not have any freaky piercings. Not my face, not my ears, not in my nose, not my lips, not my eyebrows, not my nipples, not my belly and for sure not my cock. Ladies, I know a lot of you like your ears pierced. No big deal. I saw a few pictures of some (I think they were females. couldn't tell with the piercings) Almost every inch of skin the face had piercings that were extremely unattractive. Guys, Really? A guy with pierced ears? Or stretching your earlobes put a wheel bearing race in that hole? Sorry dude. If that is you? It aint going happen with . Like I said. No freaky piercings. they are unattractive and make you look unattractive . Ladies, hate say it. But I am only seeking women who are skinny medium size BBW. Guys? Thin husky size. If you seen my pictures. You will see walking along the trailer. That is my build. Please no bigger. Size of cock? about the same size as my cock. Bigger is ok if you are a cool dude and want keep doing this and doing the buddy stuff too. Transgenders pretty much the same.
in , I am missing someone fun hang with and with. Just be cool and fun. Not pushy. I want fun people around .
You want get with ? reply this blog with an email that is not from Senior Sizzle. Standard members can not email or read emails here. Instant messenger is the same way. Just reply here with a good email that I can reach out you through.
Summer is coming and this shutdown wont last forever.
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What a pickle we are in
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Posted:Apr 10, 2020 7:07 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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I try not bitch and moan about politics. But, damn!!! First off I do not want claim I am a democrat or republican or some right wing fascist group. A lot of people will not like what I say. So they will bad mouth me and call me names and crap like that. As a lot of women would treat me like I had the plague. Not like they don't anyways (that a bitch for another time).
So, our wonderful Govenor who screwed the country in the first place. Is still trying panic people about what may happen this summer if the people violate the stay at home orders this weekend. I am sure a lot of you are just as sick of this crap as I am. Maybe even more fedup with it as you may be one of the ones that are stuck at home because your jobs are closed until further notice. Fortunately I am an essential worker. But, my job is slowing down because the companies that we deal with are shut down until further notice.
I am still laughing at Trumps comments about Inslee. LOL. I soooooo agree with Trump. Inslee is a low life snake in the grass. Think about it. Inslee started the lawsuits against Trump. Then the corona virus hits because if Inslee allowing the planes from china land in Washington state. Inslee failed to set containment! Inslee allowed all those sick people wander around our state and others board planes other states. Then people started dying daily. So he panics. We have people dying of the flu constantly. And those are huge numbers who have died from just the regular flu. So Inslee starts blaming Trump for the whole mess. Just like I knew he would do. Trump talked about sending the Navy hospital ships certain places help the overloaded hospitals. New York got one. Inslee demanded that Trump send the Mercy seattle as our hospitals are struggling keep . When Trump sent the Mercy Italy. it pissed off Inslee and his tirade got worse. He demanded help from Trump stop the coronavirus from spreading. Trump Is doing what he can. It is not Trumps fault that Inslee allowed those planes into US territory with and infection that could devastate this country. Trump has his medical teams trying to figure out how we can stop the virus. But what does the democrats and all the people who believe what the media and democrats tell them do? They are claiming Trump has investments into the company who makes the medicine that Trump has suggested as a possible solution. Really? Trump is trying to help and all these people want to do is throw lies about the President again. Next they will claim that when all these women give birth to in 9 months, that Trump impregnated them. LOL So Trump ordered the Mobile Army Surgical Hospital from Colorado to Seattle to set and begin operations immediately. It was over the news as they were setting . It was the news when they officially opened the doors. Inslee still ranting and raving and demanding the president needs send more equipment here as we are desparate for it. So Trump sends respirators and masks and gowns. Inslee still throwing a temper tantrum. Then Inslee does an about face and claims that we really are not that bad off. So he sends the respirators to New York. Then Inslee orders the Mobile army surgical hospital to dismantle and leave. The White house obtained all the data the coronavirus from Washington state. The White House saw that the numbers of the infected to the number of deaths was less than 8 percent. The regular flu kills 20% of the infected. So, now Trump does not listen to the whiny sniveling snake Inslee. LOL So now Inslee is doing another about face and running panicked in the street again.
So Inslee is claiming that the hospitals do not have masks to protect their staff from getting the coronavirus. What is funny? I do not believe one freaking word Inslee says. I had a doctor appointment today. When I walked in the door and checked in. The first thing they did was hand me a mask. Everyone had masks on at the clinic. They were handing them out like candy.
Inslee, You are full of shit and need to get out of my office. We need a man with some balls who does not run panicked when things get tough!!!! I have the balls!!!!! Unlike you Inslee. I know what needs to be done!!! You do not punish 7 million people for a few infected people!!!! You cost Washington state millions of dollars with your shut down. You cost a lot of people to lose their jobs. Lose their homes and lose their relationships. What should have happened was to quarantine the sick and not let them move about. To stop the virus. You have to lock down the infected so they can not infect others. But you went with the honor code and hoping people would follow suit. They didn't. Now you screwed 7 million people. When it was just 300 you needed to quarantine.
As Trump would say in the apprentice
INSLEE YOU ARE FIRED!!!!!!!!!
Ok, I think I am done complaining about our current state government.
Yeah Yeah, I know. more people to treat me like I have the plague. It not like most of you talk to me anyways. Just because you are pretty does not make you better than me!!! It just makes you shallow.
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Why cant people be honest?
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Posted:Jan 17, 2020 7:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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I spent about 3 weeks getting know a woman through another site. We messaged on that site for about 2 weeks. Then we exchanged and started texting. We were trying get the feel of each other and learn about each other. No big deal? Right?
Before we met. I told her about past and what it did life as well as real life. I told her that the last 20 years have not been that great on . A lot of people whine about the stress they are because a store ran of their favorite beer or clothing or the traffic slowed them down by 5 minutes. The stress I been was enough kill an elephant. So the stress mixed with age done a on testosterone. Well, that took from a marathon man down the dreaded "come on lets get it on and get it over" minute man. So I told her all this to be honest with her and make sure that I might not be bringing "A" game and it bothers me.
She had yet tell about much of anything about her. I knew she use work in the legal field before she moved Washington. At the present time she was unemployed. I knew she was divorced. She was living with her parents and helping them . I also knew she had a that lived close by. Nothing else.
We got together the Friday after new years. We had a nice dinner and conversation. She was cute. She was thick? Hmmm. She had a weird build. But I wasn't judging on that. Besides, I was judging harsher than her. Dinner wrapped up and we ended up at place. We tried stream a movie. But tv wasn't cooperating. So we found something on cable. Watched it for a while. Then she put hand on her tits when she took off her bra. Ok. It not the first time to get naughty with a woman on the first date.
After a bit we ended up naked in bed. I was already hard on myself because I didn't get hard when we were playing in the living room. She started giving a blow job. Cock jumped up like it was made of steel. Figured she was doing ok. 3 hours later, cock is not as hard as it was when she started. She failed listen when I told her and showed her what was working and what was not.
She kept telling that cock was huge and she choked on it when she deep throated. But yet I know how big cock is. But, it was not the first time I heard that either. So I let that go the back of mind as I kept trying show her what worked. But again she wasn't listening.
after 4 hours of an ok BJ gone a bad bj. she gave up. I ended up having jack myself off. I kept trying tell her if she would do it this particular way, she would have gotten off 3.5 hours ago. But when it not good, then I end up being like an all day sucker.
Anyways, she got up and got dressed and I got cleaned up. Put shorts on and went the living room. She went the door without telling her it was bed time. We kissed good night and she left and I went bed.
She didn't text for a days. I didn't text her either. But, I was thinking over that night for a few days. And the more frustrated I got trying think about if there was something I could have done make that night better. I know I sure tried please her. She told that I went way above her expectations. But still something just bugged me.
After 3 days, she texted me and I texted her back. Being friendly and still trying learn about her. But didn't ask her about that Friday night. The next day was a day from hell at work and she texted . I responded back a little on the short side. As the day from hell progressed I started thinking about that Friday night again. Now frustration went from just frustrated "how dare she make feel inadequate". So when I got home, I sent her a text. I told her I had a question pertaining to the PG rated we had that Friday night. She told ask away.
So, I did. Asked her why she was wet when we first started. But not even a half hour into it she was as dry as a desert. And that everything I done including playing with the G spot, she didn't get wet. And asked if it was because she got bored because she couldn't get off. This is where things came in the open. Or at least a story that may have been true. But given the evidence or lack of made it suspicious.
She told she had a partial hysterectomy and it caused her to go into menopause which makes her dry and she has to use lubed for . Then she admitted being lame in the bedroom that night. She didn't even try and tell me that she would make up for it on the next weekend. She didn't apologize. She just had excuses. I asked her if that was true, why didn't she have lube with us in the bedroom knowing she was going need it if we got into intercourse.
I never heard back from her. I wasn't being mean. I was just trying to get to know what I need to do to ignite her fire for passionate . I am not gods gift women and do not know all the ways over heat a woman's internal engine. If I knew all that, then I would not have a problem getting a decent playmate that could lead more.
If she had been honest with begin with. Like I was with her. I could have read up on her situation and could have come from it from a different angle. But instead of getting know each other better and learn how ignite each others passion. She chose vanish. But she was the that kept saying she wants keep getting know each other. Right up she gave that story.
No wonder I prefer to world of Warcraft than deal with the bullshit I been coming across.
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Why cant people be honest?
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Posted:Jan 17, 2020 7:12 pm
Last Updated:Mar 16, 2021 5:43 pm
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I spent about 3 weeks getting know a woman through another site. We messaged on that site for about 2 weeks. Then we exchanged and started texting. We were trying get the feel of each other and learn about each other. No big deal? Right?
Before we met. I told her about past and what it did life as well as real life. I told her that the last 20 years have not been that great on . A lot of people whine about the stress they are because a store ran of their favorite beer or clothing or the traffic slowed them down by 5 minutes. The stress I been was enough kill an elephant. So the stress mixed with age done a on testosterone. Well, that took from a marathon man down the dreaded "come on lets get it on and get it over" minute man. So I told her all this to be honest with her and make sure that I might not be bringing "A" game and it bothers me.
She had yet tell about much of anything about her. I knew she use work in the legal field before she moved Washington. At the present time she was unemployed. I knew she was divorced. She was living with her parents and helping them . I also knew she had a that lived close by. Nothing else.
We got together the Friday after new years. We had a nice dinner and conversation. She was cute. She was thick? Hmmm. She had a weird build. But I wasn't judging on that. Besides, I was judging harsher than her. Dinner wrapped up and we ended up at place. We tried stream a movie. But tv wasn't cooperating. So we found something on cable. Watched it for a while. Then she put hand on her tits when she took off her bra. Ok. It not the first time to get naughty with a woman on the first date.
After a bit we ended up naked in bed. I was already hard on myself because I didn't get hard when we were playing in the living room. She started giving a blow job. Cock jumped up like it was made of steel. Figured she was doing ok. 3 hours later, cock is not as hard as it was when she started. She failed listen when I told her and showed her what was working and what was not.
She kept telling that cock was huge and she choked on it when she deep throated. But yet I know how big cock is. But, it was not the first time I heard that either. So I let that go the back of mind as I kept trying show her what worked. But again she wasn't listening.
after 4 hours of an ok BJ gone a bad bj. she gave up. I ended up having jack myself off. I kept trying tell her if she would do it this particular way, she would have gotten off 3.5 hours ago. But when it not good, then I end up being like an all day sucker.
Anyways, she got up and got dressed and I got cleaned up. Put shorts on and went the living room. She went the door without telling her it was bed time. We kissed good night and she left and I went bed.
She didn't text for a days. I didn't text her either. But, I was thinking over that night for a few days. And the more frustrated I got trying think about if there was something I could have done make that night better. I know I sure tried please her. She told that I went way above her expectations. But still something just bugged me.
After 3 days, she texted me and I texted her back. Being friendly and still trying learn about her. But didn't ask her about that Friday night. The next day was a day from hell at work and she texted . I responded back a little on the short side. As the day from hell progressed I started thinking about that Friday night again. Now frustration went from just frustrated "how dare she make feel inadequate". So when I got home, I sent her a text. I told her I had a question pertaining to the PG rated we had that Friday night. She told ask away.
So, I did. Asked her why she was wet when we first started. But not even a half hour into it she was as dry as a desert. And that everything I done including playing with the G spot, she didn't get wet. And asked if it was because she got bored because she couldn't get off. This is where things came in the open. Or at least a story that may have been true. But given the evidence or lack of made it suspicious.
She told she had a partial hysterectomy and it caused her to go into menopause which makes her dry and she has to use lubed for . Then she admitted being lame in the bedroom that night. She didn't even try and tell me that she would make up for it on the next weekend. She didn't apologize. She just had excuses. I asked her if that was true, why didn't she have lube with us in the bedroom knowing she was going need it if we got into intercourse.
I never heard back from her. I wasn't being mean. I was just trying to get to know what I need to do to ignite her fire for passionate . I am not gods gift women and do not know all the ways over heat a woman's internal engine. If I knew all that, then I would not have a problem getting a decent playmate that could lead more.
If she had been honest with begin with. Like I was with her. I could have read up on her situation and could have come from it from a different angle. But instead of getting know each other better and learn how ignite each others passion. She chose vanish. But she was the that kept saying she wants keep getting know each other. Right up she gave that story.
No wonder I prefer to world of Warcraft than deal with the bullshit I been coming across.
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Please tell me there are actually smart women around
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Posted:Jul 9, 2019 5:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2020 4:07 pm
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So, I been texting a from another site for 2 weeks. I didn't give it much of a chance in my head. No, I did not try and sabotage it before we got know each other. I meant that I had a feeling that it was not going happen just by the way she wrote and the fact that she ignored my hours of sleep and kept texting in the middle of my night. Then she would get all upset that I didn't answer her question right that fucking minute.
So, tonight I am sitting here eating my dinner and getting ready for bed. She sent a message asking how my was. So I told her that I was having a bad and it actually started last night when someone texted me in the middle of my fucking night and demanded answers her questions. After that I could not get much sleep and that just escalated my crappy . Then she goes on some rant about stuff that was on my profile about sex stuff. Right away she starts in on the "I wont do it" statements.
She starts off with "I wont do anal". No big deal. I have be in the mood for it. And that is what I told her. Then she went into "No I will not be on top". Are you fucking kidding ? I asked her why. She says she is uncomfortable in that position. I told her that I think every one is uncomfortable in that position. But the outcome outweighs the uncomfortable by a long shot. She didn't care.
So she has been telling me that if I base things off sex then it wont give the relationship a chance. I told her that if someone is already saying "I wont do it" on the basic run of the mill sex stuff. Then it brings up what outside of sex will she not do. That went way over her head. She could not comprehend. I also told her that I have been down the "selfish, I don't want to do it" road before. I also told her that while I was down that road. When the was telling "NO NO NO". She was telling a dozen other guys "YES YES YES".
This female just blew up my phone with a bunch of texts. She has been trying sell herself (very poorly) and then scold on not giving a relationship with her a chance if I base it off her refusal do things sexually. I sent her a message back that says I am not basing things off sex. Unless it is terrible sex (too much of this around) or I continually hear "NO" all the time. Then I told her that if there was a really sweet BBW who wanted to be with me and she promised to bake me chocolate chip cookies. Who do you think I would choose? Just off what you are texting me.
I am starting to wonder if women really understand what it means to be in a relationship. Are there more women that are this messed up in the head in my area? I know I am not really good with words and describing myself. But then again. The mother of my has spread lies about me throughout my area. I am not asking for perfection. I am far from it myself. I am just asking for someone that is wanting to be there for "US" not for themselves.
Well, there is the phone again. I will see what she wrote. Then I am heading to bed. I have a feeling I am going to have to be mean to her in a text then block her number and then go block her in the other dating site.
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Really?
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Posted:Jun 28, 2019 8:00 pm
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I been on Senior Sizzle for a long time. I have met 2 people maybe 3 off of Senior Sizzle. I know I am not everyones cup of tea. I know I am not rude. I just can not stand rude people and have no problem telling them off. But the part that really kills me. Is when people refuse to talk to or get to know someone. Yeah I know most of you are looking for cocks that would choke a . Or after the elusive big black cock. I am neither of those. I am a real man. Which means I have some weight and my cock is...…. Well. Just go look at the pics. Also as a real man. Comes medical issues that play havoc with my sex life. Not so much as rude people whining about not being able to get sex when someone like me contacts them and opens the door to getting sex for both of us. But they refuse to acknowledge me and the open door. But I am not really here to complain about that. Besides, the really dense ones wouldn't understand anyways.
If you have read my profile. You would know that I would play with a guy as well as a woman. My preference is women. But a nice guy is ok too. I have been talking to a guy who lives close to me. For the most part he seems ok. But, if he contacts me. It is only to get sex when he wants sex. Not when is a good time for both of us. Only when he wants it. I have found this to be a normal and annoying thing. I have been contacted by a few guys. Usually it is a good conversations that goes right to "lets fuck right now" statement. Ok, then. Depending what or time the conversation happens. I am 1 I have to go help my folks all on a Saturday or 2 I have to get up at goddamn 2:30 AM to go to work the next day. When I tell them that and suggest we get together on a particular evening. They stop talking and I never hear from them again. But the one guy only hotlists , flirts with or contacts when he wants to fuck. But when I try and contact him. He wont answer.
So why do people say "lets fuck" only when they want it. But when a better and time is suggested. They all clam up ? Is it because they are all talk and no walk? Or is it that they don't care about the other persons pleasure. Only their own?
It is just like email on this site. It use to be that non paying members could read their mail and respond. Then Senior Sizzle in their infinite wisdom took that away from the non paying members. Just like they took away the member cams. But people keep emailing me on this site and they know that non paying members can not read their mail anymore. But yet I get treated like I am the ignorant one.
I know a female member in my area put her profile on her blog. So I went and read her profile. She described everything that I am ok with. So I responded to her blog. She has not responded back to me at all. Really? Someone took the time to read the profile and responded and said lets get to know each other. Yeah I know that is a far cry from the usual "lets fuck" response. But I am not rude. So someone responded to your profile. Don't be a rude dick or bitch and not get to know the person who wrote you. That person just might be who you are seeking. But you have your nose stuck up in the air because you may think you are better than the other person.
Like I said before. I am not complaining. I am merely stating the obvious things I have been coming across. Mostly because I can not figure out why a decent guy like me is still single and the same freaking females are still complaining they aren't getting any sex and that their are no good guys around anymore. But yet I know that I am one of the good guys.
Maybe it is because you don't like my cock pics that are on my profile? Nope that not it. Because you have to actually my profile first. But even then if it was a complaint because of my cock pics. Well, your have your cunt and tittie pics on yours. Do I complain about your cunt and tittie pics? Nope not all. Maybe it is because you want it your way and only your way? Oooooh oooh Mr. Kotter. I know the answer! It is all about "YOU" not about "OUR" pleasure. When I am with a woman. I am always focusing on her pleasure. I do what she wants. I think I dated 1 lady who was about our pleasure. I make a when I was coming home from eastern Washington and she would drive from Stanwood to Bremerton to meet me when I got home midnight. She was awesome. But I felt guilty calling her every weekend from eastern Washington and her meeting me my place in Bremerton in the middle of the night. So we talked and I let her make the decision to break it off.
Ok, so I do have a complaint about pussy pics. Ladies, I love "WOMEN". So let the hair grow back on your pussies. Bald pussies are for little girls. You ladies are grown up and hopefully mature. For me, the more hair there is on your pussy. The happier I get. Even hotter if you have hairy armpits to match the hairy pussy. Ok, Enough of my complaining about bald pussy. LOL.
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Posted:Sep 22, 2018 9:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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It is another lonely weekend. By my choice? Yeah, I guess you can say that. I would rather stay home and play on the computer or play on the xbox instead of playing the childish dating games. Yes, that means I am grown up and know the freaking difference between fairytale and reality. I will just leave it at that for now.
So the other day at work. One of my co-workers noticed that I was no longer easy to piss off. He said it was something that he has noticed over the last 4 months. He asked me why I wasn't so easy to piss off lately. Especially with all the crap going on at work lately. I told him that I have noticed that myself and that I also noticed that I feel a change inside myself as well. He told me that he wishes the "old" tom would come out and put a certain person in his place. I told him that that person does not exist.
So I came home and read up on the blood pressure medicine that I was on. There was a loooooooooonnnnnnngggggg list of side effects that I could account for as having. A lot of those side effects focused around the brain. But none of them saying change of personality. Then I asked another person who was on the same medicine. He told me that when he stopped taking that medicine that his wife saw a huge change for the better in him. So I kept digging up information. Finally I found where the medicine I was on alters a persons personality.
So the new meds have me more calm and not as easy to anger. Now if only I can find a lady to help me find my old romantic side of me. But I am running into the dating game bullshit.
Well, off I go to see what Bremerton and silverdale have to offer me for the day. Besides rain. LOL
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Too long Too late
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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 9:39 am
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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I know most people do not read these blogs anymore. But, I have no one I can actually talk to. I can not talk to my mom about anything. Because she has a way of putting me down and telling me that that wasn't the way it was back in her day. So it just makes me feel worse than I already do.
So this morning I woke up alone as usual. I kind of use to it as I been doing it for years. But when I woke up this morning I was thinking about someone I have not talked to in about 15 years. Her name is Deanne. She was a cutie out of port townsend. She was always showing up at my place and waiting for me to get home from work. Today, I think that was really cool. I know now that she was really wanting to be with me. Back then, I was clueless to the signs that a woman wanted to be with me. Today I still kind of misread all those signs.
So this morning I was laying naked in my bed. My mind racing with all the things about her that I liked. Then regretted the argument that we had when I kicked her out of my home. Like I said earlier. I never understood the signs of a woman wanting to be with me. So I regret the argument. I went over all the ways I could have done to make her mine more than she was at the time.
Instead of arguing and trying to go to the get together I was heading to when she showed up. I could have told her to pick a movie and a place we can get dinner. Then make our relationship more known and commited to each other. Instead it was her making herself sound like a and I should pay her for all the sex we had. I got insulted and kicked her out.
Today, I see her in a light that I should have seen her then. I should have seen that she wanted to be with me. I should have paid attention to her shaving her pussy completely as a sign that she would do anything for me. Sorry Deanne! If my mom would have taught me how to read the signs a woman gives off. I would have saw what you were giving me.
After the last 18 years of hell, I know I am very stand offish. My stance, my look and how I carry myself makes it look like I am unapproachable. In all reality. All you have to do is walk up to me and just talk to me. I am not an asshole. Not a jerk. I am no psycho or player. I am just me. I am the mutt that no one wants around. I am the mutt who is loyal and loving. I am the mutt that everyone walks past to go after the pitbull that is at the end of the line.
I will write more later. I have more that I have been thinking about lately.
Signed
Lost and lonely cruiser
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Posted:Jan 19, 2018 9:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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How do i write about something that affected me this week? A subject that......... Well could render me dateless on this site. Like it is producing any dates as it is. I know a good portion of people are extremely visual and I am not all that and a bag of chips. I am not all that good at writing profiles either.
But, i had court this week to stop post secondary education for my . A who followed her mother and listened to her mothers lies and refuses to have anything to do with me. My mom and my lawyer were shocked that i did not level the courthouse after the judge rewed me so hard. My lawyer made all the pertinent hits on all of their claims. But the judge rewed me. My has to get a job and take investment into her own education per the judge. The whole time her attorney is reaming that i have thousands of dollars in my bank account. She kept lying to the judge saying that i put all that in my account in 3 months. The truth? It took me 18 of struggling to put that there. Took me 3 hours to spend half that new eve. Maybe if i had tits and was shaking them for the judge who was ogling the female lawyers small tits. Then just maybe i could have gotten a better shake.
Right about now you are asking why my doesn't want to see me. You are probably thinking i am a loser. Well, you are wrong on that assumption. I am not a loser. Why doesn't my want to see me? Well, it started back in 2011 on fathers day. My and i had a great weekend together. I stopped and got her dinner to take home. She really got into the safeway chinese when she raided my sweet and sour chicken. LOL. I took her to meet her mother at a drug store. I gave my a big hug and was talking to her about what we could do next time. That is when her mother started a argument in front of our . I kept telling her to knock it off and grow up. But she kept at it. My was crying. I am trying to apologize to her and not bite into the argument. Her mother kept threatening me and threatening me. finally i kissed my and told her i would see her soon and we can go do something fun. The mother kept yelling at me and i ignored her until i stood up. I ed her a bitch and told her to grow up. As i turned, she ed me every name in the book and a few others. Then she tells me that she is going to kill me. I blew her off. got in my car, ed my mom and told her what had just transpired and drove home. My dinner went in the garbage as i was too pissed off to eat. I crawled into bed and was getting ready to go to sleep. That when some beat the hell out of my front door. Put on my shorts and walked to the door. Opened it and there was the to the egg donor. I asked him what the fuck he was doing at my place as he is not wanted at my place or in this neighborhood. He continued his mothers threat and threatened my life. Being that i don't back down from much of anything. I pulled my shorts down, grabbed my cock and pulled it up and showed the boy my big hairy balls. Told him that when his balls are as big and hairy as mine are that he is welcome to come back and make that attempt. I reached behind the door to grab the ph. He thought i was grabbing my gun. He ran off my porch, got in his grandmothers cadillac and sped out of the park. I ed the police and got absolutely no as the egg donor works for them and they protect their own. I tried to see my for over a year after that. My s were ignored. My s were ignored. My emails were ignored. I was unfriended on facebook. Here it is 6 later. I still don't get to see my . She won't come over. I know she was afraid of her mother and brother. But i could not prove that in court as the egg donor refused to bring her to court.
Why does the mother hate me and threaten me? Well, i guess it could be do to the fact that I rewed up her whole game plan ago. Ever see the show "Married with "? That what she wanted. The man to work and her to spend every fucking dime he had and put him in the poor house while she lived in the lap of luxury. I was there when she went bankrupt. I was there and had to cut up 35 credit cards. Only 1 was in her name. The rest were in her sons name, the dogs name, her both her brothers names and her mothers name. N of them ever checked their credit ores. As she rewed all of their credit for 7 . I was there when she was fired from her hotel management job. this is where you can get the picture she wanted me out of the picture and only keep my . She wanted me to the police and fire departments and file a false report against the hotel she was just fired from. I refused. Her was ed out of a special education center in lakewood. We were ed into the office for a conference. That when i found out that the egg donor blamed her sons language on me as i am a truck driver and the teachers and principle laid into me. I explained to them that i don't use language like that at all. We had the letter from the hool that detailed everything her d. The egg donors dad sends a . "I will get your a computer if he can stay out of trouble for the next year." That letter was yanked out of my hand and she burned it and lied to her dad so she can get the computer. Oh, we were in the ford explorer that i got on my credit with the agreement that she would get a loan and me back. For 3 months she refused to get a loan to re me. It took 3 hours and a ph to my credit union and to the police letting them know i am repossessing the explorer and i need the police to me to get it. By the time i get home to meet the police, i find the explorer sitting in my carport. Took another month to sell the explorer and take a $3000 loss. We were suppose to get married. She stole the engagement ring. wore it 2 times. never saw it again. I am sure it ended up in a pawn shop as i paid $2500 for the ring. We were suppose to do a split thanksgiving between our families. She refused to go to my families thanksgiving and told me that we will never spend a holiday with my family. Big tits and big nipples or not. That shit don't fly here. I ed her to the curb. I run into people that worked with her and knew her. More and more i was informed about her in the hotel and that she never told me about her actions. When i started seeing my without the mother. I would take her to movies when i could find the . I would take her to an arcade to video games and mini golf and go karts. Take her to the beach and stuff. Christmas? I only got to see her for christmas 1 time. The mother threatened me and threatened physical violence. Had police me to make sure the peace was kept. The courts let her get away with murder. I got the shaft. I tried to give my good gifts for christmas and birthdays. What happens? the mother tells me i am trying to be a superdad and that i am nothing more than a loser right in front of our . All the gifts i gave my ended up in a consignment store the next day as they were not name brand or expensive presents and that we are only to give her expensive and name brand stuff. I got her a coat that she wanted. I had to drive all the way to springfield oregon to get in her size. My heart was in it and i wanted my see the love i had for her by how far i went to get her what she wanted. her mother took it away from her and put it in a consignment store. After that i stopped buying things for my . Nothing was appreciated. The stuff i was getting was all useful and had my heart behind it all. But it was all lost on some who can't see anything but dollar signs. I never hurt my . never. Her mother dumped a pan of boiling water onto her legs and burned her. the mother blamed it on our . Her brother would not put his gameboy down to hold his sister when asked. Instead when the egg donor turned around he was holding her by 1 arms 3 feet off the ground just dangling there crying. I was running to save her when i saw what he d. I got blamed for that. I was laying on the floor with my as she was crawling all over me. her was there too. My touched his leg. He s her extremely hard knocking her 4 feet into a wall when she was 6 months old. The mother lied in court and told the judge that i did that. As my got older. She would tell me what her brother did to her. He locked her out of the apartment without a jacket on and it was 22 degrees out. She had her ph and ed me. I went over and got her in the car to warm up. Only then did her mother answer the door. the egg donor defended her sons actions. My was crushed. A week later he knocked her down to the floor. Ripped her shirt and bra off, yanked down her jeans and panties and beat the hell out of her. The mother defended her sons actions again. I ed cps. cps investigated. The egg donor lied to them about all of it. She even made it to where they could not talk to my so they could hear it from her. They dropped the case. Where is dad? not allowed in the picture as the mother never wanted a man in her life. She just wanted the financial benefits and she would go to the extremes to get them. My won't talk to me at all. Anything that is put on facebook is only meant to hurt me and make her mother look like an innocent woman. My is in college supposedly. But yet she is not smart enough to see right in front of her why her dad is not in the picture. Oh maybe it is because every time something happens to her because of her brother. The egg donor buys her seahawks tickets, mariners tickets or concert tickets to keep her in the lime light. Anything from me is not excepted. Oh and i know the egg donor has lied to my about why the cops are chasing her brother. Her mother told her that i made false accusations against him just because she was denying my visitations with my . Really? OMG!!!!
So here it is. Friday evening january 2018. I have no to see or do things with. I have no life as i stopped going out to do anything. My only hopes of getting a date is dating sites like this . and her i just fucked up this because i just poured my heart out in this post and every woman who reads this where laugh at me and me a loser as well. I don't even know why i try anymore. If only i could suck my own cock like a dog.
I don't know what else to say. I got rewed and keep getting rewed. I am tired of it. When will it be my turn? When can i have a smile on my face again? The last time i smiled was 19 ago when i carried my from womb to nursery in the hospital. Then all hell broke loose and the egg donor is the devil controlling everything.
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Update to yesterdays post
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Posted:Oct 11, 2017 4:40 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 12:57 am
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I did not get much sleep last night. I been pretty ticked off most of the night. I finally got to sleep around midnight and work up at 2 am so i could go to work. So i been dragging butt all day.
So today i have been plagued with live unloads all day. No big deal. That about my normal anyways. Including having major delays as i did today.
I am just turning into the park i live in when my phone rang. It was my lawyer. He called me to tell me that apparently the mother of my and her lawyer backed out of the motion to get college money and more support out of me. The obvious reason behind it was largely due to the mother refusing to supply all the required documents to show her finances as well as her stocks, bonds and retirement and finances of all working people in her household. We even demanded to know the make and model of vehicle that she owns. As i have pictures of them driving a fairly new cadillac. That cadillac does not belong to her mother as hers is black and a cts.
As my lawyer and i were talking i told him that as i grew up fishing on the puget sound that i have learned a valuable lesson. He was what that was. I told him "you do not launch your boat unless you have your drain plug in". He got a good laugh out of it as he figured out what i meant by it. We discussed the fact that they drug this out for 4 months and refused to supply all required documents. Again i laughed and said "She not only launched a boat without the drain plug in. She launched it without fuel and without oars". he got a good laugh out of that.
He said it looks like that we have won the case with them backing out. He will keep me posted if they try to put a new motion in. He said that if they do that. They will loose as they took to long to bring it to court and that it was suppose to be done before the graduated from high school.
So i am in a good mood and damn near dancing in the rain. But at the same time i am trying not to forget who i have been dealing with for 18 years. She always does the stupid thing just to try and break me.
But here it is. Woooohoooo. LOL
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