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Missed this place, had to stop by & say Hi!
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Missed this place, had to stop by & say Hi! No sooner had I jumped back into the blogging scene earlier this year when I seemed to have stepped on my own dick.. I was interested in six wonderful women; one in-town, one across town, another across the state, two on the west Coast and one on the other side of the world. The in-town friend had been friends for about ten years, and we still are..she is only 31 and more like a little sister that always seemed to have bad things happen to her, despite being truly a Good Person. I have done things for her before & will continue, but for an unknown reason, she'll only call when she needs something. Never a social call. Maybe out of embarrassment. I coaxed her and her twin sister over for dinner one evening..had great conversation.. I wonder what she thinks of me... The cross-towner lashed at me with a pretty harsh email after I tried to help out a bit..I can forgive her, she was under some duress. I have not talked to her since.. The cross-stater and I had been friends for almost 10 years, always friends, one of us was always attached when the other wasn't. No sooner did it start to look promising (..to include a Caribbean cruise this summer..) when she takes a boyfriend and totally falls for the guy. Of course, I wished her the best, we're still in touch every week or so, but in baseball percentages, I'm batting far less this season than last... The West Coast Anns are similar; the friend in LA is my closest friend..she has been nursing a broken heart for the last year and was just starting to get over it...and she finds a biker boyfriend in her neighborhood. With cancer. And he's, like, 55. Of course I support her and pray for her happiness. The other Ann was a true gem..in Canada..lovely in every aspect, had a long conversation with her one evening and realized that I'm just not good enough for her. On the positive side, women like that cause men like me to want to be better. If only she were closer...and I better.. The one on the other side of the world is yet another gem. She and I have been friends thru thick and thin..again, on the other side of the world. I think of her a LOT and wonder what it would take to get her to the `States...and scared to death that it may not work out afterward. ..but things are changing..I had withdrawn from blogging and tested the local waters with as much discouragement. I have connected with my neighbors and we have become close, something J would never stand for...I am doing more for the boys now, despite the stretching of their own wings....I keep myself busy, both in the job AND in the business...I am active in the church but not nearly as I once was...I've been able to get work done on the cars, the Alfa is painted and with fresh engine, just needs<b> suspension </font></b>and tires...and I've reconnected with friends from the past. The expression in Blogland was a missed avenue... ....there are some really good people in here. Love all you guys. Sorry I was such a pinhead during and after J, but she hated any additional connections, especially this community. So I'll get back to the diaries..the comments.. the emails...the friends all over the world. I can be celebate and keep things on an even keel simply to live an easier, stress-free life. ...and who knows? Maybe I'll be able to stop in and see some of you..  |
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Ciao old friend! Thanks so much for stopping by to see me! I hope all is well with you...Miss you! bella
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...and to you, too, Love..good to see you again ") .thank you for stopping in..
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Glad to see you back and blogging,never easy to stay away from here for some reason I'm a   and i'm here to stay
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good morning Papy...thanks for stopping in... ")
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 omg your back ...good to see you hun!!! you were missed welcome back   []   Seduce my mind and my body
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Wow...you're back my friend!!! Thanks for dropping by in my site...I havent been blogging too since June because of work. Well I read your blogs...hmmmmm...what will I say? Oh yes...I wish you happiness Jim...with all my heart. I miss you...il just drop an email ok...take care!!!mwah!!! Love..Faith ..and Hope..
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Yes of course I know who the unnamed friend was...I have sense that when I read it...(blushing)..well...who knows things will work out perfectly more than you expected..I mean we expected...Life is too short to spend it on fears and worries...life is here for the taking...mwah...enjoy life...and always take care...i miss you so much... Love..Faith ..and Hope..
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Ciao old friend! Thanks so much for stopping by to see me! I hope all is well with you...Miss you! bella
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