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Turn-Offs!
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Posted:Aug 28, 2011 10:43 am
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2011 4:26 am
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I know I have them. I also know that most people share the same type of turn-offs.
So that is my blog today. Turn-offs!
I have a few, and some are things that most people tend to find a turn-off as well. I don't like pushy people. I don't like people who think they are better than me. I also don't like people who decide they know who I am, where I am going and how I should get there.
Last night I was home alone. Chatting with friends on messenger on the smiley man. I could have joined my buddy Pony but really didn't have the money so stayed home. Occasional text would come and I would chat there...
Well a friend texted that they wanted to hang out. Hungry? Interested? Sure why not...So they stopped by, I ran out and away we went. Got to be the first one in the new vehicle. Yay me! So they were craving pizza...ME TOO!!! So it was decided to go to a small town pizza place that I had never been to. After dinner we went to the small town lake...sat at a picnic table and talked about the things that todays youth are missing...All those little things I did as a ...playing outside til dusk, spending time with grandparents, just being free. No fears of gunfire, abduction or drugs (they were there just not as prominent as today). It was nice to just sit and reminisce. After being scared that a bear was going to come and eat me (don't care what you say it wasn't a bug zapper in the distance...it was a bear digging through a trash can!) we headed back to the city. Then ice cream was mentioned... great now craving it!!! Of course signs galore for ice cream...yet everything is now closed...Well low and behold as we exit the interstate...there is a beloved Sonic....and ice cream cones!!!!
Well it was nice. No pressures, no stresses... Today...I am being questioned about my evening. I tell what I did....then because I suddenly "feel better" I feel like I am being interrogated. Why is that? Why did I suddenly feel like I had to explain myself? I was invited out to dinner. I felt good enough to go. Is that anyone's business but mine? I am still single. I can choose who I talk to, date, and do things with. Am I out having sex? Nope, haven't in quite awhile now. But that is my business as well. I trust my friends, and I take my good friends opinions in to consideration. (they are usually right on the button) But when push comes to shove I am still the one that it comes down to.
I know I rambled but hell it is my blog! So there is my rant... I thought it was going to be a good day... It was til this damn conversation came along on my cell texts...Damn!
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Me!
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Posted:Aug 26, 2011 7:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 27, 2011 2:57 pm
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Okay!
This fits the mood right now!
I hate being home alone....and having alcohol....and being down.
Okay....so here ya go!
DON'T LET ME GET ME!
by Pink
Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never
clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'
right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
LA told me, "You'll be a pop star,
All you have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Cuz I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe
somethin
A day in the life of someone else?
Don't let me get me
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
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Whatever!
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Posted:Aug 26, 2011 7:19 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2011 10:06 pm
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Ok....this is a rambling post. I know it now...so if you don't want to hear it, stop now!
A couple of things have come to smack me in the face this week.
First: I am a slut!  Yeah, that is what I hear! I admit it...I am a HUGE flirt. But just because I flirt...that doesn't mean I do anything else! I like to flirt. Online... text... i.m.... emails... calls....on occasion in person. But what most people don't realize is I am very shy and lack self confidence (thanks to peeps from my past). But I don't screw everyone I meet.... So thanks!
Second: I don't like me right now. I am a bitch. Everything that is going on in my life is getting to me. I am being a bitch to mini me..I don't want to be around me but hell I have no choice.
Third: I am lonely.... I so want to be curled up in bed with someone. Hell I would even curl up with my friends... Doesn't have to be sexual in any way at all...I just need to feel someone near me. To know that I really am not alone in this world....like I feel. Yes I know I have several friends out there....but this is my pity party!!!
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Just me
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Posted:Aug 25, 2011 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2011 3:05 pm
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Well, the date was nice last night. He was a very nice gentleman. It was a nice dinner. And nice conversation.
You know there is a but coming don't you?
The conversation was so nice that it got me thinking....Looking at some hard facts. The reality if you will of my life.
I am madly in love with someone....actually more than one. I have a friend who i've had long talks with in the past concerning polyamourous love. It made sense....but at the same time...it never really hit home. It does now.
I do...I love more than one person. And right now...one is not speaking to me at all and the other has distanced themselves to the occasional text, but no conversation. I want a relationship. I do. But at this point in my life I am not willing to just "settle". Does that make sense?
I know i'm probably rambling but the words just start and I go with them. I can totally see where the "sister wife" comes into play. I want to have that closeness. I want to share my love. Now I sound totally like a freak.
I love my friends. I love my friends. I do....and the thing is (I did tell my date) that I have left most (MOST) of my past relationships with a friendship intact. That is important to me. I miss the companionship. I miss the closeness. I miss the little things.....BUT....I don't think I am ready to "settle". I have already told someone that they mean something to me....if anything happens who knows....but I did it.
Right now...my life is a mess. I admit it! I have health issues. I am a single mom....so that kinda narrows down my "free time". I don't just "screw" you on the first date. I am choosy...."slutty" if you will....but I am also worth you getting to know...because I am one hell of a woman!
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Half-Nekkid Wednesday!
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Posted:Aug 24, 2011 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2011 4:01 am
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It is that time again...so here is one from the vaults...sorry!
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Half-Nekkid Wednesday!
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Posted:Aug 24, 2011 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2011 7:29 pm
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It is that time again...so here is one from the vaults...sorry!
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Well, well.....well
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Posted:Aug 23, 2011 8:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 2, 2011 3:31 am
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So, laying here in bed. Thinking...
Baby actually has a dinner date tomorrow. Shocking! We've been chatting...texting...emails...and finally phone calls. Taking things slow. Nice man. A little older than baby.
Dinner.... Well at least I know baby won't have ANY trouble saying NO!!! lol The one upside to the "forced" celibacy/abstinence I guess.
So taking a change of clothes to work with me. I'll change, pick up mini me & drop her off to spend a little time w/dad & grandparents (who are treating her much better now) then dinner.
So, wish me good thoughts! A big hug and kiss from me the baby to you my blogland friends!
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Question of the day....8/22
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Posted:Aug 22, 2011 4:46 am
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2011 4:23 am
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Okay question of the day....
Do you masturbate often? On average how often is average for you? Right now I so need to but it is killing me not to have penetrative masturbation......
So help a girl out....tell baby your best masturbation story!
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Are you guys for real?
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Posted:Aug 21, 2011 4:34 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2011 4:23 am
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Wow....
This is getting a little old. I know you are tired of the baby whining...but that is what us babies do!
So got ANOTHER email from a guy who is talking to a girl who is a friend (us locals actually hang out together ). Well he asks if I know her. I say yes she is a very nice lady.
Ok, no big deal right? Well it is when that is all I am doing is getting emails from guys (from my past mind you....that i've either played with, dated etc) that are now wanting to see/meet my friends. I am not here to hook you up with my friends....
Ok....I think i'm finished.....
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Lost
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Posted:Aug 21, 2011 8:41 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2011 4:34 pm
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Lost
I've lost someone
I've lost you
I've lost my friend
Where have you gone?
You were there when I last turned
Was that yesterday?
I miss you....
I love you
Why have you left me?
Where have you gone.....
I've lost someone special
I've lost my friend
I've lost someone special
I've lost you.....
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Easy?
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Posted:Aug 21, 2011 6:54 am
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2011 4:25 am
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Ok so talking to a friend last night....
And basically they told me I am "easy". Easy-not like "easy" to be around.....NO! "EASY" like a SLUT!
Alright so they didn't say it like that~! But meaning was there. We were talking about how yes I want to get into a relationship before I die, but not willing to just get into a relationship because it is offered. I want to get into a relationship because I am in love with the person. I want to be with the person. I want it to go both ways. Does that make sense?
So we were discussing this and I made the point that I had pissed off several guys this week (that I talk to fairly regularly). They will text/call/message me "wanna hook up" "I could use a bj" "wanna play".....that kinda crap. Usually I will b.s. them and tell them no. Well this week I basically told them what they could do with their cock and didn't tell them how they could get it undone!
Anyway, we were having the discussion and I mention that I had made mistakes in my past. Relationships that never should have been. Guys I "moved" too fast with. I mean at times we aren't thinking on all cogs! And he told me that yes I did. I did move to fast. I shouldn't make out with a guy. I shouldn't do this or that. That I was too easy.
Wow! Thanks.... The nice thing to say would be "Don't beat yourself up baby. We all make mistakes, you are a nice woman." Something nice like that.....don't confirm that I am a slut!!!!!
****see never say something that can come back and bite you in the ass!.......i'm sure I will get a call on this one, or a text, or an email or a message!!!!......SORRY******
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Bad week
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Posted:Aug 20, 2011 6:37 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2011 6:40 am
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Sorry I haven't posted this week. Just been a very bad week.
With the bad stuff at the dr's office on Mon. then continuing with crap at work.
I'm tired, sad and lonely. Yes it is all my fault....I know!
I have alot weighing on my mind and don't know what to do.
So like a fool....crappy day yesterday at work....I stop get a 6 pack of cheapo beer on my way home. I strip down to my little ruffled panties that nobody sees anymore. Then get on bookface and start playing a game....and every time I win a round I take a drink..I downed all 6 of those stupid beers in like an hour (hey i'm a light weight!) Then against my better judgement....I let a friend talk me into going to a local watering hole. Went...had a couple glasses of beer....couple of shots...then headed home. And woke up at too damn early o'clock!
I am missing some people in my life right now. Close friends. A guy or two that has touched my life in a very special way that I can't forget....
I think it is all this sexual juices building up inside of me. I think it is the stress of medical issues. I think it is work stress. I think it is just a little thing called life. I miss having a special someone in my life. But maybe life is telling me I don't deserve someone in my life...
Ok...enough!!!!
Hope everyone has a great weekend! Hugs and kisses from me...the baby!
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Half-Nekkid Wednesday!
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Posted:Aug 17, 2011 3:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2011 4:06 am
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Ok...still a little under the weather...sore...etc. So pulling something from the vaults...enjoy!
oh...those are my panties and bra on the front seat of my car... um...yeah...don't ask...lol!
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