I think I was jumped in too quick. Too overjoyed that someone wanted to fuck me. I didn't look beyond that one night. So now, I'm searching for a bit more than a one night. Yes, I know I'm married. That doesn't mean I just accept the first offer and you men need to stop thinking that I will jump on that offer. At least anymore lol.
Likely the latter. I'm looking for an affair so my standards are decently high even though i value myself worth at a moderate level. So i jump at an exceptional specimen who asks for pictures and then deactivates or does not even reply again. One conversation and then they fade into the mist.
Then there are others I deem below my self worth. Why do you even contact me? Do I look that horrible and desperate? Probably. However, I have yet to realize that is where I am at in my life. Contact me in another year or 2 when I reach mid 30s.