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Burnt and Stretched Thin
Burnt and Stretched Thin My creativity and social<b> desires </font></b>seem more like bi-polar to any more. If I could live in a constant state of being manic, how fucking heavenly would that be? hitting this wall, I can not tell exactly why, but its sucking the pressure of the pressure cooker. Which I can not complain about. So about this pressure cooker. After almost 40 years of struggling, hitting bottom after bottom, learning why I act and process in the fashion I do, I have learned the cycles patterns. Like I felt on new years eve, and the times where I get stuck in this repeated process of trying to grasp how the fuck do I find any reason not to deep throat Kate, I feel like my being is second to my circumstance, that I just feel this emotional pressure building. These thoughts of going and starting a fight I know I can't win, or risk choices opens the relief valve just enough to get by to the next morning, and from the moment my eyes open the heart starts to race, the pressure begins to build. |
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