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Mind Games
Mind Games I think it is very amusing how our minds work at times I will tell you a quick little story to make my point. When I was 16 0r 17 years old I worked at a store that pets One day I was looking and noticed some mice in a cage. I noticed some mice being mean to one mouse in particular. The thought came into my head that it was being picked on because it had masturbated. I am not sure why but probably because I had masturbated earlier before I came to work. At that time I had not justified masturbating in my mind and had a problem dealing with it. So my mind associated people not looking at me in public, after I masturbated, with the mice analogy. I know this sound absolutely stupid but that is how my mind works. Even to this day 30+ years later I still think people don't look at me in public after I have masturbated. Oh but I came to the realization that if I waited until the next day to go out it was good. And people could look at me again. That is pretty messed up RIGHT? What kind of CRAZY BS mind tricks has your minds played on YOU? Despite all my rage IâÂÂm still just a rat in a cage Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage IâÂÂm still just a rat in a cage And I still believe that I cannot be saved We all have a trail to blaze in life! Happy Trails |
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I'm afraid , your mind hasn't finished growing, give it another 15-20 years, then think back at how good it was to be young!!! It will have more BS as it matures. Stop by at lonlyforlove2 also see Lunch with Lonly , we get snow tomorrow Check my blog on New Community, "A photo of my big Pecker" also, " My Sunday afternoon with the kids'
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You have the insight to know the reason you think this way is most likely because you feel some sort of shame about masturbation. Use that knowledge to work on it and delve a little deeper.. why are you ashamed about it or think it's not right? Of course no one in public knows what you did before you went out. And besides most people walking around have probably masturbated that day or will that night.
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