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What Submission Means  

Submissive313 54F
2 posts
6/30/2021 5:58 pm
What Submission Means


Submission Means To Me
I was given an exercise by a dominant that I met and have become very connected with emotionally . We have developed a really nice friendship based on honesty and authenticity. We have not been physical with each other and he is teaching me that a true D/s dynamic is not about sex but more mental and that most Dominants that Inhave had in my life are not “true Dom’s and have poorly trained me. They end up wanting my pussy and allowing that to be the goal behind a real relationship. I give in because I think that’s what I want but deep down that’s the end result. It’s about the journey into submission. . We are very connected and as he has gotten to know me he understands what I need and what I want Hr has been honest and doesn’t believe at this time that he has the bandwidth to give me what I need now due to family obligations with his as well as my obligations with my 16 year old. He said he will not “fuck me” . He knows that would destroy me and change our connection. He naturally has gravitated towards me as a mentor, and guide and is helping me learn and delve into a deeper part of my submission. Which has nothing to do with sex. Of course in the process I am becoming close to him which is natural and organic . He doesn’t know if we will ultimately go in that direction. And only time will tell. For me time is spending time together . Dating ext. In the meantime, last night he asked me to write him what submission means to me. It was a very deep exercise and I was surprised what came out on paper. I sent it to him and he called me shortly after. He thought what I wrote was very deep and some of it was point on. The other areas were more complex and really spoke to the continued work I need to do internally to clarify my submission . It has changed so much over
The years. It will take a needle in a haystack to find a Dominant who I connect with and understands me and can take me through the process as I grow and learn.

Below is what I wrote:

Submission and devotion to another and integrating being on my knees in service and respect, offering myself and receiving the gift of being restrained.

If the connection and chemistry co- exist together, I feel grounded and allows me to just to be. To let my mind unwind from the worries and thoughts of the day and focus only on my task. Which in turn allows me to experience freedom.

Submission does not come easily to me. As much as I want it, it’s often a battle to allow my hands and arms and legs to drop,to let my knees bend. Sometimes this struggle comes out as brattiness, and a game but also allows me to hold onto<b> control </font></b>purely because the thought of giving it up is a little scary .

I think I need discipline and courage to finally just allow it to happen organically.
know deep down , I will be taken care of, that I’ll be safe and won’t crumble in the process

Not just anybody is fit to take the journey with me. It’s a step that requires me to be intentional and thoughtful and see clearly and take the rose color glasses of. Allow my legs to stay together and my pussy not to lead the desire
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profcoquin27bis 59M
4323 posts
7/3/2021 4:27 am

interesting text, hi from France


Agr8tf0ck 54M

7/10/2021 5:42 pm

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