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Blogs > Rickdorf > Tiptoeing Through The Tulips

The Truth About Love  

Rickdorf 65M
64 posts
6/26/2021 9:59 pm
The Truth About Love
In a now-deleted post here, I tore into somebody very dear to me because she had a LOT of mostly friends and gave no time.

I thought I could walk away, I really did, but ever since I blocked her from this site and my phone, my heart has been breaking. . . .

It's early morning on a Saturday, now SUNDAY, and, due to a massive caffeine intake during yesterday morning, I am wide awake for at least several more hours.

And crying for my Sunflower. . .

God what an old fool I can be sometimes,

Unfortunately, this time of day is when my heart is most vulnerable, my resolve the weakest, and when unmet<b> desires </font></b>threaten to overwhelm me, so it's also the worst time for me doing things.

I unblocked Sunflower on this site along with my phone and left a message on her profile, hoping against hope that she'll respond favorably.

Like I said, I am an old fool sometimes, but damnit, I LOVE her, and MY Love lasts forever, even if it ends in failure, as so many HAVE in my life.

It's just the way built. For better or worse, people I love have special mansions inside my heart that never, EVER get torn down, but wait patiently for them to return. IF they return at all.

I will die loving them ALL, I know.

Strength, or weakness? I have no earthly idea.

Maybe someday I'll finally wise up, but somehow I rather doubt it.

Life goes on.

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