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Blogs > Rickdorf > Tiptoeing Through The Tulips

The Truth About Love  

Rickdorf 65M
64 posts
6/26/2021 9:59 pm
The Truth About Love
In a now-deleted post here, I tore into somebody very dear to me because she had a LOT of mostly friends and gave no time.

I thought I could walk away, I really did, but ever since I blocked her from this site and my phone, my heart has been breaking. . . .

It's early morning on a Saturday, now SUNDAY, and, due to a massive caffeine intake during yesterday morning, I am wide awake for at least several more hours.

And crying for my Sunflower. . .

God what an old fool I can be sometimes,

Unfortunately, this time of day is when my heart is most vulnerable, my resolve the weakest, and when unmet desires threaten to overwhelm me, so it's also the worst time for me doing things.

I unblocked Sunflower on this site along with my phone and left a message on her profile, hoping against hope that she'll respond favorably.

Like I said, I am an old fool sometimes, but damnit, I LOVE her, and MY Love lasts forever, even if it ends in failure, as so many HAVE in my life.

It's just the way built. For better or worse, people I love have special mansions inside my heart that never, EVER get torn down, but wait patiently for them to return. IF they return at all.

I will die loving them ALL, I know.

Strength, or weakness? I have no earthly idea.

Maybe someday I'll finally wise up, but somehow I rather doubt it.

Life goes on.

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