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Clarity and Realizations
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Clarity and Realizations I really do appreciate that I haven't lost any watchers in this blog. I pretty sure that I would, so maybe there is hope. I just to connect with people on a friendship level. Get to know them as a person, maybe be that friendly face that they know they can talk to when the world at large seems to cold and impersonal. Taking this big step back from<b> physically </font></b>being with anyone, has given me much mental and emotional clarity. I think I am just not geared for the FWB NSA, that it seems most on here . And I can see why they would and I tried very hard to do that. Now years ago when I in my mid 30's I had no problem with this very concept. And man did I have some fun. But as I have aged of course I have slowed down. In fighting my own helath challenges and being my husbands caretaker, it takes its toll. With no family to offer a hand, or just even be supportive it gets hard sometimes. You feel like there is no one to turn too, to give you a hug, share a cup of coffee and just talk to you. So that might be why perhaps that know I find myself wanting a connection with people. I need and want friends, locally I would love to make friends with other artists, and crafters as well. The bitch of that is with Covid it stops such things really. Or at least I don't feel it is safe with the new surges. Frankly too I will admit, there are some very mean men on here. I have oped messages even with a man saying "Go eat shit>" Never had spoken with him at all. I have had a few men pose as wanting to be my BFF, and that they really care. When that is not the case by their actions and the things they say especially once I ended things. Or you think you connect with a man, chatting some night. Then you don't hear from his, and months later he comes strolling over by what ever communication means you have. It feels like I the lsat option, so everything else with whoever did not work out so maybe i will have do. I am not anyone's last option, trust me I am a very good woman. There have been a couple of men that I thought I really good friends with, that became just too busy to speak with me. Not even a back when I ask how they are doing and loved ones. Then all the sudden me because they are turned on by my writings. Not a simple inquiry to how I have been or anything. Many men get mad because I don't cyber or do phone sex. Nothing wrong with it, just isn't for me I tried it a few times years ago. I can see where especially right now it is a safer option. And some men come at you thinking you are just supposed to immediately talk to them about sex. Now I am not stupid, you are stroking it and getting off while we chat. But I am not a piece, I am a person with feelings. I have alot more value than just to get you off. Again nothing wrong with it, just isnt me. I am tender heart by nature, always have been. I get my feelings hurt, and I cant help it. I to be cared about, asked how my day is going. A two-way street of friendship, because the rest I am worn out from trying to do. I am a great friend and I really do care. And yes I know this is a sex site but part of the title says friend too. I feel that I have as much right as anyone to be on here in any context. So I will still be on here to chat, watch a few of the couples cams and of course write. Celebrate each day like it's your last and be safe my friends. Maybe I should put that my kink is being treated like a woman with feelings and value. ? Ann *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me* |
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Not losing any followers is a testament to your blog. 
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Online it can be difficult when rude, unsolicited comments are received from random strangers. I used to respond, now I block, delete and forget about it.
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