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Depression and Feeling Unhinged  

EroticMusings2 59F  
1538 posts
6/30/2021 6:40 pm
Depression and Feeling Unhinged

I seriously feel like I am becoming unhinged. I will tell you that this probably has been the hardest 2 years of my life, especially the past year. I am under so much stress and it is taking a toll on my body and mind. My primary care doctor even asked me what is going on because my blood pressure is insanely high. Slight infection, but that is being knocked out.

I have been thru alot in my life, too much to ever go into here, not that I would anyway. But I am a survivor and pretty tough though at times it might not seem like it. I am working hard to reclaim my life, to improve it just for me.

I have always fought depression, and anxiety issues. I always will, it is in my DNA. Both sides of my family have mental health issues, mine is very mild compared to so many in the family. But I work very hard to not have to be heavily medicated, and overcome. Currently I am working thru some traumas and it brings up emotions that I did not even know I had.

But I am a complex woman, I make no bones about that. I want to make everyone happy, b ut not lose myself in the mix like I normally do. I fight insomnia, if you notice that sometimes the posts are in the wee hours of the night.

I tell you this, so if you fight depression, hang in there. Drop me a email if you need to talk, or just need to vent.

Together we can get thru it and become stronger.

Ann


*Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me*


godehnatty 60M
61 posts
7/1/2021 1:03 am

Hang on in there, Honey. You have survived thus far. You have more inner strength than you know. The Universe does not give us more than we can bear. There is a light at the end of this seemingly dark tunnel. Keep your head up. Cry from time to time ease the load. Even in this, keep your head up as the tears flow. More importantly, dry those gorgeous blue gems, so that you may see the Light shining through the darkness more clearly. {=}


jajo696 113F
4287 posts
7/1/2021 3:02 am

Be kind to yourself, most of all. Cry a river as tears are cleansing. i too have many hurdles and obstacles and loss to process and sometimes im sailing along fine and then in an instant i am gutted. It all takes time and more time. I dont know if being on site is helpful and affirming or added pressure n stress, i use it mostly as distraction. Im also avail to write . talk whatever, drop me a line . Hugs ~


WyoCowboy7751 70M
2537 posts
7/1/2021 4:59 am

DITTO !!!! To what the two previous posts have to say You likely have a LOT of Friends on here That Feel For You


69ereatwetpussy 61M
6774 posts
7/1/2021 5:00 am

It saddens me to read this.
Even though I've not gone though a depression like you and others.
I've do get down at times.
All ild say is look for the good in your life think if the fun times and try to have alit more.
Try new things go to new places if and when you can.
Don't bet yourself up for thing in the past learn from them and move on.
Life to short to stop living.
Get help from so called professional as your Dr.
As for sleep I can't help you there I hit the pillow and I'm out like a light.
I only time I wake is to pee. Then it's back to dream land.
We are all here for a reason some of us can help
If and when your ready tell your story it may help in the long run.
Just don't give up XOXOXOXO THOMAS


Needsomekisses60 63M

7/1/2021 5:28 am

It’s a tough road sometimes, many of us travel it. In my case, your blogs are a welcome distraction from that road.


justme51 72M

7/1/2021 1:29 pm

Hang in there sooner or later you will feel better


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